{"id":1696,"date":"2026-10-15T23:37:56","date_gmt":"2026-10-15T23:37:56","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/10\/6565334322.png"},"modified":"2026-10-15T23:38:08","modified_gmt":"2026-10-15T23:38:08","slug":"6565334322-3","status":"inherit","type":"attachment","link":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/26-yasinda-gelinim-meger-benim-kaybettigim-uvey\/6565334322-3\/","title":{"rendered":"26 ya\u015f\u0131nda gelinim me\u011fer benim kaybetti\u011fim \u00fcvey"},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","template":"","meta":[],"class_list":["post-1696","attachment","type-attachment","status-inherit","hentry"],"description":{"rendered":"<p class=\"attachment\"><a href='https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/10\/6565334322.png'><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"300\" height=\"200\" src=\"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/10\/6565334322-300x200.png\" class=\"attachment-medium size-medium\" alt=\"\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/10\/6565334322-300x200.png 300w, https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/10\/6565334322-768x512.png 768w, https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/10\/6565334322.png 800w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n"},"caption":{"rendered":"<p>Benim ad\u0131m Rauf.<\/p>\n<p>Yetmi\u015f iki ya\u015f\u0131nday\u0131m.<\/p>\n<p>\u0130nsan benim ya\u015f\u0131ma geldi\u011finde ge\u00e7mi\u015fte b\u0131rakt\u0131\u011f\u0131 ac\u0131lar\u0131n art\u0131k kendisine yeti\u015femeyece\u011fini san\u0131yor.<\/p>\n<p>Yan\u0131lm\u0131\u015f\u0131m.<\/p>\n<p>Baz\u0131 ac\u0131lar kaybolmuyor.<\/p>\n<p>Sadece y\u0131llarca sessizce bekliyor.<\/p>\n<p>O\u011flum Taylan, yirmi dokuz ya\u015f\u0131ndayken evlenece\u011fini s\u00f6yledi\u011finde hayat\u0131mda uzun zamand\u0131r hissetmedi\u011fim kadar b\u00fcy\u00fck bir mutluluk ya\u015fam\u0131\u015ft\u0131m.<\/p>\n<p>Annesini sekiz y\u0131l \u00f6nce kaybetmi\u015ftik.<\/p>\n<p>O g\u00fcnden sonra Taylan ile birbirimize daha \u00e7ok ba\u011flanm\u0131\u015ft\u0131k.<\/p>\n<p>Bir ak\u015fam eve geldi ve,<\/p>\n<p>\u201cBaba, seni biriyle tan\u0131\u015ft\u0131raca\u011f\u0131m,\u201d dedi.<\/p>\n<p>Yan\u0131nda yirmi alt\u0131 ya\u015f\u0131nda gen\u00e7 bir kad\u0131n vard\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>Ad\u0131 Nisand\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>Uzun kahverengi sa\u00e7lar\u0131, sakin bak\u0131\u015flar\u0131 ve insan\u0131 rahatlatan bir g\u00fcl\u00fcmsemesi vard\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>Fakat onu g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm ilk anda i\u00e7imde tuhaf bir his olu\u015ftu.<\/p>\n<p>Sanki bu y\u00fcz\u00fc daha \u00f6nce g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fcm.<\/p>\n<p>\u00d6zellikle g\u00f6zleri\u2026<\/p>\n<p>Bir de g\u00fclerken sol yana\u011f\u0131nda beliren k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fcc\u00fck gamze.<\/p>\n<p>Nisan\u2019a bakarken y\u0131llar \u00f6nce kaybetti\u011fim birini hat\u0131rlamaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yordum.<\/p>\n<p>Ama kim oldu\u011funu \u00e7\u0131karam\u0131yordum.<\/p>\n<p>D\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn haz\u0131rl\u0131klar\u0131 boyunca onu daha yak\u0131ndan tan\u0131d\u0131m.<\/p>\n<p>Sayg\u0131l\u0131, \u00f6l\u00e7\u00fcl\u00fc, ailesine ba\u011fl\u0131 bir gen\u00e7 kad\u0131nd\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>Bana her geli\u015finde sanki yabanc\u0131 biriyle de\u011fil, y\u0131llard\u0131r tan\u0131d\u0131\u011f\u0131 biriyle konu\u015fur gibi davran\u0131yordu.<\/p>\n<p>Bazen beni uzun uzun s\u00fczd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn\u00fc fark ediyordum.<\/p>\n<p>Bir g\u00fcn dayanamay\u0131p,<\/p>\n<p>\u201cY\u00fcz\u00fcmde bir \u015fey mi var k\u0131z\u0131m?\u201d diye sordum.<\/p>\n<p>G\u00fcl\u00fcmsedi.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cHay\u0131r. Sadece size bak\u0131nca i\u00e7imde garip bir tan\u0131d\u0131kl\u0131k hissi oluyor.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Bu s\u00f6z beni \u00fcrpertti.<\/p>\n<p>\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc ben de ayn\u0131 \u015feyi hissediyordum.<\/p>\n<p>D\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn g\u00fcn\u00fc geldi\u011finde Nisan gelinli\u011fiyle salona girdi.<\/p>\n<p>Yan\u0131mdaki k\u0131z karde\u015fim bana dirse\u011fiyle dokundu.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cRauf, g\u00f6zlerin doldu.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cYa\u015fland\u0131m herh\u00e2lde,\u201d dedim.<\/p>\n<p>Ama sebebin bu olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 biliyordum.<\/p>\n<p>Nisan bana birini hat\u0131rlat\u0131yordu.<\/p>\n<p>Y\u0131llar \u00f6nce hayat\u0131mdan kopup giden bir \u00e7ocu\u011fu.<\/p>\n<p>D\u00fc\u011f\u00fcnden \u00fc\u00e7 ay sonra Taylan ile Nisan bize kahvalt\u0131ya geldiler.<\/p>\n<p>Nisan mutfakta bana yard\u0131m ederken sa\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131 toplad\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>Tam o s\u0131rada boynundaki kolyeyi g\u00f6rd\u00fcm.<\/p>\n<p>Elimdeki tabak neredeyse yere d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcyordu.<\/p>\n<p>G\u00fcm\u00fc\u015f renkli, k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir yar\u0131m ay kolyesiydi.<\/p>\n<p>Kalbim deli gibi atmaya ba\u015flad\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc o kolyeyi ben sat\u0131n alm\u0131\u015ft\u0131m.<\/p>\n<p>Yakla\u015f\u0131k otuz y\u0131l \u00f6nce.<\/p>\n<p>O zamanlar ikinci e\u015fim Selma ile evliydim.<\/p>\n<p>Selma\u2019n\u0131n \u00f6nceki evlili\u011finden Aylin ad\u0131nda bir k\u0131z\u0131 vard\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>Aylin on sekiz ya\u015f\u0131ndayken bir k\u0131z \u00e7ocu\u011fu d\u00fcnyaya getirmi\u015fti.<\/p>\n<p>Bebe\u011fin babas\u0131 ortadan kaybolmu\u015ftu.<\/p>\n<p>Aylin de \u00e7ok gen\u00e7ti ve ne yapaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 bilmiyordu.<\/p>\n<p>O k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck k\u0131z neredeyse bizim evimizde b\u00fcy\u00fcd\u00fc<\/p>\n"},"alt_text":"","media_type":"image","mime_type":"image\/png","media_details":{"width":800,"height":533,"file":"2026\/10\/6565334322.png","filesize":105768,"sizes":{"medium":{"file":"6565334322-300x200.png","width":300,"height":200,"filesize":25613,"mime_type":"image\/png","source_url":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/10\/6565334322-300x200.png"},"thumbnail":{"file":"6565334322-150x150.png","width":150,"height":150,"filesize":15997,"mime_type":"image\/png","source_url":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/10\/6565334322-150x150.png"},"medium_large":{"file":"6565334322-768x512.png","width":768,"height":512,"filesize":102214,"mime_type":"image\/png","source_url":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/10\/6565334322-768x512.png"},"full":{"file":"6565334322.png","width":800,"height":533,"mime_type":"image\/png","source_url":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/10\/6565334322.png"}},"image_meta":{"aperture":"0","credit":"","camera":"","caption":"","created_timestamp":"0","copyright":"","focal_length":"0","iso":"0","shutter_speed":"0","title":"","orientation":"0","keywords":[],"alt":""}},"post":1695,"source_url":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/10\/6565334322.png","filename":"6565334322.png","filesize":105768,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/1696","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/attachment"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1696"}],"wp:attached-to":[{"embeddable":true,"post_type":"post","id":1695,"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1695"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}