{"id":1117,"date":"2026-10-01T21:50:23","date_gmt":"2026-10-01T21:50:23","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/?p=1117"},"modified":"2026-10-01T21:50:23","modified_gmt":"2026-10-01T21:50:23","slug":"uvey-babam-olmeden-once-bana-bir-adres-verdi","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/uvey-babam-olmeden-once-bana-bir-adres-verdi\/","title":{"rendered":"\u00dcVEY BABAM \u00d6LMEDEN \u00d6NCE BANA B\u0130R ADRES VERD\u0130"},"content":{"rendered":"\n\t\t<style>\n\t\t\t#gallery-1 {\n\t\t\t\tmargin: auto;\n\t\t\t}\n\t\t\t#gallery-1 .gallery-item {\n\t\t\t\tfloat: left;\n\t\t\t\tmargin-top: 10px;\n\t\t\t\ttext-align: center;\n\t\t\t\twidth: 33%;\n\t\t\t}\n\t\t\t#gallery-1 img {\n\t\t\t\tborder: 2px solid #cfcfcf;\n\t\t\t}\n\t\t\t#gallery-1 .gallery-caption {\n\t\t\t\tmargin-left: 0;\n\t\t\t}\n\t\t\t\/* see gallery_shortcode() in wp-includes\/media.php *\/\n\t\t<\/style>\n\t\t<div id='gallery-1' class='gallery galleryid-1117 gallery-columns-3 gallery-size-thumbnail'><dl class='gallery-item'>\n\t\t\t<dt class='gallery-icon landscape'>\n\t\t\t\t<a href='https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/uvey-babam-olmeden-once-bana-bir-adres-verdi\/61261y\/'><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"150\" height=\"150\" src=\"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/10\/61261y-150x150.jpeg\" class=\"attachment-thumbnail size-thumbnail\" alt=\"\" aria-describedby=\"gallery-1-1118\" \/><\/a>\n\t\t\t<\/dt>\n\t\t\t\t<dd class='wp-caption-text gallery-caption' id='gallery-1-1118'>\n\t\t\t\t\u201cBabam sonunda seni buraya g\u00f6nderdi, demek\u2026\u201d\nKar\u015f\u0131mda duran kad\u0131n\u0131n bu s\u00f6zlerini duydu\u011fumda oldu\u011fum yere \u00e7ak\u0131ld\u0131m. Kalbim \u00f6ylesine h\u0131zl\u0131 \u00e7arp\u0131yordu ki nefes almakta zorlan\u0131yordum. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc kap\u0131y\u0131 a\u00e7an kad\u0131n, y\u0131llard\u0131r yatak odam\u0131n duvar\u0131nda foto\u011fraf\u0131 as\u0131l\u0131 duran anneme inan\u0131lmaz derecede benziyordu.\nAyn\u0131 g\u00f6zler, ayn\u0131 g\u00fcl\u00fcmseme, hatta sol ka\u015f\u0131n\u0131n \u00fczerindeki k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fcc\u00fck iz bile ayn\u0131yd\u0131.\n\u201cSen\u2026 Sen kimsin?\u201d diye f\u0131s\u0131ldad\u0131m.\nKad\u0131n\u0131n g\u00f6zleri doldu.\n\u201c\u0130\u00e7eri gel, Asl\u0131. Sana anlatmam gereken \u00e7ok \u015fey var.\u201d\nAd\u0131m\u0131 nereden bildi\u011fini sormaya haz\u0131rlan\u0131yordum ki arkas\u0131ndaki duvarda as\u0131l\u0131 duran foto\u011fraf\u0131 g\u00f6rd\u00fcm. Foto\u011frafta gen\u00e7 bir Fikret, annem ve kar\u015f\u0131mda duran kad\u0131n birlikte g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u00fcyordu.\nBacaklar\u0131m titremeye ba\u015flad\u0131.\n\u201cAnnem nerede? Sen onun nesisin?\u201d\nKad\u0131n derin bir nefes ald\u0131.\n\u201cBen annenim, Asl\u0131.\u201d\nBir an kulaklar\u0131m\u0131n u\u011fuldad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 hissettim. Ard\u0131ndan istemsizce g\u00fclmeye ba\u015flad\u0131m. Ancak bu, mutluluktan de\u011fil, duyduklar\u0131m\u0131n sa\u00e7mal\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan kaynaklanan sinirli bir g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc.\n\u201cBu imk\u00e2ns\u0131z! Annem ben d\u00f6rt ya\u015f\u0131ndayken \u00f6ld\u00fc!\u201d\nKad\u0131n sessizce ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 e\u011fdi.\n\u201cHay\u0131r, k\u0131z\u0131m. Ben \u00f6lmedim. Seni terk etmek zorunda kald\u0131m.\u201d\nO iki kelime i\u00e7imde y\u0131llard\u0131r kapanm\u0131\u015f sand\u0131\u011f\u0131m bir yaray\u0131 yeniden a\u00e7t\u0131.\nBeni terk etmi\u015fti!\nTam otuz d\u00f6rt y\u0131l boyunca annemin mezar\u0131na \u00e7i\u00e7ekler b\u0131rakm\u0131\u015f, do\u011fum g\u00fcnlerimde foto\u011fraf\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6pm\u00fc\u015f, her Anneler G\u00fcn\u00fc\u2019nde yoklu\u011funa a\u011flam\u0131\u015ft\u0131m.\nOysa kar\u015f\u0131mdayd\u0131.\n\u00dcstelik babam\u0131n evinden yaln\u0131zca birka\u00e7 sokak uzakta ya\u015f\u0131yordu.\n\u201cDemek bunca y\u0131l buradayd\u0131n!\u201d diye ba\u011f\u0131rd\u0131m. \u201cBen annesiz b\u00fcy\u00fcrken sen bu evde mi oturuyordun?\u201d\nKad\u0131n g\u00f6zya\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 silerek kenara \u00e7ekildi.\n\u201cL\u00fctfen \u00f6nce beni dinle. Sonra istersen bir daha y\u00fcz\u00fcm\u00fc g\u00f6rme.\u201d\n\u0130\u00e7eri girmek istemiyordum. Fakat Fikret\u2019in \u00f6lmeden \u00f6nce s\u00f6yledi\u011fi s\u00f6zler kulaklar\u0131mda yank\u0131lan\u0131yordu.\n\u201cBenden nefret etmeye karar vermeden \u00f6nce her \u015feyi dinleyeceksin.\u201d\nSalona girdim.\nKad\u0131n kendisini tan\u0131tt\u0131. Ad\u0131 G\u00fclseren\u2019di. \u00c7antas\u0131ndan eski bir foto\u011fraf \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131. Foto\u011frafta d\u00f6rt ya\u015f\u0131ndaki h\u00e2lim onun kuca\u011f\u0131nda oturuyordu. \u00dczerimde \u00e7i\u00e7ekli bir elbise vard\u0131 ve elimde h\u00e2l\u00e2 saklad\u0131\u011f\u0131m oyuncak ay\u0131m duruyordu.\nFoto\u011fraf\u0131n arkas\u0131nda annemin el yaz\u0131s\u0131yla yaz\u0131lm\u0131\u015f birka\u00e7 kelime vard\u0131.\n\u201cCan\u0131m k\u0131z\u0131m Asl\u0131, d\u00f6rd\u00fcnc\u00fc do\u011fum g\u00fcn\u00fcn.\u201d\nArt\u0131k \u015f\u00fcphem kalmam\u0131\u015ft\u0131.\n\u201cNeden?\u201d diye sordum. \u201cBana sadece nedenini s\u00f6yle!\u201d\nG\u00fclseren titreyen elleriyle eski bir kutuyu a\u00e7t\u0131.\n\u201cBaban sand\u0131\u011f\u0131n Fikret\u2019le evlenmeden \u00f6nce ba\u015fka biriyle evliydim. Senin \u00f6z babanla\u2026\u201d\nC\u00fcmlenin devam\u0131n\u0131 getiremeden kap\u0131n\u0131n \u00f6n\u00fcnden bir araba sesi duyuldu.\nG\u00fclseren birden aya\u011fa kalkt\u0131. Perdeleri aralayarak d\u0131\u015far\u0131 bakt\u0131.\nY\u00fcz\u00fcndeki korkuyu g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcmde i\u00e7im \u00fcrperdi.\n\u201cNe oldu?\u201d\n\u201cBilmiyorum. Y\u0131llard\u0131r bu an\u0131n gelece\u011finden korkuyordum.\u201d\nO s\u0131rada kap\u0131 sert\u00e7e \u00e7al\u0131nd\u0131.\nG\u00fclseren bana d\u00f6nerek f\u0131s\u0131ldad\u0131.\n\u201cAsl\u0131, mutfa\u011fa ge\u00e7 ve sak\u0131n ses \u00e7\u0131karma!\u201d\nAncak art\u0131k saklanmaya niyetim yoktu. Hayat\u0131m boyunca ba\u015fkalar\u0131n\u0131n benden saklad\u0131\u011f\u0131 ger\u00e7eklerle ya\u015fam\u0131\u015ft\u0131m.\nKap\u0131ya do\u011fru y\u00fcr\u00fcd\u00fcm ve a\u00e7t\u0131m.\nKar\u015f\u0131mda altm\u0131\u015fl\u0131 ya\u015flar\u0131nda, uzun boylu bir adam duruyordu. Y\u00fcz\u00fcme dikkatlice bakt\u0131ktan sonra \u015fa\u015fk\u0131nl\u0131kla geri \u00e7ekildi\n\t\t\t\t<\/dd><\/dl><dl class='gallery-item'>\n\t\t\t<dt class='gallery-icon landscape'>\n\t\t\t\t<a href='https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/uvey-babam-olmeden-once-bana-bir-adres-verdi\/imgonl1-3\/'><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"150\" height=\"150\" src=\"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/10\/imgonl1-150x150.jpg\" class=\"attachment-thumbnail size-thumbnail\" alt=\"\" aria-describedby=\"gallery-1-1119\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/10\/imgonl1-150x150.jpg 150w, https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/10\/imgonl1-300x300.jpg 300w, https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/10\/imgonl1-768x768.jpg 768w, https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/10\/imgonl1.jpg 1024w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 150px) 100vw, 150px\" \/><\/a>\n\t\t\t<\/dt>\n\t\t\t\t<dd class='wp-caption-text gallery-caption' id='gallery-1-1119'>\n\t\t\t\t\u201cAsl\u0131?\u201d\n\u201cSen de kimsin?\u201d\nAdam cevap vermeden G\u00fclseren yan\u0131m\u0131za geldi.\n\u201cBuraya gelmeye hakk\u0131n yok, Vahit!\u201d\nAdam\u0131n y\u00fcz\u00fcndeki \u015fa\u015fk\u0131nl\u0131k yerini \u00f6fkeye b\u0131rakt\u0131.\n\u201cFikret s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc tutmad\u0131, \u00f6yle mi?\u201d\n\u0130\u015fte o anda her \u015feyi anlamaya ba\u015flad\u0131m.\nBu adam benim \u00f6z babamd\u0131.\nAncak as\u0131l korkun\u00e7 ger\u00e7e\u011fi \u00f6\u011frenmeme daha vard\u0131.\nVahit i\u00e7eri girmeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131nca G\u00fclseren telefonunu \u00e7\u0131kar\u0131p polisi arayaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 s\u00f6yledi. Adam bir an duraksad\u0131, ard\u0131ndan hi\u00e7bir \u015fey s\u00f6ylemeden arabas\u0131na binip uzakla\u015ft\u0131.\nG\u00fclseren kap\u0131y\u0131 kilitledikten sonra koltu\u011fa \u00e7\u00f6kt\u00fc.\n\u201cArt\u0131k sana her \u015feyi anlataca\u011f\u0131m.\u201d\nY\u0131llar \u00f6nce Vahit\u2019le evlendi\u011finde hen\u00fcz yirmi ya\u015f\u0131ndaym\u0131\u015f. Ba\u015flang\u0131\u00e7ta mutlu olduklar\u0131n\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u00fc\u015f ancak ben do\u011fduktan sonra Vahit\u2019in kumar bor\u00e7lar\u0131 ve tehlikeli ili\u015fkileri ortaya \u00e7\u0131km\u0131\u015f.\nBir g\u00fcn Vahit, bor\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131 kapatabilmek i\u00e7in G\u00fclseren\u2019in babas\u0131ndan kalan evi satmak istemi\u015f. Annem kabul etmeyince tehditler ba\u015flam\u0131\u015f.\nSonunda beni de al\u0131p ka\u00e7maya karar vermi\u015f.\nAncak Vahit plan\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6\u011frenmi\u015f.\n\u201cSeninle ilgili belgeleri imzalatt\u0131\u011f\u0131 g\u00fcn hayat\u0131m\u0131n en korkun\u00e7 g\u00fcn\u00fcyd\u00fc,\u201d dedi G\u00fclseren.\n\u201cNeden polisi aramad\u0131n?\u201d\n\u201cArad\u0131m. Ama tehditlerini kan\u0131tlayamad\u0131m. \u00dcstelik seni elimden almak i\u00e7in mahkemeye ba\u015fvurmu\u015ftu.\u201d\n\u0130\u015fte o s\u0131rada Fikret hayatlar\u0131na girmi\u015f.\nFikret, annemin \u00e7ocukluk arkada\u015f\u0131ym\u0131\u015f. Anneme ve bana g\u00fcvenli bir hayat sunmak istemi\u015f. Annem bo\u015fand\u0131ktan sonra onunla evlenmi\u015f.\nFakat Vahit pe\u015flerini b\u0131rakmam\u0131\u015f.\nBir gece arabalar\u0131n\u0131n fren hortumlar\u0131na zarar verilmi\u015f. Fikret kazadan hafif yaralarla kurtulurken annem a\u011f\u0131r yaralanm\u0131\u015f.\n\u201c\u00d6ld\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm\u00fc d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnmenizin sebebi o kazayd\u0131,\u201d dedi G\u00fclseren.\n\u015ea\u015fk\u0131nl\u0131kla y\u00fcz\u00fcne bakt\u0131m.\n\u201cYani ger\u00e7ekten \u00f6lmek \u00fczere miydin?\u201d\nBa\u015f\u0131n\u0131 sallad\u0131.\n\u201cHaftalarca yo\u011fun bak\u0131mda kald\u0131m. Uyand\u0131\u011f\u0131mda Vahit\u2019in tehditleri devam ediyordu. Fikret, seni korumak i\u00e7in \u00e7ok a\u011f\u0131r bir karar verdi.\u201d\nAnnemin \u00f6ld\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn\u00fc s\u00f6ylemi\u015flerdi.\nBu sayede Vahit\u2019in pe\u015fimi b\u0131rakaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u00fc\u015flerdi.\nAncak anlamad\u0131\u011f\u0131m bir \u015fey vard\u0131.\n\u201c\u0130yile\u015ftikten sonra neden geri d\u00f6nmedin?\u201d\nG\u00fclseren\u2019in g\u00f6zleri doldu.\n\u201c\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc Fikret senden vazge\u00e7mek istemedi\u011fi i\u00e7in de\u011fil, Vahit\u2019in seni yeniden bulmas\u0131ndan korktu\u011fu i\u00e7in uzak durmam\u0131 istedi. Ben de korktum. Sonra aylar y\u0131llara d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc.\u201d\nBu cevap beni teselli etmedi.\n\u201cBen b\u00fcy\u00fcd\u00fcm anne! \u00dcniversiteye gittim, evlendim, \u00e7ocuk sahibi oldum. O zaman neden gelmedin?\u201d\nG\u00fclseren ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 ellerinin aras\u0131na ald\u0131.\n\u201cBeni affetmeni beklemiyorum. Korkakl\u0131k ettim. Seni kaybetmekten korkarken hayat\u0131n\u0131n tamam\u0131n\u0131 ka\u00e7\u0131rd\u0131m.\u201d\nTam o s\u0131rada telefonum \u00e7ald\u0131.\nArayan hastaneydi.\nFikret birka\u00e7 dakika \u00f6nce hayat\u0131n\u0131 kaybetmi\u015fti.\nTelefon elimden kayd\u0131.\nYere \u00e7\u00f6kt\u00fc\u011f\u00fcmde G\u00fclseren yan\u0131ma geldi ancak sar\u0131lmas\u0131na izin vermedim.\n\u201cBabam \u00f6ld\u00fc,\u201d dedim. \u201cVe ben onun son dakikalar\u0131n\u0131 burada ge\u00e7irdim.\u201d\nG\u00fclseren a\u011flayarak mutfa\u011fa gitti. Birka\u00e7 dakika sonra elinde kal\u0131n bir zarfla d\u00f6nd\u00fc.\n\u201cFikret bunu sana vermemi istedi.\u201d\nZarf\u0131n \u00fczerinde babam\u0131n el yaz\u0131s\u0131yla ismim yaz\u0131yordu.\nTitreyen ellerimle a\u00e7t\u0131m.\n\u0130\u00e7inden bir mektup ve eski bir banka hesap c\u00fczdan\u0131 \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131.\nMektubu okumaya ba\u015flad\u0131m.\n\u201cCan\u0131m k\u0131z\u0131m Asl\u0131,\nBu sat\u0131rlar\u0131 okuyorsan art\u0131k yan\u0131nda de\u011filim. \u00d6ncelikle senden \u00f6z\u00fcr dilemek istiyorum. Seni korudu\u011fumu d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrken annesiz b\u00fcy\u00fcmene sebep oldum.\nBa\u015flang\u0131\u00e7ta bunun ge\u00e7ici olaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 san\u0131yordum. Ancak y\u0131llar ge\u00e7tik\u00e7e ger\u00e7e\u011fi s\u00f6ylemek zorla\u015ft\u0131. Seni kaybetmekten korktum. Annenle konu\u015fmana engel oldum. Bunun hi\u00e7bir bahanesi yok.\nBana baba dedi\u011fin her an d\u00fcnyan\u0131n en mutlu insan\u0131 oldum. Ama \u015fimdi anl\u0131yorum ki ger\u00e7ek sevgi, sevdi\u011fimiz insan\u0131n hayat\u0131yla ilgili kararlar\u0131 onun yerine vermek de\u011fildir.\nSana ger\u00e7e\u011fi s\u00f6ylemek i\u00e7in \u00e7ok ge\u00e7 kald\u0131m.\nBeni affedebilirsen ne mutlu bana.\nBaban Fikret.\u201d\nG\u00f6zya\u015flar\u0131m mektubun \u00fczerine daml\u0131yordu.\nHesap c\u00fczdan\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7t\u0131\u011f\u0131mda daha da \u015fa\u015f\u0131rd\u0131m.\nFikret, y\u0131llarca her ay d\u00fczenli olarak para yat\u0131rm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Hesap benim ad\u0131ma a\u00e7\u0131lm\u0131\u015ft\u0131 ancak a\u00e7\u0131klamalarda s\u00fcrekli ayn\u0131 ifade yaz\u0131yordu.\n\u201cG\u00fclseren\u2019in tedavi ve g\u00fcvenlik masraflar\u0131.\u201d\nBabam yaln\u0131zca beni de\u011fil, annemi de korumaya devam etmi\u015fti.\nAncak mektubun en alt\u0131nda ba\u015fka bir not vard\u0131.\n\u201cVahit\u2019in ge\u00e7mi\u015fte yapt\u0131klar\u0131na ili\u015fkin belgeler avukat\u0131mda. Art\u0131k korkman\u0131za gerek yok.\u201d\nErtesi sabah babam\u0131n avukat\u0131yla g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015ft\u00fcm. Y\u0131llar \u00f6nceki kazayla ilgili saklanan belgeleri ve yeni ortaya \u00e7\u0131kan bir tan\u0131\u011f\u0131n ifadesini yetkililere teslim ettik. Vahit hakk\u0131nda yeniden soru\u015fturma ba\u015flat\u0131ld\u0131.\nArt\u0131k korkarak ya\u015famayacakt\u0131m.\nFikret\u2019in cenazesinde annem de yan\u0131mdayd\u0131.\nMezar\u0131n\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131nda saatlerce a\u011flad\u0131m. Babama hem k\u0131zg\u0131nd\u0131m hem de onu tarifsiz derecede \u00f6zl\u00fcyordum. Ke\u015fke ger\u00e7e\u011fi daha \u00f6nce s\u00f6yleyebilseydi. Ke\u015fke hepimiz bunca y\u0131l\u0131 kaybetmeseydik.\nCenazeden sonra annem yan\u0131ma yakla\u015ft\u0131.\n\u201cBana bir \u015fans verebilir misin?\u201d diye sordu.\nUzun s\u00fcre y\u00fcz\u00fcne bakt\u0131m.\n\u201cOtuz d\u00f6rt y\u0131l\u0131 geri getiremezsin. Ama torununu tan\u0131mak istersen pazar g\u00fcn\u00fc bize gelebilirsin.\u201d\nG\u00fclseren a\u011flayarak ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 sallad\u0131.\nO pazar sabah\u0131 k\u0131z\u0131mla birlikte mutfa\u011fa girdik. Fikret\u2019in eski tarif defterini a\u00e7\u0131p elmal\u0131 krep haz\u0131rlad\u0131k.\nKap\u0131 \u00e7ald\u0131\u011f\u0131nda annem elinde k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir paketle bekliyordu. Paketin i\u00e7inden y\u0131llar \u00f6nce kaybetti\u011fimi sand\u0131\u011f\u0131m oyuncak ay\u0131m \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131.\nG\u00f6zlerim doldu.\nOnu i\u00e7eri davet ettim.\nK\u0131z\u0131m b\u00fcy\u00fckbabas\u0131n\u0131n foto\u011fraf\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6stererek anneme onun kim oldu\u011funu sordu\u011funda hi\u00e7 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnmeden cevap verdim.\n\u201cBu, beni b\u00fcy\u00fcten ve bana sevmeyi \u00f6\u011freten babam.\u201d\n\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc o g\u00fcn \u00f6nemli bir \u015fey anlam\u0131\u015ft\u0131m. Fikret\u2019in yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131 yanl\u0131\u015flar\u0131 unutmak zorunda de\u011fildim. Annemi hemen affetmek zorunda da de\u011fildim. Ancak ge\u00e7mi\u015fte ba\u015fkalar\u0131n\u0131n verdi\u011fi yanl\u0131\u015f kararlar\u0131n, gelecekte sevdiklerimle ya\u015fayaca\u011f\u0131m g\u00fczel g\u00fcnleri elimden almas\u0131na izin vermeyecektim.\nAylar sonra babam\u0131n mezar\u0131n\u0131 ziyaret etti\u011fimde yan\u0131mda annem ve k\u0131z\u0131m vard\u0131. Mezar ta\u015f\u0131na k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir \u00e7i\u00e7ek b\u0131rakt\u0131m ve f\u0131s\u0131ldad\u0131m:\n\u201cBaba, sana verdi\u011fim s\u00f6z\u00fc tuttum. Herkesi dinledim. Ama art\u0131k kendi kararlar\u0131m\u0131 kendim verece\u011fim.\u201d\nSonra k\u0131z\u0131m\u0131n elini tuttum.\nBabam bana hayat\u0131 boyunca pek \u00e7ok \u015fey \u00f6\u011fretmi\u015fti. Fakat en \u00f6nemli dersini, \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcnden sonra verdi\u011fi o mektupla \u00f6\u011frenmi\u015ftim.\nSevgi, birini kaybetmemek i\u00e7in ger\u00e7e\u011fi saklamak de\u011fil, ger\u00e7ek ne kadar ac\u0131 olursa olsun onun yan\u0131nda durabilmekti.\n\t\t\t\t<\/dd><\/dl>\n\t\t\t<br style='clear: both' \/>\n\t\t<\/div>\n\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":1118,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[9],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1117","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-foto-galeri"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1117","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1117"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1117\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1120,"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1117\/revisions\/1120"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/1118"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=1117"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=1117"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=1117"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}