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“Burada mutlaka okuman gereken bir \u015fey var.”<\/p>\n

K\u0131van\u00e7’\u0131n sesi titriyordu.<\/p>\n

Sar\u0131 defteri \u00f6n\u00fcme \u00e7ekti\u011fimde ilk dikkatimi \u00e7eken \u015fey, sayfan\u0131n en \u00fcst\u00fcne b\u00fcy\u00fck harflerle yaz\u0131lm\u0131\u015f bir c\u00fcmle oldu.<\/p>\n

“S\u00fcheyla Anne’ye s\u00f6yleyemediklerimiz.”<\/p>\n

\u015eule ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 e\u011fmi\u015f, ellerini birbirine kenetlemi\u015fti.<\/p>\n

“Bu da ne demek?” diye sordum.<\/p>\n

K\u0131van\u00e7 derin bir nefes ald\u0131.<\/p>\n

“O g\u00fcn masaya koydu\u011fum 16.000 TL’lik k\u00e2\u011f\u0131d\u0131 hat\u0131rl\u0131yorsun. Sana ger\u00e7e\u011fi s\u00f6ylemeden \u00f6nce neden b\u00f6yle bir \u015fey yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 anlatmam gerekiyor.”<\/p>\n

“Dinliyorum.”<\/p>\n

Defterin ilk sayfas\u0131nda uzun bir hesap tablosu vard\u0131.<\/p>\n

Kredi taksitleri, elektrik faturalar\u0131, market bor\u00e7lar\u0131, \u00e7ocuklar\u0131n okul masraflar\u0131…<\/p>\n

En alt sat\u0131rda k\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 kalemle yaz\u0131lm\u0131\u015f bir rakam duruyordu.<\/p>\n

468.000 TL.<\/p>\n

G\u00f6zlerimi kald\u0131rd\u0131m.<\/p>\n

“Bu kadar borcunuz mu var?”<\/p>\n

\u015eule sessizce a\u011flamaya ba\u015flad\u0131.<\/p>\n

K\u0131van\u00e7 ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 sallad\u0131.<\/p>\n

“Alt\u0131 ay \u00f6nce \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131m fabrikan\u0131n \u00fcretim b\u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fc k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fclt\u00fcld\u00fc. Maa\u015f\u0131m neredeyse yar\u0131ya indi. \u015eule’nin i\u015f yerinde de personel azalt\u0131ld\u0131.”<\/p>\n

\u015ea\u015fk\u0131nl\u0131kla k\u0131z\u0131ma bakt\u0131m.<\/p>\n

“Sen i\u015ften mi \u00e7\u0131kar\u0131ld\u0131n?”<\/p>\n

“\u00dc\u00e7 ay \u00f6nce anne.”<\/p>\n

“Bana neden s\u00f6ylemedin?”<\/p>\n

“\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc zaten babam\u0131n \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcnden sonra yeterince \u00fcz\u00fcld\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn\u00fc d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcyordum.”<\/p>\n

Sandalyeye yava\u015f\u00e7a oturdum.<\/p>\n

K\u0131z\u0131m \u00fc\u00e7 ayd\u0131r i\u015fsizdi ve benim bundan haberim yoktu.<\/p>\n

Her telefon g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fmemizde i\u015flerin yolunda oldu\u011funu s\u00f6ylemi\u015fti.<\/p>\n

K\u0131van\u00e7 defterin ikinci sayfas\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7t\u0131.<\/p>\n

“Bor\u00e7lar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 kapatmak i\u00e7in arabay\u0131 satmay\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fck. Ama fabrikaya gidip gelmem gerekiyor. Sonra evin bodrumunu kiraya vermek akl\u0131ma geldi.”<\/p>\n

“Ve kirac\u0131 olarak beni se\u00e7tin.”<\/p>\n

Ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6n\u00fcne e\u011fdi.<\/p>\n

“Evet.”<\/p>\n

“\u00dcstelik torunlar\u0131ma da haftan\u0131n d\u00f6rt g\u00fcn\u00fc bakmam\u0131 istedin.”<\/p>\n

“\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc \u015eule yeniden \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmaya ba\u015flarsa \u00e7ocuklara bakacak birine ihtiyac\u0131m\u0131z olacakt\u0131.”<\/p>\n

Bir s\u00fcre kimse konu\u015fmad\u0131.<\/p>\n

Sonra defterde ba\u015fka bir \u015fey g\u00f6rd\u00fcm.<\/p>\n

Sayfan\u0131n sa\u011f k\u00f6\u015fesinde Fuat’\u0131n ad\u0131 yaz\u0131yordu.<\/p>\n

Parma\u011f\u0131m\u0131 o sat\u0131r\u0131n \u00fczerine koydum.<\/p>\n

“E\u015fimin ad\u0131n\u0131n burada ne i\u015fi var?”<\/p>\n

K\u0131van\u00e7 birden gerildi.<\/p>\n

\u015eule g\u00f6zya\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 silip bana yakla\u015ft\u0131.<\/p>\n

“Anne, as\u0131l konu\u015fmam\u0131z gereken konu bu.”<\/p>\n

Kalbim h\u0131zland\u0131.<\/p>\n

“Ne olmu\u015f Fuat’a?”<\/p>\n

K\u0131van\u00e7 sar\u0131 defterin aras\u0131ndan katlanm\u0131\u015f bir banka dekontu \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131.<\/p>\n

Tarihine bakt\u0131m.<\/p>\n

E\u015fimin \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcnden yaln\u0131zca on d\u00f6rt g\u00fcn \u00f6ncesine aitti.<\/p>\n

G\u00f6nderen k\u0131sm\u0131nda Fuat’\u0131n ad\u0131 vard\u0131.<\/p>\n

Al\u0131c\u0131 ise K\u0131van\u00e7’t\u0131.<\/p>\n

Tutar\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcnce nefesim kesildi.<\/p>\n

240.000 TL.<\/p>\n

“E\u015fim sana bu kadar para m\u0131 g\u00f6ndermi\u015f?”<\/p>\n

K\u0131van\u00e7 ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 sallad\u0131.<\/p>\n

“\u0130ki y\u0131l \u00f6nce fabrikada ge\u00e7irdi\u011fim bir i\u015f kazas\u0131ndan sonra aylarca \u00e7al\u0131\u015famad\u0131m. Banka kredilerim birikti. Fuat Baba durumumu \u00f6\u011frendi\u011finde bize yard\u0131m etti.”<\/p>\n

“Bana neden s\u00f6ylemedi?”<\/p>\n

“\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc s\u00f6ylememem i\u00e7in s\u00f6z verdirdi.”<\/p>\n

G\u00f6zlerim doldu.<\/p>\n

Fuat’la otuz sekiz y\u0131l evli kalm\u0131\u015ft\u0131k.<\/p>\n

B\u00fcy\u00fck bir birikimimiz yoktu ama birbirimizden \u00f6nemli bir \u015fey saklamad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fcm.<\/p>\n

“Bu para nereden gelmi\u015f?”<\/p>\n

“Y\u0131llarca biriktirdi\u011fi paraym\u0131\u015f.”<\/p>\n

O an e\u015fimin \u00f6lmeden \u00f6nce bana s\u00f6yledi\u011fi bir c\u00fcmleyi hat\u0131rlad\u0131m.<\/p>\n

“\u0130nsan bazen ailesini ayakta tutmak i\u00e7in kendi hayallerinden vazge\u00e7er, S\u00fcheyla.”<\/p>\n

O zaman ne demek istedi\u011fini anlamam\u0131\u015ft\u0131m.<\/p>\n

\u015eimdi ise bo\u011faz\u0131m d\u00fc\u011f\u00fcmlenmi\u015fti.<\/p>\n

“Demek sizin bor\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131z\u0131 \u00f6demi\u015f.”<\/p>\n

K\u0131van\u00e7 g\u00f6zlerini kald\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n

“Evet. Ama hik\u00e2yenin devam\u0131 var.”<\/p>\n

Defterin son sayfas\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7t\u0131.<\/p>\n

Orada Fuat’\u0131n el yaz\u0131s\u0131yla yaz\u0131lm\u0131\u015f k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir not vard\u0131.<\/p>\n

Kelimeleri tan\u0131mam i\u00e7in ikinci kez bakmama gerek yoktu.<\/p>\n

“Bu para bor\u00e7 de\u011fil. Ancak bir g\u00fcn S\u00fcheyla’n\u0131n yard\u0131ma ihtiyac\u0131 olursa kap\u0131n\u0131z\u0131 ona a\u00e7\u0131n. Onu asla y\u00fck gibi g\u00f6rmeyin.”<\/p>\n

Mektubu okurken g\u00f6zya\u015flar\u0131m k\u00e2\u011f\u0131d\u0131n \u00fczerine d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc.<\/p>\n

Fuat hayat\u0131n\u0131n son g\u00fcnlerinde bile benim gelece\u011fimi d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc.<\/p>\n

K\u0131van\u00e7 konu\u015fmaya devam etti.<\/p>\n

“Fuat Baba’n\u0131n bu s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc yerine getirmek yerine senden para istedim. Seni aileden biri gibi de\u011fil, bir gelir kayna\u011f\u0131 gibi g\u00f6rd\u00fcm.”<\/p>\n

\u015eule elimi tuttu.<\/p>\n

“Ben de buna izin verdim anne.”<\/p>\n

Elimi yava\u015f\u00e7a geri \u00e7ektim.<\/p>\n

“Sizden para istemedim. Bedava ya\u015famak da istemedim. Ama bana sundu\u011funuz \u015fey bir aile yuvas\u0131 de\u011fildi.”<\/p>\n

\u0130kisi de sustu.<\/p>\n

“O bodrumda kalsayd\u0131m yaln\u0131zca kira \u00f6deyen biri olmayacakt\u0131m. Sabah \u00e7ocuklara bakacak, ak\u015fam yemek haz\u0131rlayacak, hastaland\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131zda yard\u0131m edecek, b\u00fct\u00fcn bunlar\u0131 yaparken de kendi evimde misafir gibi ya\u015fayacakt\u0131m.”<\/p>\n

\u015eule a\u011flayarak ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 sallad\u0131.<\/p>\n

“Hakl\u0131s\u0131n.”<\/p>\n

“Benim en \u00e7ok can\u0131m\u0131 ac\u0131tan para de\u011fildi k\u0131z\u0131m. Bana ihtiyac\u0131n\u0131z oldu\u011funda beni hat\u0131rlaman\u0131zd\u0131.”<\/p>\n

Tam o s\u0131rada \u015eule’nin telefonu \u00e7ald\u0131.<\/p>\n

Ekrana bakt\u0131\u011f\u0131nda y\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fcn rengi de\u011fi\u015fti.<\/p>\n

“Okuldan ar\u0131yorlar.”<\/p>\n

Telefonu a\u00e7t\u0131.<\/p>\n

Kar\u015f\u0131 taraftaki ki\u015finin s\u00f6ylediklerini dinlerken do\u011fruldu.<\/p>\n

“Nas\u0131l yani? Ada nerede?”<\/p>\n

Kalbim yerinden \u00e7\u0131kacak gibi oldu.<\/p>\n

\u015eule’nin elleri titriyordu.<\/p>\n

“Bir dakika… Polisi arad\u0131n\u0131z m\u0131?”<\/p>\n

K\u0131van\u00e7 aya\u011fa f\u0131rlad\u0131.<\/p>\n

Telefon kapand\u0131\u011f\u0131nda \u015eule neredeyse konu\u015fam\u0131yordu.<\/p>\n

“Ada’y\u0131 bulam\u0131yorlarm\u0131\u015f.”<\/p>\n

O sabah Ada’y\u0131 anaokuluna b\u0131rakm\u0131\u015flard\u0131.<\/p>\n

Ak\u015fam yap\u0131lan veli toplant\u0131s\u0131 nedeniyle \u00e7ocuklar okulun oyun salonunda bekliyordu.<\/p>\n

\u00d6\u011fretmen k\u0131sa s\u00fcreli\u011fine di\u011fer \u00e7ocuklarla ilgilenirken Ada arka bah\u00e7eye \u00e7\u0131km\u0131\u015ft\u0131.<\/p>\n

Sonra ortadan kaybolmu\u015ftu.<\/p>\n

K\u0131van\u00e7 hemen arabas\u0131n\u0131n anahtar\u0131n\u0131 ald\u0131.<\/p>\n

Ben de montumu giydim.<\/p>\n

“Ben de geliyorum.”<\/p>\n

“Anne, sen yorulursun.”<\/p>\n

“\u015eule, torunum kay\u0131p. Benim yorulmam\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnme.”<\/p>\n

Yolda kimse konu\u015fmad\u0131.<\/p>\n

Okula vard\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131zda iki polis memuru bah\u00e7ede inceleme yap\u0131yordu.<\/p>\n

\u00d6\u011fretmen, Ada’n\u0131n en son arka kap\u0131n\u0131n yak\u0131n\u0131nda g\u00f6r\u00fcld\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn\u00fc anlatt\u0131.<\/p>\n

Kap\u0131n\u0131n \u00f6n\u00fcndeki \u00e7amurda k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck ayakkab\u0131 izleri vard\u0131.<\/p>\n

Bir polis memuru \u00e7evredeki sokaklar\u0131 kontrol ettiklerini s\u00f6yledi.<\/p>\n

\u015eule a\u011flayarak k\u0131z\u0131n\u0131n ad\u0131n\u0131 ba\u011f\u0131r\u0131yordu.<\/p>\n

Ben ise bah\u00e7enin k\u00f6\u015fesinde duran k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck pembe bir tokaya bak\u0131yordum.<\/p>\n

Ada’n\u0131n sabah sa\u00e7\u0131na takt\u0131\u011f\u0131 tokayd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Tokan\u0131n yan\u0131nda ince bir m\u0131s\u0131r kabu\u011fu vard\u0131.<\/p>\n

Birden akl\u0131ma bir \u015fey geldi.<\/p>\n

Ge\u00e7en hafta Ada benim yeni evime geldi\u011finde verandada oturmu\u015f, tah\u0131l kamyonlar\u0131n\u0131 izlemi\u015fti.<\/p>\n

Ona tah\u0131l silosunun nas\u0131l \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 anlatm\u0131\u015ft\u0131m.<\/p>\n

K\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck ellerini \u00e7\u0131rparak bana bir soru sormu\u015ftu.<\/p>\n

“Anneanne, kocaman kamyonlar senin evinin yan\u0131ndan m\u0131 ge\u00e7iyor?”<\/p>\n

“Evet can\u0131m.”<\/p>\n

“O zaman seni \u00f6zleyince kamyonlar\u0131 takip ederim.”<\/p>\n

O an bu s\u00f6zleri \u00e7ocuk\u00e7a bir \u015faka sanm\u0131\u015ft\u0131m.<\/p>\n

Ama \u015fimdi i\u00e7imde korkun\u00e7 bir \u015f\u00fcphe do\u011fmu\u015ftu.<\/p>\n

“K\u0131van\u00e7, Ada benim evime gitmeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yor olabilir!”<\/p>\n

Hepimiz yeniden arabaya ko\u015ftuk.<\/p>\n

Okulla evim aras\u0131nda yakla\u015f\u0131k iki kilometre vard\u0131.<\/p>\n

Yolun bir k\u0131sm\u0131 tarlalar\u0131n ve eski depolar\u0131n yan\u0131ndan ge\u00e7iyordu.<\/p>\n

K\u0131van\u00e7 ana caddeye d\u00f6nerken ben kald\u0131r\u0131mdaki her \u00e7ocu\u011fa dikkatle bakt\u0131m.<\/p>\n

Sonunda tah\u0131l silosunun yak\u0131n\u0131nda k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir pembe mont g\u00f6rd\u00fcm.<\/p>\n

Bir \u00e7itin yan\u0131nda hareketsiz duruyordu.<\/p>\n

“Dur!” diye ba\u011f\u0131rd\u0131m.<\/p>\n

Araba tamamen durmadan kap\u0131y\u0131 a\u00e7t\u0131m.<\/p>\n

Ko\u015farak \u00e7ite yakla\u015ft\u0131m.<\/p>\n

Ada oradayd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Ama yaln\u0131z de\u011fildi.<\/p>\n

Ya\u015fl\u0131 bir kamyon \u015fof\u00f6r\u00fc onun yan\u0131nda \u00e7\u00f6melmi\u015f, elindeki telefonla birini ar\u0131yordu.<\/p>\n

Beni g\u00f6r\u00fcnce aya\u011fa kalkt\u0131.<\/p>\n

“Bu k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck han\u0131m\u0131 m\u0131 ar\u0131yorsunuz?”<\/p>\n

Ada ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 kald\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n

“Anneanne!”<\/p>\n

Kollar\u0131ma at\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131nda dizlerimin ba\u011f\u0131 \u00e7\u00f6z\u00fcld\u00fc.<\/p>\n

Onu \u00f6ylesine s\u0131k\u0131 sar\u0131ld\u0131m ki bir daha b\u0131rakmak istemedim.<\/p>\n

Kamyon \u015fof\u00f6r\u00fc, Ada’y\u0131 yol kenar\u0131nda a\u011flarken buldu\u011funu s\u00f6yledi.<\/p>\n

K\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck k\u0131z, anneannesinin beyaz evini arad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 anlatm\u0131\u015ft\u0131.<\/p>\n

\u015eule ko\u015farak yan\u0131m\u0131za geldi.<\/p>\n

K\u0131z\u0131na sar\u0131l\u0131p h\u0131\u00e7k\u0131rarak a\u011flamaya ba\u015flad\u0131.<\/p>\n

Ada ise g\u00f6zya\u015flar\u0131 i\u00e7inde beklenmedik bir \u015fey s\u00f6yledi.<\/p>\n

“Anneanne, annem senin bizi sevmedi\u011fini s\u00f6yledi.”<\/p>\n

Hepimiz donup kald\u0131k.<\/p>\n

\u015eule k\u0131z\u0131n\u0131n y\u00fcz\u00fcne bakt\u0131.<\/p>\n

“Ben \u00f6yle demedim Ada.”<\/p>\n

“Telefonda anneannem bizi istemiyor dedin.”<\/p>\n

\u015eule g\u00f6zlerini kapatt\u0131.<\/p>\n

O an k\u0131z\u0131m\u0131n, benim ta\u015f\u0131nmam\u0131n ard\u0131ndan evde s\u00f6ylediklerinin k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fcc\u00fck bir \u00e7ocu\u011fun kalbinde nas\u0131l bir iz b\u0131rakt\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 anlad\u0131m.<\/p>\n

Ada’n\u0131n sa\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131 ok\u015fad\u0131m.<\/p>\n

“Ben sizi her zaman sevece\u011fim. Sadece ba\u015fka bir evde oturuyorum.”<\/p>\n

“Bir daha kaybolmayaca\u011f\u0131m anneanne.”<\/p>\n

“Biliyorum can\u0131m.”<\/p>\n

O ak\u015fam hep birlikte k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck evime d\u00f6nd\u00fck.<\/p>\n

Ada verandadaki sal\u0131ncakta uyuyakald\u0131.<\/p>\n

\u015eule yan\u0131ma oturdu.<\/p>\n

“Anne, seni kaybetmekten korktu\u011fum i\u00e7in k\u00f6t\u00fc davrand\u0131m. Ama bug\u00fcn k\u0131z\u0131m\u0131 kaybetme korkusunu ya\u015fay\u0131nca yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131m hatay\u0131 anlad\u0131m.”<\/p>\n

Omzuna dokundum.<\/p>\n

“Birini sevmek, onu yan\u0131nda tutmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmak de\u011fildir k\u0131z\u0131m. Bazen kendi yolunda y\u00fcr\u00fcmesine izin vermektir.”<\/p>\n

K\u0131van\u00e7 ertesi hafta bor\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131 yap\u0131land\u0131rmak i\u00e7in bankaya ba\u015fvurdu.<\/p>\n

\u015eule yeni bir i\u015f buldu.<\/p>\n

Ben de torunlar\u0131ma ara s\u0131ra bakmaya devam ettim.<\/p>\n

Ama art\u0131k bu bir zorunluluk de\u011fildi.<\/p>\n

\u0130stedi\u011fim zaman gidiyor, istedi\u011fim zaman kendi evime d\u00f6n\u00fcyordum.<\/p>\n

Aylar sonra, bir pazar sabah\u0131 Ada verandamda otururken bana sordu:<\/p>\n

“Anneanne, bu ev neden bu kadar k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck?”<\/p>\n

G\u00fcl\u00fcmsedim.<\/p>\n

“\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc insan\u0131n mutlu olmas\u0131 i\u00e7in kocaman bir eve ihtiyac\u0131 yok.”<\/p>\n

“Peki neye ihtiyac\u0131 var?”<\/p>\n

Onu kuca\u011f\u0131ma ald\u0131m.<\/p>\n

“Kendini de\u011ferli hissedebilece\u011fi bir yere.”<\/p>\n

Ada ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6\u011fs\u00fcme yaslad\u0131.<\/p>\n

O an Fuat’\u0131n bana y\u0131llarca \u00f6\u011fretti\u011fi \u015feyi nihayet tam anlam\u0131yla kavrad\u0131m.<\/p>\n

Aile olmak ayn\u0131 \u00e7at\u0131n\u0131n alt\u0131nda ya\u015famak de\u011fildi.<\/p>\n

Birbirinin hayat\u0131na sayg\u0131 duymak, zor g\u00fcnlerde yan\u0131nda olmak ve sevgiyi hi\u00e7bir zaman bor\u00e7 hesab\u0131na d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015ft\u00fcrmemekti.<\/p>\n

Ben altm\u0131\u015f yedi ya\u015f\u0131mda ilk kez yaln\u0131z ya\u015famay\u0131 \u00f6\u011frenmi\u015ftim.<\/p>\n

Ama art\u0131k yaln\u0131z de\u011fildim.<\/p>\n

\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc kendi kap\u0131m\u0131 a\u00e7abildi\u011fim gibi, sevdiklerime de o kap\u0131y\u0131 g\u00f6n\u00fcl rahatl\u0131\u011f\u0131yla a\u00e7abiliyordum.<\/p>\n

Ve hayat\u0131m\u0131n en de\u011ferli anahtar\u0131, cebimde ta\u015f\u0131d\u0131\u011f\u0131m metal anahtar de\u011fil, sonunda yeniden kazand\u0131\u011f\u0131m \u00f6zg\u00fcrl\u00fc\u011f\u00fcmd\u00fc.<\/p>\n"},"alt_text":"","media_type":"image","mime_type":"image\/jpeg","media_details":{"width":1024,"height":1536,"file":"2026\/10\/ggff.jpg","filesize":296363,"sizes":{"medium":{"file":"ggff-200x300.jpg","width":200,"height":300,"filesize":18902,"mime_type":"image\/jpeg","source_url":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/10\/ggff-200x300.jpg"},"large":{"file":"ggff-683x1024.jpg","width":683,"height":1024,"filesize":172212,"mime_type":"image\/jpeg","source_url":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/10\/ggff-683x1024.jpg"},"thumbnail":{"file":"ggff-150x150.jpg","width":150,"height":150,"filesize":7723,"mime_type":"image\/jpeg","source_url":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/10\/ggff-150x150.jpg"},"medium_large":{"file":"ggff-768x1152.jpg","width":768,"height":1152,"filesize":208942,"mime_type":"image\/jpeg","source_url":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/10\/ggff-768x1152.jpg"},"full":{"file":"ggff.jpg","width":1024,"height":1536,"mime_type":"image\/jpeg","source_url":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/10\/ggff.jpg"}},"image_meta":{"aperture":"0","credit":"","camera":"","caption":"","created_timestamp":"0","copyright":"","focal_length":"0","iso":"0","shutter_speed":"0","title":"","orientation":"0","keywords":[],"alt":""}},"post":1712,"source_url":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/10\/ggff.jpg","filename":"ggff.jpg","filesize":296363,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/1714","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/attachment"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1714"}],"wp:attached-to":[{"embeddable":true,"post_type":"post","id":1712,"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1712"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}