{"id":1211,"date":"2026-10-04T21:19:56","date_gmt":"2026-10-04T21:19:56","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/10\/124126t-1.jpg"},"modified":"2026-10-04T21:20:11","modified_gmt":"2026-10-04T21:20:11","slug":"124126t-5","status":"inherit","type":"attachment","link":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/altmis-dokuz-yasimda-evimi-sattim-ve-cocuklarim-vazgecmem-icin-gunlerce-yalvarmasina-ragmen-dunya-turuna-cikmaya-karar-verdim\/124126t-5\/","title":{"rendered":"Altm\u0131\u015f dokuz ya\u015f\u0131mda evimi satt\u0131m ve \u00e7ocuklar\u0131m vazge\u00e7mem i\u00e7in g\u00fcnlerce yalvarmas\u0131na ra\u011fmen d\u00fcnya turuna \u00e7\u0131kmaya karar verdim."},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","template":"","meta":[],"class_list":["post-1211","attachment","type-attachment","status-inherit","hentry"],"description":{"rendered":"<p class=\"attachment\"><a href='https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/10\/124126t-1.jpg'><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"300\" height=\"200\" src=\"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/10\/124126t-1-300x200.jpg\" class=\"attachment-medium size-medium\" alt=\"\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/10\/124126t-1-300x200.jpg 300w, https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/10\/124126t-1.jpg 768w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n"},"caption":{"rendered":"<p>Zarf\u0131n \u00fczerinde benim k\u0131zl\u0131k soyad\u0131m yaz\u0131yordu.<\/p>\n<p>Bir s\u00fcre nefes alamad\u0131m.<\/p>\n<p>Tamer zarf\u0131 bana uzat\u0131rken parmaklar\u0131n\u0131n titredi\u011fini g\u00f6rd\u00fcm.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cBunu a\u00e7madan \u00f6nce sana bir \u015fey s\u00f6ylemem gerekiyor.\u201d dedi.<\/p>\n<p>G\u00f6zlerimi ondan ay\u0131rmad\u0131m.<\/p>\n<p>\u201c\u00d6nce bana o tablonun burada ne i\u015fi oldu\u011funu s\u00f6yle.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Tamer ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 e\u011fdi.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cTablo benim de\u011fildi.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cPeki kimindi?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Cevap vermek yerine kar\u015f\u0131mdaki koltu\u011fa oturdu. Az \u00f6nce kahve haz\u0131rlarken ne\u015feyle eski plaklardan s\u00f6z eden adam gitmi\u015f, yerine y\u0131llard\u0131r a\u011f\u0131r bir s\u0131rr\u0131 ta\u015f\u0131yan bamba\u015fka biri gelmi\u015fti.<\/p>\n<p>Sonunda ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 kald\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cAylin\u2019ind\u0131.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Bu ismi duydu\u011fum anda dizlerimin ba\u011f\u0131 \u00e7\u00f6z\u00fcld\u00fc.<\/p>\n<p>Koltu\u011fun kenar\u0131na tutundum.<\/p>\n<p>Aylin.<\/p>\n<p>K\u0131rk alt\u0131 y\u0131ld\u0131r ailemizde kimsenin s\u00f6ylemedi\u011fi isim.<\/p>\n<p>Annemin ablas\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>Ben \u00e7ocukken bana sa\u00e7lar\u0131m\u0131 \u00f6ren, gizlice \u00e7ikolata veren, babam k\u0131zd\u0131\u011f\u0131nda beni arkas\u0131na saklayan teyzem.<\/p>\n<p>Ve ben yirmi \u00fc\u00e7 ya\u015f\u0131ndayken bir gece ans\u0131z\u0131n ortadan kaybolan kad\u0131n.<\/p>\n<p>Ailem bize onun \u201cutan\u0131lacak bir \u015fey yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131\u201d s\u00f6ylemi\u015fti.<\/p>\n<p>Babam evde onun ad\u0131n\u0131n an\u0131lmas\u0131n\u0131 yasaklam\u0131\u015ft\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>Annem ise her sorumda a\u011flam\u0131\u015f ama tek kelime etmemi\u015fti.<\/p>\n<p>Aylin kayboldu\u011fu gece o tablo da evden yok olmu\u015ftu.<\/p>\n<p>Y\u0131llarca herkes tabloyu onun \u00e7ald\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 s\u00f6ylemi\u015fti.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cSen Aylin\u2019i nereden tan\u0131yorsun?\u201d diye sordum.<\/p>\n<p>Tamer derin bir nefes ald\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>\u201c\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc o benim kar\u0131md\u0131.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Sanki salonun duvarlar\u0131 \u00fczerime do\u011fru kapand\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cNe?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cAylin\u2019le k\u0131rk \u00fc\u00e7 y\u0131l evli kald\u0131k.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Aya\u011fa kalkt\u0131m.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cBu m\u00fcmk\u00fcn de\u011fil.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cM\u00fcmk\u00fcn.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cHay\u0131r! Teyzem ortadan kayboldu\u011funda hepimiz onun \u00f6ld\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn\u00fc d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fck.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Tamer\u2019in g\u00f6zleri doldu.<\/p>\n<p>\u201c\u00d6lmedi. Avustralya\u2019ya geldi.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cBize neden haber vermedi?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Tamer elindeki zarfa bakt\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>\u201c\u0130\u015fte bunu kendisinin anlatmas\u0131n\u0131 istedi.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Zarf\u0131 a\u00e7t\u0131m.<\/p>\n<p>\u0130\u00e7inden birka\u00e7 sayfa \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>K\u00e2\u011f\u0131tlar sararm\u0131\u015ft\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>\u0130lk sat\u0131r\u0131 okudu\u011fumda ellerim yeniden titremeye ba\u015flad\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>Sevgili k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck Nalan\u2019\u0131m,<\/p>\n<p>G\u00f6zlerimi kapatt\u0131m.<\/p>\n<p>Bana \u00e7ocuklu\u011fumda yaln\u0131zca Aylin b\u00f6yle seslenirdi.<\/p>\n<p>Okumaya devam ettim.<\/p>\n<p>E\u011fer bu mektup elindeyse, demek ki yollar\u0131m\u0131z benim hayatta oldu\u011fum d\u00f6nemde yeniden kesi\u015fmedi. Bunun i\u00e7in senden \u00f6z\u00fcr dilemek istiyorum. Ama \u015funu bilmeni istiyorum: Ben sizden ka\u00e7mad\u0131m. Gitmeye mecbur b\u0131rak\u0131ld\u0131m.<\/p>\n<p>Kalbim h\u0131zland\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>Tamer sessizce oturuyordu.<\/p>\n<p>Mektuptaki sonraki sat\u0131rlar ailem hakk\u0131nda bildi\u011fim her \u015feyi de\u011fi\u015ftirdi.<\/p>\n<p>Aylin yirmili ya\u015flar\u0131n\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131ndayken Vedat ad\u0131nda bir adama \u00e2\u015f\u0131k olmu\u015f.<\/p>\n<p>Vedat\u2019\u0131n ailesi varl\u0131kl\u0131 de\u011filmi\u015f.<\/p>\n<p>\u00dcstelik ba\u015fka bir \u015fehirden gelmi\u015f ve Aylin\u2019in babas\u0131, yani dedem, bu ili\u015fkiye \u015fiddetle kar\u015f\u0131 \u00e7\u0131km\u0131\u015f.<\/p>\n<p>Ama as\u0131l sorun bu de\u011filmi\u015f\u2026<\/p>\n"},"alt_text":"","media_type":"image","mime_type":"image\/jpeg","media_details":{"width":768,"height":512,"file":"2026\/10\/124126t-1.jpg","filesize":39124,"sizes":{"medium":{"file":"124126t-1-300x200.jpg","width":300,"height":200,"filesize":10342,"mime_type":"image\/jpeg","source_url":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/10\/124126t-1-300x200.jpg"},"thumbnail":{"file":"124126t-1-150x150.jpg","width":150,"height":150,"filesize":4320,"mime_type":"image\/jpeg","source_url":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/10\/124126t-1-150x150.jpg"},"full":{"file":"124126t-1.jpg","width":768,"height":512,"mime_type":"image\/jpeg","source_url":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/10\/124126t-1.jpg"}},"image_meta":{"aperture":"0","credit":"","camera":"","caption":"","created_timestamp":"0","copyright":"","focal_length":"0","iso":"0","shutter_speed":"0","title":"","orientation":"0","keywords":[],"alt":""}},"post":1210,"source_url":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/10\/124126t-1.jpg","filename":"124126t-1.jpg","filesize":39124,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/1211","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/attachment"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1211"}],"wp:attached-to":[{"embeddable":true,"post_type":"post","id":1210,"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1210"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}