{"id":2048,"date":"2026-10-24T20:32:32","date_gmt":"2026-10-24T20:32:32","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/10\/gfd-5.jpg"},"modified":"2026-10-24T20:32:38","modified_gmt":"2026-10-24T20:32:38","slug":"gfd-6","status":"inherit","type":"attachment","link":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/arkadasimin-49-yasindaki-annesini-eve-birakirken\/gfd-6\/","title":{"rendered":"Arkada\u015f\u0131m\u0131n 49 Ya\u015f\u0131ndaki Annesini Eve B\u0131rak\u0131rken"},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","template":"","meta":[],"class_list":["post-2048","attachment","type-attachment","status-inherit","hentry"],"description":{"rendered":"<p class=\"attachment\"><a href='https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/10\/gfd-5.jpg'><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"300\" height=\"300\" src=\"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/10\/gfd-5-300x300.jpg\" class=\"attachment-medium size-medium\" alt=\"\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/10\/gfd-5-300x300.jpg 300w, https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/10\/gfd-5-150x150.jpg 150w, https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/10\/gfd-5.jpg 540w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n"},"caption":{"rendered":"<p>Ay\u015fen sustu. Ya\u011fmurun \u00f6n cama vuru\u015funu dinlerken parmaklar\u0131n\u0131n titredi\u011fini fark ettim. \u00c7antas\u0131ndan bir mendil \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131 ama g\u00f6zlerini silmek yerine ellerinin aras\u0131nda buru\u015fturdu. \u2018Yirmi iki y\u0131l boyunca ayn\u0131 sofraya oturduk,\u2019 dedi. \u2018Ayn\u0131 evin borcunu \u00f6dedik, ayn\u0131 \u00e7ocu\u011fu b\u00fcy\u00fctt\u00fck. \u015eimdi bana b\u00fct\u00fcn bunlar\u0131n i\u00e7inde asl\u0131nda hi\u00e7 mutlu olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 s\u00f6yl\u00fcyor.\u2019 \u2018Belki \u00f6fkeyle s\u00f6ylemi\u015ftir.\u2019 \u2018Hay\u0131r. \u00c7ok sakindi. Sanki aylard\u0131r haz\u0131rlad\u0131\u011f\u0131 bir konu\u015fmay\u0131 okuyordu.\u2019 Bunun \u00fczerine s\u00f6yleyebilece\u011fim hi\u00e7bir teselli ger\u00e7ek\u00e7i gelmedi. Ay\u015fen devam etti: \u2018En k\u00f6t\u00fcs\u00fcn\u00fc biliyor musun? Bana ba\u015fka biri oldu\u011funu s\u00f6ylemedi. Beni su\u00e7lamad\u0131 bile. Sadece art\u0131k kar\u0131 koca gibi ya\u015famak istemedi\u011fini s\u00f6yledi.\u2019 \u2018Peki sen ne dedin?\u2019 \u2018\u00d6nce \u015faka yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 sand\u0131m. Sonra a\u011flad\u0131m. En sonunda da nedenini sordum. Cevab\u0131, art\u0131k birbirimize s\u00f6yleyecek s\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcz kalmad\u0131\u011f\u0131yd\u0131.\u2019 G\u00f6zlerini bana \u00e7evirdi. \u2018Bir insan yirmi iki y\u0131l\u0131n\u0131 nas\u0131l tek c\u00fcmleyle bitirebilir?\u2019 \u2018Cevab\u0131n\u0131 bilmiyorum,\u2019 dedim. \u2018Ama o y\u0131llar ya\u015fanmad\u0131 diye bir \u015fey yok.\u2019 Bu s\u00f6zler \u00fczerine ilk kez y\u00fcz\u00fcme dikkatle bakt\u0131. \u2018Senin ya\u015f\u0131ndaki birinden b\u00f6yle bir cevap beklemiyordum.\u2019 \u2018Benim ya\u015f\u0131mda olanlar da bazen do\u011fru bir \u015fey s\u00f6yleyebiliyor.\u2019<\/p>\n"},"alt_text":"","media_type":"image","mime_type":"image\/jpeg","media_details":{"width":540,"height":540,"file":"2026\/10\/gfd-5.jpg","filesize":48395,"sizes":{"medium":{"file":"gfd-5-300x300.jpg","width":300,"height":300,"filesize":16593,"mime_type":"image\/jpeg","source_url":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/10\/gfd-5-300x300.jpg"},"thumbnail":{"file":"gfd-5-150x150.jpg","width":150,"height":150,"filesize":5807,"mime_type":"image\/jpeg","source_url":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/10\/gfd-5-150x150.jpg"},"full":{"file":"gfd-5.jpg","width":540,"height":540,"mime_type":"image\/jpeg","source_url":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/10\/gfd-5.jpg"}},"image_meta":{"aperture":"0","credit":"","camera":"","caption":"","created_timestamp":"0","copyright":"","focal_length":"0","iso":"0","shutter_speed":"0","title":"","orientation":"0","keywords":[],"alt":""}},"post":2047,"source_url":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/10\/gfd-5.jpg","filename":"gfd-5.jpg","filesize":48395,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/2048","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/attachment"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=2048"}],"wp:attached-to":[{"embeddable":true,"post_type":"post","id":2047,"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2047"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}