{"id":1118,"date":"2026-10-01T21:49:51","date_gmt":"2026-10-01T21:49:51","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/10\/61261y.jpeg"},"modified":"2026-10-01T21:50:05","modified_gmt":"2026-10-01T21:50:05","slug":"61261y","status":"inherit","type":"attachment","link":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/uvey-babam-olmeden-once-bana-bir-adres-verdi\/61261y\/","title":{"rendered":"\u00dcVEY BABAM \u00d6LMEDEN \u00d6NCE BANA B\u0130R ADRES VERD\u0130"},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","template":"","meta":[],"class_list":["post-1118","attachment","type-attachment","status-inherit","hentry"],"description":{"rendered":"<p class=\"attachment\"><a href='https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/10\/61261y.jpeg'><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"300\" height=\"262\" src=\"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/10\/61261y-300x262.jpeg\" class=\"attachment-medium size-medium\" alt=\"\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/10\/61261y-300x262.jpeg 300w, https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/10\/61261y.jpeg 600w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n"},"caption":{"rendered":"<p>\u201cBabam sonunda seni buraya g\u00f6nderdi, demek\u2026\u201d<br \/>\nKar\u015f\u0131mda duran kad\u0131n\u0131n bu s\u00f6zlerini duydu\u011fumda oldu\u011fum yere \u00e7ak\u0131ld\u0131m. Kalbim \u00f6ylesine h\u0131zl\u0131 \u00e7arp\u0131yordu ki nefes almakta zorlan\u0131yordum. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc kap\u0131y\u0131 a\u00e7an kad\u0131n, y\u0131llard\u0131r yatak odam\u0131n duvar\u0131nda foto\u011fraf\u0131 as\u0131l\u0131 duran anneme inan\u0131lmaz derecede benziyordu.<br \/>\nAyn\u0131 g\u00f6zler, ayn\u0131 g\u00fcl\u00fcmseme, hatta sol ka\u015f\u0131n\u0131n \u00fczerindeki k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fcc\u00fck iz bile ayn\u0131yd\u0131.<br \/>\n\u201cSen\u2026 Sen kimsin?\u201d diye f\u0131s\u0131ldad\u0131m.<br \/>\nKad\u0131n\u0131n g\u00f6zleri doldu.<br \/>\n\u201c\u0130\u00e7eri gel, Asl\u0131. Sana anlatmam gereken \u00e7ok \u015fey var.\u201d<br \/>\nAd\u0131m\u0131 nereden bildi\u011fini sormaya haz\u0131rlan\u0131yordum ki arkas\u0131ndaki duvarda as\u0131l\u0131 duran foto\u011fraf\u0131 g\u00f6rd\u00fcm. Foto\u011frafta gen\u00e7 bir Fikret, annem ve kar\u015f\u0131mda duran kad\u0131n birlikte g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u00fcyordu.<br \/>\nBacaklar\u0131m titremeye ba\u015flad\u0131.<br \/>\n\u201cAnnem nerede? Sen onun nesisin?\u201d<br \/>\nKad\u0131n derin bir nefes ald\u0131.<br \/>\n\u201cBen annenim, Asl\u0131.\u201d<br \/>\nBir an kulaklar\u0131m\u0131n u\u011fuldad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 hissettim. Ard\u0131ndan istemsizce g\u00fclmeye ba\u015flad\u0131m. Ancak bu, mutluluktan de\u011fil, duyduklar\u0131m\u0131n sa\u00e7mal\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan kaynaklanan sinirli bir g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc.<br \/>\n\u201cBu imk\u00e2ns\u0131z! Annem ben d\u00f6rt ya\u015f\u0131ndayken \u00f6ld\u00fc!\u201d<br \/>\nKad\u0131n sessizce ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 e\u011fdi.<br \/>\n\u201cHay\u0131r, k\u0131z\u0131m. Ben \u00f6lmedim. Seni terk etmek zorunda kald\u0131m.\u201d<br \/>\nO iki kelime i\u00e7imde y\u0131llard\u0131r kapanm\u0131\u015f sand\u0131\u011f\u0131m bir yaray\u0131 yeniden a\u00e7t\u0131.<br \/>\nBeni terk etmi\u015fti!<br \/>\nTam otuz d\u00f6rt y\u0131l boyunca annemin mezar\u0131na \u00e7i\u00e7ekler b\u0131rakm\u0131\u015f, do\u011fum g\u00fcnlerimde foto\u011fraf\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6pm\u00fc\u015f, her Anneler G\u00fcn\u00fc\u2019nde yoklu\u011funa a\u011flam\u0131\u015ft\u0131m.<br \/>\nOysa kar\u015f\u0131mdayd\u0131.<br \/>\n\u00dcstelik babam\u0131n evinden yaln\u0131zca birka\u00e7 sokak uzakta ya\u015f\u0131yordu.<br \/>\n\u201cDemek bunca y\u0131l buradayd\u0131n!\u201d diye ba\u011f\u0131rd\u0131m. \u201cBen annesiz b\u00fcy\u00fcrken sen bu evde mi oturuyordun?\u201d<br \/>\nKad\u0131n g\u00f6zya\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 silerek kenara \u00e7ekildi.<br \/>\n\u201cL\u00fctfen \u00f6nce beni dinle. Sonra istersen bir daha y\u00fcz\u00fcm\u00fc g\u00f6rme.\u201d<br \/>\n\u0130\u00e7eri girmek istemiyordum. Fakat Fikret\u2019in \u00f6lmeden \u00f6nce s\u00f6yledi\u011fi s\u00f6zler kulaklar\u0131mda yank\u0131lan\u0131yordu.<br \/>\n\u201cBenden nefret etmeye karar vermeden \u00f6nce her \u015feyi dinleyeceksin.\u201d<br \/>\nSalona girdim.<br \/>\nKad\u0131n kendisini tan\u0131tt\u0131. Ad\u0131 G\u00fclseren\u2019di. \u00c7antas\u0131ndan eski bir foto\u011fraf \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131. Foto\u011frafta d\u00f6rt ya\u015f\u0131ndaki h\u00e2lim onun kuca\u011f\u0131nda oturuyordu. \u00dczerimde \u00e7i\u00e7ekli bir elbise vard\u0131 ve elimde h\u00e2l\u00e2 saklad\u0131\u011f\u0131m oyuncak ay\u0131m duruyordu.<br \/>\nFoto\u011fraf\u0131n arkas\u0131nda annemin el yaz\u0131s\u0131yla yaz\u0131lm\u0131\u015f birka\u00e7 kelime vard\u0131.<br \/>\n\u201cCan\u0131m k\u0131z\u0131m Asl\u0131, d\u00f6rd\u00fcnc\u00fc do\u011fum g\u00fcn\u00fcn.\u201d<br \/>\nArt\u0131k \u015f\u00fcphem kalmam\u0131\u015ft\u0131.<br \/>\n\u201cNeden?\u201d diye sordum. \u201cBana sadece nedenini s\u00f6yle!\u201d<br \/>\nG\u00fclseren titreyen elleriyle eski bir kutuyu a\u00e7t\u0131.<br \/>\n\u201cBaban sand\u0131\u011f\u0131n Fikret\u2019le evlenmeden \u00f6nce ba\u015fka biriyle evliydim. Senin \u00f6z babanla\u2026\u201d<br \/>\nC\u00fcmlenin devam\u0131n\u0131 getiremeden kap\u0131n\u0131n \u00f6n\u00fcnden bir araba sesi duyuldu.<br \/>\nG\u00fclseren birden aya\u011fa kalkt\u0131. Perdeleri aralayarak d\u0131\u015far\u0131 bakt\u0131.<br \/>\nY\u00fcz\u00fcndeki korkuyu g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcmde i\u00e7im \u00fcrperdi.<br \/>\n\u201cNe oldu?\u201d<br \/>\n\u201cBilmiyorum. Y\u0131llard\u0131r bu an\u0131n gelece\u011finden korkuyordum.\u201d<br \/>\nO s\u0131rada kap\u0131 sert\u00e7e \u00e7al\u0131nd\u0131.<br \/>\nG\u00fclseren bana d\u00f6nerek f\u0131s\u0131ldad\u0131.<br \/>\n\u201cAsl\u0131, mutfa\u011fa ge\u00e7 ve sak\u0131n ses \u00e7\u0131karma!\u201d<br \/>\nAncak art\u0131k saklanmaya niyetim yoktu. Hayat\u0131m boyunca ba\u015fkalar\u0131n\u0131n benden saklad\u0131\u011f\u0131 ger\u00e7eklerle ya\u015fam\u0131\u015ft\u0131m.<br \/>\nKap\u0131ya do\u011fru y\u00fcr\u00fcd\u00fcm ve a\u00e7t\u0131m.<br \/>\nKar\u015f\u0131mda altm\u0131\u015fl\u0131 ya\u015flar\u0131nda, uzun boylu bir adam duruyordu. Y\u00fcz\u00fcme dikkatlice bakt\u0131ktan sonra \u015fa\u015fk\u0131nl\u0131kla geri \u00e7ekildi<\/p>\n"},"alt_text":"","media_type":"image","mime_type":"image\/jpeg","media_details":{"width":600,"height":524,"file":"2026\/10\/61261y.jpeg","filesize":88893,"sizes":{"medium":{"file":"61261y-300x262.jpeg","width":300,"height":262,"filesize":21823,"mime_type":"image\/jpeg","source_url":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/10\/61261y-300x262.jpeg"},"thumbnail":{"file":"61261y-150x150.jpeg","width":150,"height":150,"filesize":7188,"mime_type":"image\/jpeg","source_url":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/10\/61261y-150x150.jpeg"},"full":{"file":"61261y.jpeg","width":600,"height":524,"mime_type":"image\/jpeg","source_url":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/10\/61261y.jpeg"}},"image_meta":{"aperture":"0","credit":"","camera":"","caption":"","created_timestamp":"0","copyright":"","focal_length":"0","iso":"0","shutter_speed":"0","title":"","orientation":"0","keywords":[],"alt":""}},"post":1117,"source_url":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/10\/61261y.jpeg","filename":"61261y.jpeg","filesize":88893,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/1118","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/attachment"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1118"}],"wp:attached-to":[{"embeddable":true,"post_type":"post","id":1117,"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1117"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}