{"id":1150,"date":"2026-10-02T07:05:17","date_gmt":"2026-10-02T07:05:17","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/?p=1150"},"modified":"2026-10-02T07:05:17","modified_gmt":"2026-10-02T07:05:17","slug":"bir-sabah-uyandigimda-omzumda-kocaman-bir-morluk-vardi-kocama-bunun-nasil-oldugunu-sordugumda-hicbir-fikri-olmadigini-soyledi","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/bir-sabah-uyandigimda-omzumda-kocaman-bir-morluk-vardi-kocama-bunun-nasil-oldugunu-sordugumda-hicbir-fikri-olmadigini-soyledi\/","title":{"rendered":"B\u0130R SABAH UYANDI\u011eIMDA OMZUMDA KOCAMAN B\u0130R MORLUK VARDI. KOCAMA BUNUN NASIL OLDU\u011eUNU SORDU\u011eUMDA H\u0130\u00c7B\u0130R F\u0130KR\u0130 OLMADI\u011eINI S\u00d6YLED\u0130."},"content":{"rendered":"\n\t\t<style>\n\t\t\t#gallery-1 {\n\t\t\t\tmargin: auto;\n\t\t\t}\n\t\t\t#gallery-1 .gallery-item {\n\t\t\t\tfloat: left;\n\t\t\t\tmargin-top: 10px;\n\t\t\t\ttext-align: center;\n\t\t\t\twidth: 33%;\n\t\t\t}\n\t\t\t#gallery-1 img {\n\t\t\t\tborder: 2px solid #cfcfcf;\n\t\t\t}\n\t\t\t#gallery-1 .gallery-caption {\n\t\t\t\tmargin-left: 0;\n\t\t\t}\n\t\t\t\/* see gallery_shortcode() in wp-includes\/media.php *\/\n\t\t<\/style>\n\t\t<div id='gallery-1' class='gallery galleryid-1150 gallery-columns-3 gallery-size-thumbnail'><dl class='gallery-item'>\n\t\t\t<dt class='gallery-icon landscape'>\n\t\t\t\t<a href='https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/bir-sabah-uyandigimda-omzumda-kocaman-bir-morluk-vardi-kocama-bunun-nasil-oldugunu-sordugumda-hicbir-fikri-olmadigini-soyledi\/cvdsxc\/'><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"150\" height=\"150\" src=\"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/10\/cvdsxc-150x150.webp\" class=\"attachment-thumbnail size-thumbnail\" alt=\"\" aria-describedby=\"gallery-1-1151\" \/><\/a>\n\t\t\t<\/dt>\n\t\t\t\t<dd class='wp-caption-text gallery-caption' id='gallery-1-1151'>\n\t\t\t\t\u201cAnne, d\u00fcn gece ger\u00e7ekten neler oldu\u011funu \u00f6\u011frenmek istiyorsan \u00f6nce babam\u0131n y\u0131llard\u0131r senden saklad\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u015feyi bilmen gerekiyor!\u201d\nK\u0131z\u0131m\u0131n s\u00f6yledikleri kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda oldu\u011fum yerde donakald\u0131m. Bir P\u0131nar\u2019a, bir de kocama bak\u0131yordum. Vedat\u2019\u0131n y\u00fcz\u00fcnden b\u00fct\u00fcn kan \u00e7ekilmi\u015fti. Telefonu h\u00e2l\u00e2 yerde \u00e7al\u0131yordu ama e\u011filip almaya cesaret edemiyordu.\n\u201cP\u0131nar, ne demek istiyorsun? Baban benden ne sakl\u0131yor?\u201d\nK\u0131z\u0131m cevap vermeden \u00f6nce derin bir nefes ald\u0131.\n\u201cAnne, babam\u0131 arayan adam\u0131n ad\u0131 Tamer. \u00dc\u00e7 y\u0131l \u00f6nce beni de aram\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Sana s\u00f6ylememem i\u00e7in yalvarm\u0131\u015ft\u0131.\u201d\nKalbim h\u0131zla \u00e7arpmaya ba\u015flad\u0131.\n\u201cKim bu Tamer?\u201d\nVedat aniden aya\u011fa kalkt\u0131.\n\u201cP\u0131nar, yeter! Anneni daha fazla \u00fczmeyelim!\u201d\nBu s\u00f6zler kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda \u00f6fkem korkumun \u00f6n\u00fcne ge\u00e7ti.\n\u201cK\u0131rk sekiz y\u0131ll\u0131k kar\u0131n\u0131m ben! Art\u0131k biriniz bana neler oldu\u011funu anlatacak m\u0131?\u201d\nP\u0131nar g\u00f6zlerini babas\u0131ndan ay\u0131rmadan konu\u015ftu.\n\u201cTamer, babam\u0131n y\u0131llar \u00f6nce ba\u015fka bir kad\u0131ndan d\u00fcnyaya gelen o\u011flu.\u201d\nO an sanki bulundu\u011fum odan\u0131n duvarlar\u0131 \u00fczerime y\u0131k\u0131ld\u0131.\nKocam\u0131n bir ba\u015fka o\u011flu mu vard\u0131?\nK\u0131rk sekiz y\u0131ll\u0131k evlili\u011fimiz boyunca Vedat\u2019\u0131n ba\u015fka bir kad\u0131nla ili\u015fkisi oldu\u011funa dair en k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck \u015f\u00fcphem olmam\u0131\u015ft\u0131. \u00dcstelik k\u0131z\u0131m\u0131z bu ger\u00e7e\u011fi \u00fc\u00e7 y\u0131ld\u0131r biliyordu.\nKoltu\u011fa \u00e7\u00f6kt\u00fcm.\n\u201cDemek ikiniz de beni kand\u0131rd\u0131n\u0131z!\u201d\nVedat yan\u0131ma yakla\u015fmak istedi ama elimi kald\u0131r\u0131p durdurdum.\n\u201cBana dokunma!\u201d\nG\u00f6zlerinden ya\u015flar s\u00fcz\u00fclmeye ba\u015flad\u0131.\n\u201cNeriman, her \u015feyi anlataca\u011f\u0131m. Ama \u00f6nce d\u00fcn gece olanlar\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131klamama izin ver.\u201d\nTam o s\u0131rada telefon \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcnc\u00fc kez \u00e7ald\u0131.\nVedat ekrana bakt\u0131ktan sonra telefonu a\u00e7\u0131p hoparl\u00f6re ald\u0131.\nKar\u015f\u0131dan \u00f6fkeli bir erkek sesi y\u00fckseldi.\n\u201cBaba, s\u00f6ylediklerimi yapt\u0131n m\u0131? Yoksa her \u015feyi kar\u0131na benim anlatmam\u0131 m\u0131 istiyorsun?\u201d\nVedat\u2019\u0131n titreyen ellerini g\u00f6r\u00fcnce i\u00e7imi tarifsiz bir korku kaplad\u0131.\n\u201cTamer, art\u0131k yeter! Kar\u0131m her \u015feyi \u00f6\u011frendi!\u201d\nTelefondaki adam birka\u00e7 saniye sustu.\nArd\u0131ndan \u00f6yle bir \u015fey s\u00f6yledi ki omzumdaki morlu\u011fun neden olu\u015ftu\u011funu \u00f6\u011frenmek i\u00e7in sab\u0131rs\u0131zlanmaya ba\u015flad\u0131m.\n\u201cO zaman d\u00fcn geceki g\u00f6r\u00fcnt\u00fcleri de g\u00f6ster. Bakal\u0131m kar\u0131n bunlar\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcnce ne yapacak!\u201d\nTelefon kapand\u0131.\nVedat y\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc ellerinin aras\u0131na alarak a\u011flamaya ba\u015flad\u0131.\nHayat\u0131m boyunca kocam\u0131 b\u00f6yle g\u00f6rmemi\u015ftim.\n\u201cNe g\u00f6r\u00fcnt\u00fcs\u00fc Vedat? D\u00fcn gece bana ne yapt\u0131n?\u201d\nKocam g\u00fc\u00e7l\u00fckle do\u011fruldu.\n\u201cBen sana zarar vermedim Neriman. Ama sana zarar gelmesine engel olamad\u0131m.\u201d\nArd\u0131ndan bizi yatak odas\u0131na g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fc.\nGard\u0131robun alt\u0131ndaki eski ayakkab\u0131 kutusunu \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131. Kutunun i\u00e7erisinde bir telefon, baz\u0131 belgeler ve birka\u00e7 foto\u011fraf vard\u0131.\nFoto\u011fraflardan birinde Vedat, otuzlu ya\u015flar\u0131nda tan\u0131mad\u0131\u011f\u0131m bir kad\u0131nla yan yana duruyordu. Kad\u0131n\u0131n kuca\u011f\u0131nda k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir \u00e7ocuk vard\u0131.\nFoto\u011fraf\u0131n arkas\u0131nda bir tarih yaz\u0131yordu.\n1982.\nO tarihte evlili\u011fimizin d\u00f6rd\u00fcnc\u00fc y\u0131l\u0131ndayd\u0131k.\nG\u00f6zlerim doldu.\n\u201cBen o y\u0131l P\u0131nar\u2019a hamileydim. Sen ba\u015fka bir kad\u0131nla m\u0131 birlikteydin?\u201d\nVedat ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6n\u00fcne e\u011fdi.\n\u201cBir kez b\u00fcy\u00fck bir hata yapt\u0131m Neriman. Kad\u0131n hamile kald\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 s\u00f6yledi\u011finde korktum. \u00c7ocu\u011fun bak\u0131m\u0131n\u0131 \u00fcstlendim ama seni kaybetmekten korktu\u011fum i\u00e7in ger\u00e7e\u011fi saklad\u0131m.\u201d\n\u201cDemek b\u00fct\u00fcn hayat\u0131m bir yalanm\u0131\u015f!\u201d\n\u201cHay\u0131r! Seni ger\u00e7ekten sevdim!\u201d\nAc\u0131 ac\u0131 g\u00fcld\u00fcm.\n\u201cBeni sevdi\u011fin i\u00e7in mi k\u0131rk d\u00f6rt y\u0131l boyunca kand\u0131rd\u0131n?\u201d\nKocam cevap veremedi.\nAncak as\u0131l \u015fa\u015f\u0131rt\u0131c\u0131 ger\u00e7ek hen\u00fcz ortaya \u00e7\u0131kmam\u0131\u015ft\u0131.\nVedat kutudaki telefonu \u00e7\u0131kar\u0131p a\u00e7t\u0131. Ekranda d\u00fcn gece saat 02.17\u2019de kaydedilmi\u015f bir video vard\u0131.\nOynatma d\u00fc\u011fmesine bast\u0131.\nG\u00f6r\u00fcnt\u00fcleri g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcmde nefesim kesildi.\nVideoda kendi yatak odam\u0131z g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcyordu. Yata\u011f\u0131m\u0131zda uyuyordum. Birka\u00e7 saniye sonra odan\u0131n kap\u0131s\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131ld\u0131.\n\u0130\u00e7eri giren ki\u015fi Vedat de\u011fildi.\nTan\u0131mad\u0131\u011f\u0131m, uzun boylu bir adamd\u0131.\nDo\u011fruca yata\u011f\u0131m\u0131n yan\u0131na yakla\u015ft\u0131. \u00d6nce beni dikkatle inceledi, ard\u0131ndan komodinin \u00e7ekmecesini a\u00e7t\u0131 t\u00fcm b\u00f6l\u00fcm tek sayfaya s\u0131\u011fmad\u0131\u011f\u0131 i\u00e7in gorsele do\u2019kunun diger b\u00f6l\u00fcm sonraki sayfada\u2026\n\n\n\t\t\t\t<\/dd><\/dl><dl class='gallery-item'>\n\t\t\t<dt class='gallery-icon portrait'>\n\t\t\t\t<a href='https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/bir-sabah-uyandigimda-omzumda-kocaman-bir-morluk-vardi-kocama-bunun-nasil-oldugunu-sordugumda-hicbir-fikri-olmadigini-soyledi\/bir-sabah-uyandigimda-omzumda-kocaman-bir-morluk-vardi-kocama-bunun-nasil-oldugunu-sordugumda-hicbir-fikri-olmadigini-soyledi\/'><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"150\" height=\"150\" src=\"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/10\/BIR-SABAH-UYANDIGIMDA-OMZUMDA-KOCAMAN-BIR-MORLUK-VARDI.-KOCAMA-BUNUN-NASIL-OLDUGUNU-SORDUGUMDA-HICBIR-FIKRI-OLMADIGINI-SOYLEDI-150x150.jpg\" class=\"attachment-thumbnail size-thumbnail\" alt=\"\" aria-describedby=\"gallery-1-1152\" \/><\/a>\n\t\t\t<\/dt>\n\t\t\t\t<dd class='wp-caption-text gallery-caption' id='gallery-1-1152'>\n\t\t\t\tBir \u015feyler ar\u0131yordu.\nSonra yata\u011f\u0131ma e\u011fildi.\nElini omzuma uzatt\u0131\u011f\u0131 anda uykumda hareket ettim. Adam pani\u011fe kap\u0131larak kolumu sert\u00e7e kavrad\u0131.\n\u0130\u015fte morlu\u011fumun sebebi buydu!\nBirden Vedat odaya girdi.\nAdam\u0131 yakas\u0131ndan tutup benden uzakla\u015ft\u0131rd\u0131.\nG\u00f6r\u00fcnt\u00fcde ses yoktu ama ikisinin hararetle tart\u0131\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131 belliydi.\nSonra adam cebinden telefonunu \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131. Vedat\u2019a bir \u015fey g\u00f6sterdi.\nKocam\u0131n y\u00fcz\u00fcndeki \u00f6fke bir anda kayboldu.\nAdam birka\u00e7 dakika sonra odadan ayr\u0131ld\u0131.\nVideo sona erdi\u011finde ellerim buz kesmi\u015fti.\n\u201cBu adam Tamer mi?\u201d\nVedat ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 sallad\u0131.\n\u201cPeki, evimizin i\u00e7inde ne ar\u0131yordu? Beni neden uyand\u0131rmad\u0131n?\u201d\nKocam g\u00f6zya\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 silerek konu\u015fmaya ba\u015flad\u0131.\n\u201cTamer y\u0131llard\u0131r benden para istiyor. \u00dc\u00e7 ay \u00f6nce b\u00fct\u00fcn birikimimi ona verdim. Ama yetmedi. Bu kez evimizi satmam\u0131 istedi.\u201d\n\u015ea\u015fk\u0131nl\u0131kla y\u00fcz\u00fcne bakt\u0131m.\n\u201cNe?\u201d\n\u201cEvin senin \u00fczerine oldu\u011funu \u00f6\u011frenince tapuyu bulmam\u0131 istedi. D\u00fcn gece ben mutfaktayken yedek anahtarla i\u00e7eri girmi\u015f. Yatak odam\u0131zdaki \u00e7ekmecede tapuyla ilgili belgeleri ar\u0131yormu\u015f.\u201d\n\u201cPeki, seni neyle tehdit etti?\u201d\nVedat ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 kald\u0131rd\u0131.\n\u201cSana her \u015feyi anlatmakla\u2026\u201d\n\u0130\u00e7imdeki \u00f6fke yeniden alevlendi.\n\u201cYani k\u0131rk d\u00f6rt y\u0131ll\u0131k s\u0131rr\u0131n ortaya \u00e7\u0131kmas\u0131n diye o adam\u0131n evimize girmesine g\u00f6z yumdun!\u201d\nKocam a\u011flayarak ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 sallad\u0131.\n\u0130\u015fte o an k\u0131rk sekiz y\u0131ll\u0131k evlili\u011fimiz boyunca hi\u00e7 hissetmedi\u011fim bir duygu hissettim.\nG\u00fcvenimi kaybetmi\u015ftim.\nP\u0131nar hemen polisi aramak istedi. Ancak Vedat panikle kar\u015f\u0131 \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131.\n\u201cTamer benim o\u011flum! Onu hapse g\u00f6nderemem!\u201d\nK\u0131z\u0131m \u00f6fkeyle ba\u011f\u0131rd\u0131.\n\u201cPeki ya annem? Onun ba\u015f\u0131na daha k\u00f6t\u00fc bir \u015fey gelseydi ne yapacakt\u0131n?\u201d\nBu s\u00f6zlerin ard\u0131ndan karar\u0131m\u0131 verdim.\n\u201cPolisi ara P\u0131nar.\u201d\nVedat bana yalvaran g\u00f6zlerle bakt\u0131.\nAma geri ad\u0131m atmad\u0131m.\nYakla\u015f\u0131k yar\u0131m saat sonra polisler evimize geldi. G\u00f6r\u00fcnt\u00fcleri izlediler, ifadelerimizi ald\u0131lar ve g\u00fcvenlik kay\u0131tlar\u0131n\u0131n incelenmesi i\u00e7in gerekli i\u015flemleri ba\u015flatt\u0131lar.\nAncak polislerden biri videoyu izlerken tuhaf bir ayr\u0131nt\u0131 fark etti.\n\u201cBu adam\u0131n elindeki telefonda g\u00f6sterdi\u011fi \u015fey ne olabilir?\u201d\nVedat sessiz kald\u0131.\nPolis sorusunu tekrarlay\u0131nca sonunda konu\u015ftu.\n\u201cTamer bana bir hastane raporu g\u00f6sterdi. A\u011f\u0131r hasta oldu\u011funu ve acilen ameliyat olmas\u0131 gerekti\u011fini s\u00f6yl\u00fcyordu.\u201d\nP\u0131nar \u015fa\u015fk\u0131nl\u0131kla babas\u0131na d\u00f6nd\u00fc.\n\u201cBaba, sen bunun do\u011fru olup olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 ara\u015ft\u0131rd\u0131n m\u0131?\u201d\nVedat ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 iki yana sallad\u0131.\nO anda k\u0131z\u0131m telefonunu \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131 ve y\u0131llar \u00f6nce kendisini arayan Tamer\u2019in numaras\u0131ndan ula\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131 eski mesajlar\u0131 g\u00f6sterdi.\nMe\u011fer Tamer \u00fc\u00e7 y\u0131l \u00f6nce de ayn\u0131 bahaneyle P\u0131nar\u2019dan para istemi\u015fti!\nK\u0131z\u0131m o zaman ara\u015ft\u0131rm\u0131\u015f ve hastane raporunun sahte oldu\u011funu \u00f6\u011frenmi\u015fti.\nVedat bunu duyunca koltu\u011fa y\u0131\u011f\u0131ld\u0131.\nSaatler sonra gelen polis telefonu ise son ger\u00e7e\u011fi ortaya \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131.\nTamer yakalanm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. \u00dcstelik doland\u0131r\u0131c\u0131l\u0131k nedeniyle daha \u00f6nce de hakk\u0131nda \u015fik\u00e2yetler bulunuyordu.\nAma beni en \u00e7ok yaralayan \u015fey bunlar\u0131n hi\u00e7biri de\u011fildi.\nErtesi sabah doktorumuz Selim Bey\u2019den telefon geldi. Tahlillerimde morlu\u011fun olu\u015fumunu a\u00e7\u0131klayacak belirgin bir sorun bulunmam\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Ancak gece hi\u00e7bir \u015fey hat\u0131rlamamam\u0131n nedenini ara\u015ft\u0131rmak i\u00e7in ek incelemeler \u00f6nerdi.\nTelefonu kapatt\u0131ktan sonra uzun s\u00fcre pencereden d\u0131\u015far\u0131 bakt\u0131m.\nVedat sessizce yan\u0131ma geldi.\n\u201cNeriman, beni affedebilecek misin?\u201d\nK\u0131rk sekiz y\u0131l\u2026\nBirlikte ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z onca g\u00fczel an, b\u00fcy\u00fctt\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm\u00fcz k\u0131z\u0131m\u0131z, torunlar\u0131m\u0131z, hastal\u0131klar ve mutluluklar g\u00f6zlerimin \u00f6n\u00fcnden ge\u00e7ti.\nSonra omzumdaki morlu\u011fa bakt\u0131m.\nBirka\u00e7 hafta i\u00e7erisinde iyile\u015fecekti.\nAma kalbimde a\u00e7\u0131lan yaran\u0131n ne zaman kapanaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 bilmiyordum.\n\u201cVedat, senin y\u0131llar \u00f6nce yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131n hatadan \u00e7ok, d\u00fcn gece yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131n se\u00e7im beni yaralad\u0131. Benim g\u00fcvenli\u011fim yerine s\u0131rr\u0131n\u0131 korumay\u0131 se\u00e7tin.\u201d\nKocam a\u011flamaya ba\u015flad\u0131.\n\u201cHer \u015feyi d\u00fczeltmek istiyorum.\u201d\n\u201c\u00d6yleyse \u00f6nce yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131n \u015feyin sorumlulu\u011funu al.\u201d\nO g\u00fcn Vedat\u2019tan bir s\u00fcre ayr\u0131 ya\u015famaya karar verdim. K\u0131z\u0131m\u0131n evine ta\u015f\u0131nd\u0131m ve kendime d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnmek i\u00e7in zaman tan\u0131d\u0131m.\nVedat ise polisle i\u015f birli\u011fi yaparak o\u011fluyla ilgili bildi\u011fi her \u015feyi anlatt\u0131. Y\u0131llarca saklad\u0131\u011f\u0131 ger\u00e7e\u011fi yak\u0131nlar\u0131m\u0131za da kendisi a\u00e7\u0131klad\u0131.\n\u00dc\u00e7 ay sonra evimizin bah\u00e7esinde yeniden kar\u015f\u0131la\u015ft\u0131k.\nKocam olduk\u00e7a ya\u015flanm\u0131\u015f g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcyordu. Elinde evlilik y\u0131l d\u00f6n\u00fcm\u00fcm\u00fczde bana ald\u0131\u011f\u0131 eski foto\u011fraf alb\u00fcm\u00fcm\u00fcz vard\u0131.\n\u201cNeriman, hayat\u0131m\u0131n geri kalan\u0131n\u0131 senin g\u00fcvenini yeniden kazanmak i\u00e7in ge\u00e7irmek istiyorum.\u201d\nAlb\u00fcm\u00fc elime ald\u0131m.\n\u0130\u00e7indeki foto\u011fraflarda gen\u00e7li\u011fimiz, k\u0131z\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n ilk ad\u0131mlar\u0131 ve y\u0131llar boyunca biriktirdi\u011fimiz mutluluklar vard\u0131.\nOturup uzun uzun konu\u015ftuk.\nOnu affetmeye haz\u0131r olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 ama de\u011fi\u015fmek i\u00e7in g\u00f6sterdi\u011fi \u00e7abay\u0131 g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm\u00fc s\u00f6yledim. Bir aile dan\u0131\u015fman\u0131ndan destek almay\u0131 kabul ettik. Ayr\u0131 ya\u015famaya ise bir s\u00fcre daha devam edecektik.\n\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc art\u0131k bir \u015feyi \u00e7ok iyi biliyordum.\nSevgi, bir insan\u0131n yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131 her hatay\u0131 g\u00f6rmezden gelmek de\u011fildi.\nAffetmek de hi\u00e7bir \u015fey ya\u015fanmam\u0131\u015f gibi davranmak anlam\u0131na gelmiyordu.\nO g\u00fcn Vedat elimi tutmak i\u00e7in uzand\u0131\u011f\u0131nda ilk kez korkmadan g\u00fcl\u00fcmsedim.\nElimi tutmas\u0131na izin verdim ama eve d\u00f6nmek i\u00e7in acele etmedim.\nOmzumdaki morluk \u00e7oktan kaybolmu\u015ftu. Kalbimdeki yaran\u0131n iyile\u015fmesi ise zaman alacakt\u0131.\nK\u0131rk sekiz y\u0131ll\u0131k evlili\u011fim bana sevgiyi \u00f6\u011fretmi\u015fti. O sabah ya\u015fad\u0131klar\u0131m ise \u00e7ok daha \u00f6nemli bir \u015feyi \u00f6\u011fretti: Bir insan\u0131 sevmek i\u00e7in kendinizden vazge\u00e7meniz gerekmez. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc ger\u00e7ek sevgi, korkuyla saklanan s\u0131rlar\u0131n de\u011fil, g\u00fcvenle s\u00f6ylenen do\u011frular\u0131n \u00fczerine kurulur.\n\n\n\t\t\t\t<\/dd><\/dl>\n\t\t\t<br style='clear: both' \/>\n\t\t<\/div>\n\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":1151,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[9],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1150","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-foto-galeri"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1150","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1150"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1150\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1153,"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1150\/revisions\/1153"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/1151"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=1150"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=1150"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=1150"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}