{"id":1713,"date":"2026-10-16T19:22:12","date_gmt":"2026-10-16T19:22:12","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/10\/cvdsxc-3.webp"},"modified":"2026-10-16T19:22:27","modified_gmt":"2026-10-16T19:22:27","slug":"cvdsxc-4","status":"inherit","type":"attachment","link":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/kizim-bodrum-kati-icin-maasimin-yarisini-istedi-kendi-evimin-anahtari-her-seyi-degistirdi\/cvdsxc-4\/","title":{"rendered":"K\u0131z\u0131m Bodrum Kat\u0131 \u0130\u00e7in Maa\u015f\u0131m\u0131n Yar\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 \u0130stedi: Kendi Evimin Anahtar\u0131 Her \u015eeyi De\u011fi\u015ftirdi"},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","template":"","meta":[],"class_list":["post-1713","attachment","type-attachment","status-inherit","hentry"],"description":{"rendered":"

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K\u0131z\u0131m, emekli maa\u015f\u0131mdan her ay 16.000 TL \u00f6demem ve haftan\u0131n d\u00f6rt g\u00fcn\u00fc torunlar\u0131ma bakarak “evdeki yerimi hak etmem” \u015fart\u0131yla bodrum katlar\u0131nda ya\u015famama izin verebilece\u011fini s\u00f6yledi. Ona kibarca te\u015fekk\u00fcr ettim. Sonra tah\u0131l silosunun yak\u0131n\u0131nda, ayl\u0131k sadece 11.000 TL’ye kiralanan iki odal\u0131 k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir ev buldum.<\/p>\n

Her \u015fey bir cumartesi \u00f6\u011fleden sonra, \u00f6\u011fle yeme\u011finin hemen ard\u0131ndan ya\u015fand\u0131.<\/p>\n

K\u0131z\u0131m \u015eule’nin mutfak masas\u0131nda oturuyorduk. Damad\u0131m K\u0131van\u00e7, \u00fczerine bir \u015feyler yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131 defter k\u00e2\u011f\u0131d\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6n\u00fcme do\u011fru itti.<\/p>\n

K\u00e2\u011f\u0131d\u0131n tam ortas\u0131nda tek bir rakam vard\u0131.<\/p>\n

16.000 TL.<\/p>\n

Etraf\u0131na iki tane daire \u00e7izmi\u015fti.<\/p>\n

“Bu para odan\u0131n kiras\u0131n\u0131, faturalar\u0131 ve yiyecek masraflar\u0131n\u0131n bir k\u0131sm\u0131n\u0131 kar\u015f\u0131layacak,” diye a\u00e7\u0131klad\u0131 \u015eule.<\/p>\n

“Bir de haftan\u0131n d\u00f6rt g\u00fcn\u00fc \u00e7ocuklara bakars\u0131n. B\u00f6ylece sen de eve katk\u0131da bulunmu\u015f olursun, anne.”<\/p>\n

Eve katk\u0131da bulunmak.<\/p>\n

Ben altm\u0131\u015f yedi ya\u015f\u0131nday\u0131m.<\/p>\n

\u015eule’yi, babas\u0131n\u0131n y\u0131llarca ba\u015fkalar\u0131n\u0131n tarlalar\u0131nda \u00e7al\u0131\u015farak kazand\u0131\u011f\u0131 m\u00fctevaz\u0131 parayla b\u00fcy\u00fctt\u00fcm.<\/p>\n

\u00d6n\u00fcm\u00fczdeki mart ay\u0131nda, e\u015fim Fuat’\u0131 kaybedeli tam iki y\u0131l olacak.<\/p>\n

O masada oturuyor olsayd\u0131, \u00f6n\u00fcm\u00fcze konulan o k\u00e2\u011f\u0131t hakk\u0131nda ne d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnece\u011fini \u00e7ok iyi biliyordum.<\/p>\n

Ama art\u0131k yan\u0131mda de\u011fildi.<\/p>\n

K\u0131van\u00e7, y\u00fcz\u00fcme bakmak yerine masadaki tuzlu\u011fa g\u00f6zlerini dikmi\u015fti.<\/p>\n

Ayl\u0131k emekli maa\u015f\u0131m 32.800 TL.<\/p>\n

Yirmi iki y\u0131l boyunca il\u00e7edeki kereste fabrikas\u0131n\u0131n muhasebe i\u015flerini y\u00fcr\u00fctm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fcm.<\/p>\n

Hesap yapmak i\u00e7in elime kalem almama bile gerek yoktu.<\/p>\n

Benden ayl\u0131k gelirimin neredeyse yar\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 istiyorlard\u0131.<\/p>\n

Kar\u015f\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131nda ise bodrum kat\u0131nda, bir pasta kal\u0131b\u0131ndan ancak biraz daha b\u00fcy\u00fck penceresi olan bir odada kalacakt\u0131m.<\/p>\n

\u00dcstelik k\u00f6\u015fesinde s\u00fcrekli u\u011fuldayan bir nem alma cihaz\u0131 vard\u0131.<\/p>\n

“Odaya bir kez daha bakabilir miyim?” diye sordum.<\/p>\n

Birlikte on \u00fc\u00e7 basamak a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 indik.<\/p>\n

Havada \u0131slak kartonla deterjan kokusunun birbirine kar\u0131\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131 a\u011f\u0131r bir koku vard\u0131.<\/p>\n

D\u00f6rt ya\u015f\u0131ndaki torunum Ada da bizimle a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 indi.<\/p>\n

“Anneanne, sen a\u015fa\u011f\u0131daki evin alt\u0131nda m\u0131 uyuyacaks\u0131n?” diye sordu.<\/p>\n

“Belki can\u0131m. Daha belli de\u011fil.”<\/p>\n

O teklifi orac\u0131kta reddetmek istiyordum.<\/p>\n

Ama insan\u0131n tek k\u0131z\u0131na, onun kendi mutfa\u011f\u0131nda hay\u0131r demesi bazen b\u00fcy\u00fck bir tart\u0131\u015fmaya d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015febiliyor.<\/p>\n

\u00dcstelik \u015eule benim tek \u00e7ocu\u011fumdu.<\/p>\n

Bu y\u00fczden g\u00fcl\u00fcmsedim.<\/p>\n

“Te\u015fekk\u00fcr ederim k\u0131z\u0131m. Biraz d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcneyim.”<\/p>\n

K\u0131van\u00e7’\u0131n haz\u0131rlad\u0131\u011f\u0131 k\u00e2\u011f\u0131d\u0131 katlay\u0131p \u00e7antama koydum.<\/p>\n

Karar vermek i\u00e7in fazla zaman\u0131m yoktu.<\/p>\n

Kas\u0131m ay\u0131n\u0131n birinden \u00f6nce \u00e7iftlik evinden ta\u015f\u0131nmam gerekiyordu.<\/p>\n

O ev, rahmetli e\u015fimin \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u00e7iftlik taraf\u0131ndan bize tahsis edilmi\u015fti.<\/p>\n

Fuat’\u0131n \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcnden sonra Karakaya ailesi b\u00fcy\u00fck bir anlay\u0131\u015f g\u00f6stererek yakla\u015f\u0131k iki y\u0131l daha orada kalmama izin vermi\u015fti.<\/p>\n

Ancak o\u011fullar\u0131, e\u015fi ve yeni do\u011fan bebe\u011fiyle birlikte \u00e7iftlikte \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmaya geri d\u00f6n\u00fcyordu.<\/p>\n

Eve ihtiya\u00e7lar\u0131 vard\u0131.<\/p>\n

Onlar\u0131 tamamen anl\u0131yordum.<\/p>\n

Eve d\u00f6nerken d\u00f6rt sokak ilerideki yem ve tar\u0131m malzemeleri d\u00fckk\u00e2n\u0131na u\u011frad\u0131m.<\/p>\n

Nejat Bey, \u00fc\u00e7 haftad\u0131r kasas\u0131n\u0131n yan\u0131na el yaz\u0131s\u0131yla haz\u0131rlanm\u0131\u015f bir ilan asm\u0131\u015ft\u0131.<\/p>\n

“K\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck ev kiral\u0131k. \u0130ki oda ve banyo. Bilgi i\u00e7in Nejat Bey’e ba\u015fvurun.”<\/p>\n

Evin h\u00e2l\u00e2 bo\u015f olup olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 sordum.<\/p>\n

Beni evi g\u00f6rmeye g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fc.<\/p>\n

K\u00fc\u00e7\u00fcc\u00fck ev, tah\u0131l silosunun arkas\u0131ndaki sakin bir sokaktayd\u0131.<\/p>\n

D\u0131\u015f cephesi beyazd\u0131, verandas\u0131nda bir sal\u0131ncak vard\u0131 ve \u00f6n kap\u0131s\u0131na ula\u015fmak i\u00e7in yaln\u0131zca tek bir basamak \u00e7\u0131kmak gerekiyordu.<\/p>\n

Hasat mevsimi devam etti\u011fi i\u00e7in neredeyse her yerin \u00fczerinde ince bir m\u0131s\u0131r tozu tabakas\u0131 birikmi\u015fti.<\/p>\n

Nejat Bey ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 ka\u015f\u0131d\u0131.<\/p>\n

“Pek g\u00f6steri\u015fli bir yer de\u011fil, S\u00fcheyla Han\u0131m.”<\/p>\n

\u00d6n kap\u0131ya bakt\u0131m.<\/p>\n

“Kendine ait bir kap\u0131s\u0131 var. Benim i\u00e7in bu yeterli.”<\/p>\n

“Kiras\u0131 11.000 TL. Elektrik ayr\u0131ca \u00f6denecek.”<\/p>\n

Arabam\u0131n yan\u0131nda durup telefonumdan depozitoyu banka hesab\u0131na g\u00f6nderdim.<\/p>\n

Nejat Bey, metal bir halkaya ge\u00e7irilmi\u015f iki anahtar\u0131 bana uzatt\u0131.<\/p>\n

Biri \u00f6n kap\u0131y\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131yordu.<\/p>\n

Di\u011feri arka kap\u0131y\u0131.<\/p>\n

Hayat\u0131mda ilk kez, tamamen kendi iste\u011fimle se\u00e7ti\u011fim bir evin anahtarlar\u0131n\u0131 elimde tutuyordum.<\/p>\n

\u015eule’ye durumu anlatmak i\u00e7in dokuz g\u00fcn bekledim.<\/p>\n

Biliyorum, daha \u00f6nce s\u00f6ylemeliydim.<\/p>\n

Ama duygular\u0131n\u0131 incitmekten korkuyordum.<\/p>\n

Tesad\u00fcfen K\u0131van\u00e7, fabrikaya giderken k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck evin \u00f6n\u00fcnden ge\u00e7mi\u015f ve arabam\u0131 tan\u0131m\u0131\u015ft\u0131.<\/p>\n

O ak\u015fam \u015eule telefon etti.<\/p>\n

“Demek paran\u0131 hi\u00e7 tan\u0131mad\u0131\u011f\u0131n bir yabanc\u0131ya vermeyi, kendi ailene yard\u0131m etmeye tercih ediyorsun!”<\/p>\n

Cevap vermeden \u00f6nce bir an d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcm.<\/p>\n

“Ben senin kirac\u0131n olmaktansa annen olarak kalmay\u0131 tercih ederim.”<\/p>\n

Telefonu y\u00fcz\u00fcme kapatt\u0131.<\/p>\n

Sonraki on g\u00fcn boyunca onlardan hi\u00e7bir haber alamad\u0131m.<\/p>\n

Ne bir mesaj.<\/p>\n

Ne bir telefon.<\/p>\n

Torunlar\u0131m\u0131n tek bir foto\u011fraf\u0131 bile gelmedi.<\/p>\n

Her ak\u015fam verandamdaki sal\u0131nca\u011fa oturup tart\u0131lmak i\u00e7in s\u0131raya giren tah\u0131l kamyonlar\u0131n\u0131 izliyordum.<\/p>\n

Kendime ait bir evim vard\u0131.<\/p>\n

Kendi anahtarlar\u0131m.<\/p>\n

Kendime ait bir \u00f6n kap\u0131m.<\/p>\n

Ama torunlar\u0131m\u0131 \u00f6ylesine \u00f6zl\u00fcyordum ki baz\u0131 geceler ba\u011f\u0131ms\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131n bu yaln\u0131zl\u0131\u011fa de\u011fip de\u011fmedi\u011fini d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcyordum.<\/p>\n

Sonra bir per\u015fembe ak\u015fam\u0131, tam ak\u015fam yeme\u011finden \u00f6nce, d\u0131\u015far\u0131da bir kamyonetin durdu\u011funu duydum.<\/p>\n

Araban\u0131n kap\u0131s\u0131 sert\u00e7e kapand\u0131.<\/p>\n

\u015eule yolcu koltu\u011fundan indi.<\/p>\n

G\u00f6zleri \u015fi\u015fmi\u015f ve k\u0131pk\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 olmu\u015ftu. Sanki saatlerdir a\u011fl\u0131yordu.<\/p>\n

K\u0131van\u00e7 da arkas\u0131ndan inip verandaya do\u011fru y\u00fcr\u00fcd\u00fc.<\/p>\n

Elinde sar\u0131 sayfal\u0131 b\u00fcy\u00fck bir not defteri vard\u0131.<\/p>\n

\u0130lk sayfas\u0131, yukar\u0131dan a\u015fa\u011f\u0131ya kadar kendi el yaz\u0131s\u0131yla doldurulmu\u015ftu.<\/p>\n

Onlar kap\u0131y\u0131 \u00e7alamadan sinekli\u011fi a\u00e7t\u0131m.<\/p>\n

K\u0131van\u00e7 do\u011frudan g\u00f6zlerimin i\u00e7ine bakt\u0131.<\/p>\n

“S\u00fcheyla Anne, o 16.000 TL rakam\u0131n\u0131 ben belirledim. \u015eule’nin hi\u00e7bir ilgisi yoktu.”<\/p>\n

\u0130\u00e7eri girdi, sar\u0131 defteri mutfak masam\u0131n \u00fczerine b\u0131rakt\u0131 ve bana do\u011fru \u00e7evirdi.<\/p>\n

“Burada mutlaka okuman gereken bir \u015fey var.”<\/p>\n"},"alt_text":"","media_type":"image","mime_type":"image\/webp","media_details":{"width":800,"height":533,"file":"2026\/10\/cvdsxc-3.webp","filesize":89222,"sizes":{"medium":{"file":"cvdsxc-3-300x200.webp","width":300,"height":200,"filesize":12298,"mime_type":"image\/webp","source_url":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/10\/cvdsxc-3-300x200.webp"},"thumbnail":{"file":"cvdsxc-3-150x150.webp","width":150,"height":150,"filesize":4884,"mime_type":"image\/webp","source_url":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/10\/cvdsxc-3-150x150.webp"},"medium_large":{"file":"cvdsxc-3-768x512.webp","width":768,"height":512,"filesize":73094,"mime_type":"image\/webp","source_url":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/10\/cvdsxc-3-768x512.webp"},"full":{"file":"cvdsxc-3.webp","width":800,"height":533,"mime_type":"image\/webp","source_url":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/10\/cvdsxc-3.webp"}},"image_meta":{"aperture":"0","credit":"","camera":"","caption":"","created_timestamp":"0","copyright":"","focal_length":"0","iso":"0","shutter_speed":"0","title":"","orientation":"0","keywords":[],"alt":""}},"post":1712,"source_url":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/10\/cvdsxc-3.webp","filename":"cvdsxc-3.webp","filesize":89222,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/1713","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/attachment"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1713"}],"wp:attached-to":[{"embeddable":true,"post_type":"post","id":1712,"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1712"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}