{"id":1658,"date":"2026-10-15T20:07:31","date_gmt":"2026-10-15T20:07:31","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/10\/gggh-3.jpg"},"modified":"2026-10-15T20:07:44","modified_gmt":"2026-10-15T20:07:44","slug":"abstract-nature-painting-5","status":"inherit","type":"attachment","link":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/18-yasinda-evden-kovuldum-yirmi-yil-sonra-kapiyi-acan-kiz-her-seyi-degistirdi\/abstract-nature-painting-5\/","title":{"rendered":"18 Ya\u015f\u0131nda Evden Kovuldum; Yirmi Y\u0131l Sonra Kap\u0131y\u0131 A\u00e7an K\u0131z Her \u015eeyi De\u011fi\u015ftirdi"},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","template":"","meta":[],"class_list":["post-1658","attachment","type-attachment","status-inherit","hentry"],"description":{"rendered":"<p class=\"attachment\"><a href='https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/10\/gggh-3.jpg'><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"300\" height=\"222\" src=\"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/10\/gggh-3-300x222.jpg\" class=\"attachment-medium size-medium\" alt=\"\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/10\/gggh-3-300x222.jpg 300w, https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/10\/gggh-3.jpg 612w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n"},"caption":{"rendered":"<p>\u201cSen onlar\u0131n k\u0131z\u0131 m\u0131s\u0131n?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u0130rem\u2019in bu sorusuna cevap vermeden \u00f6nce annemle babama bakt\u0131m. Hatice g\u00f6zlerini ka\u00e7\u0131rd\u0131. Erol ise kap\u0131n\u0131n kolunu \u00f6yle s\u0131k\u0131yordu ki parmaklar\u0131n\u0131n eklemleri bembeyaz olmu\u015ftu.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cEvet,\u201d dedim. \u201cVe yirmi y\u0131l \u00f6nce, hamile oldu\u011fum i\u00e7in beni bu evden kovdular.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u0130rem bir ad\u0131m geriledi.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cBu m\u00fcmk\u00fcn de\u011fil. Anneannem bana senin\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n<p>S\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc bitiremedi. Hatice koluna yap\u0131\u015ft\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>\u201c\u0130rem, odana \u00e7\u0131k.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cHay\u0131r,\u201d dedi gen\u00e7 kad\u0131n. \u201cBen art\u0131k \u00e7ocuk de\u011filim. Bu kad\u0131n kim?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cBen Figen,\u201d dedim. \u201cAnnen kim, s\u00f6yleyebilir misin?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cMelda Yal\u00e7\u0131n. D\u00f6rt y\u0131l \u00f6nce \u00f6ld\u00fc.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Nefesim kesildi. Melda benim ablamd\u0131. Onun \u00f6ld\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn\u00fc, cenazesinin bile benden sakland\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 \u015fimdi \u00f6\u011freniyordum.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cMelda benim ablam,\u201d diyebildim. \u201cSen de onun k\u0131z\u0131s\u0131n, \u00f6yle mi?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cBana annemin bir karde\u015fi oldu\u011funu hi\u00e7 s\u00f6ylemediniz,\u201d dedi \u0130rem.<\/p>\n<p>Sonra bak\u0131\u015flar\u0131 salondaki aile foto\u011fraflar\u0131na kayd\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cGe\u00e7en y\u0131l eski bir foto\u011fraf bulmu\u015ftum. Annemle ayn\u0131 okul \u00fcniformas\u0131n\u0131 giymi\u015f bir k\u0131z vard\u0131. Anneanneme sordum. \u2018Uzak bir akraba\u2019 dedi. O k\u0131z sen miydin?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cB\u00fcy\u00fck ihtimalle,\u201d diye f\u0131s\u0131ldad\u0131m. \u201cAblam sa\u00e7lar\u0131m\u0131 \u00f6rerdi. Ben de onun pe\u015finden ayr\u0131lmazd\u0131m.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Hatice ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 e\u011fdi. O an yaln\u0131zca \u00e7ocu\u011fumun de\u011fil, ablamla ge\u00e7irebilece\u011fim son yirmi y\u0131l\u0131n da benden al\u0131nd\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 hissettim.<\/p>\n<p>Babam araya girdi.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cBu ailenin ge\u00e7mi\u015fi seni ilgilendirmez, Figen. \u00c7\u0131k git.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Tam geri d\u00f6necektim ki \u0130rem sa\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131 kula\u011f\u0131n\u0131n arkas\u0131na att\u0131. Sol kula\u011f\u0131n\u0131n alt\u0131nda k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck, hilal bi\u00e7iminde k\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 bir iz g\u00f6rd\u00fcm.<\/p>\n<p>Dizlerimin ba\u011f\u0131 \u00e7\u00f6z\u00fcld\u00fc.<\/p>\n<p>K\u0131z\u0131m do\u011fdu\u011funda doktor, o do\u011fum lekesinin zarars\u0131z oldu\u011funu s\u00f6ylemi\u015fti. Kuv\u00f6z\u00fcn cam\u0131ndan onu yaln\u0131zca birka\u00e7 dakika g\u00f6rebilmi\u015ftim. Ama o k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fcc\u00fck i\u015fareti hi\u00e7 unutmam\u0131\u015ft\u0131m.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cDo\u011fum g\u00fcn\u00fcn ne zaman?\u201d diye sordum.<\/p>\n<p>\u0130rem \u015fa\u015fk\u0131nl\u0131kla cevap verdi. Tarih, k\u0131z\u0131m\u0131n do\u011fdu\u011fu g\u00fcnd\u00fc.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cNeden soruyorsun?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u00c7antamdan sararm\u0131\u015f hastane evrak\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131m.<\/p>\n<p>\u201c\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc o g\u00fcn benim de bir k\u0131z\u0131m do\u011fdu. Bana \u00f6ld\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn\u00fc s\u00f6ylediler.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Hatice duvara yasland\u0131. Babam k\u00e2\u011f\u0131d\u0131 elimden almaya kalk\u0131nca geri \u00e7ekildim.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cDokunma! Yirmi y\u0131l boyunca yalan s\u00f6ylediniz. \u015eimdi ger\u00e7ekleri \u00f6\u011frenece\u011fim.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u0130rem\u2019in y\u00fcz\u00fcnde \u00f6nce inanmazl\u0131k, ard\u0131ndan korku belirdi.<\/p>\n"},"alt_text":"","media_type":"image","mime_type":"image\/jpeg","media_details":{"width":612,"height":452,"file":"2026\/10\/gggh-3.jpg","filesize":71872,"sizes":{"medium":{"file":"gggh-3-300x222.jpg","width":300,"height":222,"filesize":25801,"mime_type":"image\/jpeg","source_url":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/10\/gggh-3-300x222.jpg"},"thumbnail":{"file":"gggh-3-150x150.jpg","width":150,"height":150,"filesize":10404,"mime_type":"image\/jpeg","source_url":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/10\/gggh-3-150x150.jpg"},"full":{"file":"gggh-3.jpg","width":612,"height":452,"mime_type":"image\/jpeg","source_url":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/10\/gggh-3.jpg"}},"image_meta":{"aperture":"0","credit":"Getty Images","camera":"","caption":"Abstract nature painting","created_timestamp":"0","copyright":"","focal_length":"0","iso":"0","shutter_speed":"0","title":"Abstract nature painting","orientation":"0","keywords":[],"alt":""}},"post":1657,"source_url":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/10\/gggh-3.jpg","filename":"gggh-3.jpg","filesize":71872,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/1658","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/attachment"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1658"}],"wp:attached-to":[{"embeddable":true,"post_type":"post","id":1657,"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1657"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}