{"id":1280,"date":"2026-10-06T20:33:47","date_gmt":"2026-10-06T20:33:47","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/10\/e11.png"},"modified":"2026-10-06T20:34:12","modified_gmt":"2026-10-06T20:34:12","slug":"e11","status":"inherit","type":"attachment","link":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/salondaki-herkesin-geri-cevirdigi-evsiz-bir-adama-ucretsiz-sac-tirasi-yaptim\/e11\/","title":{"rendered":"Salondaki herkesin geri \u00e7evirdi\u011fi evsiz bir adama \u00fccretsiz sa\u00e7 t\u0131ra\u015f\u0131 yapt\u0131m."},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","template":"","meta":[],"class_list":["post-1280","attachment","type-attachment","status-inherit","hentry"],"description":{"rendered":"<p class=\"attachment\"><a href='https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/10\/e11.png'><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"244\" height=\"300\" src=\"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/10\/e11-244x300.png\" class=\"attachment-medium size-medium\" alt=\"\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/10\/e11-244x300.png 244w, https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/10\/e11.png 552w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 244px) 100vw, 244px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n"},"caption":{"rendered":"<p>\u201cSonra bir gece kavga ettik.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cAnnemle mi?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cEvet.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Cemil, anneme \u201cYa benimle gelirsiniz ya da bir daha beni arama\u201d demi\u015f.<\/p>\n<p>Annem ise \u00f6fkeyle ona gitmesini s\u00f6ylemi\u015f.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cBen de gittim.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6ne e\u011fdi.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cHayat\u0131m\u0131n en b\u00fcy\u00fck hatas\u0131 buydu.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Aradan birka\u00e7 y\u0131l ge\u00e7mi\u015f.<\/p>\n<p>Babam bizi terk etmi\u015f.<\/p>\n<p>Annem tek ba\u015f\u0131na beni b\u00fcy\u00fctmeye ba\u015flam\u0131\u015f.<\/p>\n<p>Cemil ise ba\u015fka bir \u015fehirde \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rken a\u011f\u0131r bir i\u015f kazas\u0131 ge\u00e7irmi\u015f. Aylarca hastanede kalm\u0131\u015f.<\/p>\n<p>Toparland\u0131\u011f\u0131nda bizi bulmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015f.<\/p>\n<p>Ama annem ta\u015f\u0131nm\u0131\u015ft\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cSonra y\u0131llar sonra bana bu mektup geldi.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Masadaki zarfa bakt\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cAnnen beni bulmu\u015ftu.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cNeden gelmediniz?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Cemil g\u00f6zlerini benden ka\u00e7\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>\u201c\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc mektupta senden uzak durmam\u0131 istedi.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Art\u0131k dayanamad\u0131m.<\/p>\n<p>Zarf\u0131 a\u00e7t\u0131m.<\/p>\n<p>\u0130\u00e7inden \u00fc\u00e7 sayfal\u0131k bir mektup ve k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir anahtar \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>\u0130lk sat\u0131r\u0131 okudu\u011fum anda g\u00f6zlerim doldu.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cSevgili a\u011fabeyim Cemil\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Annem y\u0131llar sonra ona ula\u015fm\u0131\u015ft\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>Mektupta ge\u00e7mi\u015fte s\u00f6yledi\u011fi s\u00f6zlerden pi\u015fman oldu\u011funu yaz\u0131yordu.<\/p>\n<p>Ama daha \u015fa\u015f\u0131rt\u0131c\u0131 olan sonraki sat\u0131rlard\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cE\u011fer bu mektubu okuyorsan, hastal\u0131\u011f\u0131m d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm\u00fczden daha h\u0131zl\u0131 ilerliyor demektir.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Elimi a\u011fz\u0131ma kapatt\u0131m.<\/p>\n<p>Annem kanser oldu\u011funu benden aylarca gizlemi\u015fti.<\/p>\n<p>Bunu biliyordum.<\/p>\n<p>Ama Cemil\u2019in mektuptan haberdar oldu\u011funu bilmiyordum.<\/p>\n<p>Okumaya devam ettim.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cSenden k\u0131z\u0131m\u0131 bulman\u0131 istemiyorum. Hen\u00fcz de\u011fil. Onun hayat\u0131na bir yabanc\u0131 olarak girmeni istemiyorum. \u00d6nce kendi hayat\u0131n\u0131 d\u00fczene koy. E\u011fer bir g\u00fcn kar\u015f\u0131la\u015f\u0131rsan\u0131z ve o sana kendi iste\u011fiyle iyilik yaparsa, o zaman ona ger\u00e7e\u011fi anlat. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc k\u0131z\u0131m insanlar\u0131 d\u0131\u015f g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fc\u015fleriyle de\u011fil, kalpleriyle tan\u0131r.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Okumay\u0131 b\u0131rakt\u0131m.<\/p>\n<p>Cemil sessizce a\u011fl\u0131yordu.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cBu y\u00fczden mi salona geldiniz?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 kald\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cHay\u0131r.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cNe demek hay\u0131r?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cSeni buldu\u011fumu bilmiyordum.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u015ea\u015f\u0131rd\u0131m.<\/p>\n<p>Cemil aylard\u0131r sokaklarda ya\u015f\u0131yormu\u015f.<\/p>\n<p>\u00c7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131 k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck at\u00f6lye kapanm\u0131\u015f. Kiras\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6deyememi\u015f. Birka\u00e7 ay arkada\u015flar\u0131n\u0131n yan\u0131nda kald\u0131ktan sonra tamamen sokakta kalm\u0131\u015f.<\/p>\n<p>Ertesi g\u00fcn belediyenin bak\u0131m at\u00f6lyesinde i\u015f g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fmesi vard\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>Sa\u00e7\u0131n\u0131 kestirmek i\u00e7in rastgele bizim salona girmi\u015fti.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cPeki beni nas\u0131l tan\u0131d\u0131n\u0131z?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Cemil ac\u0131 bir g\u00fcl\u00fcmsemeyle cebinden ba\u015fka bir foto\u011fraf \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>Benim on sekiz ya\u015f\u0131ndaki halimdi.<\/p>\n<p>Annemle yan yana duruyordum.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cMektubun i\u00e7indeydi.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cY\u0131llard\u0131r yan\u0131n\u0131zda m\u0131 ta\u015f\u0131yorsunuz?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cHer g\u00fcn.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>G\u00f6zya\u015flar\u0131m\u0131 silemedim.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cBeni y\u0131llard\u0131r arad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131z\u0131 s\u00f6ylediniz.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cArad\u0131m. Ama annenin \u015fart\u0131n\u0131 bozmadan. Nerede ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6\u011frenmeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131m. Sonra izini kaybettim. Bug\u00fcn seni g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcmde emin de\u011fildim.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cD\u00f6vme?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 sallad\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cSen d\u00f6vmeyi g\u00f6rd\u00fcn. Ben de y\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Bir s\u00fcre ikimiz de konu\u015fmad\u0131k.<\/p>\n<p>Sonra mektubun sonuna geldim.<\/p>\n<p>Annem \u015f\u00f6yle yazm\u0131\u015ft\u0131:<\/p>\n<p>\u201cCemil, e\u011fer k\u0131z\u0131m sana yard\u0131m ederse ona mavi ku\u015fun anlam\u0131n\u0131 anlat.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131 kald\u0131rd\u0131m.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cNe demek?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Cemil bile\u011fini masan\u0131n \u00fczerine koydu.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cAnnemiz bize \u00e7ocukken hep mavi ku\u015f hik\u00e2yesi anlat\u0131rd\u0131. Ku\u015fun yuvas\u0131 f\u0131rt\u0131nada y\u0131k\u0131l\u0131r. Herkes onun \u00f6ld\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn\u00fc d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcr. Ama ku\u015f ba\u015fka bir yerde yeniden yuva kurar.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>G\u00fcl\u00fcmsedi.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cNermin\u2019le on sekiz ya\u015f\u0131m\u0131za geldi\u011fimizde bu d\u00f6vmeyi yapt\u0131rd\u0131k.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cAnlam\u0131 neydi?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Cemil\u2019in g\u00f6zleri doldu.<\/p>\n<p>\u201c\u0130nsan evini kaybedebilir. Paras\u0131n\u0131 kaybedebilir. Ailesinden uzak d\u00fc\u015febilir. Ama yeniden ba\u015flayabilecek cesareti varsa tamamen kaybolmu\u015f say\u0131lmaz.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Masadaki k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck anahtar\u0131 g\u00f6sterdim.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cBu neyin anahtar\u0131?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Cemil\u2019in y\u00fcz\u00fc de\u011fi\u015fti.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cOnu bilmiyorum.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Mektubun son sat\u0131r\u0131nda bir adres vard\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>Ertesi sabah birlikte gittik.<\/p>\n<p>Adres, annemin y\u0131llarca \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131 eski apartman\u0131n bodrumundaki k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck depoya aitti.<\/p>\n<p>Apartman g\u00f6revlisi de\u011fi\u015fmi\u015fti ama anahtar h\u00e2l\u00e2 kap\u0131y\u0131 a\u00e7t\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>\u0130\u00e7eride k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck metal bir kutu bulduk.<\/p>\n<p>Kutunun i\u00e7inde annemin foto\u011fraflar\u0131, \u00e7ocuklu\u011fuma ait birka\u00e7 e\u015fya ve bir banka hesap c\u00fczdan\u0131 vard\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>Ama as\u0131l \u00f6nemli \u015fey para de\u011fildi.<\/p>\n<p>Bir defterdi.<\/p>\n<p>Annem y\u0131llarca Cemil\u2019e g\u00f6nderemedi\u011fi mektuplar\u0131 o deftere yazm\u0131\u015ft\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>Son sayfada \u015f\u00f6yle diyordu:<\/p>\n<p>\u201cBir g\u00fcn ikiniz birbirinizi bulursan\u0131z, l\u00fctfen benim y\u00fcz\u00fcmden kaybetti\u011finiz y\u0131llar\u0131 hesaplamakla zaman harcamay\u0131n. Kalan zaman\u0131 ya\u015fay\u0131n.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>O c\u00fcmleyi okudu\u011fumda Cemil\u2019e bakt\u0131m.<\/p>\n<p>\u0130kimiz de ayn\u0131 \u015feyi anlam\u0131\u015ft\u0131k.<\/p>\n<p>Ge\u00e7mi\u015fi de\u011fi\u015ftiremezdik.<\/p>\n<p>Ama sonunu de\u011fi\u015ftirebilirdik.<\/p>\n<p>O sabah Cemil\u2019i i\u015f g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fmesine ben g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fcm.<\/p>\n<p>Bir hafta sonra i\u015fe kabul edildi.<\/p>\n<p>\u0130lk maa\u015f\u0131n\u0131 ald\u0131\u011f\u0131nda salona geldi.<\/p>\n<p>Elinde k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir zarf vard\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>\u0130\u00e7inden 1.500 lira \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>G\u00fclerek paray\u0131 bana uzatt\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cSa\u00e7 borcum.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Paray\u0131 almad\u0131m.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cBorcunuz yok.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cVar.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cHay\u0131r.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cPeki nas\u0131l \u00f6deyece\u011fim?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Bir an d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcm.<\/p>\n<p>Sonra bile\u011findeki mavi ku\u015fa bakt\u0131m.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cBir g\u00fcn sizin gibi birini g\u00f6r\u00fcrseniz geri \u00e7evirmeyin.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Cemil g\u00fcl\u00fcmsedi.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cAnla\u015ft\u0131k.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Aradan iki y\u0131l ge\u00e7ti.<\/p>\n<p>Bug\u00fcn Cemil Amca\u2019n\u0131n k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir berber d\u00fckk\u00e2n\u0131 var.<\/p>\n<p>Kap\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n yan\u0131nda k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir tabela as\u0131l\u0131:<\/p>\n<p>\u201c\u0130\u015f g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fmesine gidecek ama sa\u00e7 t\u0131ra\u015f\u0131na paras\u0131 olmayanlardan \u00fccret al\u0131nmaz.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Alt\u0131nda ise mavi bir ku\u015f resmi bulunuyor.<\/p>\n<p>Ben h\u00e2l\u00e2 zaman zaman anneme k\u0131z\u0131yorum.<\/p>\n<p>Bunca y\u0131l neden sustu\u011funu d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcyorum.<\/p>\n<p>Sonra o eski mektubun son c\u00fcmlesini hat\u0131rl\u0131yorum.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cKalan zaman\u0131 ya\u015fay\u0131n.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Art\u0131k biliyorum ki aile bazen ayn\u0131 evde b\u00fcy\u00fcd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm\u00fcz insanlar de\u011fildir.<\/p>\n<p>Bazen hayat y\u0131llarca birbirinden uzak tuttu\u011fu iki insan\u0131, hi\u00e7 beklenmedik bir anda ayn\u0131 berber koltu\u011funun iki taraf\u0131na oturtur.<\/p>\n<p>Ve bazen k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fcc\u00fck bir iyilik yaln\u0131zca bir insan\u0131n sa\u00e7\u0131n\u0131 de\u011fi\u015ftirmez.<\/p>\n<p>Kaybolmu\u015f bir aileyi yeniden birbirine ba\u011flar.<\/p>\n"},"alt_text":"","media_type":"image","mime_type":"image\/png","media_details":{"width":552,"height":678,"file":"2026\/10\/e11.png","filesize":908575,"sizes":{"medium":{"file":"e11-244x300.png","width":244,"height":300,"filesize":130454,"mime_type":"image\/png","source_url":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/10\/e11-244x300.png"},"thumbnail":{"file":"e11-150x150.png","width":150,"height":150,"filesize":45258,"mime_type":"image\/png","source_url":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/10\/e11-150x150.png"},"full":{"file":"e11.png","width":552,"height":678,"mime_type":"image\/png","source_url":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/10\/e11.png"}},"image_meta":{"aperture":"0","credit":"","camera":"","caption":"","created_timestamp":"0","copyright":"","focal_length":"0","iso":"0","shutter_speed":"0","title":"","orientation":"0","keywords":[],"alt":""}},"post":1278,"source_url":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/10\/e11.png","filename":"e11.png","filesize":908575,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/1280","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/attachment"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1280"}],"wp:attached-to":[{"embeddable":true,"post_type":"post","id":1278,"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1278"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}