{"id":1480,"date":"2026-10-11T19:43:37","date_gmt":"2026-10-11T19:43:37","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/10\/gfd-1.jpg"},"modified":"2026-10-11T19:43:46","modified_gmt":"2026-10-11T19:43:46","slug":"gfd-2","status":"inherit","type":"attachment","link":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/bosandiktan-sonra-gemiye-bindim-yabancinin-cebinden-cikardigi-sir\/gfd-2\/","title":{"rendered":"Bo\u015fand\u0131ktan Sonra Gemiye Bindim: Yabanc\u0131n\u0131n Cebinden \u00c7\u0131kard\u0131\u011f\u0131 S\u0131r"},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","template":"","meta":[],"class_list":["post-1480","attachment","type-attachment","status-inherit","hentry"],"description":{"rendered":"<p class=\"attachment\"><a href='https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/10\/gfd-1.jpg'><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"300\" height=\"300\" src=\"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/10\/gfd-1-300x300.jpg\" class=\"attachment-medium size-medium\" alt=\"\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/10\/gfd-1-300x300.jpg 300w, https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/10\/gfd-1-150x150.jpg 150w, https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/10\/gfd-1.jpg 540w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n"},"caption":{"rendered":"<p>GEM\u0130DEK\u0130 YABANCI VE Y\u0130RM\u0130 \u0130K\u0130 YILLIK SIR<\/p>\n<p>\u201cSonra elini ceketinin i\u00e7 cebine g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fc. Ve oradan bir \u015fey \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131. Onu g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm anda y\u00fcz\u00fcmde bir damla kan kalmad\u0131.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Adam\u0131n avucunda, kenarlar\u0131 y\u0131pranm\u0131\u015f k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir bebek bilekli\u011fi duruyordu. \u00dczerindeki soluk yaz\u0131y\u0131 okumam birka\u00e7 saniye s\u00fcrd\u00fc: \u201cAnne: Suna Yal\u00e7\u0131n. Bebek: Erkek. 14 May\u0131s.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Barda\u011f\u0131m elimden kay\u0131p masaya \u00e7arpt\u0131. O tarihi hayat\u0131m boyunca unutamam\u0131\u015ft\u0131m. Yirmi iki y\u0131l \u00f6nce, k\u0131z\u0131m do\u011farken ikiz karde\u015finin ya\u015famad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 s\u00f6ylemi\u015flerdi bana.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cBu nereden \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131?\u201d diye f\u0131s\u0131ldad\u0131m.<\/p>\n<p>Adam\u0131n g\u00f6zleri doldu. \u201cBenim ad\u0131m Barlas. O\u011flun ya\u015f\u0131yor, Suna Han\u0131m.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Bir an salonun b\u00fct\u00fcn sesleri kesildi. Garsonlar\u0131n ayak sesleri, \u00e7atal b\u0131\u00e7aklar\u0131n t\u0131k\u0131rt\u0131s\u0131, uzaktan gelen m\u00fczik&#8230; Hi\u00e7birini duymuyordum.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cYalan s\u00f6yl\u00fcyorsunuz.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cKe\u015fke s\u00f6yleyebilseydim.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Cebinden bir foto\u011fraf daha \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131. Yirmili ya\u015flar\u0131n\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131nda bir delikanl\u0131, deniz k\u0131y\u0131s\u0131nda g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u00fcyordu. K\u0131z\u0131m Eyl\u00fcl\u2019\u00fcn g\u00f6zleri, benim ka\u015flar\u0131m ve eski e\u015fim Levent\u2019in \u00e7enesine sahipti.<\/p>\n<p>Foto\u011fraf\u0131 ellerim titreyerek ald\u0131m.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cAd\u0131 ne?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cToprak.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cPeki siz kimsiniz?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Barlas bir s\u00fcre sustu. \u201cOnu b\u00fcy\u00fcten adam\u0131m.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Sandalyeden kalkmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131m ama dizlerim tutmad\u0131. Barlas garsona su getirmesini i\u015faret etti. Beni sakinle\u015ftirmeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmad\u0131. Sadece bekledi.<\/p>\n<p>Yirmi iki y\u0131l \u00f6nce erken do\u011fuma girmi\u015ftim. Hastanede saatlerce s\u00fcren bir karma\u015fa ya\u015fanm\u0131\u015f, uyand\u0131\u011f\u0131mda bana bir o\u011flumun \u00f6ld\u00fc\u011f\u00fc s\u00f6ylenmi\u015fti. Eyl\u00fcl kuv\u00f6zdeydi. Levent, a\u011flayarak elimi tutmu\u015f, di\u011fer bebe\u011fimizi defnettiklerini anlatm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Ben cenazesini bile g\u00f6rememi\u015ftim. Doktorlar bunun benim sa\u011fl\u0131\u011f\u0131m i\u00e7in daha iyi oldu\u011funu s\u00f6ylemi\u015flerdi.<\/p>\n<p>Y\u0131llarca o g\u00f6r\u00fcnmeyen bebe\u011fin yas\u0131n\u0131 tuttum. Her do\u011fum g\u00fcn\u00fcnde Eyl\u00fcl i\u00e7in pasta haz\u0131rlarken bir dilimi de hi\u00e7 tan\u0131mad\u0131\u011f\u0131m o\u011fluma ay\u0131rd\u0131m.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cNas\u0131l?\u201d dedim. \u201cBir \u00e7ocuk \u00f6lmediyse bunu nas\u0131l saklayabildiler?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Barlas, masaya eski bir dosya koydu. \u201cE\u015fimle y\u0131llarca \u00e7ocuk sahibi olamad\u0131k. O d\u00f6nemde bize hastanede \u00e7al\u0131\u015fan bir arac\u0131 ula\u015ft\u0131. Annesinin bakamayaca\u011f\u0131 bir bebe\u011fin evlat edinilmeyi bekledi\u011fini s\u00f6ylediler. Evraklar\u0131n yasal oldu\u011funu sand\u0131k.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cBen o\u011flumu kimseye vermedim!\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cBiliyorum. Ben de bunu alt\u0131 ay \u00f6nce \u00f6\u011frendim.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Barlas, e\u015finin \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcnden sonra Toprak\u2019\u0131n biyolojik ailesini ara\u015ft\u0131rmak istedi\u011fini anlatt\u0131. Eski dosyalarda birbiriyle uyu\u015fmayan imzalar bulmu\u015flard\u0131. Bir belgede benim ad\u0131ma at\u0131lm\u0131\u015f imza vard\u0131. Oysa imza bana ait de\u011fildi.<\/p>\n"},"alt_text":"","media_type":"image","mime_type":"image\/jpeg","media_details":{"width":540,"height":540,"file":"2026\/10\/gfd-1.jpg","filesize":48395,"sizes":{"medium":{"file":"gfd-1-300x300.jpg","width":300,"height":300,"filesize":16593,"mime_type":"image\/jpeg","source_url":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/10\/gfd-1-300x300.jpg"},"thumbnail":{"file":"gfd-1-150x150.jpg","width":150,"height":150,"filesize":5807,"mime_type":"image\/jpeg","source_url":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/10\/gfd-1-150x150.jpg"},"full":{"file":"gfd-1.jpg","width":540,"height":540,"mime_type":"image\/jpeg","source_url":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/10\/gfd-1.jpg"}},"image_meta":{"aperture":"0","credit":"","camera":"","caption":"","created_timestamp":"0","copyright":"","focal_length":"0","iso":"0","shutter_speed":"0","title":"","orientation":"0","keywords":[],"alt":""}},"post":1478,"source_url":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/10\/gfd-1.jpg","filename":"gfd-1.jpg","filesize":48395,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/1480","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/attachment"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1480"}],"wp:attached-to":[{"embeddable":true,"post_type":"post","id":1478,"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1478"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}