{"id":2284,"date":"2026-10-30T21:32:56","date_gmt":"2026-10-30T21:32:56","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/10\/gggh-5.jpg"},"modified":"2026-10-30T21:33:05","modified_gmt":"2026-10-30T21:33:05","slug":"abstract-nature-painting-7","status":"inherit","type":"attachment","link":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/babam-tam-43-yil-boyunca-annemin-butun-maasini-aldi\/abstract-nature-painting-7\/","title":{"rendered":"Babam, tam 43 y\u0131l boyunca annemin b\u00fct\u00fcn maa\u015f\u0131n\u0131 ald\u0131."},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","template":"","meta":[],"class_list":["post-2284","attachment","type-attachment","status-inherit","hentry"],"description":{"rendered":"<p class=\"attachment\"><a href='https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/10\/gggh-5.jpg'><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"300\" height=\"222\" src=\"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/10\/gggh-5-300x222.jpg\" class=\"attachment-medium size-medium\" alt=\"\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/10\/gggh-5-300x222.jpg 300w, https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/10\/gggh-5.jpg 612w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n"},"caption":{"rendered":"<p>\u201cTahir\u2019i anlamak istiyorsan\u0131z y\u00fcz\u00fcne bakmay\u0131n\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Annemin y\u0131llar \u00f6nce s\u00f6yledi\u011fi o c\u00fcmle, metal kutunun kapa\u011f\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131 anda zihnimde yeniden yank\u0131land\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>Hepimiz masan\u0131n etraf\u0131na toplanm\u0131\u015ft\u0131k. Kimse konu\u015fmuyordu.<\/p>\n<p>Kutunun i\u00e7inde tomar tomar para g\u00f6rmeyi bekliyordum.<\/p>\n<p>Belki eski banka dekontlar\u0131\u2026<\/p>\n<p>Belki gizli bor\u00e7lara ait evraklar\u2026<\/p>\n<p>Belki de babam\u0131n y\u0131llard\u0131r annemden saklad\u0131\u011f\u0131 ba\u015fka bir hayat\u0131n izleri.<\/p>\n<p>Ama kar\u015f\u0131m\u0131zdaki manzara bunlar\u0131n hi\u00e7birine benzemiyordu.<\/p>\n<p>Kutunun \u00fcst k\u0131sm\u0131nda sararm\u0131\u015f zarflar, banka c\u00fczdanlar\u0131, tapu fotokopileri ve y\u0131llara g\u00f6re ayr\u0131lm\u0131\u015f k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck defterler vard\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>Annem ilk defteri eline ald\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>Kapa\u011f\u0131nda yaln\u0131zca bir tarih yaz\u0131yordu:<\/p>\n<p>1983.<\/p>\n<p>Babam sessizce sandalyeye oturdu.<\/p>\n<p>\u201c\u0130lk maa\u015f\u0131ndan ba\u015flad\u0131m,\u201d dedi.<\/p>\n<p>Ben ka\u015flar\u0131m\u0131 \u00e7att\u0131m.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cNeye ba\u015flad\u0131n?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Babam cevap vermek yerine anneme bakt\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>Annem defteri a\u00e7t\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>\u0130lk sayfada annemin o y\u0131l ald\u0131\u011f\u0131 maa\u015flar tek tek yaz\u0131lm\u0131\u015ft\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>Her maa\u015f\u0131n kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda ba\u015fka bir rakam vard\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cKira.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cElektrik.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cPazar.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201c\u00c7ocuklar\u0131n okul masraf\u0131.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Alt\u0131nda ise daha k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir b\u00f6l\u00fcm bulunuyordu:<\/p>\n<p>Meral\u2019in gelece\u011fi i\u00e7in ayr\u0131lan para.<\/p>\n<p>\u015ea\u015fk\u0131nl\u0131kla babama bakt\u0131m.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cBu ne demek?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Babam derin bir nefes ald\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cAnnenin paras\u0131n\u0131 hi\u00e7bir zaman tamamen harcamad\u0131m.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u0130\u00e7imde y\u0131llard\u0131r ta\u015f\u0131d\u0131\u011f\u0131m \u00f6fke bir anda kabard\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cAma elinde hi\u00e7 para b\u0131rakm\u0131yordun!\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cBiliyorum.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cYeni bir kaban bile alamad\u0131!\u201d<\/p>\n"},"alt_text":"","media_type":"image","mime_type":"image\/jpeg","media_details":{"width":612,"height":452,"file":"2026\/10\/gggh-5.jpg","filesize":71872,"sizes":{"medium":{"file":"gggh-5-300x222.jpg","width":300,"height":222,"filesize":25801,"mime_type":"image\/jpeg","source_url":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/10\/gggh-5-300x222.jpg"},"thumbnail":{"file":"gggh-5-150x150.jpg","width":150,"height":150,"filesize":10404,"mime_type":"image\/jpeg","source_url":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/10\/gggh-5-150x150.jpg"},"full":{"file":"gggh-5.jpg","width":612,"height":452,"mime_type":"image\/jpeg","source_url":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/10\/gggh-5.jpg"}},"image_meta":{"aperture":"0","credit":"Getty Images","camera":"","caption":"Abstract nature painting","created_timestamp":"0","copyright":"","focal_length":"0","iso":"0","shutter_speed":"0","title":"Abstract nature painting","orientation":"0","keywords":[],"alt":""}},"post":2283,"source_url":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/10\/gggh-5.jpg","filename":"gggh-5.jpg","filesize":71872,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/2284","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/attachment"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=2284"}],"wp:attached-to":[{"embeddable":true,"post_type":"post","id":2283,"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2283"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}