{"id":543,"date":"2026-09-17T21:59:01","date_gmt":"2026-09-17T21:59:01","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/09\/9999999-1.jpg"},"modified":"2026-09-17T21:59:17","modified_gmt":"2026-09-17T21:59:17","slug":"9999999-2","status":"inherit","type":"attachment","link":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/kizim-koreli-bir-adamla-evlendikten-sonra-onu-ziyaret-etmek-icin-guney-koreye-gittim\/9999999-2\/","title":{"rendered":"K\u0131z\u0131m Koreli bir adamla evlendikten sonra onu ziyaret etmek i\u00e7in G\u00fcney Kore\u2019ye gittim"},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","template":"","meta":[],"class_list":["post-543","attachment","type-attachment","status-inherit","hentry"],"description":{"rendered":"<p class=\"attachment\"><a href='https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/09\/9999999-1.jpg'><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"300\" height=\"162\" src=\"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/09\/9999999-1-300x162.jpg\" class=\"attachment-medium size-medium\" alt=\"\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/09\/9999999-1-300x162.jpg 300w, https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/09\/9999999-1.jpg 768w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n"},"caption":{"rendered":"<p>Kap\u0131n\u0131n d\u0131\u015f\u0131na \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131\u011f\u0131mda so\u011fuk hava y\u00fcz\u00fcme \u00e7arpt\u0131 ama i\u00e7imdeki ate\u015fi s\u00f6nd\u00fcremedi. Telefonumu titreyen ellerimle a\u00e7\u0131p Nehir\u2019i aramak \u00fczereydim ki i\u00e7eriden bir sandalye sesi geldi.<\/p>\n<p>Bir an durdum.<\/p>\n<p>Ji-ho\u2019nun babas\u0131n\u0131n konu\u015fmas\u0131n\u0131 hen\u00fcz tam olarak anlamam\u0131\u015ft\u0131m. Duydu\u011fum birka\u00e7 c\u00fcmle beynimde d\u00f6n\u00fcp duruyordu.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cOnunla neden evlendi\u011fimi biliyorsun.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cTam olarak neye ihtiyac\u0131m oldu\u011funu da biliyorsun.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cKimse bunu \u00f6\u011frenemez.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Bu s\u00f6zlerin ne anlama geldi\u011fini \u00e7\u00f6zmeden k\u0131z\u0131m\u0131 aramak istemiyordum. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc yanl\u0131\u015f anlad\u0131ysam, Nehir\u2019in y\u0131llard\u0131r mutlu oldu\u011funu d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm evlili\u011fini bir anda y\u0131kabilirdim.<\/p>\n<p>Ben soka\u011f\u0131n k\u00f6\u015fesinde beklerken i\u00e7eriden konu\u015fmalar yeniden y\u00fckseldi.<\/p>\n<p>Bu kez kap\u0131n\u0131n tam kapanmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 fark ettim.<\/p>\n<p>Sessizce geri d\u00f6nd\u00fcm ve antrede durarak dinlemeye ba\u015flad\u0131m.<\/p>\n<p>Sung-ho\u2019nun sesi bu kez daha sakindi.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cArt\u0131k ona ger\u00e7e\u011fi s\u00f6ylemelisin. Nehir\u2019in seni h\u00e2l\u00e2 sevdi\u011fini g\u00f6rm\u00fcyor musun?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Ji-ho bir s\u00fcre cevap vermedi.<\/p>\n<p>Sonra derin bir nefes ald\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cBen onu hi\u00e7bir zaman kullanmak istemedim.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Babas\u0131 sert\u00e7e cevap verdi.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cAma kulland\u0131n.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Bu kelimeyi duyunca kalbim s\u0131k\u0131\u015ft\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>Ji-ho konu\u015fmaya devam etti.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cEvlendi\u011fimizde her \u015fey farkl\u0131yd\u0131. Babam\u0131n \u015firketi iflas\u0131n e\u015fi\u011findeydi. Bankalar bizi s\u0131k\u0131\u015ft\u0131r\u0131yordu. Annemin tedavisi i\u00e7in para gerekiyordu. Nehir\u2019in \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u015firketin benim i\u015fime yat\u0131r\u0131m yapma ihtimali oldu\u011funu biliyordum.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Sung-ho\u2019nun sesi titredi.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cBunun i\u00e7in onunla m\u0131 evlendin?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cBa\u015flang\u0131\u00e7ta evet.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>O anda g\u00f6zlerimi kapatt\u0131m.<\/p>\n<p>Sanki birisi g\u00f6\u011fs\u00fcm\u00fcn i\u00e7ine ta\u015f doldurmu\u015ftu.<\/p>\n<p>Nehir\u2019in y\u0131llard\u0131r sevgi sand\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u015feyin arkas\u0131nda hesap oldu\u011funu d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnmek bile dayan\u0131lmazd\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>Ama Ji-ho hemen ard\u0131ndan ba\u015fka bir \u015fey s\u00f6yledi.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cFakat sonra ona ger\u00e7ekten \u00e2\u015f\u0131k oldum.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Babas\u0131 sustu.<\/p>\n<p>Ji-ho devam etti.<\/p>\n<p>\u201c\u0130lk ba\u015fta plan\u0131m basitti. Nehir\u2019le evlenecek, onun \u00e7evresinden destek bulacak ve ailemi kurtaracakt\u0131m. Ama sonra onun nas\u0131l biri oldu\u011funu g\u00f6rd\u00fcm. Annemi hastanede yaln\u0131z b\u0131rakmad\u0131. Babam\u0131n bor\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6\u011frendi\u011finde beni su\u00e7lamad\u0131. Hatta kendi birikimini kullanarak annemin ameliyat masraflar\u0131n\u0131n bir k\u0131sm\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6dedi.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Bir an nefesimi tuttum.<\/p>\n<p>Bu s\u00f6yledikleri beni daha da \u015fa\u015f\u0131rtm\u0131\u015ft\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>Sung-ho yava\u015f\u00e7a sordu:<\/p>\n<p>\u201cPeki neden h\u00e2l\u00e2 sakl\u0131yorsun?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Ji-ho\u2019nun cevab\u0131 uzun bir sessizli\u011fin ard\u0131ndan geldi.<\/p>\n<p>\u201c\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc onun bana yard\u0131m etmesinin sebebini \u00f6\u011frenmesini istemiyorum.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cNe demek istiyorsun?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cBenimle evlendi\u011finde onu sevdi\u011fime inan\u0131yordu. Oysa ilk aylarda ger\u00e7ekten onu bir \u00e7\u0131k\u0131\u015f yolu olarak g\u00f6r\u00fcyordum. E\u011fer bunu \u00f6\u011frenirse, sonradan ona duydu\u011fum ger\u00e7ek sevgimin bile sahte oldu\u011funu d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnecek.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Sung-ho derin bir nefes verdi.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cBunu \u00f6\u011frenmek onun hakk\u0131.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Ji-ho\u2019nun sesi \u00e7atlad\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cBiliyorum.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Tam o s\u0131rada ayak sesleri duydum ve h\u0131zla d\u0131\u015far\u0131 \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131m.<\/p>\n<p>Birka\u00e7 dakika sonra Nehir\u2019in arabas\u0131 soka\u011f\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131nda g\u00f6r\u00fcnd\u00fc.<\/p>\n<p>Beni terliklerle kap\u0131n\u0131n \u00f6n\u00fcnde g\u00f6r\u00fcnce \u015fa\u015fk\u0131nl\u0131kla yan\u0131ma ko\u015ftu.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cAnne? Neden buradas\u0131n? Ne oldu?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Ona bakt\u0131m ama konu\u015famad\u0131m.<\/p>\n<p>Y\u00fcz\u00fcne bakt\u0131\u011f\u0131mda y\u0131llar \u00f6nce k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir \u00e7ocukken bana sar\u0131l\u0131p \u201cAnne, sen bana hi\u00e7 yalan s\u00f6ylemezsin, de\u011fil mi?\u201d diye sordu\u011fu g\u00fcn\u00fc hat\u0131rlad\u0131m.<\/p>\n<p>\u015eimdi verece\u011fim cevap, onun hayat\u0131n\u0131 de\u011fi\u015ftirebilirdi.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cNehir,\u201d dedim sonunda, \u201cseninle \u00e7ok \u00f6nemli bir \u015fey konu\u015fmam gerekiyor.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Beni eve ald\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>Ji-ho bizi g\u00f6r\u00fcnce y\u00fcz\u00fc bembeyaz oldu. Beni g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fc anda her \u015feyi anlad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 fark ettim.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cNe kadar\u0131n\u0131 duydunuz?\u201d diye sordu.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cYeterince,\u201d dedim.<\/p>\n<p>Nehir ikimize \u015fa\u015fk\u0131nl\u0131kla bakt\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cNe oluyor?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Ji-ho g\u00f6zlerini yere indirdi.<\/p>\n<p>Sonra ilk kez, k\u0131z\u0131m\u0131n g\u00f6zlerinin i\u00e7ine bakarak her \u015feyi anlatt\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>Evlili\u011finin ilk d\u00f6nemlerinde ailesinin bor\u00e7 i\u00e7inde oldu\u011funu\u2026<\/p>\n"},"alt_text":"","media_type":"image","mime_type":"image\/jpeg","media_details":{"width":768,"height":414,"file":"2026\/09\/9999999-1.jpg","filesize":23101,"sizes":{"medium":{"file":"9999999-1-300x162.jpg","width":300,"height":162,"filesize":6014,"mime_type":"image\/jpeg","source_url":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/09\/9999999-1-300x162.jpg"},"thumbnail":{"file":"9999999-1-150x150.jpg","width":150,"height":150,"filesize":4396,"mime_type":"image\/jpeg","source_url":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/09\/9999999-1-150x150.jpg"},"full":{"file":"9999999-1.jpg","width":768,"height":414,"mime_type":"image\/jpeg","source_url":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/09\/9999999-1.jpg"}},"image_meta":{"aperture":"0","credit":"","camera":"","caption":"","created_timestamp":"0","copyright":"","focal_length":"0","iso":"0","shutter_speed":"0","title":"","orientation":"0","keywords":[],"alt":""}},"post":542,"source_url":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/09\/9999999-1.jpg","filename":"9999999-1.jpg","filesize":23101,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/543","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/attachment"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=543"}],"wp:attached-to":[{"embeddable":true,"post_type":"post","id":542,"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/542"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}