{"id":857,"date":"2026-09-24T20:55:44","date_gmt":"2026-09-24T20:55:44","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/09\/66666666-5.png"},"modified":"2026-09-24T20:56:00","modified_gmt":"2026-09-24T20:56:00","slug":"66666666-6","status":"inherit","type":"attachment","link":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/esimin-olumunden-sonra-arabasini-satmaya-karar-verdim-torpidoyu-temizlerken-buldugum-ikinci-ruhsatta-esimin-baska-bir-ailesinin-adi-yaziyordu\/66666666-6\/","title":{"rendered":"E\u015e\u0130M\u0130N \u00d6L\u00dcM\u00dcNDEN SONRA ARABASINI SATMAYA KARAR VERD\u0130M \u2014 TORP\u0130DOYU TEM\u0130ZLERKEN BULDU\u011eUM \u0130K\u0130NC\u0130 RUHSATTA E\u015e\u0130M\u0130N BA\u015eKA B\u0130R A\u0130LES\u0130N\u0130N ADI YAZIYORDU."},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","template":"","meta":[],"class_list":["post-857","attachment","type-attachment","status-inherit","hentry"],"description":{"rendered":"<p class=\"attachment\"><a href='https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/09\/66666666-5.png'><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"300\" height=\"103\" src=\"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/09\/66666666-5-300x103.png\" class=\"attachment-medium size-medium\" alt=\"\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/09\/66666666-5-300x103.png 300w, https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/09\/66666666-5.png 756w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n"},"caption":{"rendered":"<p>\u201cDemek sonunda sen de \u00f6\u011frendin.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Kad\u0131n\u0131n bu c\u00fcmlesiyle bo\u011faz\u0131m d\u00fc\u011f\u00fcmlendi.<\/p>\n<p>Elimde h\u00e2l\u00e2 ikinci ruhsat vard\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cNe \u00f6\u011frendim?\u201d diye sordum.<\/p>\n<p>Kad\u0131n g\u00f6zlerini ka\u00e7\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>Sonra tekrar Murat 131\u2019in kaportas\u0131na bakt\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>Sanki y\u0131llard\u0131r g\u00f6rmedi\u011fi birini g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015f gibiydi.<\/p>\n<p>\u201c\u0130\u00e7eri gel,\u201d dedi. \u201cBunu kap\u0131n\u0131n \u00f6n\u00fcnde konu\u015famay\u0131z.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Arabadan inerken dizlerimin titredi\u011fini fark ettim.<\/p>\n<p>Evin i\u00e7ine girdi\u011fimde her ayr\u0131nt\u0131 mideme bir ta\u015f gibi oturuyordu.<\/p>\n<p>Duvarda birka\u00e7 aile foto\u011fraf\u0131 vard\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>Baz\u0131lar\u0131nda Aylin ve foto\u011fraftaki \u00e7ocuk g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcyordu.<\/p>\n<p>Baz\u0131lar\u0131nda ise Murat da vard\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>Do\u011fum g\u00fcnlerinde.<\/p>\n<p>Piknikte.<\/p>\n<p>Bir mezuniyet t\u00f6reninde.<\/p>\n<p>Bir masan\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131nda pasta keserken.<\/p>\n<p>Y\u0131llarca benim kocam olan adam, ba\u015fka bir evde ba\u015fka bir hayat ya\u015fam\u0131\u015ft\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cKa\u00e7 y\u0131ld\u0131r?\u201d diye sordum.<\/p>\n<p>Aylin sessizce kar\u015f\u0131mdaki koltu\u011fa oturdu.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cOn sekiz.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Nefesim kesildi.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cOn sekiz y\u0131l m\u0131?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 sallad\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>\u0130\u00e7imde y\u00fckselen \u00f6fke tarif edilemezdi.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cBen Murat\u2019la yirmi alt\u0131 y\u0131ld\u0131r evliydim.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Aylin y\u00fcz\u00fcme bakt\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cBiliyorum.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>O kelime beni daha da sarst\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cBiliyordun?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cSon y\u0131llarda \u00f6\u011frendim.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Aya\u011fa kalkt\u0131m.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cYani benim varl\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 bilerek onunla ya\u015famaya devam ettin?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Aylin de aya\u011fa kalkt\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cSand\u0131\u011f\u0131n gibi de\u011fil.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cBana bunu s\u00f6yleme.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Sesim y\u00fckselmi\u015fti.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cBen kocam\u0131 g\u00f6md\u00fcm. Aylarca onun yoklu\u011fuyla ya\u015famaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131m. Sonra arabas\u0131n\u0131n torpidosunda ba\u015fka bir kad\u0131n\u0131n ad\u0131n\u0131 buldum. \u015eimdi de bana \u2018sand\u0131\u011f\u0131n gibi de\u011fil\u2019 diyorsun.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Aylin cevap vermedi.<\/p>\n<p>Sadece bir \u00e7ekmeceyi a\u00e7t\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>\u0130\u00e7inden kal\u0131n bir zarf \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cBunu Murat \u00f6ld\u00fckten sonra a\u00e7mam\u0131 s\u00f6yledi.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Zarf\u0131 masaya b\u0131rakt\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>\u00dczerinde benim ad\u0131m yaz\u0131yordu.<\/p>\n<p>Ellerim titredi.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cBunu neden bana getirmedin?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201c\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc nas\u0131l gelece\u011fimi bilmiyordum.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Zarf\u0131 a\u00e7t\u0131m.<\/p>\n<p>\u0130\u00e7inde birka\u00e7 eski belge, foto\u011fraf ve Murat\u2019\u0131n el yaz\u0131s\u0131yla yaz\u0131lm\u0131\u015f uzun bir mektup vard\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>\u0130lk sat\u0131r\u0131 okudu\u011fumda kalbim s\u0131k\u0131\u015ft\u0131<\/p>\n"},"alt_text":"","media_type":"image","mime_type":"image\/png","media_details":{"width":756,"height":260,"file":"2026\/09\/66666666-5.png","filesize":105691,"sizes":{"medium":{"file":"66666666-5-300x103.png","width":300,"height":103,"filesize":19952,"mime_type":"image\/png","source_url":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/09\/66666666-5-300x103.png"},"thumbnail":{"file":"66666666-5-150x150.png","width":150,"height":150,"filesize":13577,"mime_type":"image\/png","source_url":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/09\/66666666-5-150x150.png"},"full":{"file":"66666666-5.png","width":756,"height":260,"mime_type":"image\/png","source_url":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/09\/66666666-5.png"}},"image_meta":{"aperture":"0","credit":"","camera":"","caption":"","created_timestamp":"0","copyright":"","focal_length":"0","iso":"0","shutter_speed":"0","title":"","orientation":"0","keywords":[],"alt":""}},"post":856,"source_url":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/09\/66666666-5.png","filename":"66666666-5.png","filesize":105691,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/857","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/attachment"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=857"}],"wp:attached-to":[{"embeddable":true,"post_type":"post","id":856,"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/856"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}