{"id":1435,"date":"2026-10-10T22:41:58","date_gmt":"2026-10-10T22:41:58","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/10\/2352365y-4.jpg"},"modified":"2026-10-10T22:42:11","modified_gmt":"2026-10-10T22:42:11","slug":"2352365y-12","status":"inherit","type":"attachment","link":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/babam-bes-yil-odam-icin-kira-aldi\/2352365y-12\/","title":{"rendered":"Babam Be\u015f Y\u0131l Odam \u0130\u00e7in Kira Ald\u0131"},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","template":"","meta":[],"class_list":["post-1435","attachment","type-attachment","status-inherit","hentry"],"description":{"rendered":"<p class=\"attachment\"><a href='https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/10\/2352365y-4.jpg'><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"300\" height=\"200\" src=\"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/10\/2352365y-4.jpg\" class=\"attachment-medium size-medium\" alt=\"\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n"},"caption":{"rendered":"<p>\u201c\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc o kutunun i\u00e7indekiler, babam hakk\u0131nda bildi\u011fimi sand\u0131\u011f\u0131m her \u015feyi alt\u00fcst etmi\u015fti. \u00dcstelik en dipte, \u00fczerinde benim ad\u0131m\u0131n yaz\u0131l\u0131 oldu\u011fu kapal\u0131 bir zarf vard\u0131. Zarf\u0131n \u00fczerine babam\u0131n el yaz\u0131s\u0131yla yaln\u0131zca \u015fu c\u00fcmle yaz\u0131lm\u0131\u015ft\u0131:<\/p>\n<p>\u2018O\u011flum, y\u0131llard\u0131r senden saklad\u0131\u011f\u0131m ger\u00e7e\u011fi art\u0131k \u00f6\u011frenmelisin\u2026\u2019\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Zarf\u0131 a\u00e7madan \u00f6nce kutunun i\u00e7indekileri masaya \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131m. \u00c7ocuklu\u011fumdan kalma, tabanlar\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131lm\u0131\u015f mavi spor ayakkab\u0131lar\u0131m vard\u0131. On iki ya\u015f\u0131mda okul g\u00f6sterisinde takt\u0131\u011f\u0131m k\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 kravat, annemin soluk bir foto\u011fraf\u0131 ve her ay\u0131n birine ait, tarihlerle doldurulmu\u015f altm\u0131\u015f k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck makbuz\u2026<\/p>\n<p>Hepsinde ayn\u0131 tutar yaz\u0131yordu: 7.500 TL.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cBunlar\u0131 neden saklam\u0131\u015f?\u201d diye f\u0131s\u0131ldad\u0131m.<\/p>\n<p>\u0130hsan amca sandalyeyi \u00e7ekip kar\u015f\u0131ma oturdu.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cCevab\u0131 mektupta, Baran.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Zarf\u0131 a\u00e7t\u0131m. Babam\u0131n al\u0131\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131m sert, k\u00f6\u015feli yaz\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcr g\u00f6rmez bo\u011faz\u0131m d\u00fc\u011f\u00fcmlendi.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cO\u011flum,\u201d diye ba\u015fl\u0131yordu, \u201cbenden nefret ederek b\u00fcy\u00fcd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn\u00fc biliyorum. Sana ne kadar haks\u0131zl\u0131k etti\u011fimi de biliyorum. Bu sat\u0131rlar kendimi affettirmek i\u00e7in de\u011fil, seni y\u0131llard\u0131r takip eden tehlikeyi anlatmak i\u00e7in yaz\u0131ld\u0131.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Son kelimeyi iki kere okudum.<\/p>\n<p>Tehlike mi?<\/p>\n<p>Mektup devam ediyordu.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cAnnenin \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcnden sonra sana b\u00fct\u00fcn ger\u00e7e\u011fi s\u00f6yleyemedim. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc \u00f6lmeden iki g\u00fcn \u00f6nce benden bir s\u00f6z istedi. Bunu tutmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rken senin \u00e7ocuklu\u011funu mahvettim.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>G\u00f6zlerimi \u0130hsan amcaya kald\u0131rd\u0131m.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cAnnem hastal\u0131ktan \u00f6lm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc. Bana \u00f6yle s\u00f6ylemi\u015fti.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u0130hsan amca ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 e\u011fdi.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cAnnenin \u00f6l\u00fcm belgesinde yazanla ger\u00e7ekte olan ayn\u0131 de\u011fildi.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Mideme bir ta\u015f oturmu\u015f gibi hissettim. Mektubu yeniden okumaya ba\u015flad\u0131m.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cAnnen belediyenin muhasebe biriminde \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yordu. B\u00fcy\u00fck bir ihale dosyas\u0131nda sahte \u00f6demeler bulmu\u015ftu. Paralar, n\u00fcfuzlu insanlar\u0131n kurdu\u011fu \u015firketlere aktar\u0131l\u0131yordu. Bunu bildirdi\u011fi gece arabas\u0131n\u0131n frenleri tutmad\u0131. Polis kazayd\u0131 dedi. Ben inanmad\u0131m.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>O an \u00e7ocuklu\u011fuma ait bir g\u00f6r\u00fcnt\u00fc canland\u0131: Babam\u0131n sabaha kadar pencere \u00f6n\u00fcnde oturdu\u011fu, her ge\u00e7en arabaya dikkatle bakt\u0131\u011f\u0131 geceler.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cPeki neden bana hi\u00e7bir \u015fey anlatmad\u0131?\u201d dedim.<\/p>\n<p>\u201c\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc tehdit etmi\u015flerdi,\u201d dedi \u0130hsan amca. \u201cSeni de.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Mektubun di\u011fer sayfas\u0131na ge\u00e7tim.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cAnnenin elindeki belgelerin nerede oldu\u011funu bilmiyorlard\u0131. Bizde oldu\u011funu d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcler. Seni korumak i\u00e7in kap\u0131m\u0131za gelen herkese mesafeli davrand\u0131m. Seni \u015f\u0131martmaya, her istedi\u011fini almaya korktum. Bize yakla\u015fmak isteyenlerin dikkatini \u00e7ekmemek i\u00e7in s\u0131radan ve yoksul g\u00f6r\u00fcnmeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131m.\u201d<\/p>\n"},"alt_text":"","media_type":"image","mime_type":"image\/jpeg","media_details":{"width":300,"height":200,"file":"2026\/10\/2352365y-4.jpg","filesize":23367,"sizes":{"thumbnail":{"file":"2352365y-4-150x150.jpg","width":150,"height":150,"filesize":8056,"mime_type":"image\/jpeg","source_url":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/10\/2352365y-4-150x150.jpg"},"full":{"file":"2352365y-4.jpg","width":300,"height":200,"mime_type":"image\/jpeg","source_url":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/10\/2352365y-4.jpg"}},"image_meta":{"aperture":"0","credit":"","camera":"","caption":"","created_timestamp":"0","copyright":"","focal_length":"0","iso":"0","shutter_speed":"0","title":"","orientation":"0","keywords":[],"alt":""}},"post":1434,"source_url":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/10\/2352365y-4.jpg","filename":"2352365y-4.jpg","filesize":23367,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/1435","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/attachment"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1435"}],"wp:attached-to":[{"embeddable":true,"post_type":"post","id":1434,"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1434"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}