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“Telefonu kapatt\u0131m, arabay\u0131 \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131rd\u0131m ve babam\u0131n mezar\u0131na do\u011fru yola \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131m.”<\/p>\n

Direksiyonun ba\u015f\u0131nda giderken ellerim h\u00e2l\u00e2 titriyordu. Otuz bir y\u0131ll\u0131k evlili\u011fimin birka\u00e7 dakika i\u00e7inde parampar\u00e7a olmas\u0131na m\u0131, yoksa o\u011flumun hen\u00fcz \u00fc\u00e7 ayl\u0131k kar\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n kendi kay\u0131npederiyle birlikte olmas\u0131na m\u0131 a\u011flayaca\u011f\u0131m\u0131 bilmiyordum.<\/p>\n

Mezarl\u0131\u011f\u0131n kap\u0131s\u0131na vard\u0131\u011f\u0131mda Koral hen\u00fcz gelmemi\u015fti. Arabadan indim, babam\u0131n mezar\u0131na y\u00fcr\u00fcd\u00fcm. Mermer ta\u015f\u0131n \u00fczerindeki foto\u011fraf\u0131na bakarken y\u0131llard\u0131r i\u00e7imde ta\u015f\u0131d\u0131\u011f\u0131m bir pi\u015fmanl\u0131k yeniden canland\u0131.<\/p>\n

Babam Erol’u hi\u00e7bir zaman sevmemi\u015fti. D\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn\u00fcm\u00fczden \u00f6nce beni kenara \u00e7ekip, “K\u0131z\u0131m, baz\u0131 insanlar seni sevdi\u011fi i\u00e7in de\u011fil, senin sundu\u011fun hayat\u0131 sevdi\u011fi i\u00e7in yan\u0131nda durur,” demi\u015fti.<\/p>\n

O zaman ona k\u0131zm\u0131\u015ft\u0131m. \u015eimdi ise ke\u015fke s\u00f6zlerini biraz daha ciddiye alsayd\u0131m diyordum.<\/p>\n

Arkamdan ayak sesleri duydum.<\/p>\n

“Anne!”<\/p>\n

Koral nefes nefese yan\u0131ma geldi. Hastanedeki gece n\u00f6betine gitmeden \u00f6nce \u00fczerini de\u011fi\u015ftirmeye f\u0131rsat bulamam\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Y\u00fcz\u00fcndeki endi\u015feyi g\u00f6r\u00fcnce i\u00e7im par\u00e7aland\u0131.<\/p>\n

“Ne oldu? Neden buraday\u0131z? Babam iyi mi?”<\/p>\n

Telefonumu \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131m.<\/p>\n

“Baban hayatta, o\u011flum. Ama birazdan g\u00f6rece\u011fin \u015fey ikimizin de hayat\u0131n\u0131 de\u011fi\u015ftirecek.”<\/p>\n

\u00d6nce foto\u011fraf\u0131 g\u00f6sterdim.<\/p>\n

Koral ekrana bakt\u0131. Ka\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7att\u0131.<\/p>\n

“Bu… \u0130pek mi?”<\/p>\n

Ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131 sallad\u0131m.<\/p>\n

“Yan\u0131ndaki de baban.”<\/p>\n

“Biliyorum ama… Ne yap\u0131yorlar orada?”<\/p>\n

Cevap vermek yerine videoyu a\u00e7t\u0131m.<\/p>\n

G\u00f6r\u00fcnt\u00fcler ilerledik\u00e7e o\u011flumun y\u00fcz\u00fcndeki b\u00fct\u00fcn renk \u00e7ekildi. Erol’un \u0130pek’i belinden kavrad\u0131\u011f\u0131, ard\u0131ndan dudaklar\u0131ndan \u00f6pt\u00fc\u011f\u00fc an geldi\u011finde telefonu elimden ald\u0131.<\/p>\n

Videoyu tekrar oynatt\u0131.<\/p>\n

Sonra bir kez daha.<\/p>\n

“Bu ger\u00e7ek olamaz,” diye f\u0131s\u0131ldad\u0131.<\/p>\n

“Koral…”<\/p>\n

“Anne, l\u00fctfen bunun bir a\u00e7\u0131klamas\u0131 oldu\u011funu s\u00f6yle.”<\/p>\n

O\u011fluma sar\u0131lmak istedim ama bir ad\u0131m geri \u00e7ekildi. Dizlerinin ba\u011f\u0131 \u00e7\u00f6z\u00fclm\u00fc\u015f gibiydi. Babas\u0131n\u0131n mezar\u0131n\u0131n hemen yan\u0131ndaki ta\u015f banka oturdu.<\/p>\n

Be\u015f dakika boyunca tek kelime etmedi.<\/p>\n

Sonunda ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 kald\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n

“Ne zamand\u0131r biliyorsun?”<\/p>\n

“Bug\u00fcn \u00f6\u011frendim.”<\/p>\n

“Ne zamand\u0131r birlikteler?”<\/p>\n

“Bilmiyorum.”<\/p>\n

Koral g\u00f6zlerini kapatt\u0131.<\/p>\n

“Ben \u00fc\u00e7 ay \u00f6nce o kad\u0131nla evlendim, anne. Babam nik\u00e2h \u015fahidimdi.”<\/p>\n

Bu c\u00fcmle kalbime sapland\u0131.<\/p>\n

\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc Erol d\u00fc\u011f\u00fcnde o\u011flumun omzuna elini koymu\u015f, “Kar\u0131na sahip \u00e7\u0131k, evlad\u0131m. Evlilik kutsald\u0131r,” demi\u015fti.<\/p>\n

O an bu hat\u0131ran\u0131n ne kadar korkun\u00e7 oldu\u011funu ikimiz de fark ettik.<\/p>\n

Koral aya\u011fa kalkt\u0131.<\/p>\n

“Onlar\u0131 \u00f6ld\u00fcrece\u011fim!”<\/p>\n

Kolundan yakalad\u0131m.<\/p>\n

“Hay\u0131r! Hayat\u0131n\u0131 bu iki insan i\u00e7in mahvetmeyeceksin.”<\/p>\n

“Babam benim kar\u0131mla yat\u0131yor, anne!”<\/p>\n

“Ve bunun bedelini \u00f6deyecekler. Ama senin gelece\u011finle de\u011fil.”<\/p>\n

O\u011flum g\u00f6zya\u015flar\u0131na bo\u011fuldu. \u00c7ocuklu\u011fundan beri onu b\u00f6yle a\u011flarken g\u00f6rmemi\u015ftim.<\/p>\n

Sonunda ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 omzuma yaslad\u0131.<\/p>\n

“Ne yapaca\u011f\u0131z?”<\/p>\n

Babam\u0131n mezar\u0131na bakt\u0131m.<\/p>\n

“\u00d6nce ger\u00e7e\u011fin tamam\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6\u011frenece\u011fiz. Sonra da hayat\u0131m\u0131zdan \u00e7\u0131karaca\u011f\u0131z onlar\u0131.”<\/p>\n

O gece eve d\u00f6nmedik.<\/p>\n

Koral benimle birlikte yak\u0131n arkada\u015f\u0131m\u0131n bo\u015f duran dairesine geldi. Sabaha kadar konu\u015ftuk. \u0130pek’in son haftalarda davran\u0131\u015flar\u0131n\u0131n de\u011fi\u015fti\u011fini, s\u00fcrekli Erol’la mesajla\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6\u011frendim.<\/p>\n

Koral, “Babamla iyi anla\u015f\u0131yorlar diye seviniyordum,” dedi. “Hatta ge\u00e7en hafta \u0130pek’e s\u00fcrpriz yapmak i\u00e7in babamdan yard\u0131m istedim.”<\/p>\n

\u0130\u015fte o zaman midem buland\u0131.<\/p>\n

Ertesi sabah bir avukatla g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015ft\u00fck.<\/p>\n

Avukat\u0131m\u0131z Sevim Han\u0131m, \u00f6nce sakin olmam\u0131z\u0131 istedi.<\/p>\n

“\u0130kinizin de hukuki haklar\u0131 var. Ama \u00f6fkeyle hareket ederseniz kendinizi zor durumda b\u0131rakabilirsiniz.”<\/p>\n

Ona foto\u011fraflar\u0131, videoyu ve tablette g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm mesaj\u0131 anlatt\u0131m.<\/p>\n

Ard\u0131ndan y\u0131llard\u0131r saklad\u0131\u011f\u0131m tapu dosyas\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131m.<\/p>\n

Erol’la oturdu\u011fumuz ev babamdan bana miras kalm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Erol her f\u0131rsatta oran\u0131n kendi evi oldu\u011funu s\u00f6ylese de tapuda yaln\u0131zca benim ad\u0131m vard\u0131.<\/p>\n

Ayr\u0131ca babam\u0131n b\u0131rakt\u0131\u011f\u0131 k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck d\u00fckk\u00e2n\u0131n kira gelirini de y\u0131llard\u0131r ortak hesab\u0131m\u0131za yat\u0131r\u0131yordum.<\/p>\n

Avukat dosyalar\u0131 inceledi.<\/p>\n

“\u00d6ncelikle hesap hareketlerini kontrol etmeliyiz. E\u015finizin sizin bilginiz d\u0131\u015f\u0131nda mal varl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 elden \u00e7\u0131kar\u0131p \u00e7\u0131karmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 ara\u015ft\u0131raca\u011f\u0131z.”<\/p>\n

O g\u00fcn bankaya gittim.<\/p>\n

Ve ikinci darbeyi orada ald\u0131m.<\/p>\n

Ortak hesab\u0131m\u0131zdan son alt\u0131 ayda toplam 780 bin lira \u00e7ekilmi\u015fti.<\/p>\n

Paran\u0131n b\u00fcy\u00fck k\u0131sm\u0131 Erol’un ki\u015fisel hesab\u0131na aktar\u0131lm\u0131\u015ft\u0131.<\/p>\n

Dekontlar\u0131 incelerken ba\u015fka bir ayr\u0131nt\u0131 dikkatimi \u00e7ekti.<\/p>\n

\u0130pek’in ad\u0131na yap\u0131lan d\u00fczenli para transferleri.<\/p>\n

\u0130lk \u00f6deme d\u00fc\u011f\u00fcnden iki ay \u00f6nce ger\u00e7ekle\u015ftirilmi\u015fti.<\/p>\n

Koral dekontlar\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcnce sandalyesine \u00e7\u00f6kt\u00fc.<\/p>\n

“Anne, bu ili\u015fki evlenmeden \u00f6nce ba\u015flam\u0131\u015f.”<\/p>\n

O an her \u015fey daha da korkun\u00e7 bir h\u00e2l ald\u0131.<\/p>\n

\u0130pek yaln\u0131zca o\u011flumu aldatmam\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Daha d\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn ger\u00e7ekle\u015fmeden Erol’la birlikteymi\u015f.<\/p>\n

“Neden benimle evlendi?” diye sordu Koral.<\/p>\n

Bu sorunun cevab\u0131n\u0131 hen\u00fcz bilmiyordum.<\/p>\n

Ama \u00f6\u011frenmeye kararl\u0131yd\u0131m.<\/p>\n

Sevim Han\u0131m’\u0131n yard\u0131m\u0131yla gerekli hukuki ba\u015fvurular\u0131 haz\u0131rlad\u0131k. Koral da kendi bo\u015fanma davas\u0131 i\u00e7in belgeleri toplad\u0131.<\/p>\n

\u00dc\u00e7 g\u00fcn sonra Erol beni arad\u0131.<\/p>\n

“Ayten, neredesin sen? Eve gelmiyorsun, telefonlar\u0131ma \u00e7\u0131km\u0131yorsun!”<\/p>\n

Sesini duyunca eskiden oldu\u011fu gibi heyecanlanmad\u0131m.<\/p>\n

“Ak\u015fam konu\u015faca\u011f\u0131z,” dedim. “Koral da gelecek.”<\/p>\n

“Neden Koral geliyor?”<\/p>\n

“\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc konu\u015facaklar\u0131m\u0131z onu da ilgilendiriyor.”<\/p>\n

Telefonu kapatt\u0131m.<\/p>\n

O ak\u015fam Erol’u ve \u0130pek’i evimize \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rd\u0131k.<\/p>\n

\u0130kisi de hi\u00e7bir \u015feyden habersiz gelmi\u015fti.<\/p>\n

Erol salona girer girmez \u00f6fkelendi.<\/p>\n

“Bu ne sa\u00e7mal\u0131k? \u00dc\u00e7 g\u00fcnd\u00fcr ortadan kayboluyorsun!”<\/p>\n

\u0130pek ise Koral’a yakla\u015ft\u0131.<\/p>\n

“A\u015fk\u0131m, seni \u00e7ok merak ettim.”<\/p>\n

Koral onun kendisine dokunmas\u0131na izin vermedi.<\/p>\n

“Oraya otur.”<\/p>\n

\u0130pek \u015fa\u015f\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n

“Ne oluyor?”<\/p>\n

Masaya d\u00f6rt foto\u011fraf b\u0131rakt\u0131m.<\/p>\n

Otelin \u00f6n\u00fcnde \u00e7ekti\u011fim foto\u011fraflar.<\/p>\n

\u0130pek’in y\u00fcz\u00fc bembeyaz oldu.<\/p>\n

Erol ise \u00f6nce foto\u011fraflara, sonra bana bakt\u0131.<\/p>\n

“Ayten, a\u00e7\u0131klayabilirim.”<\/p>\n

“Otuz bir y\u0131ll\u0131k evlili\u011fini mi a\u00e7\u0131klayacaks\u0131n, yoksa o\u011flunun kar\u0131s\u0131yla ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131n ili\u015fkiyi mi?”<\/p>\n

\u0130pek a\u011flamaya ba\u015flad\u0131.<\/p>\n

“Bu d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn\u00fcz gibi de\u011fil!”<\/p>\n

Koral ilk kez sesini y\u00fckseltti.<\/p>\n

“\u00d6yleyse nas\u0131l? Babam seni neden \u00f6p\u00fcyordu?”<\/p>\n

\u0130pek ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 e\u011fdi.<\/p>\n

Erol ellerini iki yana a\u00e7t\u0131.<\/p>\n

“Bir hata yapt\u0131k. \u0130kinizi de seviyoruz.”<\/p>\n

Bu s\u00f6zleri duyunca g\u00fcld\u00fcm.<\/p>\n

Hayat\u0131mda ilk kez bir insan\u0131n y\u00fcz\u00fcne bu kadar ac\u0131 bir g\u00fcl\u00fcmsemeyle bakt\u0131m.<\/p>\n

“\u0130nsan sevdi\u011fi ki\u015finin hayat\u0131n\u0131 b\u00f6yle mahvetmez, Erol.”<\/p>\n

Tam o s\u0131rada \u0130pek a\u011flayarak konu\u015ftu.<\/p>\n

“Ben asl\u0131nda bu evlili\u011fi istememi\u015ftim.”<\/p>\n

Koral’\u0131n y\u00fcz\u00fc gerildi.<\/p>\n

“Ne dedin?”<\/p>\n

“Erol bana her \u015feyi d\u00fczeltece\u011fini s\u00f6yledi. Biraz zaman istedi.”<\/p>\n

Odadaki sessizlik a\u011f\u0131rla\u015ft\u0131.<\/p>\n

Erol ona d\u00f6n\u00fcp ba\u011f\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n

“Kes sesini!”<\/p>\n

Ama \u0130pek devam etti.<\/p>\n

“Bana Ayten’den bo\u015fanaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 s\u00f6yledi. Sonra birlikte ya\u015fayacakt\u0131k.”<\/p>\n

Koral yumruklar\u0131n\u0131 s\u0131kt\u0131.<\/p>\n

“\u00d6yleyse benimle neden evlendin?”<\/p>\n

\u0130pek cevap vermedi.<\/p>\n

Ben \u00e7antamdan banka dekontlar\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131m.<\/p>\n

“Belki de bununla ilgisi vard\u0131r.”<\/p>\n

Masaya b\u0131rakt\u0131\u011f\u0131m belgeleri g\u00f6ren Erol’un g\u00f6zleri b\u00fcy\u00fcd\u00fc.<\/p>\n

\u0130pek’e aktar\u0131lan paralar\u0131 tek tek g\u00f6sterdim.<\/p>\n

“Bu paralar nereye gitti?”<\/p>\n

Erol konu\u015fmad\u0131.<\/p>\n

\u0130pek h\u0131\u00e7k\u0131rarak, “Bor\u00e7lar\u0131m\u0131 kapatmak i\u00e7in verdi,” dedi.<\/p>\n

Koral ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 iki yana sallad\u0131.<\/p>\n

“Demek babam sana para veriyordu. Sen de benimle evleniyordun.”<\/p>\n

“Erol bana her \u015feyin yoluna girece\u011fini s\u00f6yledi!”<\/p>\n

O\u011flumun sesi buz gibiydi.<\/p>\n

“Benim hayat\u0131m sizin i\u00e7in neydi? Bir oyun mu?”<\/p>\n

\u0130pek cevap veremedi.<\/p>\n

\u0130\u015fte o an Koral cebinden k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir kutu \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131.<\/p>\n

D\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn y\u00fcz\u00fc\u011f\u00fcyd\u00fc.<\/p>\n

Y\u00fcz\u00fc\u011f\u00fc masaya b\u0131rakt\u0131.<\/p>\n

“Ben seni ger\u00e7ekten sevdim. Ama sen benim sevgimi kulland\u0131n.”<\/p>\n

Ard\u0131ndan babas\u0131na d\u00f6nd\u00fc.<\/p>\n

“Sen benim kahraman\u0131md\u0131n. \u00c7ocukken senin gibi bir adam olmak isterdim.”<\/p>\n

Erol’un g\u00f6zleri doldu.<\/p>\n

“Koral, o\u011flum…”<\/p>\n

“Bana o\u011flum deme!”<\/p>\n

Erol oldu\u011fu yerde donakald\u0131.<\/p>\n

Koral devam etti.<\/p>\n

“Bir g\u00fcn benim de \u00e7ocu\u011fum olursa ona seni nas\u0131l anlataca\u011f\u0131m\u0131 bilmiyorum. Belki de hi\u00e7 anlatmayaca\u011f\u0131m.”<\/p>\n

Erol a\u011flamaya ba\u015flad\u0131.<\/p>\n

Ancak art\u0131k \u00e7ok ge\u00e7ti.<\/p>\n

Sevim Han\u0131m’\u0131n haz\u0131rlad\u0131\u011f\u0131 hukuki evraklar\u0131 masaya koydum.<\/p>\n

“Bo\u015fanmak istiyorum. Mal varl\u0131\u011f\u0131yla ilgili i\u015flemler de avukatlar arac\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131yla y\u00fcr\u00fct\u00fclecek.”<\/p>\n

Erol \u00f6fkeyle aya\u011fa f\u0131rlad\u0131.<\/p>\n

“Beni otuz bir y\u0131ll\u0131k evimden mi kovuyorsun?”<\/p>\n

“Hay\u0131r, Erol. Sana ait olmayan bir hayat\u0131n art\u0131k devam etmeyece\u011fini s\u00f6yl\u00fcyorum.”<\/p>\n

“Evimizi b\u00f6yle da\u011f\u0131tamazs\u0131n!”<\/p>\n

“Evimizi da\u011f\u0131tan ben de\u011filim.”<\/p>\n

Bir an sustum.<\/p>\n

“Sen \u00e7oktan da\u011f\u0131tt\u0131n.”<\/p>\n

O gece Erol ve \u0130pek ayr\u0131 ayr\u0131 evden ayr\u0131ld\u0131. Erol ge\u00e7ici olarak bir otele yerle\u015fti. Sonraki haftalarda avukatlar\u0131m\u0131z arac\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131yla g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015ferek bo\u015fanma ve mal payla\u015f\u0131m\u0131 s\u00fcrecini y\u00fcr\u00fctt\u00fck.<\/p>\n

Ama hik\u00e2ye orada bitmedi.<\/p>\n

\u0130ki hafta sonra Koral’a bilinmeyen bir numaradan mesaj geldi.<\/p>\n

Mesajda yaln\u0131zca \u015fu yaz\u0131yordu:<\/p>\n

“Baban\u0131n sana yapt\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131 biliyorsun. Ama neden yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 bilmiyorsun. Annenin de bilmesi gereken ba\u015fka \u015feyler var.”<\/p>\n

Mesaj\u0131n alt\u0131nda bir adres bulunuyordu.<\/p>\n

Eski bir muhasebe b\u00fcrosu.<\/p>\n

Koral hemen beni arad\u0131.<\/p>\n

“Anne, bunu g\u00f6rmelisin.”<\/p>\n

Ertesi sabah birlikte adrese gittik.<\/p>\n

Bizi altm\u0131\u015fl\u0131 ya\u015flar\u0131nda, g\u00f6zl\u00fckl\u00fc bir adam kar\u015f\u0131lad\u0131.<\/p>\n

Ad\u0131n\u0131n Haluk oldu\u011funu s\u00f6yledi.<\/p>\n

Y\u0131llarca Erol’un muhasebe i\u015flerini y\u00fcr\u00fctm\u00fc\u015f.<\/p>\n

“Size ula\u015fmak zorundayd\u0131m,” dedi. “\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc i\u015fin i\u00e7inde yaln\u0131zca aldatma yok.”<\/p>\n

\u00d6n\u00fcm\u00fcze bir dosya koydu.<\/p>\n

Belgelerde Erol’un y\u0131llard\u0131r gizledi\u011fi bor\u00e7lar vard\u0131. \u0130pek’e yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u00f6demelerin bir k\u0131sm\u0131 da bu bor\u00e7larla ba\u011flant\u0131l\u0131yd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Haluk, “Erol baz\u0131 ticari yat\u0131r\u0131mlarda b\u00fcy\u00fck paralar kaybetti,” dedi. “Sonra sizin mal varl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131z\u0131 teminat g\u00f6stermeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131.”<\/p>\n

Kalbim s\u0131k\u0131\u015ft\u0131.<\/p>\n

“Ben hi\u00e7bir belge imzalamad\u0131m.”<\/p>\n

“Biliyorum. Zaten bu y\u00fczden i\u015flem tamamlanamad\u0131.”<\/p>\n

Haluk dosyadan ba\u015fka bir k\u00e2\u011f\u0131t \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131.<\/p>\n

“Fakat e\u015finiz \u0130pek’e, sizin bo\u015fanmada y\u00fcksek bir \u00f6deme yapaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131z\u0131 ve onunla yeni bir hayat kuraca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 s\u00f6ylemi\u015f.”<\/p>\n

Koral ac\u0131yla g\u00fcld\u00fc.<\/p>\n

“Yani ikisi de paran\u0131n pe\u015findeymi\u015f.”<\/p>\n

Haluk ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 e\u011fdi.<\/p>\n

“\u00d6yle g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcyor. Ama kad\u0131n onun bor\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131n tamam\u0131n\u0131 bilmiyormu\u015f.”<\/p>\n

O an anlad\u0131m.<\/p>\n

Erol yaln\u0131zca evlili\u011fini de\u011fil, gelece\u011fimizi de kumar masas\u0131na s\u00fcrm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc.<\/p>\n

Belgeleri avukat\u0131m\u0131za teslim ettik.<\/p>\n

Aylar s\u00fcren zorlu bir s\u00fcre\u00e7 ba\u015flad\u0131.<\/p>\n

Erol defalarca bar\u0131\u015fmak istedi. \u00c7i\u00e7ekler g\u00f6nderdi, mektuplar yazd\u0131, evimizin \u00f6n\u00fcnde bekledi.<\/p>\n

Bir mektubunda, “Otuz bir y\u0131l\u0131 silip atamazs\u0131n,” diyordu.<\/p>\n

Ona yaln\u0131zca bir kez cevap verdim.<\/p>\n

“Ben otuz bir y\u0131l\u0131 silmiyorum. O y\u0131llar\u0131n g\u00fczel hat\u0131ralar\u0131n\u0131 sakl\u0131yorum. Ama kalan \u00f6mr\u00fcm\u00fc ayn\u0131 yalan\u0131n i\u00e7inde ya\u015famayaca\u011f\u0131m.”<\/p>\n

Koral ise \u0130pek’le b\u00fct\u00fcn ki\u015fisel ba\u011flar\u0131n\u0131 kopard\u0131. Bo\u015fanma davalar\u0131 devam ederken yaln\u0131zca avukatlar\u0131 arac\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131yla ileti\u015fim kurdular.<\/p>\n

En zor zamanlar\u0131m\u0131zdan birinde o\u011flum bana beklenmedik bir itirafta bulundu.<\/p>\n

“Anne, bazen kendimi aptal gibi hissediyorum. Hi\u00e7bir \u015feyi fark etmedim.”<\/p>\n

Elini tuttum.<\/p>\n

“Birine g\u00fcvenmek aptall\u0131k de\u011fildir, o\u011flum. O g\u00fcveni k\u00f6t\u00fcye kullanmak utan\u0131lacak bir \u015feydir.”<\/p>\n

Koral uzun s\u00fcre sustu.<\/p>\n

Sonra ilk kez g\u00fcl\u00fcmsedi.<\/p>\n

“\u0130yi ki vars\u0131n.”<\/p>\n

Bir y\u0131l sonra ikimizin de bo\u015fanmas\u0131 kesinle\u015fti.<\/p>\n

Ortak hesaptan aktar\u0131lan paralar ve mal varl\u0131\u011f\u0131na ili\u015fkin anla\u015fmazl\u0131klar da hukuki s\u00fcre\u00e7te ele al\u0131nd\u0131. Erol’un bana miras kalan ev \u00fczerinde hak iddia etmesi sonu\u00e7 vermedi.<\/p>\n

\u0130pek ise ba\u015fka bir \u015fehre ta\u015f\u0131nd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Erol’un onunla da ili\u015fkisinin bitti\u011fini duydum.<\/p>\n

Eskiden bu haber beni mutlu ederdi belki. Ama art\u0131k hi\u00e7bir \u015fey hissetmiyordum.<\/p>\n

\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc as\u0131l zaferimiz onlar\u0131n mutsuzlu\u011fu de\u011fildi.<\/p>\n

Bizim yeniden aya\u011fa kalkmam\u0131zd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Koral hastanedeki g\u00f6revine devam etti. Bir s\u00fcre psikolojik destek ald\u0131, arkada\u015flar\u0131yla yeniden g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fmeye ba\u015flad\u0131 ve hayat\u0131na yava\u015f yava\u015f d\u00fczen getirdi.<\/p>\n

Ben ise babamdan kalan d\u00fckk\u00e2n\u0131 yenileyip k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir kitap\u00e7\u0131ya d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015ft\u00fcrd\u00fcm.<\/p>\n

A\u00e7\u0131l\u0131\u015f g\u00fcn\u00fc kap\u0131da Koral vard\u0131.<\/p>\n

Elinde bir buket beyaz papatya tutuyordu.<\/p>\n

“Dedem ya\u015fasayd\u0131 seninle gurur duyard\u0131,” dedi.<\/p>\n

G\u00f6zlerim doldu.<\/p>\n

O ak\u015fam d\u00fckk\u00e2n\u0131 kapatt\u0131ktan sonra birlikte babam\u0131n mezar\u0131na gittik.<\/p>\n

Bir y\u0131l \u00f6nce ayn\u0131 yerde, hayatlar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n bitti\u011fini sanm\u0131\u015ft\u0131k.<\/p>\n

\u015eimdi ise her \u015feye yeniden ba\u015flam\u0131\u015ft\u0131k.<\/p>\n

Koral mezar\u0131n \u00f6n\u00fcne \u00e7i\u00e7ek b\u0131rakt\u0131.<\/p>\n

“Dedeci\u011fim,” dedi, “annemi korumaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015fs\u0131n. Hakl\u0131ym\u0131\u015fs\u0131n. Ama merak etme, art\u0131k birbirimize sahip \u00e7\u0131k\u0131yoruz.”<\/p>\n

O\u011flumun omzuna ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131 yaslad\u0131m.<\/p>\n

G\u00fcne\u015f yava\u015f\u00e7a bat\u0131yordu.<\/p>\n

Babam\u0131n mezar ta\u015f\u0131na son kez dokundum.<\/p>\n

“Baba,” diye f\u0131s\u0131ldad\u0131m, “sen Erol’un bir g\u00fcn beni hayal k\u0131r\u0131kl\u0131\u011f\u0131na u\u011frataca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 s\u00f6ylemi\u015ftin. Ama bana bir \u015feyi daha \u00f6\u011fretmi\u015ftin. \u0130nsan kaybetti\u011fi \u015feylere bakarak de\u011fil, elinde kalan de\u011ferlere sahip \u00e7\u0131karak ya\u015famal\u0131.”<\/p>\n

Koral elimi tuttu.<\/p>\n

Birlikte mezarl\u0131ktan \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131k.<\/p>\n

O g\u00fcn \u015funu anlad\u0131m: Bazen en b\u00fcy\u00fck ihanet, hayat\u0131n\u0131z\u0131n sonu gibi g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcr. Oysa baz\u0131 kap\u0131lar\u0131n kapanmas\u0131, insan\u0131n kendisine d\u00f6nebilmesi i\u00e7in gereklidir.<\/p>\n

Otuz bir y\u0131ll\u0131k evlili\u011fimi kaybetmi\u015ftim.<\/p>\n

O\u011flum da b\u00fcy\u00fck bir a\u015fkla kurdu\u011fu yuvas\u0131n\u0131.<\/p>\n

Ama birbirimizi kaybetmemi\u015ftik.<\/p>\n

Ve d\u00fcnyada hi\u00e7bir intikam, iki insan\u0131n kendilerini y\u0131kmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015fanlara ra\u011fmen huzur i\u00e7inde ya\u015famay\u0131 ba\u015farmas\u0131ndan daha g\u00fc\u00e7l\u00fc de\u011fildi.<\/p>\n

\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc ger\u00e7ek zafer, size ac\u0131 \u00e7ektirenlerin ac\u0131 \u00e7ekmesini izlemek de\u011fil, onlar\u0131n a\u00e7t\u0131\u011f\u0131 yaralar\u0131n art\u0131k hayat\u0131n\u0131z\u0131 y\u00f6netmesine izin vermemektir.<\/p>\n"},"alt_text":"","media_type":"image","mime_type":"image\/jpeg","media_details":{"width":1024,"height":1536,"file":"2026\/10\/hgbv.jpg","filesize":135036,"sizes":{"medium":{"file":"hgbv-200x300.jpg","width":200,"height":300,"filesize":11847,"mime_type":"image\/jpeg","source_url":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/10\/hgbv-200x300.jpg"},"large":{"file":"hgbv-683x1024.jpg","width":683,"height":1024,"filesize":84510,"mime_type":"image\/jpeg","source_url":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/10\/hgbv-683x1024.jpg"},"thumbnail":{"file":"hgbv-150x150.jpg","width":150,"height":150,"filesize":5608,"mime_type":"image\/jpeg","source_url":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/10\/hgbv-150x150.jpg"},"medium_large":{"file":"hgbv-768x1152.jpg","width":768,"height":1152,"filesize":101452,"mime_type":"image\/jpeg","source_url":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/10\/hgbv-768x1152.jpg"},"full":{"file":"hgbv.jpg","width":1024,"height":1536,"mime_type":"image\/jpeg","source_url":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/10\/hgbv.jpg"}},"image_meta":{"aperture":"0","credit":"","camera":"","caption":"","created_timestamp":"0","copyright":"","focal_length":"0","iso":"0","shutter_speed":"0","title":"","orientation":"0","keywords":[],"alt":""}},"post":1716,"source_url":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/10\/hgbv.jpg","filename":"hgbv.jpg","filesize":135036,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/1718","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/attachment"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1718"}],"wp:attached-to":[{"embeddable":true,"post_type":"post","id":1716,"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1716"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}