{"id":1178,"date":"2026-10-03T22:45:30","date_gmt":"2026-10-03T22:45:30","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/?p=1178"},"modified":"2026-10-03T22:45:30","modified_gmt":"2026-10-03T22:45:30","slug":"kocam-yillarca-emekli-maasimi-elimden-aldi","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/kocam-yillarca-emekli-maasimi-elimden-aldi\/","title":{"rendered":"KOCAM YILLARCA EMEKL\u0130 MAA\u015eIMI EL\u0130MDEN ALDI"},"content":{"rendered":"\n\t\t<style>\n\t\t\t#gallery-1 {\n\t\t\t\tmargin: auto;\n\t\t\t}\n\t\t\t#gallery-1 .gallery-item {\n\t\t\t\tfloat: left;\n\t\t\t\tmargin-top: 10px;\n\t\t\t\ttext-align: center;\n\t\t\t\twidth: 33%;\n\t\t\t}\n\t\t\t#gallery-1 img {\n\t\t\t\tborder: 2px solid #cfcfcf;\n\t\t\t}\n\t\t\t#gallery-1 .gallery-caption {\n\t\t\t\tmargin-left: 0;\n\t\t\t}\n\t\t\t\/* see gallery_shortcode() in wp-includes\/media.php *\/\n\t\t<\/style>\n\t\t<div id='gallery-1' class='gallery galleryid-1178 gallery-columns-3 gallery-size-thumbnail'><dl class='gallery-item'>\n\t\t\t<dt class='gallery-icon landscape'>\n\t\t\t\t<a href='https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/kocam-yillarca-emekli-maasimi-elimden-aldi\/2352365y-9\/'><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"150\" height=\"150\" src=\"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/10\/2352365y-1-150x150.jpg\" class=\"attachment-thumbnail size-thumbnail\" alt=\"\" aria-describedby=\"gallery-1-1179\" \/><\/a>\n\t\t\t<\/dt>\n\t\t\t\t<dd class='wp-caption-text gallery-caption' id='gallery-1-1179'>\n\t\t\t\tTam o s\u0131rada bankan\u0131n kap\u0131s\u0131ndan \u00e7\u0131kan bir kad\u0131n do\u011frudan yan\u0131m\u0131za geldi.\n\nBeni g\u00f6r\u00fcnce g\u00fcl\u00fcmsedi ve kocama d\u00f6nerek beklemedi\u011fim bir soru sordu.\n\n\u201cNihat Bey, e\u015finiz sonunda ger\u00e7e\u011fi \u00f6\u011frenmeye haz\u0131r m\u0131?\u201d\n\nO kad\u0131n\u0131n kim oldu\u011funu ve kocam\u0131n y\u0131llard\u0131r emekli maa\u015flar\u0131mla ne yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6\u011frendi\u011fimde ise oldu\u011fum yerde donakald\u0131m!\n\nKad\u0131na \u015fa\u015fk\u0131nl\u0131kla bakt\u0131m. Yakla\u015f\u0131k k\u0131rk ya\u015flar\u0131ndayd\u0131. Bizi tan\u0131yormu\u015f gibi davranmas\u0131 sinirlerimi iyice bozmu\u015ftu.\n\n\u201cAffedersiniz, siz kimsiniz? Kocamla ne i\u015finiz var?\u201d\n\nKad\u0131n\u0131n y\u00fcz\u00fcndeki g\u00fcl\u00fcmseme kayboldu.\n\n\u201cBen bankan\u0131n m\u00fcd\u00fcr yard\u0131mc\u0131s\u0131 Aysun. Nihat Bey\u2019le yakla\u015f\u0131k alt\u0131 y\u0131ld\u0131r g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u00fcyoruz.\u201d\n\nAlt\u0131 y\u0131l m\u0131?\n\nDemek kocam y\u0131llard\u0131r bu kad\u0131nla g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u00fcyordu ve benim hi\u00e7bir \u015feyden haberim yoktu!\n\n\u00d6fkeyle Nihat\u2019a d\u00f6nd\u00fcm.\n\n\u201cBana hemen a\u00e7\u0131klama yap! Bu kad\u0131n\u0131 nereden tan\u0131yorsun?\u201d\n\nNihat derin bir nefes ald\u0131.\n\n\u201cS\u00fcheyla, l\u00fctfen i\u00e7eri girelim. Her \u015feyi \u00f6\u011freneceksin.\u201d\n\nArt\u0131k sabr\u0131m t\u00fckenmi\u015fti. Ancak ger\u00e7e\u011fi \u00f6\u011frenmeden oradan ayr\u0131lmaya da niyetim yoktu.\n\nBankan\u0131n i\u00e7ine girdik. Aysun bizi \u00fcst kattaki \u00f6zel bir g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fme odas\u0131na g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fc.\n\nMasaya oturdu\u011fumuzda \u00f6n\u00fcm\u00fcze kal\u0131n bir dosya koydu.\n\n\u201cS\u00fcheyla Han\u0131m, \u00f6ncelikle bu belgeleri incelemenizi istiyorum.\u201d\n\nDosyay\u0131 a\u00e7t\u0131\u011f\u0131mda ilk sayfada kendi ad\u0131m\u0131 g\u00f6rd\u00fcm.\n\nS\u00dcHEYLA YILMAZ.\n\nHemen alt\u0131nda ise daha \u00f6nce hi\u00e7 g\u00f6rmedi\u011fim bir hesap numaras\u0131 yaz\u0131yordu.\n\n\u201cBu nas\u0131l olur? Benim b\u00f6yle bir hesab\u0131m yok!\u201d\n\nAysun sakin bir sesle konu\u015ftu.\n\n\u201cBu hesap alt\u0131 y\u0131l \u00f6nce sizin ad\u0131n\u0131za a\u00e7\u0131lm\u0131\u015f. Ancak i\u015flemlerin ayr\u0131nt\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131klamadan \u00f6nce e\u015finizin size anlatmas\u0131 gereken \u015feyler var.\u201d\n\nNihat ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6n\u00fcne e\u011fdi.\n\nOna \u00f6yle k\u0131zg\u0131nd\u0131m ki ellerimin titremesine engel olam\u0131yordum.\n\n\u201cAlt\u0131 y\u0131ld\u0131r maa\u015f\u0131m\u0131 al\u0131yorsun! Bana bir e\u015farp alacak kadar bile para b\u0131rakm\u0131yorsun! \u015eimdi de kar\u015f\u0131ma bilmedi\u011fim bir banka hesab\u0131 \u00e7\u0131kar\u0131yorsun!\u201d\n\nNihat g\u00f6zlerini kald\u0131rd\u0131.\n\n\u201c\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc seni kaybetmekten korktum!\u201d\n\nBu s\u00f6zleri duyunca \u015fa\u015f\u0131rd\u0131m.\n\n\u201cNe demek istiyorsun?\u201d\n\nNihat cebinden eski bir foto\u011fraf \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131.\n\nFoto\u011frafta gen\u00e7lik y\u0131llar\u0131m\u0131zdayd\u0131k. K\u0131z\u0131m\u0131z \u0130dil hen\u00fcz \u00fc\u00e7 ya\u015f\u0131ndayd\u0131. \u0130stanbul\u2019da kiralad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fcc\u00fck evin balkonunda g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u00fcyorduk.\n\nO foto\u011fraf\u0131 \u00e7ok iyi hat\u0131rl\u0131yordum.\n\n\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc \u00e7ekildikten birka\u00e7 ay sonra hayat\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n en zor d\u00f6nemini ya\u015fam\u0131\u015ft\u0131k.\n\nNihat\u2019\u0131n \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131 fabrika kapanm\u0131\u015f, aylarca i\u015fsiz kalm\u0131\u015ft\u0131.\n\nO d\u00f6nemde ben hastanede temizlik g\u00f6revlisi olarak \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yordum. Sabah\u0131n erken saatlerinde evden \u00e7\u0131k\u0131yor, ak\u015fam yorgunluktan ayakta duramayacak h\u00e2lde d\u00f6n\u00fcyordum.\n\nK\u0131z\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n okul masraflar\u0131n\u0131 kar\u015f\u0131lamak ve evimizin kiras\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6demek i\u00e7in y\u0131llarca fazla mesai yapm\u0131\u015ft\u0131m.\n\nNihat titreyen sesiyle konu\u015ftu.\n\n\u201cO zaman sana bir s\u00f6z vermi\u015ftim. Bir g\u00fcn seni kimseye muhta\u00e7 etmeyecektim.\u201d\n\nG\u00f6zlerim dolmaya ba\u015flad\u0131 ama h\u00e2l\u00e2 \u00f6fkeliydim.\n\n\u201cBen senden b\u00f6yle bir \u015fey istemedim. Yaln\u0131zca kendi param\u0131 kullanmak istedim!\u201d\n\nNihat cevap vermeden dosyan\u0131n ikinci sayfas\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7t\u0131.\n\nKar\u015f\u0131mdaki rakam\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcnce nefesim kesildi.\n\nHesapta tam 2 milyon 840 bin TL g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcyordu!\n\n\u0130nanam\u0131yordum.\n\n\u201cBu para nereden geldi?\u201d\n\nAysun \u00f6n\u00fcndeki belgeleri g\u00f6sterdi.\n\n\u201cY\u0131llard\u0131r yat\u0131r\u0131lan paralar ve bu paralar\u0131n de\u011ferlendirildi\u011fi hesaplarla ilgili b\u00fct\u00fcn kay\u0131tlar burada.\u201d\n\nBelgeleri incelemeye ba\u015flad\u0131m.\n\nHer ay emekli maa\u015f\u0131m\u0131n yat\u0131r\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131 g\u00fcn, ayn\u0131 miktarda para bu hesaba aktar\u0131lm\u0131\u015ft\u0131\n\t\t\t\t<\/dd><\/dl><dl class='gallery-item'>\n\t\t\t<dt class='gallery-icon landscape'>\n\t\t\t\t<a href='https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/kocam-yillarca-emekli-maasimi-elimden-aldi\/attachment\/22331\/'><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"150\" height=\"150\" src=\"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/10\/22331-150x150.jpg\" class=\"attachment-thumbnail size-thumbnail\" alt=\"\" aria-describedby=\"gallery-1-1180\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/10\/22331-150x150.jpg 150w, https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/10\/22331-300x300.jpg 300w, https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/10\/22331-768x768.jpg 768w, https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/10\/22331.jpg 1024w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 150px) 100vw, 150px\" \/><\/a>\n\t\t\t<\/dt>\n\t\t\t\t<dd class='wp-caption-text gallery-caption' id='gallery-1-1180'>\n\t\t\t\t\u00dcstelik Nihat baz\u0131 aylarda kendi kazanc\u0131ndan da para eklemi\u015fti.\n\nSiyah defterde g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm rakamlar\u0131n hepsi burada kay\u0131tl\u0131yd\u0131.\n\nMe\u011fer kocam y\u0131llard\u0131r ald\u0131\u011f\u0131m b\u00fct\u00fcn emekli maa\u015flar\u0131m\u0131 biriktiriyormu\u015f!\n\nAncak sevinmek yerine daha da \u00f6fkelendim.\n\n\u201cSen benim param\u0131 benden habersiz biriktirirken ben arkada\u015f\u0131m\u0131n yan\u0131nda 320 liral\u0131k bir e\u015farp alamad\u0131m!\u201d\n\nNihat\u2019\u0131n y\u00fcz\u00fc bir anda d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc.\n\n\u201cBen sadece gelece\u011fimizi g\u00fcvence alt\u0131na almak istedim.\u201d\n\n\u201cBenim bug\u00fcn\u00fcm\u00fc elimden alarak m\u0131?\u201d\n\nOdan\u0131n i\u00e7inde derin bir sessizlik olu\u015ftu.\n\nNihat cevap veremedi.\n\nTam aya\u011fa kalk\u0131p odadan \u00e7\u0131kmaya haz\u0131rlan\u0131yordum ki Aysun dosyan\u0131n i\u00e7inden ba\u015fka bir zarf \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131.\n\n\u201cBir dakika S\u00fcheyla Han\u0131m. Hen\u00fcz g\u00f6rmedi\u011finiz bir \u015fey var.\u201d\n\nZarf\u0131n \u00fczerinde benim ad\u0131m yaz\u0131yordu.\n\n\u0130\u00e7inden bir tapu fotokopisi \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131.\n\nTapuya bakt\u0131\u011f\u0131mda g\u00f6zlerime inanamad\u0131m.\n\n\u0130zmir\u2019in Seferihisar il\u00e7esinde, denize yak\u0131n k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir ev!\n\nAl\u0131c\u0131 k\u0131sm\u0131nda ise yine benim ad\u0131m vard\u0131.\n\nNihat g\u00f6zya\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 tutamayarak konu\u015fmaya ba\u015flad\u0131.\n\n\u201cHat\u0131rl\u0131yor musun? Y\u0131llar \u00f6nce bir yaz tatilinde Seferihisar\u2019a gitmi\u015ftik. Sahilde y\u00fcr\u00fcrken k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir ev g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fcn.\u201d\n\nO an\u0131 hemen hat\u0131rlad\u0131m.\n\nK\u0131z\u0131m\u0131z hen\u00fcz on iki ya\u015f\u0131ndayd\u0131. Bir g\u00fcn deniz kenar\u0131nda k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir evimiz olmas\u0131n\u0131 hayal etmi\u015ftim.\n\nBah\u00e7esine \u00e7i\u00e7ekler ekecek, sabahlar\u0131 kahvemi denizi seyrederek i\u00e7ecektim.\n\nAncak hayat\u0131n ko\u015fu\u015fturmas\u0131 aras\u0131nda o hayalimi \u00e7oktan unutmu\u015ftum.\n\nNihat devam etti.\n\n\u201cSen unuttun ama ben hi\u00e7 unutmad\u0131m. Emekli oldu\u011fumuzda seni oraya g\u00f6t\u00fcrmek istiyordum.\u201d\n\nG\u00f6zlerimden ya\u015flar s\u00fcz\u00fclmeye ba\u015flad\u0131.\n\n\u201cBu evi ne zaman ald\u0131n?\u201d\n\n\u201c\u00dc\u00e7 ay \u00f6nce!\u201d\n\nNihat\u2019\u0131n elleri titriyordu.\n\n\u201cEvin \u00f6demesini kendi birikimlerimle ve y\u0131llar i\u00e7inde de\u011ferlendirdi\u011fim paran\u0131n bir k\u0131sm\u0131yla yapt\u0131m. Kalan paray\u0131 da senin gelece\u011fin i\u00e7in ay\u0131rd\u0131m.\u201d\n\nArd\u0131ndan cebinden \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131\u011f\u0131 k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck anahtar\u0131 avucuma b\u0131rakt\u0131.\n\n\u201cBu, evimizin anahtar\u0131!\u201d\n\nO anda ne hissedece\u011fimi bilemedim.\n\nKar\u015f\u0131mda y\u0131llarca beni paramdan mahrum b\u0131rakan adam duruyordu.\n\nAncak ayn\u0131 adam, y\u0131llard\u0131r kurdu\u011fum hayali ger\u00e7ekle\u015ftirmek i\u00e7in gizlice para biriktirmi\u015fti.\n\nYine de i\u00e7imde bir \u015fey eksikti.\n\n\u201cNihat, neden bana s\u00f6ylemedin? Birlikte biriktiremezdik mi?\u201d\n\nBa\u015f\u0131n\u0131 e\u011fdi.\n\n\u201c\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc s\u00fcrpriz yapmak istedim. \u00dcstelik senin para biriktirmeyi hi\u00e7 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnmeden herkese yard\u0131m etti\u011fini biliyordum. Bir g\u00fcn ger\u00e7ekten ihtiyac\u0131m\u0131z oldu\u011funda elimizde hi\u00e7bir \u015fey kalmayaca\u011f\u0131ndan korktum.\u201d\n\nBu s\u00f6zleri duydu\u011fumda y\u0131llar \u00f6nce ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z bir olay\u0131 hat\u0131rlad\u0131m.\n\nKarde\u015fimin bor\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131 kapatmak i\u00e7in k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck alt\u0131n birikimimin neredeyse tamam\u0131n\u0131 vermi\u015ftim.\n\nArd\u0131ndan aylarca maddi s\u0131k\u0131nt\u0131 ya\u015fam\u0131\u015ft\u0131k.\n\nNihat o g\u00fcn bana \u00e7ok k\u0131zm\u0131\u015ft\u0131.\n\nAncak onun korkular\u0131, y\u0131llard\u0131r kendi paramdan mahrum b\u0131rak\u0131lmam\u0131 hakl\u0131 \u00e7\u0131karm\u0131yordu.\n\n\u201cSen beni korudu\u011funu d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrken kendimi de\u011fersiz hissetmeme neden oldun!\u201d\n\nNihat ellerimden tutmak istedi.\n\nAncak ellerimi geri \u00e7ektim.\n\n\u201cY\u0131llarca senden para istemek zorunda kald\u0131m. Kendi kazand\u0131\u011f\u0131m parayla torunuma hediye bile alamad\u0131m. Bunun nas\u0131l bir duygu oldu\u011funu biliyor musun?\u201d\n\nNihat a\u011flamaya ba\u015flad\u0131.\n\n\u0130lk kez onu b\u00f6ylesine \u00e7aresiz g\u00f6r\u00fcyordum.\n\n\u201cHakl\u0131s\u0131n S\u00fcheyla. \u00c7ok b\u00fcy\u00fck bir hata yapt\u0131m!\u201d\n\nTam o s\u0131rada Aysun masan\u0131n \u00fczerine son belgeyi koydu.\n\n\u201cBir konu daha var. Bu hesab\u0131n kullan\u0131m\u0131yla ilgili i\u015flemleri de tamamlamam\u0131z gerekiyor.\u201d\n\nNihat ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 kald\u0131rd\u0131.\n\n\u201cB\u00fct\u00fcn paran\u0131n kontrol\u00fcn\u00fc S\u00fcheyla\u2019ya b\u0131rakmak istiyorum.\u201d\n\nAysun belgeleri \u00f6n\u00fcme uzatt\u0131.\n\nNihat s\u00f6zlerine devam etti.\n\n\u201cBu para senin eme\u011finin kar\u015f\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131. Bundan sonra ne yapmak istersen kendin karar vereceksin.\u201d\n\nAncak benim ba\u015fka bir karar\u0131m vard\u0131.\n\nBelgeleri hemen imzalamad\u0131m.\n\n\u201c\u00d6nce k\u0131z\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 arayaca\u011f\u0131m!\u201d\n\nNihat \u015fa\u015fk\u0131nl\u0131kla y\u00fcz\u00fcme bakt\u0131.\n\n\u201cNeden?\u201d\n\n\u201c\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc art\u0131k bu evlilikte hi\u00e7bir s\u0131rr\u0131n kalmas\u0131n\u0131 istemiyorum!\u201d\n\n\u0130dil\u2019i aray\u0131p bankaya gelmesini istedim.\n\nYakla\u015f\u0131k k\u0131rk dakika sonra k\u0131z\u0131m\u0131z yan\u0131m\u0131za geldi.\n\nB\u00fct\u00fcn olanlar\u0131 anlatt\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131zda \u00f6nce \u015fa\u015fk\u0131nl\u0131ktan konu\u015famad\u0131.\n\nArd\u0131ndan babas\u0131na d\u00f6nerek hi\u00e7 beklemedi\u011fimiz bir \u015fey s\u00f6yledi.\n\n\u201cBaba, anneme s\u00fcrpriz haz\u0131rlam\u0131\u015f olabilirsin. Ama onun y\u0131llarca kendi paras\u0131n\u0131 kullanmas\u0131na izin vermemen do\u011fru de\u011fildi!\u201d\n\nNihat ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 sallad\u0131.\n\n\u201cBiliyorum k\u0131z\u0131m. Bunu \u00e7ok ge\u00e7 anlad\u0131m.\u201d\n\n\u0130dil bana sar\u0131ld\u0131.\n\n\u201cAnne, senin y\u0131llarca ne kadar \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 biliyorum. Bu para senin hakk\u0131n. Bundan sonra kimsenin sana ne yapaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 s\u00f6ylemesine izin verme!\u201d\n\nK\u0131z\u0131m\u0131n bu s\u00f6zleri bana y\u0131llard\u0131r hissetmedi\u011fim bir \u00f6zg\u00fcven verdi.\n\nBanka i\u015flemlerini tamamlad\u0131ktan sonra Nihat\u2019a d\u00f6nd\u00fcm.\n\n\u201c\u015eimdi o evi g\u00f6rmek istiyorum!\u201d\n\nO g\u00fcn birlikte Seferihisar\u2019a gittik.\n\nArabayla dar bir soka\u011fa girdik. Nihat k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bah\u00e7eli bir evin \u00f6n\u00fcnde durdu.\n\nBah\u00e7ede ya\u015fl\u0131 bir zeytin a\u011fac\u0131 vard\u0131.\n\nEvin kap\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131p i\u00e7eri girdi\u011fimde salonun b\u00fcy\u00fck penceresinden denizi g\u00f6rd\u00fcm.\n\nY\u0131llar \u00f6nce hayalini kurdu\u011fum manzara kar\u015f\u0131mdayd\u0131.\n\nMutfa\u011fa ge\u00e7ti\u011fimde masan\u0131n \u00fczerinde k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir kutu buldum.\n\nKutunun i\u00e7inde y\u0131llar \u00f6nce annemden kalan eski bir foto\u011fraf vard\u0131.\n\nFoto\u011fraf\u0131n arkas\u0131na Nihat bir not yazm\u0131\u015ft\u0131.\n\n\u201cS\u00fcheyla, hayat\u0131m boyunca bana bir yuva verdin. \u015eimdi s\u0131ra bende. Umar\u0131m burada birlikte ya\u015flan\u0131r\u0131z.\u201d\n\nNotu okurken g\u00f6zya\u015flar\u0131m\u0131 tutamad\u0131m.\n\nAncak o g\u00fcn Nihat\u2019a hemen sar\u0131lmad\u0131m.\n\n\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc i\u00e7imde h\u00e2l\u00e2 y\u0131llar\u0131n k\u0131rg\u0131nl\u0131\u011f\u0131 vard\u0131.\n\nBah\u00e7eye \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131m ve zeytin a\u011fac\u0131n\u0131n alt\u0131ndaki banka oturdum.\n\nNihat yan\u0131ma geldi.\n\n\u201cBe\u011fendin mi?\u201d\n\n\u201cEvi \u00e7ok be\u011fendim. Ama sana s\u00f6ylemem gereken bir \u015fey var!\u201d\n\nEndi\u015feyle y\u00fcz\u00fcme bakt\u0131.\n\n\u201cNe oldu?\u201d\n\n\u201cBu evde birlikte ya\u015fayabiliriz. Fakat bundan sonra benim maa\u015f\u0131ma dokunmayacaks\u0131n. Param\u0131 nas\u0131l harcayaca\u011f\u0131ma ben karar verece\u011fim. B\u00fcy\u00fck harcamalar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 ise birlikte planlayaca\u011f\u0131z.\u201d\n\nNihat hi\u00e7 teredd\u00fct etmeden kabul etti.\n\nArd\u0131ndan g\u00f6zlerimin i\u00e7ine bakt\u0131.\n\n\u201cPeki beni affedebilecek misin?\u201d\n\nUzun s\u00fcre d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcm.\n\n\u201cBug\u00fcn de\u011fil Nihat. Ama bana ger\u00e7ekten g\u00fcvendi\u011fini g\u00f6sterirsen belki bir g\u00fcn!\u201d\n\nO g\u00fcnden sonra hayat\u0131m\u0131z de\u011fi\u015fmeye ba\u015flad\u0131.\n\nNihat verdi\u011fi s\u00f6z\u00fc tuttu. Emekli maa\u015f\u0131m\u0131n yatt\u0131\u011f\u0131 g\u00fcn art\u0131k mutfak masas\u0131nda beklemiyordu.\n\nBen de kendime y\u0131llard\u0131r erteledi\u011fim k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck mutluluklar\u0131 ya\u015fatmaya ba\u015flad\u0131m.\n\nBir sabah F\u00fcsun\u2019u aray\u0131p al\u0131\u015fveri\u015fe davet ettim.\n\nAylar \u00f6nce be\u011fendi\u011fim ma\u011fazaya gittik.\n\nRaflar\u0131 dola\u015f\u0131rken ayn\u0131 e\u015farb\u0131 g\u00f6rd\u00fcm.\n\nFiyat\u0131 biraz artm\u0131\u015ft\u0131.\n\nAncak bu kez hi\u00e7 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnmeden sat\u0131n ald\u0131m.\n\nF\u00fcsun g\u00fcl\u00fcmseyerek, \u201cSonunda ald\u0131n demek!\u201d dedi.\n\nBen de g\u00fclerek cevap verdim.\n\n\u201cEvet! \u00dcstelik kendi paramla!\u201d\n\nBirka\u00e7 ay sonra Nihat\u2019la Seferihisar\u2019daki evimize tamamen ta\u015f\u0131nd\u0131k.\n\nBah\u00e7emize \u00e7i\u00e7ekler diktik. K\u0131z\u0131m\u0131z ve torunlar\u0131m\u0131z hafta sonlar\u0131 bizi ziyaret etmeye ba\u015flad\u0131.\n\nNihat zamanla yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131 hatan\u0131n ne kadar b\u00fcy\u00fck oldu\u011funu daha iyi anlad\u0131.\n\nBir sabah kahvalt\u0131 haz\u0131rlarken mutfak masas\u0131na bir zarf b\u0131rakt\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6rd\u00fcm.\n\nZarf\u0131n i\u00e7inde k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir not vard\u0131.\n\n\u201cBug\u00fcn emekli maa\u015f\u0131n\u0131n yataca\u011f\u0131 g\u00fcn. Eskiden senden paran\u0131 isterdim. \u015eimdi senden yaln\u0131zca bir \u015fey istiyorum: Benimle kahvalt\u0131ya \u00e7\u0131kar m\u0131s\u0131n?\u201d\n\nNotu okuyunca g\u00fcl\u00fcmsedim.\n\nNihat kap\u0131n\u0131n \u00f6n\u00fcnde beni bekliyordu.\n\nElimi uzatt\u0131m.\n\n\u201cOlur. Ama bu kez kahvalt\u0131y\u0131 ben \u0131smarlayaca\u011f\u0131m!\u201d\n\n\u0130kimiz de kahkahalarla g\u00fcld\u00fck.\n\nO g\u00fcn sahilde otururken y\u0131llarca ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131m k\u0131rg\u0131nl\u0131\u011f\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcm.\n\nNihat\u2019\u0131n bana ald\u0131\u011f\u0131 ev ve biriktirdi\u011fi para elbette b\u00fcy\u00fck bir s\u00fcrprizdi.\n\nAncak benim i\u00e7in as\u0131l de\u011ferli olan bunlar de\u011fildi.\n\nY\u0131llar sonra ilk kez kocam\u0131n kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda kendi kararlar\u0131n\u0131 verebilen, eme\u011finin kar\u015f\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6zg\u00fcrce kullanabilen bir kad\u0131n olarak oturuyordum.\n\nNihat elimi tuttu.\n\n\u201cKe\u015fke sana bu kadar y\u0131l kaybettirmeseydim!\u201d\n\nBa\u015f\u0131m\u0131 omzuna yaslad\u0131m.\n\n\u201cGe\u00e7mi\u015fi de\u011fi\u015ftiremeyiz. Ama kalan y\u0131llar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 nas\u0131l ya\u015fayaca\u011f\u0131m\u0131za birlikte karar verebiliriz.\u201d\n\nO g\u00fcn bir ger\u00e7e\u011fi b\u00fct\u00fcn kalbimle anlad\u0131m.\n\nSevgi, sevdi\u011fin insan\u0131n b\u00fct\u00fcn ihtiya\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131 kar\u015f\u0131lamak de\u011fil, onun kendi hayat\u0131 \u00fczerinde s\u00f6z sahibi olmas\u0131na da sayg\u0131 duymakt\u0131r. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc bir kad\u0131na verebilece\u011finiz en de\u011ferli hediye, pahal\u0131 bir ev veya bankadaki milyonlar de\u011fil, kendi ayaklar\u0131 \u00fczerinde durabilece\u011fini hissettiren \u00f6zg\u00fcrl\u00fckt\u00fcr.\n\t\t\t\t<\/dd><\/dl>\n\t\t\t<br style='clear: both' \/>\n\t\t<\/div>\n\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":1179,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[9],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1178","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-foto-galeri"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1178","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1178"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1178\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1181,"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1178\/revisions\/1181"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/1179"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=1178"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=1178"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=1178"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}