{"id":551,"date":"2026-09-17T22:09:03","date_gmt":"2026-09-17T22:09:03","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/09\/1216y5.jpg"},"modified":"2026-09-17T22:09:44","modified_gmt":"2026-09-17T22:09:44","slug":"1216y5","status":"inherit","type":"attachment","link":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/profesorum-her-dersten-sonra-herkes-siniftan-cikana-kadar-beni-bekletiyordu\/1216y5\/","title":{"rendered":"PROFES\u00d6R\u00dcM HER DERSTEN SONRA HERKES SINIFTAN \u00c7IKANA KADAR BEN\u0130 BEKLET\u0130YORDU."},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","template":"","meta":[],"class_list":["post-551","attachment","type-attachment","status-inherit","hentry"],"description":{"rendered":"<p class=\"attachment\"><a href='https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/09\/1216y5.jpg'><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"295\" height=\"171\" src=\"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/09\/1216y5.jpg\" class=\"attachment-medium size-medium\" alt=\"\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n"},"caption":{"rendered":"<p>\u201cKap\u0131y\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131n.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Tam o s\u0131rada koridordan h\u0131zl\u0131 ad\u0131mlar duyuldu.<\/p>\n<p>Birka\u00e7 saniye sonra kilitli kap\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7 kez vuruldu.<\/p>\n<p>Profes\u00f6r Karaca\u2019n\u0131n y\u00fcz\u00fc bir anda bembeyaz oldu.<\/p>\n<p>Kap\u0131y\u0131 a\u00e7t\u0131\u011f\u0131nda kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda duran ki\u015fiyi g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm an nefesim tutuldu.<\/p>\n<p>Kap\u0131n\u0131n \u00f6n\u00fcnde yakla\u015f\u0131k altm\u0131\u015f ya\u015flar\u0131nda, gri sa\u00e7l\u0131 bir kad\u0131n duruyordu. Elinde eski, kahverengi bir dosya ve kenarlar\u0131 y\u0131pranm\u0131\u015f bir foto\u011fraf vard\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>Kad\u0131n beni g\u00f6r\u00fcr g\u00f6rmez oldu\u011fu yerde kald\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>G\u00f6zleri doldu.<\/p>\n<p>Sanki y\u0131llard\u0131r kay\u0131p olan birini bulmu\u015f gibi y\u00fcz\u00fcme bak\u0131yordu.<\/p>\n<p>Ben ise hi\u00e7bir \u015fey anlam\u0131yordum.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cLevent\u2026\u201d dedi titreyen bir sesle. \u201cGer\u00e7ekten o.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Profes\u00f6r Karaca ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 yava\u015f\u00e7a e\u011fdi.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cBen de emin olmak i\u00e7in haftalard\u0131r bekliyordum.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Bir ad\u0131m geri \u00e7ekildim.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cNe demek o? Siz kimsiniz?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Kad\u0131n cevap vermeden \u00f6nce kap\u0131y\u0131 arkas\u0131ndan kapatt\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>Bu kez kilitlemedi.<\/p>\n<p>Sanki ka\u00e7mak istersem engel olmayacaklar\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6zellikle g\u00f6stermek istiyorlard\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>Kad\u0131n dosyay\u0131 masaya b\u0131rakt\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cBenim ad\u0131m Feraye G\u00fcnal,\u201d dedi. \u201cY\u0131llar \u00f6nce bu \u00fcniversitede hem\u015firelik b\u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcnde \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yordum. Ama seni tan\u0131mam\u0131n nedeni bu de\u011fil.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Bo\u011faz\u0131m d\u00fc\u011f\u00fcmlendi.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cBeni nereden tan\u0131yorsunuz?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Feraye Han\u0131m elindeki eski foto\u011fraf\u0131 bana uzatt\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>Foto\u011frafa bakt\u0131\u011f\u0131m anda y\u00fcz\u00fcmdeki kan\u0131n \u00e7ekildi\u011fini hissettim.<\/p>\n<p>Foto\u011fraf bir hastane odas\u0131nda \u00e7ekilmi\u015fti.<\/p>\n<p>Yatakta gen\u00e7 bir kad\u0131n yat\u0131yordu.<\/p>\n<p>Kuca\u011f\u0131nda kundaklanm\u0131\u015f bir bebek vard\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>Kad\u0131n\u0131n yan\u0131nda iki gen\u00e7 adam duruyordu.<\/p>\n<p>Biri Profes\u00f6r Karaca\u2019yd\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>Di\u011feri ise\u2026<\/p>\n<p>Babamd\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>Cem Aydemir.<\/p>\n<p>Ellerim titremeye ba\u015flad\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cBu ne?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Levent Karaca a\u011f\u0131r a\u011f\u0131r konu\u015ftu.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cYirmi iki y\u0131l \u00f6nce \u00e7ekildi.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cBunu g\u00f6r\u00fcyorum. Neden babam sizinle ayn\u0131 foto\u011frafta?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Feraye Han\u0131m g\u00f6zlerini yere indirdi.<\/p>\n<p>\u201c\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc o gece hepimiz ayn\u0131 hastanedeydik.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Kalbimin att\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 art\u0131k yaln\u0131zca g\u00f6\u011fs\u00fcmde de\u011fil, kulaklar\u0131mda da duyuyordum.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cAnnem nerede?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u0130kisi de sessiz kald\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>Bu sessizlik cevaptan daha korkutucuydu.<\/p>\n<p>Profes\u00f6r Karaca sonunda sandalyesini \u00e7ekti.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cOturman\u0131 istiyorum.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cOturmayaca\u011f\u0131m. Bana ne oldu\u011funu s\u00f6yleyin.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Derin bir nefes ald\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cBaban olarak bildi\u011fin Cem Aydemir seni do\u011fdu\u011fun g\u00fcn hastaneden \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Ka\u015flar\u0131m\u0131 \u00e7att\u0131m.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cTabii ki \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131. Babamd\u0131.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Feraye Han\u0131m ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 kald\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cHay\u0131r Nehir.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>O iki kelime s\u0131n\u0131f\u0131n i\u00e7inde yank\u0131land\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cCem Aydemir senin biyolojik baban de\u011fildi.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Ne kadar s\u00fcre konu\u015famad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 bilmiyorum.<\/p>\n<p>Belki birka\u00e7 saniye.<\/p>\n<p>Belki bir dakika.<\/p>\n<p>Sonra istemsizce g\u00fcld\u00fcm.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cBu hi\u00e7 komik de\u011fil.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cKimse \u015faka yapm\u0131yor,\u201d dedi Profes\u00f6r Karaca.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cYalan s\u00f6yl\u00fcyorsunuz.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u00c7antam\u0131 kapt\u0131m.<\/p>\n<p>Kap\u0131ya y\u00f6neldim.<\/p>\n<p>Tam \u00e7\u0131kacakken Profes\u00f6r Karaca arkamdan konu\u015ftu.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cBiyolojik annenin ad\u0131 Aylin G\u00fcnal\u2019d\u0131.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Feraye Han\u0131m\u2019\u0131n soyad\u0131yla ayn\u0131yd\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>Yava\u015f\u00e7a d\u00f6nd\u00fcm.<\/p>\n<p>Feraye Han\u0131m\u2019\u0131n g\u00f6zlerinden ya\u015flar s\u00fcz\u00fclmeye ba\u015flam\u0131\u015ft\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cAylin benim k\u0131z karde\u015fimdi.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Ayaklar\u0131m\u0131n alt\u0131ndan zemin \u00e7ekilmi\u015f gibiydi <\/p>\n"},"alt_text":"","media_type":"image","mime_type":"image\/jpeg","media_details":{"width":295,"height":171,"file":"2026\/09\/1216y5.jpg","filesize":16305,"sizes":{"thumbnail":{"file":"1216y5-150x150.jpg","width":150,"height":150,"filesize":9393,"mime_type":"image\/jpeg","source_url":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/09\/1216y5-150x150.jpg"},"full":{"file":"1216y5.jpg","width":295,"height":171,"mime_type":"image\/jpeg","source_url":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/09\/1216y5.jpg"}},"image_meta":{"aperture":"0","credit":"","camera":"","caption":"","created_timestamp":"0","copyright":"","focal_length":"0","iso":"0","shutter_speed":"0","title":"","orientation":"0","keywords":[],"alt":""}},"post":550,"source_url":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/09\/1216y5.jpg","filename":"1216y5.jpg","filesize":16305,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/551","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/attachment"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=551"}],"wp:attached-to":[{"embeddable":true,"post_type":"post","id":550,"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/550"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}