{"id":804,"date":"2026-09-23T20:22:42","date_gmt":"2026-09-23T20:22:42","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/09\/9999999-3.jpg"},"modified":"2026-09-23T20:22:57","modified_gmt":"2026-09-23T20:22:57","slug":"9999999-4","status":"inherit","type":"attachment","link":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/kocamin-arkadasinin-benden-her-gun-istedigi-sey\/9999999-4\/","title":{"rendered":"Kocam\u0131n Arkada\u015f\u0131n\u0131n Benden Her G\u00fcn \u0130stedi\u011fi \u015eey.."},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","template":"","meta":[],"class_list":["post-804","attachment","type-attachment","status-inherit","hentry"],"description":{"rendered":"<p class=\"attachment\"><a href='https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/09\/9999999-3.jpg'><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"300\" height=\"162\" src=\"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/09\/9999999-3-300x162.jpg\" class=\"attachment-medium size-medium\" alt=\"\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/09\/9999999-3-300x162.jpg 300w, https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/09\/9999999-3.jpg 768w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n"},"caption":{"rendered":"<p>Kocam Serhat\u2019\u0131n en yak\u0131n arkada\u015f\u0131 Levent, neredeyse on be\u015f y\u0131ld\u0131r hayat\u0131m\u0131zdayd\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>Serhat\u2019la \u00fcniversiteden beri arkada\u015flard\u0131. Birlikte i\u015f kurmu\u015flar, birlikte batm\u0131\u015flar, sonra yeniden aya\u011fa kalkm\u0131\u015flard\u0131. D\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn\u00fcm\u00fczde Serhat\u2019\u0131n \u015fahidi Levent\u2019ti. O\u011flumuz do\u011fdu\u011funda hastanenin kap\u0131s\u0131nda sabaha kadar bekleyen de oydu.<\/p>\n<p>Bu y\u00fczden \u00fc\u00e7 ay \u00f6nce Serhat\u2019\u0131 ani bir kalp kriziyle kaybetti\u011fimde, Levent\u2019in cenazeden sonra bana s\u00f6yledi\u011fi s\u00f6zleri garipsemedim.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cNe zaman bir \u015feye ihtiyac\u0131n olursa beni ara, Aylin. Serhat bana seni ve Arda\u2019y\u0131 yaln\u0131z b\u0131rakmamam\u0131 s\u00f6ylerdi.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>O g\u00fcn bunu dost\u00e7a verilmi\u015f bir s\u00f6z sand\u0131m.<\/p>\n<p>Ama birka\u00e7 hafta sonra Levent benden her g\u00fcn ayn\u0131 \u015feyi istemeye ba\u015flad\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>Saat tam 18.00\u2019de telefonum \u00e7al\u0131yordu.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cBug\u00fcn de yapar m\u0131s\u0131n?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u0130lk kez sordu\u011funda ne demek istedi\u011fini anlayamam\u0131\u015ft\u0131m.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cNeyi?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cSerhat\u2019\u0131n \u00e7al\u0131\u015fma odas\u0131na gir. Masas\u0131n\u0131n sa\u011f \u00e7ekmecesini a\u00e7. \u0130\u00e7erideki siyah defteri \u00e7\u0131kar ve bana sadece bug\u00fcn\u00fcn tarihinin yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131 sayfay\u0131 oku.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Sessiz kald\u0131m.<\/p>\n<p>Serhat\u2019\u0131n \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcnden sonra \u00e7al\u0131\u015fma odas\u0131na neredeyse hi\u00e7 girmemi\u015ftim. Kap\u0131y\u0131 a\u00e7maya bile dayanam\u0131yordum. Masas\u0131n\u0131n \u00fczerinde h\u00e2l\u00e2 kulland\u0131\u011f\u0131 kalem, kahve fincan\u0131n\u0131n b\u0131rakt\u0131\u011f\u0131 soluk iz ve g\u00f6zl\u00fc\u011f\u00fc duruyordu.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cLevent, neden?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Telefondaki sesi ciddile\u015fti.<\/p>\n<p>\u201c\u015eimdilik sorma. L\u00fctfen bana g\u00fcven.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Defteri buldum.<\/p>\n<p>Kal\u0131n, siyah kapakl\u0131 eski bir ajandayd\u0131. \u0130\u00e7inde her g\u00fcne ait birka\u00e7 sat\u0131r yaz\u0131 vard\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>\u0130lk okudu\u011fum sayfada sadece \u015funlar yaz\u0131yordu:<\/p>\n<p>\u201c18 Mart. Arda\u2019n\u0131n okul taksidini yat\u0131rmay\u0131 unutma. Aylin yine kahvesini so\u011futtu. Ak\u015fam erken eve d\u00f6n.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Bo\u011faz\u0131m d\u00fc\u011f\u00fcmlendi.<\/p>\n<p>Levent hi\u00e7bir \u015fey s\u00f6ylemeden dinledi.<\/p>\n<p>Ertesi g\u00fcn yine arad\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cBug\u00fcnk\u00fc sayfay\u0131 da okur musun?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Bu kez Serhat \u015f\u00f6yle yazm\u0131\u015ft\u0131:<\/p>\n<p>\u201c19 Mart. Aylin annesini \u00f6zl\u00fcyor ama belli etmiyor. Hafta sonu onu annesine g\u00f6t\u00fcr.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Sonraki g\u00fcn:<\/p>\n<p>\u201c20 Mart. Arda bisiklet istiyor. Aylin pahal\u0131 diye kar\u015f\u0131 \u00e7\u0131kacakt\u0131r. Birlikte al\u0131rsak k\u0131zamaz.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>G\u00fcnler b\u00f6yle ge\u00e7ti.<\/p>\n<p>Her ak\u015fam Serhat\u2019\u0131n ge\u00e7mi\u015fte o tarihte yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131 k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck notlar\u0131 Levent\u2019e okuyordum.<\/p>\n<p>Ba\u015fta bunun yas\u0131n\u0131 atlatmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015fan bir arkada\u015f\u0131n tuhaf davran\u0131\u015f\u0131 oldu\u011funu d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcm.<\/p>\n<p>Ancak bir s\u00fcre sonra baz\u0131 \u015feyler beni rahats\u0131z etmeye ba\u015flad\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc Levent, notlar\u0131 yaln\u0131zca dinlemiyordu.<\/p>\n<p>Bazen ben daha okumadan i\u00e7inde ne yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 biliyor gibiydi<\/p>\n"},"alt_text":"","media_type":"image","mime_type":"image\/jpeg","media_details":{"width":768,"height":414,"file":"2026\/09\/9999999-3.jpg","filesize":23101,"sizes":{"medium":{"file":"9999999-3-300x162.jpg","width":300,"height":162,"filesize":6014,"mime_type":"image\/jpeg","source_url":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/09\/9999999-3-300x162.jpg"},"thumbnail":{"file":"9999999-3-150x150.jpg","width":150,"height":150,"filesize":4396,"mime_type":"image\/jpeg","source_url":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/09\/9999999-3-150x150.jpg"},"full":{"file":"9999999-3.jpg","width":768,"height":414,"mime_type":"image\/jpeg","source_url":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/09\/9999999-3.jpg"}},"image_meta":{"aperture":"0","credit":"","camera":"","caption":"","created_timestamp":"0","copyright":"","focal_length":"0","iso":"0","shutter_speed":"0","title":"","orientation":"0","keywords":[],"alt":""}},"post":803,"source_url":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/09\/9999999-3.jpg","filename":"9999999-3.jpg","filesize":23101,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/804","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/attachment"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=804"}],"wp:attached-to":[{"embeddable":true,"post_type":"post","id":803,"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/803"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}