{"id":1138,"date":"2026-10-01T22:00:45","date_gmt":"2026-10-01T22:00:45","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/10\/23523634r.png"},"modified":"2026-10-01T22:01:02","modified_gmt":"2026-10-01T22:01:02","slug":"23523634r","status":"inherit","type":"attachment","link":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/60-yillik-esimi-topraga-verdikten-sonra-avukati-kapima-gelip-bana-bir-mektup-uzatti-ve-siz-aslinda-hic-evlenmemissiniz-dedi\/23523634r\/","title":{"rendered":"60 YILLIK E\u015e\u0130M\u0130 TOPRA\u011eA VERD\u0130KTEN SONRA AVUKATI KAPIMA GEL\u0130P BANA B\u0130R MEKTUP UZATTI VE \u201cS\u0130Z ASLINDA H\u0130\u00c7 EVLENMEM\u0130\u015eS\u0130N\u0130Z!\u201d DED\u0130"},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","template":"","meta":[],"class_list":["post-1138","attachment","type-attachment","status-inherit","hentry"],"description":{"rendered":"

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“Allah’\u0131m Nermin! Sen asl\u0131nda kimdin? Bunca y\u0131l bana nas\u0131l yalan s\u00f6yleyebildin?” diye ba\u011f\u0131rd\u0131m.
\nElimdeki mektup yere d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc. Seksen alt\u0131 ya\u015f\u0131ndayd\u0131m ve hayat\u0131m boyunca b\u00f6ylesine korkun\u00e7 bir ger\u00e7ekle kar\u015f\u0131la\u015fmam\u0131\u015ft\u0131m. Altm\u0131\u015f y\u0131l boyunca ayn\u0131 yata\u011f\u0131 payla\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131m, \u00fc\u00e7 \u00e7ocu\u011fumun annesi olan kad\u0131n, bana hayat\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n en \u00f6nemli g\u00fcn\u00fc hakk\u0131nda yalan s\u00f6ylemi\u015fti.
\nAvukat koluma girerek beni oturma odas\u0131ndaki koltu\u011fa g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fc.
\n“Beyefendi, l\u00fctfen sakin olun. Nermin Han\u0131m’\u0131n bunu neden yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6\u011frenmeden onu yarg\u0131lamay\u0131n.”
\n\u00d6fkeyle y\u00fcz\u00fcne bakt\u0131m.
\n“Altm\u0131\u015f y\u0131l boyunca kand\u0131r\u0131lm\u0131\u015f\u0131m! Bana ba\u015fka ne s\u00f6yleyebilirsiniz?”
\nAvukat cevap vermek yerine yerdeki foto\u011fraf\u0131 al\u0131p masan\u0131n \u00fczerine koydu.
\nFoto\u011fraftaki adam\u0131 tan\u0131mamak imk\u00e2ns\u0131zd\u0131.
\nAd\u0131 Selim’di.
\n\u00dcniversitedeki en yak\u0131n arkada\u015f\u0131md\u0131. Askerli\u011fe gitmeden birka\u00e7 g\u00fcn \u00f6nce d\u00fczenledi\u011fimiz d\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn\u00fcm\u00fczde nik\u00e2h \u015fahidim olmu\u015ftu. Ancak askerden d\u00f6nd\u00fckten k\u0131sa bir s\u00fcre sonra ge\u00e7irdi\u011fi trafik kazas\u0131nda hayat\u0131n\u0131 kaybetmi\u015fti.
\nNermin’in onunla neden foto\u011fraf \u00e7ektirdi\u011fini anlayam\u0131yordum. \u00dcstelik foto\u011fraf\u0131n arkas\u0131nda evlendi\u011fimiz tarihten iki hafta \u00f6ncesi yaz\u0131yordu.
\nTitreyen ellerimle mektubu yeniden a\u00e7t\u0131m.
\n“Sevgilim, sana s\u00f6yleyeceklerimi \u00f6\u011frendi\u011finde benden nefret edebilirsin. Ama bilmeni istedi\u011fim tek \u015fey, seni hayat\u0131m boyunca herkesten \u00e7ok sevdi\u011fimdir.”
\nBir sonraki sat\u0131r\u0131 okudu\u011fumda kalbim yerinden \u00e7\u0131kacak gibi oldu.
\n“Seninle tan\u0131\u015fmadan \u00f6nce Selim’le evlenmi\u015ftim.”
\nG\u00f6zlerimi kapatt\u0131m.
\nBu nas\u0131l m\u00fcmk\u00fcn olabilirdi?
\nSelim beni Nermin’le tan\u0131\u015ft\u0131ran adamd\u0131! Hatta onunla evlenmem i\u00e7in beni cesaretlendirmi\u015fti.
\nMektubu okumaya devam ettim.
\n“Selim’le hen\u00fcz on sekiz ya\u015f\u0131ndayken gizlice evlendik. \u0130kimiz de \u00e7ocuk say\u0131l\u0131rd\u0131k. Ailelerimizin kar\u015f\u0131 \u00e7\u0131kaca\u011f\u0131ndan korktu\u011fumuz i\u00e7in kimseye haber vermedik. Ancak evlendikten birka\u00e7 hafta sonra Selim’in ger\u00e7ek y\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00f6rd\u00fcm.”
\nNermin, Selim’in s\u00fcrekli kumar oynad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 ve bor\u00e7land\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 anlat\u0131yordu. Bir g\u00fcn b\u00fct\u00fcn birikimlerini alarak ortadan kaybolmu\u015ftu.
\nAylar sonra geri d\u00f6nd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcnde ise Nermin’den para istemi\u015f, vermeyince onu tehdit etmi\u015fti.
\nNermin bo\u015fanmak istemi\u015fti ancak Selim s\u00fcrekli engel \u00e7\u0131karm\u0131\u015ft\u0131.
\nTam o d\u00f6nemde benimle tan\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015ft\u0131.
\n“Sen hayat\u0131ma girdi\u011finde ilk kez kendimi g\u00fcvende hissettim. Selim’den kurtulmak i\u00e7in dava a\u00e7m\u0131\u015ft\u0131m. Bo\u015fanman\u0131n k\u0131sa s\u00fcrede sonu\u00e7lanaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcyordum. Ancak i\u015fler sand\u0131\u011f\u0131m gibi gitmedi.”
\nO sat\u0131rlar\u0131 okurken avukat sessizce \u00f6n\u00fcmde oturuyordu.
\nNermin’in anlatt\u0131\u011f\u0131na g\u00f6re askere gitmeden \u00f6nce ona evlenme teklif etti\u011fimde bo\u015fanma i\u015flemleri hen\u00fcz tamamlanmam\u0131\u015ft\u0131.
\nBeni kaybetmekten korktu\u011fu i\u00e7in ger\u00e7e\u011fi s\u00f6yleyememi\u015fti.
\nSelim ise her \u015feyi biliyordu.
\nHatta bizim nik\u00e2h t\u00f6renimizi d\u00fczenleyen ki\u015fiyle g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015ferek inan\u0131lmaz bir oyun haz\u0131rlam\u0131\u015ft\u0131.
\nGer\u00e7ek sand\u0131\u011f\u0131m nik\u00e2h\u0131m\u0131z, resm\u00ee kay\u0131tlara hi\u00e7 ge\u00e7memi\u015fti.
\nO g\u00fcn evlilik c\u00fczdan\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 d\u00fczenleme bahanesiyle belgeleri alan Selim, bize sahte bir c\u00fczdan vermi\u015fti.
\nBir anda altm\u0131\u015f y\u0131l \u00f6ncesine d\u00f6nd\u00fcm.
\nNik\u00e2h g\u00fcn\u00fc Selim’in neden s\u00fcrekli evraklarla ilgilendi\u011fini \u015fimdi anl\u0131yordum.
\nAncak akl\u0131mda tek bir soru vard\u0131.
\n“Nermin neden sonradan ger\u00e7e\u011fi s\u00f6ylemedi?”
\nAvukat aya\u011fa kalkt\u0131.
\n“\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc hik\u00e2yenin devam\u0131 var.”
\nMektubun sonraki sayfas\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7evirdim.
\n“Askerdeyken Selim yeniden kar\u015f\u0131ma \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131. Bana bo\u015fanma i\u015flemlerini tamamlataca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 ancak bunun kar\u015f\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131nda senden sonsuza kadar ayr\u0131lmam gerekti\u011fini s\u00f6yledi.”
\nG\u00f6zlerim doldu.
\nNermin bu teklifi reddetmi\u015fti.
\nBunun \u00fczerine Selim, bo\u015fanma davas\u0131n\u0131 geciktirmeye devam etmi\u015fti. \u00dcstelik ben cephedeyken bana g\u00f6nderdi\u011fi mektuplar\u0131 bile ele ge\u00e7irmeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015ft\u0131.
\nNermin b\u00fct\u00fcn bunlar\u0131 benden gizlemi\u015fti.
\nBen sava\u015ftan d\u00f6nd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcmde ise Selim’in \u00f6ld\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn\u00fc \u00f6\u011frenmi\u015ftik.
\nAma as\u0131l korkun\u00e7 ger\u00e7ek bundan sonra ortaya \u00e7\u0131km\u0131\u015ft\u0131<\/p>\n"},"alt_text":"","media_type":"image","mime_type":"image\/png","media_details":{"width":924,"height":771,"file":"2026\/10\/23523634r.png","filesize":1305469,"sizes":{"medium":{"file":"23523634r-300x250.png","width":300,"height":250,"filesize":163498,"mime_type":"image\/png","source_url":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/10\/23523634r-300x250.png"},"thumbnail":{"file":"23523634r-150x150.png","width":150,"height":150,"filesize":50609,"mime_type":"image\/png","source_url":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/10\/23523634r-150x150.png"},"medium_large":{"file":"23523634r-768x641.png","width":768,"height":641,"filesize":926811,"mime_type":"image\/png","source_url":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/10\/23523634r-768x641.png"},"full":{"file":"23523634r.png","width":924,"height":771,"mime_type":"image\/png","source_url":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/10\/23523634r.png"}},"image_meta":{"aperture":"0","credit":"","camera":"","caption":"","created_timestamp":"0","copyright":"","focal_length":"0","iso":"0","shutter_speed":"0","title":"","orientation":"0","keywords":[],"alt":""}},"post":1137,"source_url":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/10\/23523634r.png","filename":"23523634r.png","filesize":1305469,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/1138","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/attachment"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1138"}],"wp:attached-to":[{"embeddable":true,"post_type":"post","id":1137,"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1137"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}