{"id":629,"date":"2026-09-19T21:17:13","date_gmt":"2026-09-19T21:17:13","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/09\/2352365y-1.jpg"},"modified":"2026-09-19T21:17:25","modified_gmt":"2026-09-19T21:17:25","slug":"2352365y-2","status":"inherit","type":"attachment","link":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/evsiz-bir-adam-elinde-benimle-evlen-yasamak-icin-sadece-bir-ayim-kaldi-yazan-bir-pankart-tutuyordu-ona-aciyip-kabul-ettim\/2352365y-2\/","title":{"rendered":"EVS\u0130Z B\u0130R ADAM EL\u0130NDE, \u201cBEN\u0130MLE EVLEN. YA\u015eAMAK \u0130\u00c7\u0130N SADECE B\u0130R AYIM KALDI,\u201d YAZAN B\u0130R PANKART TUTUYORDU \u2014 ONA ACIYIP KABUL ETT\u0130M"},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","template":"","meta":[],"class_list":["post-629","attachment","type-attachment","status-inherit","hentry"],"description":{"rendered":"<p class=\"attachment\"><a href='https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/09\/2352365y-1.jpg'><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"300\" height=\"200\" src=\"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/09\/2352365y-1.jpg\" class=\"attachment-medium size-medium\" alt=\"\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n"},"caption":{"rendered":"<p>\u201cFakat ilk birka\u00e7 c\u00fcmleyi okudu\u011fum anda ellerim titremeye ba\u015flad\u0131.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Mektubun ba\u015f\u0131nda \u015f\u00f6yle yaz\u0131yordu:<\/p>\n<p>\u201cDerya, sana anlatt\u0131\u011f\u0131m hayat\u0131n b\u00fcy\u00fck k\u0131sm\u0131 do\u011fruydu. Sokakta ya\u015fad\u0131m, hastayd\u0131m ve ger\u00e7ekten fazla vaktim kalmam\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Ama senin bilmedi\u011fin bir \u015fey var. Ben o metro giri\u015fine tesad\u00fcfen oturmad\u0131m. Seni bulmak i\u00e7in oradayd\u0131m.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Bir an nefes alamad\u0131m.<\/p>\n<p>Sat\u0131rlar\u0131 tekrar okudum. Sonra bir kez daha.<\/p>\n<p>\u0130ki y\u0131ld\u0131r her sabah kahve g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm, bazen yan\u0131na oturup dertle\u015fti\u011fim adam\u0131n beni \u00f6nceden tan\u0131d\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 s\u00f6yl\u00fcyordu.<\/p>\n<p>Mektuba devam ettim.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cBaban\u0131n ad\u0131 Sel\u00e7uk\u2019tu. Bunu biliyorsun. Ama onun y\u0131llar \u00f6nce yan\u0131nda \u00e7al\u0131\u015fan \u015fof\u00f6r\u00fcn ad\u0131n\u0131 muhtemelen hi\u00e7 duymad\u0131n. O adam bendim.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Sandalyemin arkal\u0131\u011f\u0131na yasland\u0131m.<\/p>\n<p>Babam ben on iki ya\u015f\u0131ndayken bir trafik kazas\u0131nda hayat\u0131n\u0131 kaybetmi\u015fti. Annem o g\u00fcnden sonra babamdan neredeyse hi\u00e7 s\u00f6z etmemi\u015fti. Bana yaln\u0131zca \u015firket i\u015fleri nedeniyle \u00e7ok seyahat etti\u011fini ve kazan\u0131n da \u015fehir d\u0131\u015f\u0131ndaki bir toplant\u0131 d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnde meydana geldi\u011fini anlatm\u0131\u015ft\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>Cevdet ise ba\u015fka bir \u015fey s\u00f6yl\u00fcyordu.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cBaban \u00f6ld\u00fc\u011f\u00fc gece direksiyonda ben yoktum, Derya. Ama herkes \u00f6yle sand\u0131. Daha do\u011frusu herkesin \u00f6yle sanmas\u0131 sa\u011fland\u0131.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Kalbim g\u00f6\u011fs\u00fcm\u00fcn i\u00e7inde sert\u00e7e \u00e7arpmaya ba\u015flad\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>Mektubun aras\u0131ndan k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck, sararm\u0131\u015f bir gazete kup\u00fcr\u00fc d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc.<\/p>\n<p>Ba\u015fl\u0131kta babam\u0131n ad\u0131 vard\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>\u0130\u015f insan\u0131 Sel\u00e7uk Arma\u011fan trafik kazas\u0131nda hayat\u0131n\u0131 kaybetti.<\/p>\n<p>Alt\u0131nda ise k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fcc\u00fck bir sat\u0131r dikkatimi \u00e7ekti.<\/p>\n<p>Ara\u00e7ta bulunan \u015fof\u00f6r olay yerinden ka\u00e7t\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>O \u015fof\u00f6r Cevdet\u2019ti.<\/p>\n<p>Mektupta, babam\u0131n \u00f6lmeden k\u0131sa s\u00fcre \u00f6nce \u015firket orta\u011f\u0131 olan eni\u015ftem Orhan\u2019la b\u00fcy\u00fck bir tart\u0131\u015fma ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131 yaz\u0131yordu. Babam baz\u0131 hesaplarda ciddi usuls\u00fczl\u00fckler fark etmi\u015fti. Paravan \u015firketlere g\u00f6nderilen paralar, sahte faturalar ve kaybolan milyonlar\u2026<\/p>\n<p>O gece babam delilleri savc\u0131l\u0131\u011fa g\u00f6t\u00fcrmeye karar vermi\u015fti.<\/p>\n<p>Cevdet onu arabayla g\u00f6t\u00fcrecekti.<\/p>\n<p>Ancak garajdan \u00e7\u0131kmalar\u0131ndan birka\u00e7 dakika \u00f6nce babam\u0131n telefonuna bir mesaj gelmi\u015fti. Babam arac\u0131 kendisinin kullanaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 s\u00f6ylemi\u015f ve Cevdet\u2019i eve g\u00f6ndermi\u015fti.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cBen itiraz ettim,\u201d diye yazm\u0131\u015ft\u0131 Cevdet. \u201cAma beni dinlemedi. Sonra arkas\u0131ndan ba\u015fka bir arac\u0131n \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6rd\u00fcm. \u0130\u00e7inde Orhan\u2019\u0131n adamlar\u0131ndan biri vard\u0131.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Ellerim buz kesmi\u015fti<\/p>\n"},"alt_text":"","media_type":"image","mime_type":"image\/jpeg","media_details":{"width":300,"height":200,"file":"2026\/09\/2352365y-1.jpg","filesize":23367,"sizes":{"thumbnail":{"file":"2352365y-1-150x150.jpg","width":150,"height":150,"filesize":8056,"mime_type":"image\/jpeg","source_url":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/09\/2352365y-1-150x150.jpg"},"full":{"file":"2352365y-1.jpg","width":300,"height":200,"mime_type":"image\/jpeg","source_url":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/09\/2352365y-1.jpg"}},"image_meta":{"aperture":"0","credit":"","camera":"","caption":"","created_timestamp":"0","copyright":"","focal_length":"0","iso":"0","shutter_speed":"0","title":"","orientation":"0","keywords":[],"alt":""}},"post":628,"source_url":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/09\/2352365y-1.jpg","filename":"2352365y-1.jpg","filesize":23367,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/629","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/attachment"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=629"}],"wp:attached-to":[{"embeddable":true,"post_type":"post","id":628,"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/628"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}