{"id":878,"date":"2026-09-24T21:34:36","date_gmt":"2026-09-24T21:34:36","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/09\/gelinlik-abiye-modelleri.jpg"},"modified":"2026-09-24T21:34:38","modified_gmt":"2026-09-24T21:34:38","slug":"gelinlik-abiye-modelleri","status":"inherit","type":"attachment","link":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/19-yasinda-oldukca-kilolu-genc-kiz\/gelinlik-abiye-modelleri\/","title":{"rendered":"gelinlik abiye modelleri"},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","template":"","meta":[],"class_list":["post-878","attachment","type-attachment","status-inherit","hentry"],"description":{"rendered":"<p class=\"attachment\"><a href='https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/09\/gelinlik-abiye-modelleri.jpg'><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"200\" height=\"300\" src=\"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/09\/gelinlik-abiye-modelleri-200x300.jpg\" class=\"attachment-medium size-medium\" alt=\"\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/09\/gelinlik-abiye-modelleri-200x300.jpg 200w, https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/09\/gelinlik-abiye-modelleri.jpg 239w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 200px) 100vw, 200px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n"},"caption":{"rendered":"<p>Ferit A\u011fa daha \u00f6nce hi\u00e7 evlenmemi\u015fti. K\u00f6y\u00fcn en g\u00fczel k\u0131zlar\u0131n\u0131n aileleri y\u0131llarca onun kap\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 a\u015f\u0131nd\u0131rm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Buna ra\u011fmen hi\u00e7birini kabul etmemi\u015fti.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cAnne, benimle dalga ge\u00e7me.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cDalga ge\u00e7miyorum k\u0131z\u0131m. Yar\u0131n ak\u015fam geliyorlar.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>O gece uyuyamad\u0131m.<\/p>\n<p>Bir yan\u0131m korkuyordu. Di\u011fer yan\u0131m ise hayat\u0131mda ilk kez birinin beni ger\u00e7ekten se\u00e7mi\u015f olabilece\u011fine inanmak istiyordu.<\/p>\n<p>Ertesi ak\u015fam Ferit A\u011fa ailesiyle birlikte geldi.<\/p>\n<p>Uzun boylu, ciddi bak\u0131\u015fl\u0131 bir adamd\u0131. Herkes konu\u015furken o fazla s\u00f6z<\/p>\n<p>s\u00f6ylemedi. Bir ara g\u00f6z g\u00f6ze geldik. Ben hemen ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131 e\u011fdim.<\/p>\n<p>Kahveler i\u00e7ildikten sonra Ferit A\u011fa beklenmedik bir \u015fey yapt\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cG\u00fcl\u015fen\u2019le yaln\u0131z konu\u015fmak istiyorum.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>K\u00f6y\u00fcm\u00fczde b\u00f6yle \u015feyler pek al\u0131\u015f\u0131lm\u0131\u015f de\u011fildi ama annem kabul etti.<\/p>\n<p>Avluya \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131k.<\/p>\n<p>Ferit A\u011fa kar\u015f\u0131ma ge\u00e7ti.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cBu evlilik i\u00e7in seni zorlayan var m\u0131?\u201d diye sordu.<\/p>\n<p>Ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131 kald\u0131rd\u0131m.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cHay\u0131r.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cBeni istemiyorsan \u015fimdi s\u00f6yle. Kimse sana bir \u015fey diyemez.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Bu s\u00f6zleri ondan hi\u00e7 beklemiyordum.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cBeni neden istediniz?\u201d dedim.<\/p>\n<p>Bir s\u00fcre sustu.<\/p>\n<p>\u201c\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc seni y\u0131llard\u0131r g\u00f6r\u00fcyorum.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u015ea\u015f\u0131rd\u0131m.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cBeni mi?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cAnnen hastaland\u0131\u011f\u0131nda onun yerine tarlaya geldi\u011fini g\u00f6rd\u00fcm. Kom\u015funun yetim \u00e7ocuklar\u0131na gizlice yemek g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00f6rd\u00fcm. Pazarda seninle dalga ge\u00e7en kad\u0131na cevap vermeyip ya\u015fl\u0131 annesinin torbalar\u0131n\u0131 ta\u015f\u0131d\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6rd\u00fcm. \u0130nsanlar\u0131n d\u0131\u015f g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fc\u015f\u00fcne bak\u0131p karar vermem.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u0130lk kez biri benim kilomdan bahsetmeden beni anlat\u0131yordu.<\/p>\n<p>O gece evlenmeyi kabul ettim.<\/p>\n<p>D\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn bir ay sonra yap\u0131ld\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>K\u00f6yde g\u00fcnlerce konu\u015fuldu.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cFerit A\u011fa daha g\u00fczelini bulamad\u0131 m\u0131?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cKesin k\u0131z\u0131n ailesinin bilmedi\u011fimiz bir mal\u0131 var.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cBunda ba\u015fka i\u015f var.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Bunlar\u0131n hepsini duydum.<\/p>\n<p>Ama d\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn g\u00fcn\u00fc Ferit A\u011fa elimi tuttu\u011funda biraz olsun rahatlad\u0131m.<\/p>\n<p>Gece oldu\u011funda ise korkum geri d\u00f6nd\u00fc.<\/p>\n<p>Beni kona\u011f\u0131n \u00fcst kat\u0131ndaki b\u00fcy\u00fck odaya g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fcler. Kad\u0131nlar \u015fakala\u015f\u0131yor, g\u00fcl\u00fcyor, kula\u011f\u0131ma utand\u0131r\u0131c\u0131 nasihatler f\u0131s\u0131ld\u0131yordu.<\/p>\n<p>Sonunda kap\u0131 kapand\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>Odada yaln\u0131z kald\u0131m.<\/p>\n<p>Kalbim g\u00f6\u011fs\u00fcmden \u00e7\u0131kacak gibiydi.<\/p>\n<p>Aynan\u0131n kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda kendime bakt\u0131m.<\/p>\n<p>Gelinli\u011fimi \u00e7\u0131karmaya bile cesaret edemiyordum.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cYa beni g\u00f6r\u00fcnce pi\u015fman olursa?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Bu d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnce zihnime saplanm\u0131\u015ft\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>Bir s\u00fcre sonra kap\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131ld\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>Ferit i\u00e7eri girdi.<\/p>\n<p>Ben yata\u011f\u0131n kenar\u0131nda donmu\u015f gibi oturuyordum.<\/p>\n<p>Kap\u0131y\u0131 kapatt\u0131 ama yan\u0131ma gelmedi.<\/p>\n<p>Masan\u0131n \u00fczerindeki sandalyeye oturdu.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cG\u00fcl\u015fen.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Sesim \u00e7\u0131kmad\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cBenden korkuyor musun?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131 sallamad\u0131m ama g\u00f6zlerim doldu.<\/p>\n<p>Sonunda a\u011fz\u0131mdan \u015fu s\u00f6zler d\u00f6k\u00fcld\u00fc:<\/p>\n<p>\u201cBeni g\u00f6r\u00fcnce pi\u015fman olacaks\u0131n\u0131z diye korkuyorum.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Ferit ka\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7att\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cNeden?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Ellerimi karn\u0131m\u0131n \u00fczerinde birle\u015ftirdim.<\/p>\n<p>\u201c\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc herkes benimle dalga ge\u00e7iyor. Ben\u2026 di\u011fer k\u0131zlar gibi de\u011filim.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Ferit bir s\u00fcre bana bakt\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>Sonra aya\u011fa kalkt\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>Kalbim h\u0131zland\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>Ama yan\u0131ma geldi\u011finde sadece yere \u00e7\u00f6melip g\u00f6z hizama indi.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cSeninle evlenmeden \u00f6nce nas\u0131l g\u00f6r\u00fcnd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn\u00fc bilmiyor muydum san\u0131yorsun?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Ne diyece\u011fimi bilemedim.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cBen seni saklayarak g\u00f6rmedim G\u00fcl\u015fen. Oldu\u011fun gibi g\u00f6rd\u00fcm.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Sonra cebinden k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck, eski bir bez kese \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>Keseyi bana uzatt\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>\u0130\u00e7inden \u00e7ocukken takt\u0131\u011f\u0131m k\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 bir boncuk \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>\u015ea\u015fk\u0131nl\u0131kla y\u00fcz\u00fcne bakt\u0131m.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cBu sende ne ar\u0131yor?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Ferit derin bir nefes ald\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cOn iki y\u0131l \u00f6nce dereye d\u00fc\u015fen k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir \u00e7ocu\u011fu hat\u0131rl\u0131yor musun?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Bir anda ge\u00e7mi\u015f g\u00f6z\u00fcmde canland\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>Yedi ya\u015f\u0131ndayd\u0131m. Selden sonra ta\u015fan derenin kenar\u0131nda oynayan bir \u00e7ocuk suya d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc. Ben ba\u011f\u0131rarak k\u00f6yl\u00fclere haber vermi\u015f, sonra da uzan\u0131p \u00e7ocu\u011fun kolundan tutmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015ft\u0131m.<\/p>\n<p>\u00c7ocuk kurtulmu\u015ftu ama sonras\u0131nda ailesinin ba\u015fka yere ta\u015f\u0131nd\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 duymu\u015ftum.<\/p>\n<p>Ferit elindeki boncu\u011fa bakt\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cO \u00e7ocuk benim karde\u015fim Eren\u2019di.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u015eoke oldum.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cNe?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cO g\u00fcn sen onu b\u0131rakmasayd\u0131n karde\u015fim \u00f6lebilirdi. Sana te\u015fekk\u00fcr etmek i\u00e7in eve geldi\u011fimizde baban hi\u00e7bir \u015fey istememi\u015fti. Sen de bana bu boncu\u011fu vermi\u015ftin. \u2018Karde\u015fin korkarsa bunu avucunda tutsun\u2019 demi\u015ftin.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>G\u00f6zlerim doldu.<\/p>\n<p>Bunu tamamen unutmu\u015ftum.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cY\u0131llar sonra seni yeniden g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcmde hemen tan\u0131mad\u0131m,\u201d dedi. \u201cAma annen bir g\u00fcn ad\u0131n\u0131 s\u00f6yleyince hat\u0131rlad\u0131m.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Sonra y\u00fcz\u00fc ciddile\u015fti.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cFakat sana anlatmam gereken ba\u015fka bir \u015fey daha var.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u0130\u00e7ime bir korku d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc.<\/p>\n<p>Ferit pencereye do\u011fru y\u00fcr\u00fcd\u00fc.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cBen seni sadece ge\u00e7mi\u015fte yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131n iyilik y\u00fcz\u00fcnden se\u00e7medim. Bu k\u00f6yde y\u0131llard\u0131r insanlar\u0131n g\u00fc\u00e7s\u00fcz olanlara nas\u0131l davrand\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcyorum. Babam da b\u00f6yle bir adamd\u0131. \u0130nsanlar\u0131 paras\u0131na, g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fc\u015f\u00fcne, ailesine g\u00f6re ay\u0131r\u0131rd\u0131.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>D\u00f6n\u00fcp bana bakt\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cBen onun gibi olmak istemiyorum.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Tam o s\u0131rada a\u015fa\u011f\u0131dan b\u00fcy\u00fck bir g\u00fcr\u00fclt\u00fc duyuldu.<\/p>\n<p>Ard\u0131ndan kap\u0131ya sert\u00e7e vuruldu.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cFerit A\u011fa!\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Ferit kap\u0131y\u0131 a\u00e7t\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>Kona\u011f\u0131n \u00e7al\u0131\u015fanlar\u0131ndan \u0130smail nefes nefeseydi.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cAh\u0131r\u0131n arkas\u0131nda yang\u0131n \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131!\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Ferit ko\u015farak a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 indi.<\/p>\n<p>Ben de gelinli\u011fimle pe\u015finden gittim.<\/p>\n<p>Alevler samanl\u0131\u011fa s\u0131\u00e7ram\u0131\u015ft\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>Herkes kovalarla su ta\u015f\u0131yordu.<\/p>\n<p>Bir anda i\u00e7eriden bir \u00e7ocuk sesi duyuldu.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cAnne!\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u0130smail\u2019in alt\u0131 ya\u015f\u0131ndaki o\u011flu i\u00e7eride kalm\u0131\u015ft\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>\u0130nsanlar alevlerden yakla\u015fam\u0131yordu.<\/p>\n<p>Ferit i\u00e7eri girmek istedi ama \u00e7at\u0131n\u0131n bir b\u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fc \u00e7\u00f6kt\u00fc.<\/p>\n<p>O anda ah\u0131r\u0131n yan taraf\u0131ndaki k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck pencereyi g\u00f6rd\u00fcm.<\/p>\n<p>\u00c7ocuklu\u011fumdan beri iri yap\u0131l\u0131 olmam y\u00fcz\u00fcnden a\u011f\u0131r i\u015flerde g\u00fc\u00e7l\u00fcyd\u00fcm. Yerdeki kal\u0131n tahtay\u0131 kald\u0131r\u0131p pencerenin \u00f6n\u00fcndeki engeli k\u0131rmaya ba\u015flad\u0131m.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cG\u00fcl\u015fen, uzak dur!\u201d diye ba\u011f\u0131rd\u0131 Ferit.<\/p>\n<p>Ama durmad\u0131m.<\/p>\n<p>Tahtay\u0131 kald\u0131rd\u0131m.<\/p>\n<p>\u00c7ocuk pencerenin hemen arkas\u0131ndayd\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cGel bana!\u201d<\/p>\n<p>K\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck \u00e7ocuk uzand\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>Onu kollar\u0131mdan yakalay\u0131p d\u0131\u015far\u0131 \u00e7ektim.<\/p>\n<p>Herkes sustu.<\/p>\n<p>\u0130smail o\u011fluna sar\u0131l\u0131p a\u011fl\u0131yordu.<\/p>\n<p>Ben ise gelinli\u011fimin ete\u011fi is i\u00e7inde, ellerim yara olmu\u015f halde yerde oturuyordum.<\/p>\n<p>Ferit yan\u0131ma geldi.<\/p>\n<p>Elimi tuttu.<\/p>\n<p>O gece k\u00f6yde hakk\u0131mda konu\u015fulan her \u015fey de\u011fi\u015fmedi elbette.<\/p>\n<p>\u0130nsanlar bir gecede iyi olmaz.<\/p>\n<p>Ama ertesi g\u00fcn meydana \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131\u011f\u0131mda kimse g\u00fclmedi.<\/p>\n<p>Aylar sonra Ferit\u2019le birlikte kona\u011f\u0131n eski bir b\u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcn\u00fc kad\u0131nlar\u0131n diki\u015f dikerek para kazanabilece\u011fi bir at\u00f6lyeye \u00e7evirdik.<\/p>\n<p>Ben de orada \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmaya ba\u015flad\u0131m.<\/p>\n<p>Y\u0131llarca saklanmak i\u00e7in kulland\u0131\u011f\u0131m ellerim art\u0131k onlarca kad\u0131n\u0131n ge\u00e7imine yard\u0131mc\u0131 oluyordu.<\/p>\n<p>Bir g\u00fcn aynan\u0131n kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda dururken Ferit arkamdan geldi.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cNe d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcyorsun?\u201d diye sordu.<\/p>\n<p>G\u00fcl\u00fcmsedim.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cEskiden aynaya bakt\u0131\u011f\u0131mda insanlar\u0131n g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fc kusurlar\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcyordum.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201c\u015eimdi?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Kendime biraz daha dikkatli bakt\u0131m.<\/p>\n<p>\u201c\u015eimdi beni g\u00f6r\u00fcyorum.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Ferit elimi tuttu.<\/p>\n<p>O zaman anlad\u0131m ki hayat\u0131m\u0131n ilk gecesinde de\u011fi\u015fen \u015fey evlenmi\u015f olmam de\u011fildi.<\/p>\n<p>As\u0131l de\u011fi\u015fen, y\u0131llard\u0131r ba\u015fkalar\u0131n\u0131n s\u00f6zleriyle \u00f6l\u00e7t\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm kendi de\u011ferimi sonunda kendi g\u00f6zlerimle g\u00f6rmeye ba\u015flamamd\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc insan\u0131 g\u00fczel yapan, insanlar\u0131n ona nas\u0131l bakt\u0131\u011f\u0131 de\u011fil; kimse bakm\u0131yorken nas\u0131l bir insan oldu\u011fuydu.<\/p>\n"},"alt_text":"","media_type":"image","mime_type":"image\/jpeg","media_details":{"width":239,"height":359,"file":"2026\/09\/gelinlik-abiye-modelleri.jpg","filesize":14510,"sizes":{"medium":{"file":"gelinlik-abiye-modelleri-200x300.jpg","width":200,"height":300,"filesize":11423,"mime_type":"image\/jpeg","source_url":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/09\/gelinlik-abiye-modelleri-200x300.jpg"},"thumbnail":{"file":"gelinlik-abiye-modelleri-150x150.jpg","width":150,"height":150,"filesize":5124,"mime_type":"image\/jpeg","source_url":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/09\/gelinlik-abiye-modelleri-150x150.jpg"},"full":{"file":"gelinlik-abiye-modelleri.jpg","width":239,"height":359,"mime_type":"image\/jpeg","source_url":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/09\/gelinlik-abiye-modelleri.jpg"}},"image_meta":{"aperture":"0","credit":"","camera":"","caption":"","created_timestamp":"0","copyright":"","focal_length":"0","iso":"0","shutter_speed":"0","title":"","orientation":"0","keywords":[],"alt":""}},"post":876,"source_url":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/09\/gelinlik-abiye-modelleri.jpg","filename":"gelinlik-abiye-modelleri.jpg","filesize":14510,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/878","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/attachment"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=878"}],"wp:attached-to":[{"embeddable":true,"post_type":"post","id":876,"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/876"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}