{"id":1555,"date":"2026-10-12T22:50:28","date_gmt":"2026-10-12T22:50:28","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/10\/hggft.jpg"},"modified":"2026-10-12T22:50:37","modified_gmt":"2026-10-12T22:50:37","slug":"hggft-6","status":"inherit","type":"attachment","link":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/kiz-kardesim-firtinada-kaybolduktan-sonra-9-cocuguna-ben-baktim-12-yil-sonra-yegenimin-itirafiyla-kanim-dondu\/hggft-6\/","title":{"rendered":"K\u0131z Karde\u015fim F\u0131rt\u0131nada Kaybolduktan Sonra 9 \u00c7ocu\u011funa Ben Bakt\u0131m\u2026 12 Y\u0131l Sonra Ye\u011fenimin \u0130tiraf\u0131yla Kan\u0131m Dondu.."},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","template":"","meta":[],"class_list":["post-1555","attachment","type-attachment","status-inherit","hentry"],"description":{"rendered":"<p class=\"attachment\"><a href='https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/10\/hggft.jpg'><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"300\" height=\"130\" src=\"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/10\/hggft-300x130.jpg\" class=\"attachment-medium size-medium\" alt=\"\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/10\/hggft-300x130.jpg 300w, https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/10\/hggft.jpg 690w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n"},"caption":{"rendered":"<p>H\u0130KAYEN\u0130N DEVAMI:<\/p>\n<p>Sonunda dayanamad\u0131m. Bir g\u00fcn okuldan d\u00f6nd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcnde onu kap\u0131da durdurdum ve art\u0131k bana neler gizledi\u011fini anlatmas\u0131n\u0131 istedim.<\/p>\n<p>Y\u00fcz\u00fc bir anda kire\u00e7 gibi bembeyaz oldu.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Sana ger\u00e7e\u011fi s\u00f6ylemeye haz\u0131r\u0131m,&#8221; dedi titreyen bir sesle.<\/p>\n<p>Dizlerimin ba\u011f\u0131 \u00e7\u00f6z\u00fclm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc. &#8220;Ne ger\u00e7e\u011fi Emre? Neyin ger\u00e7e\u011fi?&#8221; diye kekeledim.<\/p>\n<p>G\u00f6zleri ya\u015flarla dolarken bana do\u011fru bir ad\u0131m att\u0131 ve f\u0131s\u0131ldad\u0131:<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;O kaza g\u00fcn\u00fc ya\u015fanan ger\u00e7e\u011fi&#8230; Annemin \u015fu an nerede oldu\u011funu biliyorum.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>\u201cSana ger\u00e7e\u011fi s\u00f6ylemeye haz\u0131r\u0131m,\u201d dedi titreyen bir sesle.<\/p>\n<p>Dizlerimin ba\u011f\u0131 \u00e7\u00f6z\u00fclm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc. \u201cNe ger\u00e7e\u011fi Emre? Neyin ger\u00e7e\u011fi?\u201d diye kekeledim.<\/p>\n<p>G\u00f6zleri ya\u015flarla dolarken bana do\u011fru bir ad\u0131m att\u0131 ve f\u0131s\u0131ldad\u0131:<\/p>\n<p>\u201cO kaza g\u00fcn\u00fc ya\u015fanan ger\u00e7e\u011fi&#8230; Annemin \u015fu an nerede oldu\u011funu biliyorum.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Bu s\u00f6zler beynimde yank\u0131lan\u0131rken nefes alamad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 hissettim. Holdeki duvara yaslanmak zorunda kald\u0131m, aksi takdirde yere y\u0131\u011f\u0131lacakt\u0131m. On iki y\u0131l&#8230; Tam on iki y\u0131l boyunca k\u0131z karde\u015fim Zeynep&#8217;in o f\u0131rt\u0131nal\u0131 gecede u\u00e7uruma s\u00fcr\u00fcklendi\u011fini, bedeninin o karanl\u0131k sularda kayboldu\u011funu d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnerek kahrolmu\u015ftum. Karde\u015fimin yoklu\u011funda sa\u00e7lar\u0131ma aklar d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015f, hayat\u0131m o dokuz \u00e7ocu\u011fa hem annelik hem babal\u0131k yapmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rken ak\u0131p gitmi\u015fti. \u015eimdi kar\u015f\u0131mdaki on alt\u0131 ya\u015f\u0131ndaki ye\u011fenim, d\u00fcnyam\u0131 ba\u015f\u0131ma y\u0131kan bir c\u00fcmle kuruyordu.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cNas\u0131l yani? Emre, sen ne dedi\u011finin fark\u0131nda m\u0131s\u0131n? Annen o kazada\u2026\u201d diyebildim sadece. Sesim, kendi kulaklar\u0131ma bile yabanc\u0131 gelen c\u0131l\u0131z bir f\u0131s\u0131lt\u0131dan ibaretti.<\/p>\n<p>Emre omuzlar\u0131ndan d\u00fc\u015fmek \u00fczere olan okul \u00e7antas\u0131n\u0131 yava\u015f\u00e7a yere b\u0131rakt\u0131. Titreyen elleriyle montunun i\u00e7 cebine uzand\u0131. Y\u0131pranm\u0131\u015f, kenarlar\u0131 sararm\u0131\u015f ve defalarca katlanmaktan iz yapm\u0131\u015f bir ka\u011f\u0131t par\u00e7as\u0131 \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131. \u201cO kazada \u00f6lmedi teyze,\u201d dedi yutkunarak. \u201cHi\u00e7 \u00f6lmedi. Bizi korumak i\u00e7in gitmek zorundayd\u0131.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Ka\u011f\u0131d\u0131 elinden al\u0131rken parmaklar\u0131m buz gibiydi. Bu bir mektuptu; Zeynep\u2019in o \u00e7ok iyi bildi\u011fim, her harfini \u00f6zenle k\u0131v\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131 inci gibi el yaz\u0131s\u0131yla yaz\u0131lm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Mektup y\u0131llar \u00f6ncesine, kaza g\u00fcn\u00fcne aitti.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cBunu nerede buldun?\u201d diye sordum. G\u00f6zya\u015flar\u0131m art\u0131k yanaklar\u0131mdan s\u00fcz\u00fcl\u00fcyor, \u00e7eneme do\u011fru iniyordu.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cBulmad\u0131m,\u201d dedi ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6ne e\u011ferek. \u201cHep bendeydi. O gece annem evden \u00e7\u0131kmadan hemen \u00f6nce odama geldi. Beni uzun uzun \u00f6pt\u00fc, bu zarf\u0131 en sevdi\u011fim bez ay\u0131m\u0131n astar\u0131n\u0131n i\u00e7ine saklad\u0131 ve \u2018Bunu sadece \u00e7ok b\u00fcy\u00fcd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcnde, her \u015feyi anlayabilecek ya\u015fa geldi\u011finde a\u00e7. O zamana kadar bu ikimizin s\u0131rr\u0131 olacak,\u2019 dedi. D\u00f6rt ya\u015f\u0131ndayd\u0131m teyze. \u0130\u00e7inde ne yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 okuyam\u0131yordum bile ama annemin bana verdi\u011fi son emanet oldu\u011fu i\u00e7in onu herkesten saklad\u0131m. Bez ay\u0131mla yatt\u0131m kalkt\u0131m. Sonra b\u00fcy\u00fcd\u00fcm&#8230; Okumay\u0131 s\u00f6kt\u00fcm. Ve ger\u00e7e\u011fi \u00f6\u011frendim.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Mektubu aralay\u0131p okumaya ba\u015flad\u0131\u011f\u0131mda kan\u0131m dondu. Zeynep&#8217;in rahmetli e\u015fi, Emre&#8217;nin babas\u0131, d\u0131\u015far\u0131dan m\u00fckemmel bir aile babas\u0131 gibi g\u00f6r\u00fcnse de asl\u0131nda karanl\u0131k bir d\u00fcnyaya bula\u015fm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. \u00c7evredeki ac\u0131mas\u0131z tefecilere ak\u0131l almaz boyutlarda bor\u00e7lanm\u0131\u015f, senetler imzalam\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Hastal\u0131\u011f\u0131 onu aniden aram\u0131zdan ald\u0131\u011f\u0131nda, bu adamlar Zeynep&#8217;in kap\u0131s\u0131na dayanm\u0131\u015flard\u0131. Zeynep mektubunda, adamlar\u0131n \u00e7ocuklara zarar vereceklerini a\u00e7\u0131k\u00e7a s\u00f6ylediklerini yaz\u0131yordu. Zeynep o f\u0131rt\u0131nal\u0131 gece, pe\u015findeki adamlar\u0131 atlatmak ve dikkatleri ba\u015fka y\u00f6ne \u00e7ekmek i\u00e7in o korkun\u00e7 kazay\u0131 kurgulamak zorunda kalm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Arabay\u0131 u\u00e7uruma do\u011fru yuvarlamadan hemen \u00f6nce kap\u0131y\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131p atlam\u0131\u015f, izini kaybettirmi\u015fti. B\u00f6ylece adamlar onun \u00f6ld\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn\u00fc d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnecek, pe\u015fini b\u0131rakacak ve en \u00f6nemlisi, benim kanatlar\u0131m\u0131n alt\u0131ndaki o dokuz masum \u00e7ocu\u011fa asla dokunmayacaklard\u0131 go&#8217;rsele ilerleyn devam\u0131 sonraki sayfada&#8230;.<\/p>\n"},"alt_text":"","media_type":"image","mime_type":"image\/jpeg","media_details":{"width":690,"height":300,"file":"2026\/10\/hggft.jpg","filesize":30744,"sizes":{"medium":{"file":"hggft-300x130.jpg","width":300,"height":130,"filesize":8728,"mime_type":"image\/jpeg","source_url":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/10\/hggft-300x130.jpg"},"thumbnail":{"file":"hggft-150x150.jpg","width":150,"height":150,"filesize":7899,"mime_type":"image\/jpeg","source_url":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/10\/hggft-150x150.jpg"},"full":{"file":"hggft.jpg","width":690,"height":300,"mime_type":"image\/jpeg","source_url":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/10\/hggft.jpg"}},"image_meta":{"aperture":"0","credit":"","camera":"","caption":"","created_timestamp":"0","copyright":"","focal_length":"0","iso":"0","shutter_speed":"0","title":"","orientation":"0","keywords":[],"alt":""}},"post":1554,"source_url":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/10\/hggft.jpg","filename":"hggft.jpg","filesize":30744,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/1555","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/attachment"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1555"}],"wp:attached-to":[{"embeddable":true,"post_type":"post","id":1554,"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1554"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}