{"id":2197,"date":"2026-10-28T20:59:04","date_gmt":"2026-10-28T20:59:04","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/10\/vv-3.jpg"},"modified":"2026-10-28T20:59:22","modified_gmt":"2026-10-28T20:59:22","slug":"vv-5","status":"inherit","type":"attachment","link":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/komsum-bana-her-gun-evimden-cigliklar-yukseldigini-soyledi\/vv-5\/","title":{"rendered":"vv"},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","template":"","meta":[],"class_list":["post-2197","attachment","type-attachment","status-inherit","hentry"],"description":{"rendered":"<p class=\"attachment\"><a href='https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/10\/vv-3.jpg'><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"200\" height=\"300\" src=\"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/10\/vv-3-200x300.jpg\" class=\"attachment-medium size-medium\" alt=\"\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/10\/vv-3-200x300.jpg 200w, https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/10\/vv-3.jpg 360w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 200px) 100vw, 200px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n"},"caption":{"rendered":"<p>Selin elini Elif\u2019in koluna koydu. \u2014 Dinle beni. Nermin Han\u0131m Murat\u2019\u0131n annesi. Ama Murat\u2019\u0131n \u00f6ld\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn\u00fc san\u0131yor. Biz ona ger\u00e7e\u011fi s\u00f6ylemedik. O h\u00e2l\u00e2 o\u011flunun \u00f6ld\u00fc\u011f\u00fcne inan\u0131yor. Ama \u015fimdi\u2026 \u015fimdi bir \u015feyler ters gidiyor. Nermin Han\u0131m son birka\u00e7 g\u00fcnd\u00fcr garip davran\u0131yor. Evinden \u00e7\u0131\u011fl\u0131klar geldi\u011fini s\u00f6yleyen o. Ama asl\u0131nda \u00e7\u0131\u011fl\u0131klar\u0131 kendi evinden duyuyor. Kendi i\u00e7indeki seslerden.<\/p>\n<p>Elif ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 iki yana sallad\u0131. \u2014 Anlam\u0131yorum. Ne demek istiyorsun?<\/p>\n<p>Selin derin bir nefes ald\u0131. \u2014 Nermin Han\u0131m Alzheimer hastas\u0131. Murat \u00f6ld\u00fckten sonra iyice k\u00f6t\u00fcle\u015fti. Bazen senin evinde oldu\u011funu san\u0131yor. Bazen Murat\u2019\u0131n h\u00e2l\u00e2 ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131. Bazen de\u2026 bazen seni kendi k\u0131z\u0131 san\u0131yor. O \u00e7\u0131\u011fl\u0131klar\u2026 onlar Nermin Han\u0131m\u2019\u0131n kendi \u00e7\u0131\u011fl\u0131klar\u0131. Kafas\u0131n\u0131n i\u00e7indeki.<\/p>\n<p>Elif yata\u011f\u0131n kenar\u0131na oturdu. Bacaklar\u0131 tutmuyordu. \u2014 Peki sen? Sen kimsin? Neden buradas\u0131n?<\/p>\n<p>Selin yan\u0131na oturdu. \u2014 Ben Murat\u2019\u0131n bak\u0131c\u0131s\u0131y\u0131m. Son iki y\u0131ld\u0131r. Murat ka\u00e7t\u0131ktan sonra annesini bana emanet etti. Ben de onunla ilgilendim. Ama Nermin Han\u0131m\u2019\u0131n durumu k\u00f6t\u00fcle\u015fince\u2026 Murat\u2019\u0131 arad\u0131m. Ve o da gelmemi s\u00f6yledi. Seni korumam\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>\u2014 Beni mi koruman\u0131? Neden?<\/p>\n<p>\u2014 \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc Murat\u2019\u0131n bor\u00e7lu oldu\u011fu insanlar h\u00e2l\u00e2 pe\u015finde. Ve senin h\u00e2l\u00e2 Murat\u2019\u0131n kar\u0131s\u0131 oldu\u011funu biliyorlar. Seni kullanarak ona ula\u015fmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yorlar. O y\u00fczden Murat seni uzak tutmak i\u00e7in \u00f6ld\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn\u00fc s\u00f6yledi. Ama \u015fimdi\u2026 \u015fimdi durum de\u011fi\u015fti. O insanlar senin evini buldu. Ve buraya geliyorlar.<\/p>\n<p>Tam o anda alt kattan Nermin Han\u0131m\u2019\u0131n sesi y\u00fckseldi. \u2014 Murat? O\u011flum? Sen misin? Kap\u0131da bir araba var. \u0130\u00e7inde iki adam. Murat, o\u011flum, neredesin?<\/p>\n<p>Selin aya\u011fa f\u0131rlad\u0131. \u2014 Geldiler.<\/p>\n<p>Elif de aya\u011fa kalkt\u0131. \u2014 Ne yapaca\u011f\u0131z?<\/p>\n<p>Selin \u00e7antas\u0131ndan bir anahtar \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131. \u2014 Arka bah\u00e7edeki kul\u00fcbenin alt\u0131nda bir mahzen var. Murat oray\u0131 haz\u0131rlatt\u0131. \u015eimdi oraya gidiyoruz. Nermin Han\u0131m\u2019\u0131 da alaca\u011f\u0131z.<\/p>\n<p>\u2014 Ama Nermin Han\u0131m\u2026 o hasta. Ona nas\u0131l anlataca\u011f\u0131z?<\/p>\n<p>Selin kap\u0131ya y\u00f6neldi. \u2014 Anlatmayaca\u011f\u0131z. Sadece onu al\u0131p g\u00f6t\u00fcrece\u011fiz. Hadi, Elif. Zaman yok.<\/p>\n<p>Elif bir an durdu. Murat\u2019\u0131n foto\u011fraf\u0131na bakt\u0131. Sonra telefonunu cebine koydu. \u2014 Tamam. Gidelim.<\/p>\n<p>Alt kata indiklerinde Nermin Han\u0131m kap\u0131n\u0131n \u00f6n\u00fcnde duruyordu. G\u00f6zleri bo\u015flu\u011fa bak\u0131yordu. \u2014 Murat? O\u011flum? Sen misin?<\/p>\n<p>Selin nazik\u00e7e koluna girdi. \u2014 Nermin Han\u0131m, ben Selin. Murat\u2019\u0131n arkada\u015f\u0131. Hadi, seni biraz gezmeye g\u00f6t\u00fcrelim.<\/p>\n<p>Nermin Han\u0131m direnmedi. Ama kap\u0131dan \u00e7\u0131karlarken Elif\u2019e d\u00f6nd\u00fc. \u2014 Elif k\u0131z\u0131m, sen de gel. Murat seni \u00e7ok \u00f6zledi.<\/p>\n<p>Elif\u2019in g\u00f6zleri doldu. \u2014 Geliyorum, Nermin Han\u0131m. Geliyorum.<\/p>\n<p>Arka bah\u00e7eye \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131klar\u0131nda sokaktan bir araba sesi geldi. Selin h\u0131zland\u0131. \u2014 Ko\u015fun!<\/p>\n<p>Kul\u00fcbenin alt\u0131ndaki mahzene indiklerinde Elif h\u00e2l\u00e2 nefes nefeseydi. Selin kap\u0131y\u0131 kapatt\u0131. Mahzen karanl\u0131kt\u0131 ama Selin telefonunun \u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 yakt\u0131. K\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir oda. Bir yatak, bir sandalye, bir radyo. Ve duvarda as\u0131l\u0131 bir foto\u011fraf. Murat\u2019\u0131n foto\u011fraf\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>Elif foto\u011frafa bakt\u0131. \u2014 O\u2026 o h\u00e2l\u00e2 hayatta m\u0131?<\/p>\n<p>Selin ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 sallad\u0131. \u2014 Evet. Ama \u015fu an burada de\u011fil. Yurt d\u0131\u015f\u0131nda. Bor\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131 kapatmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yor. Seni buraya getirmemi istedi. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc seni koruman\u0131n tek yolu bu.<\/p>\n<p>Nermin Han\u0131m yata\u011fa oturdu. \u2014 Murat? O\u011flum? Nerede?<\/p>\n<p>Selin onun yan\u0131na oturdu. \u2014 Birazdan gelecek, Nermin Han\u0131m. Birazdan.<\/p>\n<p>Elif duvara yasland\u0131. \u0130ki y\u0131l. \u0130ki y\u0131l boyunca onun \u00f6ld\u00fc\u011f\u00fcne inanm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Ve \u015fimdi\u2026 \u015fimdi her \u015fey de\u011fi\u015fmi\u015fti. Kocas\u0131 ya\u015f\u0131yordu. Ama onu korumak i\u00e7in \u00f6lm\u00fc\u015f gibi yapm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Ve \u015fimdi o insanlar pe\u015findeydi.<\/p>\n<p>Telefonu titre\u015fti. Ekranda bir mesaj vard\u0131. Bilinmeyen bir numaradan.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cElif, ben Murat. Seni seviyorum. Ve bu kez seni b\u0131rakmayaca\u011f\u0131m. Sadece biraz daha dayan. Her \u015fey bitecek.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Elif telefonu g\u00f6\u011fs\u00fcne bast\u0131rd\u0131. G\u00f6zlerinden ya\u015flar ak\u0131yordu. Ama bu kez korkudan de\u011fil. Umuttan.<\/p>\n<p>\u2014 Tamam, diye f\u0131s\u0131ldad\u0131. \u2014 Dayanaca\u011f\u0131m.<\/p>\n<p>Mahzenin kap\u0131s\u0131na do\u011fru bakt\u0131. D\u0131\u015far\u0131da ayak sesleri vard\u0131. Yakla\u015f\u0131yorlard\u0131. Ama Elif art\u0131k yaln\u0131z de\u011fildi. Ve bu kez ka\u00e7mayacakt\u0131. Bu kez sava\u015facakt\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>Devam\u0131 i\u00e7in: Elif, Selin ve Nermin Han\u0131m mahzende saklan\u0131rken, Murat yurt d\u0131\u015f\u0131ndan d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015f planlar\u0131 yap\u0131yor. Ancak Nermin Han\u0131m\u2019\u0131n hastal\u0131\u011f\u0131 ilerledik\u00e7e ger\u00e7eklerle kurgular\u0131 birbirine kar\u0131\u015facak. Ve Elif, Murat\u2019\u0131n ge\u00e7mi\u015findeki karanl\u0131k s\u0131rr\u0131 \u00f6\u011frendi\u011finde, onu affedip affedemeyece\u011fine karar vermek zorunda kalacak.<\/p>\n"},"alt_text":"","media_type":"image","mime_type":"image\/jpeg","media_details":{"width":360,"height":540,"file":"2026\/10\/vv-3.jpg","filesize":39426,"sizes":{"medium":{"file":"vv-3-200x300.jpg","width":200,"height":300,"filesize":9648,"mime_type":"image\/jpeg","source_url":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/10\/vv-3-200x300.jpg"},"thumbnail":{"file":"vv-3-150x150.jpg","width":150,"height":150,"filesize":4460,"mime_type":"image\/jpeg","source_url":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/10\/vv-3-150x150.jpg"},"full":{"file":"vv-3.jpg","width":360,"height":540,"mime_type":"image\/jpeg","source_url":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/10\/vv-3.jpg"}},"image_meta":{"aperture":"0","credit":"","camera":"","caption":"","created_timestamp":"0","copyright":"","focal_length":"0","iso":"0","shutter_speed":"0","title":"","orientation":"0","keywords":[],"alt":""}},"post":2195,"source_url":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/10\/vv-3.jpg","filename":"vv-3.jpg","filesize":39426,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/2197","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/attachment"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=2197"}],"wp:attached-to":[{"embeddable":true,"post_type":"post","id":2195,"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2195"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}