{"id":1793,"date":"2026-10-18T22:55:31","date_gmt":"2026-10-18T22:55:31","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/10\/7363453-1.webp"},"modified":"2026-10-18T22:55:50","modified_gmt":"2026-10-18T22:55:50","slug":"7363453-2","status":"inherit","type":"attachment","link":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/kizim-agabeyinin-ona-dokundugunu-soylediginde-ona-inandim-esimin-oglumuzu-dovmesine-ve-onu-evden-kovmasina-izin-verdim\/7363453-2\/","title":{"rendered":"K\u0131z\u0131m, a\u011fabeyinin ona dokundu\u011funu s\u00f6yledi\u011finde ona inand\u0131m. E\u015fimin o\u011flumuzu d\u00f6vmesine ve onu evden kovmas\u0131na izin verdim."},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","template":"","meta":[],"class_list":["post-1793","attachment","type-attachment","status-inherit","hentry"],"description":{"rendered":"<p class=\"attachment\"><a href='https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/10\/7363453-1.webp'><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"300\" height=\"169\" src=\"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/10\/7363453-1-300x169.webp\" class=\"attachment-medium size-medium\" alt=\"\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/10\/7363453-1-300x169.webp 300w, https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/10\/7363453-1-1024x575.webp 1024w, https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/10\/7363453-1-768x431.webp 768w, https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/10\/7363453-1.webp 1280w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n"},"caption":{"rendered":"<p>B\u00d6L\u00dcM 2<br \/>\n\u2014 \u201cBenden art\u0131k hi\u00e7bir \u015fey beklemeyin.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Emir\u2019in bu s\u00f6zleri h\u00e2l\u00e2 kulaklar\u0131mdayd\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>Hastane koridorunda, o\u011flumun arkas\u0131ndan bakarken dizlerimin ba\u011f\u0131 \u00e7\u00f6z\u00fclm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc.<\/p>\n<p>Elif yo\u011fun bak\u0131mdayd\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>Doktorlar, k\u0131z\u0131m\u0131n hayatta kalabilmesi i\u00e7in zaman\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n darald\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 s\u00f6ylemi\u015fti.<\/p>\n<p>B\u00f6brek nakli gerekiyordu.<\/p>\n<p>Uygun verici olabilecek tek ki\u015fi ise y\u0131llar \u00f6nce kendi ellerimle evimden kovdu\u011fum o\u011flumdu.<\/p>\n<p>Emir.<\/p>\n<p>Bir zamanlar geceleri \u00fczerini \u00f6rtt\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm, ate\u015fi \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131\u011f\u0131nda sabaha kadar ba\u015f\u0131nda bekledi\u011fim \u00e7ocuk.<\/p>\n<p>\u015eimdi y\u00fcz\u00fcme bile bakmak istemiyordu.<\/p>\n<p>Mehmet kolumdan tuttu.<\/p>\n<p>\u2014 \u201cArkas\u0131ndan git, Meryem!<\/p>\n<p>Ne duruyorsun burada?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Ona d\u00f6nd\u00fcm.<\/p>\n<p>\u2014 \u201cBen mi?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u2014 \u201cEvet, sen!<\/p>\n<p>Annesisin sen onun!\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Bu s\u00f6zleri duyunca i\u00e7imde bir \u015fey koptu.<\/p>\n<p>Annesiydim.<\/p>\n<p>Peki, iki y\u0131l \u00f6nce kap\u0131n\u0131n \u00f6n\u00fcnde bana yalvar\u0131rken neden annesi oldu\u011fumu hat\u0131rlamam\u0131\u015ft\u0131m?<\/p>\n<p>Neden o gece tek bir kez bile, \u201cO\u011flum, anlat bakal\u0131m, ne oldu?\u201d diye sormam\u0131\u015ft\u0131m?<\/p>\n<p>Neden burnundan kanlar akarken yerde oturan \u00e7ocu\u011fumu kald\u0131rmak yerine, k\u0131z\u0131m\u0131n arkas\u0131na saklanm\u0131\u015ft\u0131m?<\/p>\n<p>Cevap vermedim.<\/p>\n<p>\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc Mehmet\u2019in g\u00f6zlerinde bile kendimi aklayacak bir \u015fey bulam\u0131yordum.<\/p>\n<p>Emir asans\u00f6re binmek \u00fczereydi.<\/p>\n<p>Ko\u015fup pe\u015finden gittim.<\/p>\n<p>\u2014 \u201cEmir!<\/p>\n<p>O\u011flum, ne olur dur!\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Durdu.<\/p>\n<p>Ama bana d\u00f6nmedi.<\/p>\n<p>\u2014 \u201cBana o\u011flum deme.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u00dc\u00e7 kelime.<\/p>\n<p>Bir annenin duyabilece\u011fi en a\u011f\u0131r \u00fc\u00e7 kelimeydi bunlar.<\/p>\n<p>Elimi uzatt\u0131m.<\/p>\n<p>Emir bir ad\u0131m geri \u00e7ekildi.<\/p>\n<p>\u2014 \u201c\u0130ki y\u0131l boyunca neredeydiniz?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Dilim tutuldu.<\/p>\n<p>\u2014 \u201cBen her gece o evden kovuldu\u011fum g\u00fcn\u00fc hat\u0131rlad\u0131m.<\/p>\n<p>Siz bir kez bile beni merak ettiniz mi?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u2014 \u201cO zamanlar \u00e7ok korkmu\u015ftuk, o\u011flum\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Ac\u0131 ac\u0131 g\u00fcld\u00fc.<\/p>\n<p>\u2014 \u201cSiz korkmad\u0131n\u0131z, anne.<\/p>\n<p>Siz karar\u0131n\u0131z\u0131 \u00e7oktan vermi\u015ftiniz.<\/p>\n<p>K\u0131z\u0131n\u0131z konu\u015ftu.<\/p>\n<p>Baban\u0131z yumruk att\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>Siz de kap\u0131y\u0131 kapatt\u0131n\u0131z.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 bana \u00e7evirdi.<\/p>\n<p>G\u00f6zleri k\u0131pk\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131yd\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>\u2014 \u201c\u015eimdi k\u0131z\u0131n\u0131z\u0131n bana ihtiyac\u0131 var diye mi aile olduk?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>A\u011flamaya ba\u015flad\u0131m.<\/p>\n<p>\u2014 \u201cElif senin karde\u015fin.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u2014 \u201cBiliyorum.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u2014 \u201cO dokuz ya\u015f\u0131nda, Emir!<\/p>\n<p>\u00d6l\u00fcyor!\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Emir\u2019in \u00e7enesi titredi.<\/p>\n<p>Bir an i\u00e7in y\u00fcz\u00fcnde eski o\u011flumu g\u00f6rd\u00fcm.<\/p>\n<p>K\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck karde\u015fi hastaland\u0131\u011f\u0131nda oyuncaklar\u0131n\u0131 yata\u011f\u0131n\u0131n yan\u0131na ta\u015f\u0131yan, okuldan gelir gelmez onunla ilgilenen o sessiz \u00e7ocu\u011fu\u2026<\/p>\n<p>Sonra y\u00fcz\u00fc yeniden sertle\u015fti.<\/p>\n<p>\u2014 \u201cOnu seviyorum.<\/p>\n<p>Ama kendimi de korumak zorunday\u0131m.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Asans\u00f6r\u00fcn kap\u0131s\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131ld\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>\u0130\u00e7eri girdi.<\/p>\n<p>Kap\u0131lar kapan\u0131rken son kez konu\u015ftu.<\/p>\n<p>\u2014 \u201cBana yapt\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131z\u0131n bedelini Elif\u2019e \u00f6detmek istemiyorum.<\/p>\n<p>Ama benim hayat\u0131m\u0131 da sizin su\u00e7lulu\u011funuzu hafifletmek i\u00e7in kullanman\u0131za izin vermeyece\u011fim.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Ve gitti.<\/p>\n<p>O gece hastane odas\u0131n\u0131n \u00f6n\u00fcndeki sandalyede oturdum.<\/p>\n<p>Mehmet s\u00fcrekli telefonla konu\u015fuyordu.<\/p>\n<p>Akrabalar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 ar\u0131yor, Emir\u2019i bulmalar\u0131 i\u00e7in yalvar\u0131yordu.<\/p>\n<p>Bir zamanlar o\u011flumuzun ad\u0131n\u0131 a\u011fz\u0131na bile almak istemeyen adam, \u015fimdi herkese onu soruyordu.<\/p>\n<p>G\u00f6r\u00fcmcem yan\u0131ma geldi.<\/p>\n<p>\u2014 \u201cMeryem, senin bir \u015fey yapman laz\u0131m.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131 kald\u0131rd\u0131m.<\/p>\n<p>\u2014 \u201cNe yapay\u0131m?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u2014 \u201cEmir\u2019i bul.<\/p>\n<p>Onunla konu\u015f.<\/p>\n<p>K\u0131z karde\u015fini kurtarmas\u0131 gerekti\u011fini anlat.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Bu s\u00f6zleri duyunca i\u00e7imdeki ac\u0131 \u00f6fkeye d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc.<\/p>\n<p>\u2014 \u201cSizce bilmiyor mu bunu?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Kad\u0131n sustu.<\/p>\n<p>\u2014 \u201cO \u00e7ocuk iki y\u0131ld\u0131r tek ba\u015f\u0131na.<\/p>\n<p>Nerede kald\u0131, nas\u0131l ya\u015fad\u0131, okulunu nas\u0131l bitirdi\u2026<\/p>\n<p>Hi\u00e7birimiz bilmiyoruz.<\/p>\n<p>\u015eimdi hepiniz birden ondan fedak\u00e2rl\u0131k bekliyorsunuz.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>G\u00f6r\u00fcmcem dudaklar\u0131n\u0131 b\u00fczd\u00fc.<\/p>\n<p>\u2014 \u201cAma aile dedi\u011fin zor g\u00fcnde birbirine sahip \u00e7\u0131kar.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Ona bakt\u0131m.<\/p>\n<p>\u2014 \u201cHakl\u0131s\u0131n.<\/p>\n<p>Ke\u015fke bunu iki y\u0131l \u00f6nce de s\u00f6yleseydin.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Y\u00fcz\u00fc k\u0131zard\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>Arkas\u0131n\u0131 d\u00f6n\u00fcp gitti.<\/p>\n<p>Ben ise ilk kez, y\u0131llard\u0131r sakland\u0131\u011f\u0131m o b\u00fcy\u00fck yalan\u0131 kendime itiraf ettim.<\/p>\n<p>Biz ailemizi korumam\u0131\u015ft\u0131k.<\/p>\n<p>Biz, ger\u00e7e\u011fi \u00f6\u011frenmeye cesaret edememi\u015ftik.<\/p>\n<p>Sabaha kar\u015f\u0131 Elif\u2019in durumu k\u00f6t\u00fcle\u015fti.<\/p>\n<p>Doktor odadan \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131\u011f\u0131nda aya\u011fa f\u0131rlad\u0131m.<\/p>\n<p>\u2014 \u201cK\u0131z\u0131m nas\u0131l?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Doktor g\u00f6zl\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn\u00fc \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>\u2014 \u201cDurumu kritik.<\/p>\n<p>Nakil i\u00e7in haz\u0131rl\u0131klar\u0131 s\u00fcrd\u00fcr\u00fcyoruz ama uygun verici olmadan se\u00e7eneklerimiz \u00e7ok s\u0131n\u0131rl\u0131.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Mehmet doktorun kolunu tuttu.<\/p>\n<p>\u2014 \u201cO\u011flumuz verecek!<\/p>\n<p>Emir verecek b\u00f6bre\u011fini!\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Doktor elini nazik\u00e7e kurtard\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>\u2014 \u201cBeyefendi, bu karar yaln\u0131zca ona aittir.<\/p>\n<p>Uygunluk testleri yap\u0131lmal\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>T\u0131bbi ve etik de\u011ferlendirmeler tamamlanmadan hi\u00e7bir \u015fey s\u00f6yleyemeyiz.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Mehmet\u2019in y\u00fcz\u00fc gerildi.<\/p>\n<p>\u2014 \u201cO bizim o\u011flumuz!\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Doktorun cevab\u0131 k\u0131sa oldu.<\/p>\n<p>\u2014 \u201cBu, onun bedeni \u00fczerinde karar verme hakk\u0131n\u0131z oldu\u011fu anlam\u0131na gelmez.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Mehmet sustu.<\/p>\n<p>Ben de sustum.<\/p>\n<p>\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc o c\u00fcmle, y\u0131llard\u0131r duymad\u0131\u011f\u0131m kadar a\u00e7\u0131k bir ger\u00e7e\u011fi y\u00fcz\u00fcme vurmu\u015ftu.<\/p>\n<p>Emir bizim o\u011flumuzdu.<\/p>\n<p>Ama bizim mal\u0131m\u0131z de\u011fildi.<\/p>\n<p>Saat sabah\u0131n yedisini ge\u00e7ti\u011finde Mehmet\u2019in akl\u0131na yeni bir fikir geldi.<\/p>\n<p>\u2014 \u201c\u0130nsanlar\u0131n \u00f6n\u00fcnde bunu yapamaz.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Ona bakt\u0131m.<\/p>\n<p>\u2014 \u201cNeyi?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u2014 \u201cAile meselesini.<\/p>\n<p>Herkes duyarsa geri ad\u0131m atmak zorunda kal\u0131r.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Ne demek istedi\u011fini hemen anlad\u0131m.<\/p>\n<p>Telefonunu \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>Akrabalar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n bulundu\u011fu aile grubuna mesaj yazmaya ba\u015flad\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>Emir\u2019in nerede oldu\u011funu bilen olup olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 sordu.<\/p>\n<p>Sonra bir akrabam\u0131z arad\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>Ard\u0131ndan bir ba\u015fkas\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>Herkes ayn\u0131 \u015feyi s\u00f6yl\u00fcyordu.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cNas\u0131l bir evlat bu?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cK\u0131z karde\u015fi can \u00e7eki\u015fiyor!\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201c\u0130nsan ailesini b\u00f6yle y\u00fcz\u00fcst\u00fc b\u0131rak\u0131r m\u0131?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Kimse Emir\u2019in neden gitti\u011fini sormuyordu.<\/p>\n<p>Kimse iki y\u0131l \u00f6nce ne ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 merak etmiyordu.<\/p>\n<p>Herkes yaln\u0131zca bug\u00fcnk\u00fc sonucunu g\u00f6r\u00fcyordu.<\/p>\n<p>Ben de bir zamanlar \u00f6yle yapm\u0131\u015ft\u0131m.<\/p>\n<p>Telefonumu elime ald\u0131m.<\/p>\n<p>Mehmet ne yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcnce ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 sallad\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>\u2014 \u201cSen de yaz.<\/p>\n<p>Belki seni dinler.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Parmaklar\u0131m titriyordu.<\/p>\n<p>Emir\u2019in tam ad\u0131n\u0131 yazd\u0131m.<\/p>\n<p>Ard\u0131ndan k\u0131z\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n hastanede oldu\u011funu anlatt\u0131m.<\/p>\n<p>O\u011flumun bizi terk etti\u011fini s\u00f6yledim.<\/p>\n<p>Bir annenin \u00e7aresizli\u011finden bahsettim.<\/p>\n<p>Fakat yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131m her c\u00fcmlede bir \u015fey eksikti.<\/p>\n<p>\u0130ki y\u0131l \u00f6nce onu evden kovdu\u011fumuzu yazmam\u0131\u015ft\u0131m.<\/p>\n<p>Babas\u0131n\u0131n ona vurdu\u011funu yazmam\u0131\u015ft\u0131m.<\/p>\n<p>Kendisine inanmad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131, \u00fcniversite masraflar\u0131n\u0131 kesti\u011fimizi, kap\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 y\u00fcz\u00fcne kapatt\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 yazmam\u0131\u015ft\u0131m.<\/p>\n<p>En \u00f6nemlisi\u2026<\/p>\n<p>O gece ona tek bir soru bile sormad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 yazmam\u0131\u015ft\u0131m.<\/p>\n<p>Payla\u015f d\u00fc\u011fmesine bast\u0131m.<\/p>\n<p>G\u00f6nderim birka\u00e7 dakika i\u00e7inde y\u00fczlerce ki\u015fiye ula\u015ft\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>Telefonum susmuyordu.<\/p>\n<p>\u0130nsanlar Emir\u2019e hakaret ediyordu.<\/p>\n<p>Bizi teselli edenler vard\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>Bana g\u00fc\u00e7l\u00fc bir anne oldu\u011fumu s\u00f6yleyenler bile oldu.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cAllah sana sab\u0131r versin, Meryem Han\u0131m.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cBir anne evlad\u0131n\u0131n iyili\u011finden ba\u015fka ne ister?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cB\u00f6yle evlat olmaz olsun.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Bu son c\u00fcmleyi okuyunca mideme bir a\u011fr\u0131 sapland\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc o evlat, iki y\u0131l \u00f6nce benim kap\u0131m\u0131n \u00f6n\u00fcnde a\u011flam\u0131\u015ft\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>Ve ben onu dinlememi\u015ftim.<\/p>\n<p>Tam d\u00f6rt saat sonra telefonum titredi.<\/p>\n<p>Emir yeni bir video yay\u0131mlam\u0131\u015ft\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>Videonun ba\u015fl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcmde ellerim buz kesti.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cAnnemin herkese anlatmay\u0131 unuttu\u011fu iki y\u0131l.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Videoyu a\u00e7t\u0131m.<\/p>\n<p>Emir sade bir odada oturuyordu.<\/p>\n<p>Arkas\u0131nda kitaplarla dolu bir raf vard\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>Y\u00fcz\u00fc zay\u0131flam\u0131\u015ft\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>Ama g\u00f6zleri sakindi.<\/p>\n<p>\u00d6fkeli g\u00f6r\u00fcnm\u00fcyordu.<\/p>\n<p>\u0130\u015fte bu, beni daha \u00e7ok korkuttu.<\/p>\n<p>\u2014 \u201cBen Emir,\u201d dedi.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cBu videoyu beni tan\u0131mayan insanlar annemin yazd\u0131klar\u0131na inanmak zorunda kalmas\u0131n diye \u00e7ekiyorum.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Bir an durdu.<\/p>\n<p>\u2014 \u201cDokuz ya\u015f\u0131ndaki k\u0131z karde\u015fimi seviyorum.<\/p>\n<p>Onun ba\u015f\u0131na gelenler i\u00e7in \u00fczg\u00fcn\u00fcm.<\/p>\n<p>Doktorlar\u0131n s\u00f6ylediklerini de biliyorum.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>G\u00f6zlerimden ya\u015flar s\u00fcz\u00fcld\u00fc.<\/p>\n<p>\u2014 \u201cAma annem size hik\u00e2yenin yaln\u0131zca sonunu anlatt\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>Ba\u015flang\u0131c\u0131n\u0131 de\u011fil.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Sonra telefonundan baz\u0131 belgeler \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>\u0130lk g\u00f6r\u00fcnt\u00fc, iki y\u0131l \u00f6nce \u00fcniversiteden g\u00f6nderilmi\u015f bir e-postayd\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>Ard\u0131ndan banka kay\u0131tlar\u0131 geldi.<\/p>\n<p>\u00dcniversite \u00fccretlerinin kesildi\u011fi tarih.<\/p>\n<p>\u00d6\u011frenci evinin kiras\u0131n\u0131n \u00f6denmedi\u011fi aylar.<\/p>\n<p>Yar\u0131 zamanl\u0131 i\u015flerinden kazand\u0131\u011f\u0131 parayla ald\u0131\u011f\u0131 temel ihtiya\u00e7lar\u0131n faturalar\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>Bunlar\u0131n hi\u00e7biri tek ba\u015f\u0131na b\u00fcy\u00fck bir s\u0131r de\u011fildi.<\/p>\n<p>Ama her biri, bizim kap\u0131y\u0131 kapatt\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z g\u00fcn\u00fcn ard\u0131ndan ba\u015flayan hayat\u0131n\u0131 anlat\u0131yordu.<\/p>\n<p>Emir kameraya bakt\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>\u2014 \u201cBeni evden kovduklar\u0131nda kimseye ger\u00e7e\u011fi anlatmad\u0131m.<\/p>\n<p>\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc kendi ailemi herkesin \u00f6n\u00fcnde k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcrmek istemedim.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Dudaklar\u0131n\u0131 \u0131s\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>\u2014 \u201c\u0130ki y\u0131l boyunca onlar\u0131n beni bir g\u00fcn arayaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcm.<\/p>\n<p>Belki annem \u00f6z\u00fcr dilemek isterdi.<\/p>\n<p>Belki babam bana bir kez olsun nedenini sorard\u0131.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 e\u011fdi.<\/p>\n<p>\u2014 \u201cTelefonum hi\u00e7 \u00e7almad\u0131.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>O anda 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