{"id":2207,"date":"2026-10-28T21:03:33","date_gmt":"2026-10-28T21:03:33","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/10\/hgtg-6.jpg"},"modified":"2026-10-28T21:03:45","modified_gmt":"2026-10-28T21:03:45","slug":"hgtg-9","status":"inherit","type":"attachment","link":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/yirmi-yil-boyunca-seksen-dokuz-yasindaki-kayinpederim-benim-soframda-yemek-yedi\/hgtg-9\/","title":{"rendered":"Yirmi y\u0131l boyunca seksen dokuz ya\u015f\u0131ndaki kay\u0131npederim benim soframda yemek yedi."},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","template":"","meta":[],"class_list":["post-2207","attachment","type-attachment","status-inherit","hentry"],"description":{"rendered":"<p class=\"attachment\"><a href='https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/10\/hgtg-6.jpg'><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"300\" height=\"162\" src=\"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/10\/hgtg-6-300x162.jpg\" class=\"attachment-medium size-medium\" alt=\"\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/10\/hgtg-6-300x162.jpg 300w, https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/10\/hgtg-6.jpg 725w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n"},"caption":{"rendered":"<p>Derya Han\u0131m\u2019\u0131n parma\u011f\u0131 g\u00fcnl\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn sararm\u0131\u015f ilk sayfas\u0131ndaki kur\u015fun kalemle yaz\u0131lm\u0131\u015f sat\u0131rlara dokundu. Salondaki herkes nefesini tutmu\u015ftu. Murat s\u0131k\u0131nt\u0131yla saatine bak\u0131yor, Selin ise g\u00f6zlerini ovu\u015fturuyordu. Fakat o an odadaki hi\u00e7bir \u015fey umurumda de\u011fildi. G\u00f6zlerim Mehmet\u2019in o titrek, yorgun harflerine kilitlenmi\u015fti.<\/p>\n<p>Yaz\u0131, yirmi y\u0131l \u00f6nce, tam da bu eve ta\u015f\u0131nd\u0131\u011f\u0131 ilk haftalarda ba\u015flam\u0131\u015ft\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>\u201c14 Ekim,\u201d diye okudu Derya Han\u0131m, sessiz ve sayg\u0131l\u0131 bir ses tonuyla. \u201cAhmet bug\u00fcn eve yorgun arg\u0131n geldi. Ellerine bakt\u0131m; motor ya\u011f\u0131 derisinin i\u00e7ine i\u015flemi\u015fti, \u00e7\u0131km\u0131yordu. Yemek masas\u0131nda bana bak\u0131\u015f\u0131ndaki o yabanc\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131, \u00f6fkeyi g\u00f6rd\u00fcm. Hakl\u0131. \u00dc\u00e7 \u00e7ocu\u011fumun bana kap\u0131y\u0131 kapatmas\u0131ndan sonra, kendimi ba\u015fka bir evin boyunduru\u011fu alt\u0131na sokmak ne kadar zor, tahmin edebiliyorum. Ona y\u00fck oluyorum. Ama gidecek ba\u015fka yerim yok. Bari bu evde varl\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcnmez k\u0131lmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015fay\u0131m.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Yutkand\u0131m. Bo\u011faz\u0131mdaki o keskin ac\u0131, y\u0131llard\u0131r ta\u015f\u0131d\u0131\u011f\u0131m demirden bir k\u00fctle gibi b\u00fcy\u00fcd\u00fc.<\/p>\n<p>Derya Han\u0131m sayfalar\u0131 \u00e7evirdi. Y\u0131llar, aylar, g\u00fcnler birbirini koval\u0131yordu. Her sayfa, Mehmet\u2019in sessiz g\u00f6zlemlerinin, pi\u015fmanl\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131n ve en \u00f6nemlisi, benim dahi unuttu\u011fum baz\u0131 ger\u00e7eklerin kayd\u0131yd\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>\u201c3 Haziran,\u201d diye devam etti avukat. \u201cEmir\u2019in bisikletinin zinciri kopmu\u015f. Ahmet\u2019in ak\u015fam tamir etmeye g\u00fcc\u00fc kalmam\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Gizlice arka bah\u00e7eye inip eski alet kutumla zinciri onard\u0131m. \u00c7ocuk mutlu oldu. Ama Ahmet\u2019in bunu benim yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 bilmesini istemedim; \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc bilirse, bana yine bor\u00e7lu hissedecek ve bu onu daha \u00e7ok \u00f6fkelendirecek.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Zeynep\u2019in h\u0131\u00e7k\u0131r\u0131klar\u0131 odada yank\u0131land\u0131. Elimi tuttu ama parmaklar\u0131m ta\u015ftan ibaretti; k\u0131m\u0131ldayam\u0131yordum.<\/p>\n<p>Ve sonra, sayfalar ilerledik\u00e7e kayd\u0131n rengi de\u011fi\u015fti. Mehmet\u2019in g\u00fcnl\u00fc\u011f\u00fc sadece bir g\u00fcnl\u00fck de\u011filmi\u015f me\u011fer. O, yirmi y\u0131l boyunca evimizin g\u00f6r\u00fcnmeyen bilan\u00e7osuydu.<\/p>\n<p>\u201c12 Kas\u0131m,\u201d diyordu bir ba\u015fka sayfa. \u201cAhmet yine minib\u00fcs\u00fcn masraf\u0131ndan yak\u0131nd\u0131. Kendi kendime hesaplad\u0131m; benim bu evde yedi\u011fim ekmek, kulland\u0131\u011f\u0131m elektrik, t\u00fcketti\u011fim su ve ald\u0131\u011f\u0131m ila\u00e7lar\u0131n maliyeti, buraya geldi\u011fim g\u00fcnden beri her ay d\u00fczenli olarak bir hesaba yat\u0131r\u0131lmal\u0131yd\u0131. \u00c7ocuklar\u0131m\u0131n benden kalan miras\u0131 \u00e7oktan harcad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 biliyorum. Ama benim gizli bir s\u0131\u011f\u0131na\u011f\u0131m, y\u0131llar \u00f6ncesinden kalan k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir arsam vard\u0131. Murat, Selin ve Can o arsay\u0131 benden y\u0131llar \u00f6nce istemi\u015f, vermedi\u011fim i\u00e7in d\u00fc\u015fman olmu\u015flard\u0131. O arsa ge\u00e7en ay kamula\u015ft\u0131r\u0131ld\u0131.\u201d<\/p>\n"},"alt_text":"","media_type":"image","mime_type":"image\/jpeg","media_details":{"width":725,"height":391,"file":"2026\/10\/hgtg-6.jpg","filesize":57964,"sizes":{"medium":{"file":"hgtg-6-300x162.jpg","width":300,"height":162,"filesize":6286,"mime_type":"image\/jpeg","source_url":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/10\/hgtg-6-300x162.jpg"},"thumbnail":{"file":"hgtg-6-150x150.jpg","width":150,"height":150,"filesize":4280,"mime_type":"image\/jpeg","source_url":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/10\/hgtg-6-150x150.jpg"},"full":{"file":"hgtg-6.jpg","width":725,"height":391,"mime_type":"image\/jpeg","source_url":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/10\/hgtg-6.jpg"}},"image_meta":{"aperture":"0","credit":"","camera":"","caption":"","created_timestamp":"0","copyright":"","focal_length":"0","iso":"0","shutter_speed":"0","title":"","orientation":"0","keywords":[],"alt":""}},"post":2206,"source_url":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/10\/hgtg-6.jpg","filename":"hgtg-6.jpg","filesize":57964,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/2207","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/attachment"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=2207"}],"wp:attached-to":[{"embeddable":true,"post_type":"post","id":2206,"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2206"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}