{"id":1662,"date":"2026-10-15T20:10:57","date_gmt":"2026-10-15T20:10:57","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/10\/hgtg-3.jpg"},"modified":"2026-10-15T20:11:06","modified_gmt":"2026-10-15T20:11:06","slug":"hgtg-6","status":"inherit","type":"attachment","link":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/kardesim-kocami-sinadigini-soyledi-evimizde-cizdigimiz-sinir-her-seyi-degistirdi\/hgtg-6\/","title":{"rendered":"Karde\u015fim Kocam\u0131 S\u0131nad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 S\u00f6yledi; Evimizde \u00c7izdi\u011fimiz S\u0131n\u0131r Her \u015eeyi De\u011fi\u015ftirdi"},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","template":"","meta":[],"class_list":["post-1662","attachment","type-attachment","status-inherit","hentry"],"description":{"rendered":"<p class=\"attachment\"><a href='https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/10\/hgtg-3.jpg'><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"300\" height=\"162\" src=\"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/10\/hgtg-3-300x162.jpg\" class=\"attachment-medium size-medium\" alt=\"\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/10\/hgtg-3-300x162.jpg 300w, https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/10\/hgtg-3.jpg 725w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n"},"caption":{"rendered":"<p>\u201cG\u00fczel. O zaman \u015fimdi yapaca\u011f\u0131m \u015feye de itiraz etmezsin.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Pervin\u2019in y\u00fcz\u00fcndeki g\u00fcl\u00fcmseme bir anda silindi.<\/p>\n<p>Okan fincan\u0131n\u0131 kenara \u00e7ekti, telefonunu masaya koydu ve ekran\u0131 bana \u00e7evirdi.<\/p>\n<p>\u201c\u00d6nce e\u015fimden \u00f6z\u00fcr dileyece\u011fim,\u201d dedi. \u201c\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc g\u00fcnlerdir rahats\u0131z oldu\u011fumu g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm h\u00e2lde Hande\u2019yi bu meseleyle yaln\u0131z b\u0131rakt\u0131m. Karde\u015fin oldu\u011funu s\u00f6yleyip sorumluluktan ka\u00e7t\u0131m.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Ne diyece\u011fimi bilemedim. Okan\u2019\u0131n sesinde \u00f6fke yoktu ama y\u00fcz\u00fc hi\u00e7 olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131 kadar ciddiydi.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cSonra da senin testinin sonucunu a\u00e7\u0131klayaca\u011f\u0131m, Pervin.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Karde\u015fim havlusunun ucunu s\u0131ms\u0131k\u0131 tuttu.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cNe sonucu? Ben sadece \u015fakala\u015f\u0131yordum.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Okan telefonundaki mesaj\u0131 a\u00e7t\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cD\u00fcn gece saat on ikiyi ge\u00e7e bana bunu g\u00f6nderdin.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Ekrana e\u011fildim.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cHande bazen seni hi\u00e7 anlam\u0131yor. \u0130stersen a\u015fa\u011f\u0131da yaln\u0131z konu\u015fabiliriz. Her \u015feyi ona anlatmak zorunda de\u011filiz.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>G\u00f6\u011fs\u00fcm\u00fcn ortas\u0131na g\u00f6r\u00fcnmez bir a\u011f\u0131rl\u0131k oturdu. Mesaj\u0131n alt\u0131nda Okan\u2019\u0131n tek cevab\u0131 vard\u0131:<\/p>\n<p>\u201cBana bir daha b\u00f6yle yazma. Hande\u2019nin arkas\u0131ndan konu\u015fmayaca\u011f\u0131m.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cBunu niye bana g\u00f6stermedin?\u201d diye f\u0131s\u0131ldad\u0131m.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cGece uyuyordun. Sabah birlikte konu\u015facakt\u0131k. Ama o yine ayn\u0131 \u015feyi yap\u0131nca art\u0131k susamayaca\u011f\u0131m\u0131 anlad\u0131m.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Pervin birden g\u00fcld\u00fc. Bu kez sesi \u00e7atalland\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cAman, abla! Bir mesajdan da m\u0131 mesele \u00e7\u0131karacaks\u0131n\u0131z? Sizi deniyordum i\u015fte.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Okan aya\u011fa kalkt\u0131. Aram\u0131zda durmad\u0131, yan\u0131ma ge\u00e7ti.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cHay\u0131r,\u201d dedi. \u201cBeni denemiyordun. Hande\u2019nin sana koydu\u011fu s\u0131n\u0131r\u0131 hi\u00e7e say\u0131yordun. Benim de buna ses \u00e7\u0131karmayaca\u011f\u0131m\u0131 umuyordun.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Pervin\u2019in yanaklar\u0131 k\u0131pk\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 oldu.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cBeni rezil etmeye mi \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yorsun?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cHay\u0131r. Sen kendini a\u00e7\u0131kl\u0131yorsun. \u00dcstelik ortada senden ba\u015fka kimse yok.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>O an Okan\u2019\u0131n ne yapmak istedi\u011fini anlad\u0131m. Onu k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcrmek i\u00e7in ba\u011f\u0131rmam\u0131\u015f, ba\u015fkalar\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rmam\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Yaln\u0131zca ka\u00e7amayaca\u011f\u0131 bir ger\u00e7ekle y\u00fczle\u015ftirmi\u015fti.<\/p>\n<p>Ben sandalyeden kalkt\u0131m.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cPervin, odana \u00e7\u0131k\u0131p giyin. Sonra konu\u015faca\u011f\u0131z.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cBeni evden mi kovacaks\u0131n?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201c\u00d6nce \u00fcst\u00fcn\u00fc giy,\u201d dedim. \u201cBu konu\u015fman\u0131n bir kez olsun normal \u015fartlarda yap\u0131lmas\u0131n\u0131 istiyorum.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Merdivenleri \u00e7\u0131karken kap\u0131ya \u00f6yle sert vurdu ki mutfak dolab\u0131ndaki bardaklar titredi.<\/p>\n<p>Okan bana d\u00f6nd\u00fc.<\/p>\n<p>\u201c\u00d6z\u00fcr dilerim, Hande. \u0130lk g\u00fcn yan\u0131nda durmal\u0131yd\u0131m.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Ona sar\u0131lmak istiyordum ama \u00f6fkem hen\u00fcz ge\u00e7memi\u015fti.<\/p>\n"},"alt_text":"","media_type":"image","mime_type":"image\/jpeg","media_details":{"width":725,"height":391,"file":"2026\/10\/hgtg-3.jpg","filesize":57964,"sizes":{"medium":{"file":"hgtg-3-300x162.jpg","width":300,"height":162,"filesize":6286,"mime_type":"image\/jpeg","source_url":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/10\/hgtg-3-300x162.jpg"},"thumbnail":{"file":"hgtg-3-150x150.jpg","width":150,"height":150,"filesize":4280,"mime_type":"image\/jpeg","source_url":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/10\/hgtg-3-150x150.jpg"},"full":{"file":"hgtg-3.jpg","width":725,"height":391,"mime_type":"image\/jpeg","source_url":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/10\/hgtg-3.jpg"}},"image_meta":{"aperture":"0","credit":"","camera":"","caption":"","created_timestamp":"0","copyright":"","focal_length":"0","iso":"0","shutter_speed":"0","title":"","orientation":"0","keywords":[],"alt":""}},"post":1661,"source_url":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/10\/hgtg-3.jpg","filename":"hgtg-3.jpg","filesize":57964,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/1662","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/attachment"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1662"}],"wp:attached-to":[{"embeddable":true,"post_type":"post","id":1661,"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1661"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}