{"id":1133,"date":"2026-10-01T21:59:14","date_gmt":"2026-10-01T21:59:14","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/?p=1133"},"modified":"2026-10-01T21:59:14","modified_gmt":"2026-10-01T21:59:14","slug":"13-yil-sonra-eski-kocamla-karsilastim","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/13-yil-sonra-eski-kocamla-karsilastim\/","title":{"rendered":"13 YIL SONRA ESK\u0130 KOCAMLA KAR\u015eILA\u015eTIM"},"content":{"rendered":"\n\t\t<style>\n\t\t\t#gallery-1 {\n\t\t\t\tmargin: auto;\n\t\t\t}\n\t\t\t#gallery-1 .gallery-item {\n\t\t\t\tfloat: left;\n\t\t\t\tmargin-top: 10px;\n\t\t\t\ttext-align: center;\n\t\t\t\twidth: 33%;\n\t\t\t}\n\t\t\t#gallery-1 img {\n\t\t\t\tborder: 2px solid #cfcfcf;\n\t\t\t}\n\t\t\t#gallery-1 .gallery-caption {\n\t\t\t\tmargin-left: 0;\n\t\t\t}\n\t\t\t\/* see gallery_shortcode() in wp-includes\/media.php *\/\n\t\t<\/style>\n\t\t<div id='gallery-1' class='gallery galleryid-1133 gallery-columns-3 gallery-size-thumbnail'><dl class='gallery-item'>\n\t\t\t<dt class='gallery-icon landscape'>\n\t\t\t\t<a href='https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/13-yil-sonra-eski-kocamla-karsilastim\/2352365y-8\/'><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"150\" height=\"150\" src=\"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/10\/2352365y-150x150.jpg\" class=\"attachment-thumbnail size-thumbnail\" alt=\"\" aria-describedby=\"gallery-1-1134\" \/><\/a>\n\t\t\t<\/dt>\n\t\t\t\t<dd class='wp-caption-text gallery-caption' id='gallery-1-1134'>\n\t\t\t\t\u0130kiz o\u011fullar\u0131m alt\u0131n madalyalar\u0131n\u0131 almak i\u00e7in sahneye \u00e7\u0131karken Cihan&#8217;\u0131n y\u00fcz\u00fc mosmor kesilmi\u015fti! Ancak as\u0131l \u015fa\u015f\u0131rt\u0131c\u0131 olay hen\u00fcz ya\u015fanmam\u0131\u015ft\u0131. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc \u00f6d\u00fcl t\u00f6reninin sonunda sunucu, o\u011fullar\u0131mla ilgili \u00f6zel bir a\u00e7\u0131klama yapmak \u00fczere yeniden mikrofonu eline ald\u0131\u011f\u0131nda Cihan&#8217;\u0131n hayat\u0131 boyunca saklad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 sand\u0131\u011f\u0131 bir ger\u00e7ek ortaya \u00e7\u0131kmak \u00fczereydi&#8230;\nO an ya\u015fad\u0131klar\u0131m\u0131 anlatabilmek i\u00e7in \u00f6nce 13 y\u0131l \u00f6ncesine d\u00f6nmem gerekiyor. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc bug\u00fcn gururla bakt\u0131\u011f\u0131m iki o\u011flumu b\u00fcy\u00fct\u00fcrken neler ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 benden ba\u015fka kimse bilmiyordu.\nCihan&#8217;la evlendi\u011fimizde hayat\u0131m\u0131n geri kalan\u0131n\u0131 onunla ge\u00e7irece\u011fime inan\u0131yordum. \u0130kizlerimiz d\u00fcnyaya geldi\u011finde mutlulu\u011fumuzun tamamland\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fcm. Ancak \u00e7ocuklar\u0131m\u0131z hen\u00fcz bir ya\u015f\u0131ndayken kocam\u0131n i\u015f yerinden \u0130nci ad\u0131nda bir kad\u0131nla ili\u015fki ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6\u011frendim.\nBeni en \u00e7ok yaralayan ihaneti de\u011fil, yakaland\u0131\u011f\u0131nda s\u00f6yledikleri olmu\u015ftu.\n&#8220;Jale, ben bu hayattan daha fazlas\u0131n\u0131 istiyorum. Seninle s\u00fcrekli \u00e7ocuklar\u0131n masraflar\u0131n\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnerek ya\u015fayamam!&#8221;\nBirka\u00e7 hafta sonra e\u015fyalar\u0131n\u0131 toplay\u0131p gitti. Bo\u015fanma davam\u0131z sonu\u00e7land\u0131\u011f\u0131nda \u0130nci&#8217;nin hamile oldu\u011funu \u00f6\u011frendim. Cihan art\u0131k ba\u015fka bir aile kurmu\u015ftu.\n\u0130lk aylarda \u00e7ocuklar\u0131n\u0131 ziyaret edece\u011fini s\u00f6yledi. Ancak \u00f6nce ziyaretlerini erteledi, ard\u0131ndan telefonlar\u0131m\u0131za cevap vermemeye ba\u015flad\u0131. Sonunda tamamen ortadan kayboldu.\n\u00c7ocuklar\u0131m b\u00fcy\u00fcd\u00fck\u00e7e babalar\u0131n\u0131n neden gelmedi\u011fini sormaya ba\u015flad\u0131lar. Onlara hi\u00e7bir zaman babalar\u0131n\u0131n k\u00f6t\u00fc bir insan oldu\u011funu s\u00f6ylemedim. Sadece baz\u0131 insanlar\u0131n verdikleri s\u00f6zleri tutamad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 anlatt\u0131m.\nO\u011fullar\u0131m\u0131n \u00fcniversiteye ba\u011fl\u0131 bir bilim merkezinde d\u00fczenlenen yar\u0131\u015fmaya kat\u0131lacaklar\u0131 haberini ald\u0131\u011f\u0131mda ise b\u00fct\u00fcn o zor y\u0131llar\u0131n kar\u015f\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 alaca\u011f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 hissetmi\u015ftim.\nAncak Cihan&#8217;la kar\u015f\u0131la\u015faca\u011f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 nereden bilebilirdim?\n\u00d6d\u00fcl t\u00f6reninde o\u011fullar\u0131m sahneye \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131\u011f\u0131nda g\u00f6zya\u015flar\u0131m\u0131 tutamad\u0131m. Doruk matematik, Yaman ise fizik alan\u0131nda alt\u0131n madalya kazanm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Salondaki herkes onlar\u0131 ayakta alk\u0131\u015fl\u0131yordu.\nTam o s\u0131rada sunucu yeniden konu\u015fmaya ba\u015flad\u0131.\n&#8220;Say\u0131n misafirlerimiz, \u00f6d\u00fcl t\u00f6renimizi tamamlamadan \u00f6nce sizlerle \u00e7ok \u00f6zel bir ba\u015far\u0131 hik\u00e2yesini payla\u015fmak istiyoruz.&#8221;\nDev ekranda o\u011fullar\u0131m\u0131n foto\u011fraflar\u0131 belirdi.\n&#8220;Bu y\u0131l yar\u0131\u015fmam\u0131z\u0131n tarihinde ilk kez ayn\u0131 aileden iki karde\u015f, iki farkl\u0131 kategoride T\u00fcrkiye birincisi oldu. \u00dcstelik bu iki \u00f6\u011frencimiz, geli\u015ftirdikleri ortak projeyle uluslararas\u0131 bir bilim organizasyonuna davet edildi!&#8221;\nSalon yeniden alk\u0131\u015flarla doldu.\nCihan&#8217;\u0131n aya\u011fa kalkt\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6rd\u00fcm. Yan\u0131ndaki \u0130nci \u015fa\u015fk\u0131nl\u0131kla ekrana bak\u0131yordu. O\u011fullar\u0131 ise ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6ne e\u011fmi\u015fti.\nSunucu s\u00f6zlerine devam etti.\n&#8220;Ancak bu ba\u015far\u0131 hik\u00e2yesinin arkas\u0131nda herkesi duyguland\u0131racak bir fedak\u00e2rl\u0131k var. \u0130ki \u00f6\u011frencimizin de konu\u015fmalar\u0131nda \u00f6zellikle te\u015fekk\u00fcr etmek istedi\u011fi biri bulunuyor. \u015eimdi mikrofonu kendilerine b\u0131rak\u0131yoruz.&#8221;\nDoruk mikrofonu eline ald\u0131.\n&#8220;Bug\u00fcn burada olmam\u0131z\u0131n sebebi yaln\u0131zca \u00e7ok \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmam\u0131z de\u011fil. Bizim \u00e7al\u0131\u015fabilmemiz i\u00e7in kendi hayallerinden vazge\u00e7en biri vard\u0131.&#8221;\nYaman karde\u015finin yan\u0131na yakla\u015ft\u0131 \n\t\t\t\t<\/dd><\/dl><dl class='gallery-item'>\n\t\t\t<dt class='gallery-icon landscape'>\n\t\t\t\t<a href='https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/13-yil-sonra-eski-kocamla-karsilastim\/imgon1-4\/'><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"150\" height=\"150\" src=\"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/10\/imgon1-150x150.jpg\" class=\"attachment-thumbnail size-thumbnail\" alt=\"\" aria-describedby=\"gallery-1-1135\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/10\/imgon1-150x150.jpg 150w, https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/10\/imgon1-300x300.jpg 300w, https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/10\/imgon1-768x768.jpg 768w, https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/10\/imgon1.jpg 1024w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 150px) 100vw, 150px\" \/><\/a>\n\t\t\t<\/dt>\n\t\t\t\t<dd class='wp-caption-text gallery-caption' id='gallery-1-1135'>\n\t\t\t\t&#8220;Annemiz&#8230;&#8221;\nKalbimin nas\u0131l \u00e7arpt\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 anlatamam.\n&#8220;Annemiz g\u00fcnd\u00fczleri bir muhasebe b\u00fcrosunda \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131, ak\u015famlar\u0131 evde diki\u015f dikti. Bizim i\u00e7in bilgisayar alabilmek amac\u0131yla y\u0131llarca para biriktirdi. Bir g\u00fcn bile yapamayaca\u011f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 s\u00f6ylemedi.&#8221;\nDoruk g\u00f6zlerini bana \u00e7evirdi.\n&#8220;Annemiz bize her zaman bir \u015fey \u00f6\u011fretti. \u0130nsanlar\u0131n bizi terk etmesini engelleyemeyiz ama onlar\u0131n kararlar\u0131n\u0131n bizim gelece\u011fimizi belirlemesine izin vermeyebiliriz.&#8221;\nSalondaki alk\u0131\u015flar aras\u0131nda a\u011flamaya ba\u015flad\u0131m.\nAncak Yaman&#8217;\u0131n s\u00f6yleyecekleri hen\u00fcz bitmemi\u015fti.\n&#8220;Bug\u00fcn bir ki\u015fiye daha te\u015fekk\u00fcr etmek istiyoruz. Babam\u0131za&#8230;&#8221;\nSalon bir anda sessizle\u015fti.\nBa\u015f\u0131m\u0131 kald\u0131rd\u0131m. B\u00f6yle bir konu\u015fma haz\u0131rlad\u0131klar\u0131ndan haberim yoktu.\nCihan&#8217;\u0131n y\u00fcz\u00fcndeki ifadeyi g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcmde onun da en az benim kadar \u015fa\u015f\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 anlad\u0131m.\nYaman derin bir nefes ald\u0131.\n&#8220;Babam\u0131z bug\u00fcn burada. Asl\u0131nda onunla 13 y\u0131ld\u0131r ilk kez kar\u015f\u0131la\u015f\u0131yoruz.&#8221;\nArka s\u0131ralardan f\u0131s\u0131lt\u0131lar y\u00fckseldi. Cihan \u00e7evresine bak\u0131nmaya ba\u015flad\u0131.\n&#8220;Babam\u0131z\u0131n hayat\u0131m\u0131zda bulunmamas\u0131 bize \u00e7ok \u015fey \u00f6\u011fretti. Ama en \u00f6nemlisi, bir g\u00fcn baba oldu\u011fumuzda nas\u0131l davranmam\u0131z gerekti\u011fini \u00f6\u011frendik.&#8221;\nDoruk karde\u015finin elinden mikrofonu ald\u0131.\n&#8220;Babam\u0131z\u0131n bize b\u0131rakmad\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u015feyler i\u00e7in de\u011fil, annemizin bize verdi\u011fi her \u015fey i\u00e7in buraday\u0131z. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc bizi bug\u00fcnlere getiren insan o.&#8221;\nArd\u0131ndan ikisi birden bana do\u011fru d\u00f6nd\u00fcler.\n&#8220;Anne, l\u00fctfen sahneye gelir misin?&#8221;\nAya\u011fa kalkarken dizlerimin titredi\u011fini hissediyordum. Salondaki y\u00fczlerce insan alk\u0131\u015fl\u0131yordu. Merdivenleri \u00e7\u0131karken o\u011fullar\u0131m ko\u015fup bana sar\u0131ld\u0131lar.\nHayat\u0131m boyunca ald\u0131\u011f\u0131m hi\u00e7bir hediye, o an ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131m mutlulu\u011fun yan\u0131na bile yakla\u015famazd\u0131.\nAncak sahneden inerken Cihan&#8217;\u0131n g\u00f6zlerindeki pani\u011fi fark ettim.\n\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc ekranda o\u011fullar\u0131m\u0131n isimlerinin alt\u0131nda projelerinin tan\u0131t\u0131m\u0131 ba\u015flam\u0131\u015ft\u0131.\n\u0130kisi birlikte, g\u00f6rme engelli insanlar\u0131n \u00e7evrelerindeki nesneleri alg\u0131lamas\u0131na yard\u0131mc\u0131 olacak d\u00fc\u015f\u00fck maliyetli bir cihaz geli\u015ftirmi\u015flerdi.\nSunucu, projenin neden bu kadar \u00f6nemli oldu\u011funu anlat\u0131rken arkam\u0131zdaki ekranda ba\u015fka bir foto\u011fraf belirdi.\nFoto\u011frafta ya\u015fl\u0131 bir adam vard\u0131.\nBabam&#8230;\n\u00dc\u00e7 y\u0131l \u00f6nce kaybetti\u011fim babam.\nO\u011fullar\u0131m\u0131n geli\u015ftirdi\u011fi cihaz\u0131n ilk denemelerini onun \u00fczerinde yapt\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131 biliyordum. Ancak foto\u011fraf\u0131n\u0131 sunumlar\u0131na koyduklar\u0131ndan haberim yoktu.\nTam o s\u0131rada Cihan&#8217;\u0131n y\u00fcksek sesle, &#8220;Bu m\u00fcmk\u00fcn de\u011fil!&#8221; dedi\u011fini duydum.\n\u015ea\u015fk\u0131nl\u0131kla arkam\u0131 d\u00f6nd\u00fcm.\nCihan ekrandaki foto\u011frafa bak\u0131yordu.\nVe birden her \u015feyi anlad\u0131m.\nBo\u015fanmam\u0131zdan birka\u00e7 ay sonra babam, torunlar\u0131 i\u00e7in k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir e\u011fitim fonu olu\u015fturmu\u015ftu. Y\u0131llar i\u00e7erisinde biriktirdi\u011fi b\u00fct\u00fcn paras\u0131n\u0131 o\u011fullar\u0131m\u0131n gelece\u011fine ay\u0131rm\u0131\u015ft\u0131.\nAncak Cihan&#8217;\u0131n bilmedi\u011fi ba\u015fka bir \u015fey vard\u0131.\nBabam, Cihan&#8217;\u0131n y\u0131llar \u00f6nce kurdu\u011fu \u015firketin ilk yat\u0131r\u0131mc\u0131lar\u0131ndan biriydi.\n\u015eirket hen\u00fcz k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir giri\u015fimken babam, k\u0131z\u0131yla evlenen adama g\u00fcvenmi\u015f ve b\u00fct\u00fcn birikimini onun i\u015fine yat\u0131rm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Bo\u015fanmam\u0131z\u0131n ard\u0131ndan hisselerini hemen geri istememi\u015f, ileride torunlar\u0131na b\u0131rakmak \u00fczere elinde tutmu\u015ftu.\nCihan ise \u015firket b\u00fcy\u00fcd\u00fck\u00e7e babam\u0131n hisselerini de\u011fersiz g\u00f6stererek geri sat\u0131n almaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015ft\u0131.\nBabam hi\u00e7bir teklifi kabul etmemi\u015fti.\n\u00d6lmeden \u00f6nce bana b\u0131rakt\u0131\u011f\u0131 belgelerde, hisselerin tamam\u0131n\u0131 torunlar\u0131na devretti\u011fini \u00f6\u011frendim. \u00c7ocuklar\u0131m re\u015fit olana kadar bu hisselerin y\u00f6netimiyle g\u00f6revlendirilmi\u015ftim.\nAncak o\u011fullar\u0131m\u0131n bu konuyla ilgilenmesini istememi\u015ftim. \u00dcniversite hayallerini ger\u00e7ekle\u015ftirmelerine odaklanmalar\u0131n\u0131 tercih ediyordum.\nMe\u011fer Doruk ve Yaman b\u00fct\u00fcn belgeleri aylar \u00f6nce incelemi\u015fler!\n\u00d6d\u00fcl t\u00f6reni bittikten sonra yan\u0131m\u0131za gelen organizasyon yetkilisi, bizi \u00f6zel bir toplant\u0131 odas\u0131na davet etti.\n\u0130\u00e7eri girdi\u011fimizde masan\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131nda tan\u0131d\u0131k bir adam oturuyordu.\nBabam\u0131n avukat\u0131 Haluk Bey!\n\u015ea\u015fk\u0131nl\u0131kla ona bakt\u0131m.\n&#8220;Haluk Bey, sizin burada ne i\u015finiz var?&#8221;\nG\u00fcl\u00fcmsedi.\n&#8220;O\u011fullar\u0131n\u0131z beni davet etti Jale Han\u0131m. Sizin i\u00e7in k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir s\u00fcrpriz haz\u0131rlad\u0131lar.&#8221;\nTam o s\u0131rada kap\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131ld\u0131.\nCihan i\u00e7eri girdi.\nArkas\u0131nda \u0130nci vard\u0131.\n&#8220;Burada neler oluyor?&#8221; diye ba\u011f\u0131rd\u0131. &#8220;Bu toplant\u0131n\u0131n benimle ne ilgisi var?&#8221;\nHaluk Bey aya\u011fa kalkt\u0131.\n&#8220;San\u0131r\u0131m bunu \u00f6\u011frenmek sizin de hakk\u0131n\u0131z Cihan Bey.&#8221;\n\u00d6n\u00fcndeki dosyay\u0131 a\u00e7t\u0131.\n&#8220;Bildi\u011finiz \u00fczere, eski kay\u0131npederiniz \u015firketinizin kurulu\u015funda \u00f6nemli miktarda yat\u0131r\u0131m yapm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Vefat\u0131ndan \u00f6nce hisselerini torunlar\u0131na devretti.&#8221;\nCihan sab\u0131rs\u0131zl\u0131kla s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc kesti.\n&#8220;Bunu biliyorum! Ama o hisselerin \u015firket y\u00f6netiminde hi\u00e7bir \u00f6nemi yok!&#8221;\nHaluk Bey g\u00f6zl\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn\u00fc d\u00fczeltti.\n&#8220;\u00d6yle mi? Son sermaye art\u0131r\u0131m\u0131ndan sonra hisselerin da\u011f\u0131l\u0131m\u0131n\u0131 incelediniz mi?&#8221;\nCihan&#8217;\u0131n y\u00fcz\u00fcndeki ifade de\u011fi\u015fti.\nHaluk Bey \u00f6n\u00fcne birka\u00e7 belge koydu.\n&#8220;O\u011fullar\u0131n\u0131z, annelerinin bilgisi d\u00e2hilinde y\u00fcr\u00fct\u00fclen i\u015flemlerle son y\u0131llarda kendilerine kalan hisselerden do\u011fan gelirleri yeniden yat\u0131r\u0131ma y\u00f6nlendirdi. Ayr\u0131ca \u015firketinizin ba\u015fka ortaklar\u0131ndan sat\u0131lan hisselerin bir k\u0131sm\u0131n\u0131 da sat\u0131n ald\u0131lar.&#8221;\nCihan belgeleri eline ald\u0131\u011f\u0131nda elleri titremeye ba\u015flad\u0131.\n&#8220;Bu olamaz! Bunlar daha \u00e7ocuk!&#8221;\nDoruk sakin bir sesle cevap verdi.\n&#8220;On yedi ya\u015f\u0131nday\u0131z. Yat\u0131r\u0131mlarla ilgili b\u00fct\u00fcn i\u015flemleri annemizin yasal temsilcili\u011fi ve avukat\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n deste\u011fiyle ger\u00e7ekle\u015ftirdik.&#8221;\n\u0130\u015fte o anda ben de o\u011fullar\u0131m\u0131n babalar\u0131ndan gizli tuttu\u011fu ger\u00e7e\u011fin b\u00fcy\u00fckl\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn\u00fc anlad\u0131m.\nHaluk Bey bana d\u00f6nerek a\u00e7\u0131klad\u0131.\n&#8220;O\u011fullar\u0131n\u0131z, dedelerinden kalan servetin \u00f6nemli bir b\u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcn\u00fc de\u011ferlendirdi. Art\u0131k \u015firketin en b\u00fcy\u00fck hissedar gruplar\u0131ndan birini temsil ediyorlar.&#8221;\nCihan \u00f6fkeyle masaya vurdu.\n&#8220;Ben bu \u015firketi y\u0131llarca b\u00fcy\u00fctt\u00fcm! \u015eimdi \u00e7ocuklar\u0131m gelip her \u015feye mi sahip olacak?&#8221;\nYaman babas\u0131n\u0131n g\u00f6zlerinin i\u00e7ine bakt\u0131.\n&#8220;Biz senin hi\u00e7bir \u015feyini alm\u0131yoruz. Dedemizin bize b\u0131rakt\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131 koruyoruz.&#8221;\nCihan cevap veremedi.\nAncak birka\u00e7 saniye sonra bana d\u00f6nd\u00fc.\n&#8220;Jale, bunlar\u0131 sen mi planlad\u0131n? Benden intikam almak i\u00e7in mi yapt\u0131n?&#8221;\nY\u0131llarca i\u00e7imde biriktirdi\u011fim b\u00fct\u00fcn k\u0131rg\u0131nl\u0131klar o anda yeniden canland\u0131. Ancak bekledi\u011fi gibi ba\u011f\u0131rmad\u0131m.\n&#8220;Hay\u0131r Cihan. Ben \u00e7ocuklar\u0131m\u0131 b\u00fcy\u00fctmekle me\u015fguld\u00fcm.&#8221;\nTam o s\u0131rada beklenmedik bir \u015fey oldu.\n\u0130nci masan\u0131n \u00fczerindeki belgeleri incelemeye ba\u015flad\u0131. Ard\u0131ndan Cihan&#8217;a d\u00f6nd\u00fc.\n&#8220;Sen bana bu hisselerin y\u0131llar \u00f6nce tamamen geri al\u0131nd\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 s\u00f6ylemi\u015ftin!&#8221;\nCihan cevap vermedi.\n\u0130nci&#8217;nin sesi y\u00fckseldi.\n&#8220;Demek \u015firketle ilgili benden de bir \u015feyler saklad\u0131n!&#8221;\n\u0130kisi tart\u0131\u015fmaya ba\u015flay\u0131nca Haluk Bey toplant\u0131n\u0131n sona erdi\u011fini bildirdi.\nAncak Cihan kap\u0131ya do\u011fru y\u00fcr\u00fcyen o\u011fullar\u0131m\u0131n \u00f6n\u00fcn\u00fc kesti.\n&#8220;\u00c7ocuklar, bir dakika! Ben sizin baban\u0131z\u0131m. B\u00f6yle bir durumda birbirimize kar\u015f\u0131 olmam\u0131z do\u011fru de\u011fil.&#8221;\nDoruk durdu.\n&#8220;Biz sana kar\u015f\u0131 de\u011filiz.&#8221;\nYaman s\u00f6ze devam etti.\n&#8220;Ama seninle ayn\u0131 tarafta olmak i\u00e7in de hi\u00e7bir sebebimiz yok.&#8221;\nCihan&#8217;\u0131n g\u00f6zleri doldu.\n&#8220;Ge\u00e7mi\u015fte hatalar yapt\u0131m. Belki yeniden ba\u015flayabiliriz.&#8221;\nO an \u00e7ocuklar\u0131m\u0131n verece\u011fi cevab\u0131 merak ediyordum.\n\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc ne kadar g\u00fc\u00e7l\u00fc g\u00f6r\u00fcnseler de i\u00e7lerinde babalar\u0131na kar\u015f\u0131 ta\u015f\u0131d\u0131klar\u0131 k\u0131rg\u0131nl\u0131\u011f\u0131 biliyordum.\nDoruk birka\u00e7 saniye d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc.\n&#8220;Bug\u00fcn \u00f6d\u00fcl ald\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z i\u00e7in mi bizimle yeniden g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fmek istiyorsun?&#8221;\nCihan sustu.\nYaman da ona bakt\u0131.\n&#8220;Yoksa \u015firketin hisselerine sahip oldu\u011fumuzu \u00f6\u011frendi\u011fin i\u00e7in mi?&#8221;\nBu iki soru, y\u0131llard\u0131r duymad\u0131\u011f\u0131 b\u00fct\u00fcn su\u00e7lamalardan daha a\u011f\u0131r gelmi\u015f olmal\u0131yd\u0131.\nCihan ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 e\u011fdi.\nO\u011fullar\u0131m cevap beklemeden yan\u0131mdan ge\u00e7ip koridora \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131lar.\nArkalar\u0131ndan giderken Cihan son kez seslendi.\n&#8220;Jale! L\u00fctfen \u00e7ocuklarla konu\u015f. Onlar\u0131n babas\u0131 oldu\u011fumu unutmalar\u0131na izin verme!&#8221;\nKap\u0131n\u0131n \u00f6n\u00fcnde durdum.\n&#8220;Onlar babalar\u0131n\u0131n kim oldu\u011funu hi\u00e7bir zaman unutmad\u0131lar. Ama sen onlar\u0131n kim oldu\u011funu \u00f6\u011frenmek i\u00e7in tam 13 y\u0131l bekledin.&#8221;\nArd\u0131ndan odadan \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131m.\nO ak\u015fam eve d\u00f6nd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm\u00fczde o\u011fullar\u0131m\u0131n madalyalar\u0131n\u0131 salondaki masan\u0131n \u00fczerine koyduk. Uzun s\u00fcre \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcm\u00fcz de konu\u015fmad\u0131k.\nSonunda Yaman yan\u0131ma oturdu.\n&#8220;Anne, sence bug\u00fcn babama kar\u015f\u0131 fazla m\u0131 sert davrand\u0131k?&#8221;\nElini tuttum.\n&#8220;Bu sorunun cevab\u0131n\u0131 ben veremem. Baban\u0131zla nas\u0131l bir ili\u015fkiniz olaca\u011f\u0131na siz karar vereceksiniz.&#8221;\nDoruk pencereden d\u0131\u015far\u0131ya bak\u0131yordu.\n&#8220;Ben onu affedebilir miyim bilmiyorum. Ama b\u00fct\u00fcn hayat\u0131m\u0131 ona k\u0131zarak ge\u00e7irmek de istemiyorum.&#8221;\nG\u00fcl\u00fcmsedim.\n&#8220;Bazen affetmek, ge\u00e7mi\u015fte ya\u015fananlar\u0131 unutmak de\u011fildir o\u011flum. Sadece onlar\u0131n gelece\u011finizi y\u00f6netmesine izin vermemektir.&#8221;\nBirka\u00e7 hafta sonra Cihan o\u011fullar\u0131m\u0131za bir mektup g\u00f6nderdi.\nMektupta ge\u00e7mi\u015fte yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131 hatalar\u0131 kabul ediyor ve onlardan hi\u00e7bir beklentisi olmadan g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fmek istedi\u011fini s\u00f6yl\u00fcyordu.\n\u00c7ocuklar\u0131m mektubu okudular. Ancak hemen cevap vermediler.\nAylar sonra, uluslararas\u0131 bilim yar\u0131\u015fmas\u0131 i\u00e7in yurt d\u0131\u015f\u0131na gidecekleri g\u00fcn Cihan&#8217;la k\u0131sa bir g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fme yapmaya karar verdiler.\nG\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fmenin ard\u0131ndan yan\u0131ma geldiklerinde ikisinin de y\u00fcz\u00fcnde huzurlu bir ifade vard\u0131.\n&#8220;Nas\u0131l ge\u00e7ti?&#8221; diye sordum.\nDoruk g\u00fcl\u00fcmsedi.\n&#8220;Ge\u00e7mi\u015fi de\u011fi\u015ftiremeyece\u011fini s\u00f6yledik. Ama ger\u00e7ekten isterse bundan sonra bizi tan\u0131maya \u00e7al\u0131\u015fabilir.&#8221;\nYaman da ekledi.\n&#8220;Yaln\u0131zca ba\u015far\u0131lar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 de\u011fil, ba\u015far\u0131s\u0131z oldu\u011fumuz g\u00fcnleri de g\u00f6rmesi gerekti\u011fini anlatt\u0131k.&#8221;\nO\u011fullar\u0131ma sar\u0131ld\u0131m.\nBir y\u0131l sonra ikisi de hayallerindeki \u00fcniversitelere kabul edildi. Dedelerinden kalan paran\u0131n bir b\u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcyle maddi imk\u00e2nlar\u0131 yetersiz ba\u015far\u0131l\u0131 \u00f6\u011frenciler i\u00e7in bir burs fonu olu\u015fturdular.\nFonun ad\u0131n\u0131 duydu\u011fumda yine g\u00f6zya\u015flar\u0131m\u0131 tutamad\u0131m.\n&#8220;Birlikte Ba\u015farabiliriz.&#8221;\n\u0130lk burs t\u00f6reninde Doruk bana d\u00f6nerek, &#8220;Anne, bize verdi\u011fin en b\u00fcy\u00fck \u015fey para ya da e\u011fitim de\u011fildi. Kendimize inanmam\u0131z\u0131 sa\u011flad\u0131n,&#8221; dedi.\n\u0130\u015fte o g\u00fcn y\u0131llard\u0131r ta\u015f\u0131d\u0131\u011f\u0131m son y\u00fckten de kurtuldum.\n\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc 13 y\u0131l \u00f6nce Cihan bizi terk etti\u011finde hayat\u0131m\u0131n bitti\u011fini sanm\u0131\u015ft\u0131m. Oysa bilmedi\u011fim \u015fey, hayat\u0131m\u0131n en anlaml\u0131 b\u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcn\u00fcn hen\u00fcz ba\u015flamad\u0131\u011f\u0131yd\u0131.\nBug\u00fcn geriye d\u00f6n\u00fcp bakt\u0131\u011f\u0131mda eski kocam\u0131n y\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fcn mosmor kesildi\u011fi o \u00f6d\u00fcl t\u00f6renini de\u011fil, o\u011fullar\u0131m\u0131n sahnede birbirlerinin ellerini tuttu\u011fu an\u0131 hat\u0131rl\u0131yorum.\n\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc insan\u0131n ger\u00e7ek zenginli\u011fi, kendisini terk edenlerin bir g\u00fcn pi\u015fman olmas\u0131 de\u011fildir. Ger\u00e7ek zenginlik, b\u00fct\u00fcn zorluklara ra\u011fmen sevgiyle b\u00fcy\u00fctt\u00fc\u011f\u00fc insanlar\u0131n ba\u015fkalar\u0131na da umut olabildi\u011fini g\u00f6rebilmektir.\nVe ben o g\u00fcn anlad\u0131m ki hayattaki en b\u00fcy\u00fck zaferim, eski kocama kaybettiklerini g\u00f6stermek de\u011fil, o\u011fullar\u0131ma asla kaybetmeyecekleri bir vicdan b\u0131rakmakt\u0131.\n\t\t\t\t<\/dd><\/dl>\n\t\t\t<br style='clear: both' \/>\n\t\t<\/div>\n\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":1134,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[9],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1133","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-foto-galeri"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1133","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1133"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1133\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1136,"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1133\/revisions\/1136"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/1134"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=1133"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=1133"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=1133"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}