{"id":1637,"date":"2026-10-14T22:49:57","date_gmt":"2026-10-14T22:49:57","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/10\/vs-1.jpg"},"modified":"2026-10-14T22:50:08","modified_gmt":"2026-10-14T22:50:08","slug":"vs-3","status":"inherit","type":"attachment","link":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/75-yasindaki-komsum-her-sabah-kapima-bir-tabak-yemek-birakiyordu\/vs-3\/","title":{"rendered":"75 Ya\u015f\u0131ndaki Kom\u015fum Her Sabah Kap\u0131ma Bir Tabak Yemek B\u0131rak\u0131yordu."},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","template":"","meta":[],"class_list":["post-1637","attachment","type-attachment","status-inherit","hentry"],"description":{"rendered":"<p class=\"attachment\"><a href='https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/10\/vs-1.jpg'><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"300\" height=\"199\" src=\"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/10\/vs-1-300x199.jpg\" class=\"attachment-medium size-medium\" alt=\"\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/10\/vs-1-300x199.jpg 300w, https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/10\/vs-1-768x508.jpg 768w, https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/10\/vs-1.jpg 784w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n"},"caption":{"rendered":"<p>\u201cAma as\u0131l \u00fcrpertici olan \u015fuydu: Ben ona k\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 kurdeleli bir zarftan hi\u00e7 s\u00f6z etmemi\u015ftim.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Telefonu kula\u011f\u0131mdan uzakla\u015ft\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131mda ellerim titriyordu. Babam Fikri h\u00e2l\u00e2 hatta ba\u011f\u0131r\u0131yordu.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cZi\u015fan, beni dinle! O zarf\u0131 a\u00e7arsan hi\u00e7bir \u015fey eskisi gibi olmayacak.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cSaadet yerde can \u00e7eki\u015firken senin derdin bir zarf m\u0131? Bu sabah onun evinde miydin?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Kar\u015f\u0131 taraftan yaln\u0131zca nefesini duydum. Sonra telefon kapand\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>Polis memuru, sand\u0131ktan uzakla\u015fmam\u0131 istedi. Zarflar\u0131n ve devrilmi\u015f sand\u0131\u011f\u0131n foto\u011fraflar\u0131 \u00e7ekildi. K\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 kurdeleli zarf di\u011ferlerinden ayr\u0131 bir po\u015fete konuldu. Benimse g\u00f6z\u00fcm masadaki ikinci \u00e7ay barda\u011f\u0131ndayd\u0131. Saadet o sabah yaln\u0131z de\u011fildi.<\/p>\n<p>Hastaneye giderken Fikri&#8217;yi defalarca arad\u0131m. A\u00e7mad\u0131. Acil serviste doktor, Saadet&#8217;in kan \u015fekerinin tehlikeli derecede d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn\u00fc, d\u00fc\u015ferken ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7arpt\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 s\u00f6yledi. Hayati tehlikeyi atlatm\u0131\u015ft\u0131 ama g\u00f6zlem alt\u0131nda tutulacakt\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>Saatler sonra odas\u0131na girmeme izin verildi. Beni g\u00f6r\u00fcnce a\u011flamaya ba\u015flad\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cYar\u0131n gel demi\u015ftim,\u201d diye f\u0131s\u0131ldad\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cGeldim. Ama ge\u00e7 kald\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 sand\u0131m.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Elimi kavrad\u0131. Parmaklar\u0131 buz gibiydi.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cGe\u00e7 kalmad\u0131n, k\u0131z\u0131m. As\u0131l ben otuz sekiz y\u0131l ge\u00e7 kald\u0131m.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Nedenini soramadan hem\u015fire geldi. Saadet yorulmamal\u0131yd\u0131. Koridora \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131\u011f\u0131mda annemin \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcnden sonra bana b\u0131rakt\u0131\u011f\u0131 anahtarlar\u0131 avucumda \u00e7evirdim. Ta\u015f\u0131n\u0131rken yatak odas\u0131ndaki dolab\u0131n \u00fcst raf\u0131nda g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm kahverengi dosya akl\u0131ma geldi. Kapa\u011f\u0131ndaki \u201cZi\u015fan b\u00fcy\u00fcy\u00fcnce\u201d yaz\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 o g\u00fcn fark etmi\u015f, yas\u0131m\u0131n ortas\u0131nda a\u00e7maya cesaret edememi\u015ftim. Art\u0131k o iki kelimenin neden yaz\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6\u011frenmeliydim. Eve d\u00f6nd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcmde do\u011frudan dolaba gittim.<\/p>\n<p>\u00dcst rafta kahverengi bir dosya vard\u0131. \u0130\u00e7inden annemin el yaz\u0131s\u0131yla doldurulmu\u015f bir defter, eski bir hastane makbuzu ve kenar\u0131 y\u0131rt\u0131lm\u0131\u015f bir foto\u011fraf \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131. Foto\u011frafta annem, Fikri ve kuca\u011f\u0131nda bebek ta\u015f\u0131yan gen\u00e7 bir kad\u0131n g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcyordu. Kad\u0131n\u0131n y\u00fcz\u00fc foto\u011fraftan kopar\u0131lm\u0131\u015ft\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>Defterin ilk sayfas\u0131nda \u015fu c\u00fcmle yaz\u0131yordu:<\/p>\n<p>\u201cBir \u00e7ocu\u011fa annelik etmekle onun annesini elinden almak ayn\u0131 \u015fey de\u011fildir.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Dizlerimin ba\u011f\u0131 \u00e7\u00f6z\u00fcld\u00fc. Annemin son y\u0131llarda neden durup dururken a\u011flad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131, bana sar\u0131l\u0131rken neden bazen \u201cHakk\u0131n\u0131 helal et\u201d dedi\u011fini d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnmeye ba\u015flad\u0131m.<\/p>\n<p>Bir sayfadan, annemin bana be\u015f ya\u015f\u0131mdayken ald\u0131\u011f\u0131 k\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 sa\u00e7 tokas\u0131 d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc. Arka y\u00fcz\u00fcne k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck harflerle \u201cBug\u00fcn ilk kez tek ba\u015f\u0131na bisiklete bindi\u201d yaz\u0131lm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Bu kad\u0131n\u0131n sevgisinin sahte olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 biliyordum. Ama saklanan her ger\u00e7ek, o g\u00fczel hat\u0131ralar\u0131n \u00fczerine g\u00f6r\u00fcnmez bir g\u00f6lge d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr\u00fcyordu.<\/p>\n"},"alt_text":"","media_type":"image","mime_type":"image\/jpeg","media_details":{"width":784,"height":519,"file":"2026\/10\/vs-1.jpg","filesize":395624,"sizes":{"medium":{"file":"vs-1-300x199.jpg","width":300,"height":199,"filesize":25377,"mime_type":"image\/jpeg","source_url":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/10\/vs-1-300x199.jpg"},"thumbnail":{"file":"vs-1-150x150.jpg","width":150,"height":150,"filesize":12197,"mime_type":"image\/jpeg","source_url":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/10\/vs-1-150x150.jpg"},"medium_large":{"file":"vs-1-768x508.jpg","width":768,"height":508,"filesize":105365,"mime_type":"image\/jpeg","source_url":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/10\/vs-1-768x508.jpg"},"full":{"file":"vs-1.jpg","width":784,"height":519,"mime_type":"image\/jpeg","source_url":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/10\/vs-1.jpg"}},"image_meta":{"aperture":"0","credit":"","camera":"","caption":"","created_timestamp":"0","copyright":"","focal_length":"0","iso":"0","shutter_speed":"0","title":"","orientation":"0","keywords":[],"alt":""}},"post":1636,"source_url":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/10\/vs-1.jpg","filename":"vs-1.jpg","filesize":395624,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/1637","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/attachment"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1637"}],"wp:attached-to":[{"embeddable":true,"post_type":"post","id":1636,"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1636"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}