{"id":1287,"date":"2026-10-06T20:38:24","date_gmt":"2026-10-06T20:38:24","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/10\/2235235.webp"},"modified":"2026-10-06T20:38:41","modified_gmt":"2026-10-06T20:38:41","slug":"2235235","status":"inherit","type":"attachment","link":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/adim-zeynep\/attachment\/2235235\/","title":{"rendered":"Ad\u0131m Zeynep"},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","template":"","meta":[],"class_list":["post-1287","attachment","type-attachment","status-inherit","hentry"],"description":{"rendered":"<p class=\"attachment\"><a href='https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/10\/2235235.webp'><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"300\" height=\"169\" src=\"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/10\/2235235-300x169.webp\" class=\"attachment-medium size-medium\" alt=\"\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/10\/2235235-300x169.webp 300w, https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/10\/2235235-1024x575.webp 1024w, https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/10\/2235235-768x431.webp 768w, https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/10\/2235235.webp 1280w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n"},"caption":{"rendered":"<p>Benim ad\u0131m Zeynep\u2026 Bir zamanlar bende anam\u0131n g\u00f6z bebe\u011fi tertemiz k\u0131z\u0131yd\u0131m. Ama a\u015f\u0131k oldum, beni yak\u0131\u015f\u0131kl\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131 ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131 d\u00f6nd\u00fcrm\u00fc\u015f g\u00f6zlerimi k\u00f6r etmi\u015fti. Ka\u00e7al\u0131m ailen seni bana vermez dedi \u015fehirde ikimizde fabrikada \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131r\u0131z hem ailene de para g\u00f6ndeririz bir s\u00fcre sonra affederler bizi dedi, onun a\u015fk\u0131ndan ba\u015fka bir\u015fey g\u00f6rmez oldu g\u00f6zlerim her s\u00f6yledi\u011fine inan\u0131yordum, tamam ka\u00e7al\u0131m dedim, art\u0131k herg\u00fcn onun yan\u0131nda olaca\u011f\u0131m i\u00e7in \u00e7ok mutluydum. \u00c7ocuktum, saf\u00e7a inand\u0131m. Oysa fabrika falan yokmu\u015f\u2026 Demir kap\u0131lar ard\u0131nda sat\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 anlad\u0131m. O g\u00fcnden sonra hayat\u0131mda hi\u00e7bir \u015fey ayn\u0131 olmad\u0131. Bana kimse ad\u0131mla seslenmedi; sadece bir numara verdiler. Aynan\u0131n kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131na ge\u00e7meye utan\u0131r oldum. Her gece biraz daha \u00f6ld\u00fcm, her sabah g\u00f6zlerimin alt\u0131ndaki morluklarla uyand\u0131m. Gizlice saklad\u0131\u011f\u0131m eski bir defter vard\u0131. \u00c7ocukken yazm\u0131\u015ft\u0131m, son sat\u0131r\u0131nda \u015f\u00f6yle diyordu: \u201cBir g\u00fcn buradan kurtulaca\u011f\u0131m.\u201d Her bakt\u0131\u011f\u0131mda i\u00e7imde c\u0131l\u0131z bir k\u0131v\u0131lc\u0131m yanar, sonra hemen s\u00f6nerdi. O gece patron kap\u0131y\u0131 \u00e7arparak a\u00e7t\u0131. Ka\u015flar\u0131 \u00e7at\u0131k, sesi sertti: \u201cHaz\u0131rlan! Son m\u00fc\u015fterin geliyor.\u201d Titreyen ellerimle sa\u00e7\u0131m\u0131 d\u00fczelttim, g\u00f6zya\u015flar\u0131m\u0131 sildim. \u0130\u00e7imde garip bir s\u0131k\u0131nt\u0131 vard\u0131, sanki bu gece di\u011ferlerinden farkl\u0131 olacakt\u0131. Ve kap\u0131 a\u011f\u0131r a\u011f\u0131r a\u00e7\u0131ld\u0131\u2026 \u0130\u00e7eri giren adam\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcr g\u00f6rmez nefesim kesildi, donup kald\u0131m. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc gelen s\u0131radan biri de\u011fildi\u2026 o benim..<\/p>\n"},"alt_text":"","media_type":"image","mime_type":"image\/webp","media_details":{"width":1280,"height":719,"file":"2026\/10\/2235235.webp","filesize":119312,"sizes":{"medium":{"file":"2235235-300x169.webp","width":300,"height":169,"filesize":9688,"mime_type":"image\/webp","source_url":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/10\/2235235-300x169.webp"},"large":{"file":"2235235-1024x575.webp","width":1024,"height":575,"filesize":63194,"mime_type":"image\/webp","source_url":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/10\/2235235-1024x575.webp"},"thumbnail":{"file":"2235235-150x150.webp","width":150,"height":150,"filesize":3976,"mime_type":"image\/webp","source_url":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/10\/2235235-150x150.webp"},"medium_large":{"file":"2235235-768x431.webp","width":768,"height":431,"filesize":41112,"mime_type":"image\/webp","source_url":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/10\/2235235-768x431.webp"},"full":{"file":"2235235.webp","width":1280,"height":719,"mime_type":"image\/webp","source_url":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/10\/2235235.webp"}},"image_meta":{"aperture":"0","credit":"","camera":"","caption":"","created_timestamp":"0","copyright":"","focal_length":"0","iso":"0","shutter_speed":"0","title":"","orientation":"0","keywords":[],"alt":""}},"post":1286,"source_url":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/10\/2235235.webp","filename":"2235235.webp","filesize":119312,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/1287","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/attachment"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1287"}],"wp:attached-to":[{"embeddable":true,"post_type":"post","id":1286,"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1286"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}