{"id":1442,"date":"2026-10-10T22:46:29","date_gmt":"2026-10-10T22:46:29","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/?p=1442"},"modified":"2026-10-10T22:46:29","modified_gmt":"2026-10-10T22:46:29","slug":"havalimaninda-babamla-alay-etti-pilotun-sarilmasi-yillardir-saklanan-sirri-aciga-cikardi","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/havalimaninda-babamla-alay-etti-pilotun-sarilmasi-yillardir-saklanan-sirri-aciga-cikardi\/","title":{"rendered":"Havaliman\u0131nda Babamla Alay Etti: Pilotun Sar\u0131lmas\u0131 Y\u0131llard\u0131r Saklanan S\u0131rr\u0131 A\u00e7\u0131\u011fa \u00c7\u0131kard\u0131"},"content":{"rendered":"\n\t\t<style>\n\t\t\t#gallery-1 {\n\t\t\t\tmargin: auto;\n\t\t\t}\n\t\t\t#gallery-1 .gallery-item {\n\t\t\t\tfloat: left;\n\t\t\t\tmargin-top: 10px;\n\t\t\t\ttext-align: center;\n\t\t\t\twidth: 33%;\n\t\t\t}\n\t\t\t#gallery-1 img {\n\t\t\t\tborder: 2px solid #cfcfcf;\n\t\t\t}\n\t\t\t#gallery-1 .gallery-caption {\n\t\t\t\tmargin-left: 0;\n\t\t\t}\n\t\t\t\/* see gallery_shortcode() in wp-includes\/media.php *\/\n\t\t<\/style>\n\t\t<div id='gallery-1' class='gallery galleryid-1442 gallery-columns-3 gallery-size-thumbnail'><dl class='gallery-item'>\n\t\t\t<dt class='gallery-icon landscape'>\n\t\t\t\t<a href='https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/havalimaninda-babamla-alay-etti-pilotun-sarilmasi-yillardir-saklanan-sirri-aciga-cikardi\/3333333-10\/'><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"150\" height=\"150\" src=\"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/10\/3333333-4-150x150.jpg\" class=\"attachment-thumbnail size-thumbnail\" alt=\"\" aria-describedby=\"gallery-1-1443\" \/><\/a>\n\t\t\t<\/dt>\n\t\t\t\t<dd class='wp-caption-text gallery-caption' id='gallery-1-1443'>\n\t\t\t\t\u201cBabam\u0131n ad\u0131n\u0131n yan\u0131ndaki o iki kelimeydi\u2026\u201d\n\nSORUMLU P\u0130LOT.\n\nTelefon ekran\u0131ndaki siyah beyaz foto\u011frafa bakarken bo\u011faz\u0131m d\u00fc\u011f\u00fcmlendi. Par\u00e7alanm\u0131\u015f bir u\u00e7a\u011f\u0131n \u00f6n\u00fcnde duran gen\u00e7 adam, babamd\u0131. Alt\u0131ndaki haberde otuz sekiz y\u0131l \u00f6nce ya\u015fanan bir kazadan s\u00f6z ediliyordu. Yirmi \u00fc\u00e7 yolcunun hayat\u0131n\u0131 kaybetti\u011fi yaz\u0131yordu. Babam\u0131n ad\u0131ysa b\u00fcy\u00fck harflerle verilmi\u015fti: \u201cKazan\u0131n sorumlu pilotu.\u201d\n\n\u201cBu do\u011fru mu?\u201d diye f\u0131s\u0131ldad\u0131m.\n\nBabam e\u011filip yere d\u00fc\u015fen anahtarl\u0131\u011f\u0131 almak istedi. Elleri titredi\u011fi i\u00e7in ba\u015faramad\u0131. Pilot diz \u00e7\u00f6k\u00fcp g\u00fcm\u00fc\u015f kanatlar\u0131 ald\u0131, avucuna b\u0131rakt\u0131.\n\n\u201cFerhat Kaptan,\u201d dedi. \u201cArt\u0131k ger\u00e7e\u011fi anlatman\u0131n zaman\u0131 geldi.\u201d\n\nBabam\u0131n ad\u0131n\u0131 ta\u015f\u0131yan o eski habere tekrar bakt\u0131m. \u00c7ocuklu\u011fum boyunca babam\u0131 emekli bir teknisyen sanm\u0131\u015ft\u0131m. U\u00e7aklara neden uzun uzun bakt\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131, her kalk\u0131\u015fta neden g\u00f6zlerini kapatt\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 hi\u00e7 sormam\u0131\u015ft\u0131m.\n\nAz \u00f6nce bizi iten adam telefonunu indirdi. \u201cBen bunu bir belgeselde g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fcm. \u0130nsanlar sizin y\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fczden \u00f6lm\u00fc\u015f!\u201d diye \u00e7\u0131k\u0131\u015ft\u0131.\n\nPilot ona sert\u00e7e d\u00f6nd\u00fc. \u201cAd\u0131n\u0131z ne?\u201d\n\n\u201cErdal.\u201d\n\n\u201cErdal Bey, bir insan\u0131 mahk\u00fbm etmek i\u00e7in eski bir haber ba\u015fl\u0131\u011f\u0131 yetmez.\u201d\n\nBini\u015f g\u00f6revlisi kap\u0131da bekleyen yolculara a\u00e7\u0131klama yap\u0131yordu. Pilot bizi kenardaki sessiz odaya g\u00f6t\u00fcrmek i\u00e7in izin istedi. Babam kar\u015f\u0131 \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131.\n\n\u201cKimseyi geciktirmeyelim. Ge\u00e7mi\u015f, bir u\u00e7ak dolusu insan\u0131n zaman\u0131ndan \u00f6nemli de\u011fil.\u201d\n\n\u201cAma sizin ge\u00e7mi\u015finiz benim hayat\u0131m,\u201d dedi kaptan. \u201cBir kez olsun bunu s\u00f6ylememe izin verin.\u201d\n\nAd\u0131n\u0131n Levent oldu\u011funu o zaman \u00f6\u011frendim. \u00c7ocuklu\u011fundan beri babam\u0131 tan\u0131yormu\u015f gibi konu\u015fuyordu. Oysa ben onu ilk kez g\u00f6r\u00fcyordum.\n\nLevent kaptan kabin amirine haber verdi. U\u00e7a\u011f\u0131n teknik haz\u0131rl\u0131\u011f\u0131 hen\u00fcz tamamlanmam\u0131\u015ft\u0131; birka\u00e7 dakikal\u0131k bekleyi\u015f kimseyi tehlikeye atmayacakt\u0131. \u00dc\u00e7\u00fcm\u00fcz bini\u015f kap\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n yan\u0131ndaki k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck odaya ge\u00e7tik. Erdal da arkam\u0131zdan geldi. Gitmesini isteyecektim ama babam elini kald\u0131rd\u0131.\n\n\u201cB\u0131rak,\u201d dedi. \u201cMadem \u00f6\u011frenmek istiyor, dinlesin.\u201d\n\nLevent \u00e7antas\u0131ndan y\u0131pranm\u0131\u015f bir foto\u011fraf \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131. Foto\u011frafta babam\u0131n yan\u0131nda k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir \u00e7ocuk duruyordu. \u00c7ocu\u011fun boynunda k\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 bir atk\u0131 vard\u0131.\n\n\u201cBu benim,\u201d dedi Levent. \u201cYedi ya\u015f\u0131ndayd\u0131m.\u201d\n\nSonra babama bakt\u0131.\n\n\u201cO u\u00e7aktan sa\u011f \u00e7\u0131kan \u00e7ocuklardan biriydim.\u201d\n\t\t\t\t<\/dd><\/dl><dl class='gallery-item'>\n\t\t\t<dt class='gallery-icon portrait'>\n\t\t\t\t<a href='https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/havalimaninda-babamla-alay-etti-pilotun-sarilmasi-yillardir-saklanan-sirri-aciga-cikardi\/sd11\/'><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"150\" height=\"150\" src=\"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/10\/sd11-150x150.png\" class=\"attachment-thumbnail size-thumbnail\" alt=\"\" aria-describedby=\"gallery-1-1444\" \/><\/a>\n\t\t\t<\/dt>\n\t\t\t\t<dd class='wp-caption-text gallery-caption' id='gallery-1-1444'>\n\t\t\t\tKalbim h\u0131zland\u0131. \u201cAma haberde\u2026\u201d\n\n\u201cHaberde yazmayan \u00e7ok \u015fey var.\u201d\n\nLevent anlatmaya ba\u015flad\u0131\u011f\u0131nda odadaki her ses uzakla\u015ft\u0131.\n\nO g\u00fcn Ankara\u2019dan \u0130stanbul\u2019a giden u\u00e7ak, kalk\u0131\u015ftan k\u0131sa s\u00fcre sonra ciddi bir ar\u0131za ya\u015fam\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Kokpite gelen uyar\u0131lar birbirini izliyordu. Babam u\u00e7a\u011f\u0131 geri d\u00f6nd\u00fcrmeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rken bir motor g\u00fc\u00e7 kaybetmi\u015fti. \u015eehir merkezine yakla\u015fmalar\u0131 h\u00e2linde \u00e7ok daha b\u00fcy\u00fck bir felaket ya\u015fanabilirdi.\n\n\u201cBaban\u0131z son anda rotay\u0131 bo\u015f bir araziye \u00e7evirdi,\u201d dedi Levent. \u201c\u0130ni\u015f sert oldu. G\u00f6vde ikiye ayr\u0131ld\u0131. Ben annemle arka taraftayd\u0131m.\u201d\n\nAnnesinin kemeri s\u0131k\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015f, kabinde duman y\u00fckselmi\u015fti. K\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck Levent korkudan k\u0131p\u0131rdayam\u0131yormu\u015f. Babam, yaral\u0131 olmas\u0131na ra\u011fmen kokpitten \u00e7\u0131k\u0131p yolcular\u0131 tahliye etmeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015f.\n\n\u201c\u00d6nce beni kuca\u011f\u0131na ald\u0131. Sonra annemi \u00e7\u0131karmak i\u00e7in geri d\u00f6nd\u00fc.\u201d\n\nLevent\u2019in sesi \u00e7atlad\u0131.\n\n\u201cAnnem kurtulamad\u0131. Baban\u0131z onun elini son ana kadar b\u0131rakmam\u0131\u015f. Bunu y\u0131llar sonra bir kurtarma g\u00f6revlisinden \u00f6\u011frendim.\u201d\n\nBabam pencereye bakt\u0131. G\u00f6zlerinin kenar\u0131nda ya\u015f birikmi\u015fti.\n\n\u201cOnu \u00e7\u0131karamad\u0131m,\u201d dedi neredeyse duyulmayacak bir sesle.\n\n\u201cHay\u0131r,\u201d dedi Levent. \u201cSiz beni \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131n\u0131z. Ve o g\u00fcn onlarca ki\u015finin daha ya\u015famas\u0131n\u0131 sa\u011flad\u0131n\u0131z.\u201d\n\nBir s\u00fcre kimse konu\u015fmad\u0131. Sonra akl\u0131mdaki soru dudaklar\u0131mdan d\u00f6k\u00fcld\u00fc.\n\n\u201c\u00d6yleyse neden herkes babam\u0131 su\u00e7lad\u0131?\u201d\n\nBabam derin bir nefes ald\u0131. \u201c\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc ger\u00e7ek, bazen g\u00fc\u00e7l\u00fc insanlar\u0131n i\u015fine gelmez.\u201d\n\nKazadan sonraki ilk incelemede bak\u0131m kay\u0131tlar\u0131yla u\u00e7aktaki par\u00e7alardan biri aras\u0131nda tutars\u0131zl\u0131k bulunmu\u015ftu. Babam u\u00e7u\u015f \u00f6ncesinde bir ar\u0131za bildirdi\u011fini s\u00f6yl\u00fcyordu. Fakat imzalad\u0131\u011f\u0131 rapor dosyada yoktu. \u015eirket temsilcileri u\u00e7a\u011f\u0131n sorunsuz teslim edildi\u011fini savunmu\u015ftu.\n\n\u201cBen de bir hata yapm\u0131\u015f olabilece\u011fim ihtimalini y\u0131llarca d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcm,\u201d dedi babam. \u201cBir insan hayat\u0131n\u0131 kaybetti\u011finde kendini tamamen aklayamazs\u0131n.\u201d\n\nBana d\u00f6nd\u00fc.\n\n\u201cAnnenle o s\u0131ralar yeni evlenmi\u015ftik. Sen daha do\u011fmam\u0131\u015ft\u0131n. Gazeteciler evimizin kap\u0131s\u0131nda bekliyordu. Annenin hastaneye gidi\u015fini bile g\u00f6r\u00fcnt\u00fclediler. Seni o g\u00fcr\u00fclt\u00fcden uzak b\u00fcy\u00fctmek istedim.\u201d\n\n\u201cBenden saklayarak m\u0131?\u201d dedim. Sesimdeki k\u0131rg\u0131nl\u0131\u011f\u0131 gizleyemedim.\n\n\u201cEvet,\u201d dedi. \u201cBu karar\u0131m yanl\u0131\u015ft\u0131.\u201d\n\nErdal o ana kadar susmu\u015ftu. \u015eimdi telefonu yeniden kald\u0131rd\u0131. \u201cFakat burada ba\u015fka bir haber var,\u201d dedi. \u201cGe\u00e7en y\u0131l kaybolan bir bak\u0131m defterinin bulundu\u011fu yaz\u0131yor.\u201d\n\nLevent ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7evirdi. \u201cNerede?\u201d\n\nErdal ekran\u0131 g\u00f6sterdi. K\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir yerel gazetede, kapanm\u0131\u015f bir havac\u0131l\u0131k \u015firketinin ar\u015fivinden \u00e7\u0131kar\u0131lan belgelerden s\u00f6z ediliyordu. Haberde ne kazan\u0131n ad\u0131 ne de babam\u0131n ad\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131k\u00e7a ge\u00e7iyordu. Ancak tarihler uyu\u015fuyordu.\n\nBabam\u0131n y\u00fcz\u00fc bembeyaz kesildi. \u201cO defter\u2026\u201d\n\nLevent hemen telefonunu \u00e7\u0131kar\u0131p bir numara \u00e7evirdi. Kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131ndaki ki\u015fiye haberi anlatt\u0131, sonra dikkatle dinledi.\n\n\u201cBir avukat arkada\u015f\u0131m bu dosyayla ilgileniyor,\u201d dedi telefonu kapat\u0131nca. \u201cBelgelerin kopyas\u0131n\u0131 isteyebiliriz. Ama \u00f6nce do\u011frulanmalar\u0131 gerek.\u201d\n\nBabam yava\u015f\u00e7a ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 sallad\u0131. \u201cOtuz sekiz y\u0131l boyunca biri \u00e7\u0131k\u0131p ger\u00e7e\u011fi bulsun diye beklemedim. Sadece birilerinin ayn\u0131 ac\u0131y\u0131 yeniden ya\u015famamas\u0131n\u0131 istedim.\u201d\n\nLevent ona yakla\u015ft\u0131. \u201cBu y\u00fczden mi her y\u0131l kazan\u0131n y\u0131l d\u00f6n\u00fcm\u00fcnde ailelere isimsiz mektuplar g\u00f6nderdiniz?\u201d\n\n\u015ea\u015fk\u0131nl\u0131ktan ona bakt\u0131m. Babam\u0131n \u00e7al\u0131\u015fma masas\u0131ndaki zarflar\u0131 hat\u0131rlad\u0131m. Postaneye g\u00f6t\u00fcrmemi istedi\u011fi, g\u00f6ndereni yaz\u0131lmam\u0131\u015f onlarca zarf\u2026 Ben onlar\u0131 eski arkada\u015flar\u0131na yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 san\u0131yordum.\n\n\u201cHer mektupta kaybettikleri ki\u015fiye dair hat\u0131rlad\u0131\u011f\u0131m bir \u015feyi anlat\u0131yordum,\u201d dedi babam. \u201cBir adam k\u0131z\u0131n\u0131n d\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn\u00fcnden s\u00f6z etmi\u015fti. Bir kad\u0131n \u00e7antas\u0131ndaki \u00f6rg\u00fcy\u00fc torunu i\u00e7in bitirece\u011fini s\u00f6ylemi\u015fti. \u0130stedim ki aileleri onlar\u0131 yaln\u0131zca bir \u00f6l\u00fcm listesinde g\u00f6rmesin.\u201d\n\nLevent g\u00f6zya\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 sildi. \u201cBen de bir mektup ald\u0131m. Annemin son s\u00f6zlerini ilk kez oradan \u00f6\u011frendim.\u201d\n\n\u201cNe s\u00f6ylemi\u015f?\u201d diye sordum.\n\n\u201c\u2018O\u011flumu d\u0131\u015far\u0131 \u00e7\u0131kar\u0131n. Ona korkmamas\u0131n\u0131 s\u00f6yleyin.\u2019\u201d\n\nBabam iki elini y\u00fcz\u00fcne kapatt\u0131. O anda onun ya\u015fl\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 de\u011fil, y\u0131llard\u0131r ta\u015f\u0131d\u0131\u011f\u0131 y\u00fck\u00fc g\u00f6rd\u00fcm.\n\nKap\u0131 hafif\u00e7e \u00e7al\u0131nd\u0131. G\u00f6revli, u\u00e7a\u011fa ge\u00e7me zaman\u0131n\u0131n geldi\u011fini bildirdi. Levent g\u00f6rev yerine d\u00f6nmek zorundayd\u0131. \u00c7\u0131kmadan \u00f6nce babama bir soru sordu.\n\n\u201cBug\u00fcn kokpite gelip bir kez daha g\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fcne bakmak ister misiniz? Elbette u\u00e7u\u015f ba\u015flamadan \u00f6nce.\u201d\n\nBabam uzun s\u00fcre cevap vermedi. Sonra elindeki g\u00fcm\u00fc\u015f kanatlara bakt\u0131.\n\n\u201cBir \u015fartla,\u201d dedi. \u201cK\u0131z\u0131m da gelsin.\u201d\n\nBizi k\u0131sa s\u00fcreli\u011fine kokpit kap\u0131s\u0131na kadar g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fcler. \u0130\u00e7erideki g\u00f6stergelere bakarken babam\u0131n y\u00fcz\u00fcnde y\u0131llard\u0131r g\u00f6rmedi\u011fim bir \u0131\u015f\u0131k belirdi. Levent koltu\u011funu g\u00f6sterdi ama babam oturmad\u0131.\n\n\u201cOras\u0131 art\u0131k senin yerin evlat,\u201d dedi.\n\nLevent do\u011frulup babama sar\u0131ld\u0131. \u201cBen buraya gelmeyi size bor\u00e7luyum.\u201d\n\nKabine d\u00f6nd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm\u00fczde Erdal koridorda bekliyordu. G\u00f6zlerini yerden kald\u0131ram\u0131yordu.\n\n\u201cFerhat Bey,\u201d dedi, \u201csizi ittirdi\u011fim ve a\u015fa\u011f\u0131lay\u0131c\u0131 s\u00f6zler s\u00f6yledi\u011fim i\u00e7in \u00f6z\u00fcr dilerim. Kim oldu\u011funuzu bilseydim\u2026\u201d\n\nBabam s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc kesti. \u201cKim oldu\u011fumu bilmesen de sayg\u0131y\u0131 hak ediyorum. \u00dcstelik sadece ben de\u011fil, s\u0131rada bekleyen herkes.\u201d\n\nErdal utan\u00e7la ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 e\u011fdi. Bu kez yolculara yol verdi, ya\u015fl\u0131 bir kad\u0131n\u0131n \u00e7antas\u0131n\u0131 kald\u0131rmas\u0131na yard\u0131m etti.\n\nU\u00e7ak havaland\u0131\u011f\u0131nda babam\u0131n elini tuttum. \u201cBana neden hi\u00e7birini anlatmad\u0131n?\u201d diye yeniden sordum.\n\n\u201c\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc senin beni bir kahraman sanman\u0131 da istemedim, bir su\u00e7lu sanman\u0131 da. Sadece baban olmak istedim.\u201d\n\n\u201cZaten babamd\u0131n,\u201d dedim. \u201cAma ac\u0131n\u0131 tek ba\u015f\u0131na ta\u015f\u0131mak zorunda de\u011fildin.\u201d\n\nU\u00e7aktan inerken Levent kaptan kap\u0131n\u0131n yan\u0131nda bizi bekliyordu. Babama k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir k\u00e2\u011f\u0131t uzatt\u0131. \u00dczerinde bir telefon numaras\u0131 vard\u0131.\n\n\u201cBu kez kaybolmay\u0131n,\u201d dedi. \u201cO\u011flum sizinle tan\u0131\u015fmak istiyor. Ona, \u00e7ocukken hayat\u0131m\u0131 kurtaran adamdan s\u00f6z ettim.\u201d\n\nBabam hafif\u00e7e g\u00fcld\u00fc. \u201c\u00c7ocuk seni s\u0131k\u0131c\u0131 bulursa sorumluluk kabul etmem.\u201d\n\nLevent de g\u00fcld\u00fc. Ard\u0131ndan ciddile\u015fti. \u201cAnnemin mezar\u0131na her y\u0131l gidiyorum. Bu y\u0131l beraber gider miyiz?\u201d\n\nBabam\u0131n g\u00f6zleri doldu. \u201cGideriz.\u201d\n\nHavaliman\u0131n\u0131n \u00e7\u0131k\u0131\u015f\u0131nda Erdal yan\u0131m\u0131za yakla\u015ft\u0131. Bu kez ne telefonunu tutuyor ne de acele ediyordu. \u201cBir \u015fey s\u00f6ylemek istiyorum,\u201d dedi. \u201cBabam da ya\u015fl\u0131. Son zamanlarda ayn\u0131 sorular\u0131 tekrarlad\u0131\u011f\u0131 i\u00e7in ona k\u0131zd\u0131\u011f\u0131m oldu. Bug\u00fcn sizi g\u00f6r\u00fcnce davran\u0131\u015flar\u0131mdan utand\u0131m. Eve gidince ilk i\u015f onu arayaca\u011f\u0131m.\u201d\n\n\u201cAramakla kalma,\u201d dedi babam. \u201cVaktin varsa ziyaret et. \u0130nsan bazen en \u00f6nemli g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fmeyi, her zaman yapabilece\u011fini sand\u0131\u011f\u0131 i\u00e7in erteler.\u201d\n\nErdal ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 sallad\u0131 ve uzakla\u015ft\u0131.\n\nTaksiye bindi\u011fimizde babam \u015fehrin \u0131\u015f\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131 izledi. \u201cAnnen hayatta olsayd\u0131 bana \u00e7ok k\u0131zard\u0131,\u201d dedi.\n\n\u201cNeden?\u201d\n\n\u201cBunca y\u0131l susup seni \u00fczmeme. Bana hep, bir s\u0131rr\u0131n sevdiklerini korumak i\u00e7in sakland\u0131\u011f\u0131nda bile aran\u0131za duvar \u00f6rebilece\u011fini s\u00f6ylerdi.\u201d\n\nBa\u015f\u0131m\u0131 omzuna yaslad\u0131m. \u201cDuvar\u0131 bug\u00fcn y\u0131kt\u0131k baba.\u201d\n\nO geceden sonra eski foto\u011fraflar\u0131 birlikte a\u00e7t\u0131k. Babam bana ilk u\u00e7u\u015funu, tan\u0131\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131 insanlar\u0131, annemle nas\u0131l evlendi\u011fini anlatt\u0131. Ac\u0131 hat\u0131ralar\u0131 da vard\u0131, kahkahaya bo\u011fuldu\u011fumuz an\u0131lar\u0131 da. \u0130lk defa onun yaln\u0131zca babam de\u011fil, benden \u00f6nce de uzun bir hayat ya\u015fam\u0131\u015f bir insan oldu\u011funu ger\u00e7ekten anlad\u0131m.\n\n\u0130stanbul\u2019a indikten iki ay sonra ar\u015fivden \u00e7\u0131kan belgelerin ger\u00e7ekten kazayla ilgili oldu\u011fu do\u011fruland\u0131. Eksik ar\u0131za bildirimine ait kay\u0131t bulundu. Yeni inceleme, eski su\u00e7lamalar\u0131n ciddi bi\u00e7imde eksik kan\u0131tlara dayand\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 ortaya koydu. Hukuki s\u00fcre\u00e7 hen\u00fcz bitmemi\u015fti ama babam\u0131n sesi art\u0131k ilk kez duyuluyordu.\n\nBir ak\u015fam onu \u00e7al\u0131\u015fma masas\u0131n\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131nda buldum. Yeni bir mektup yaz\u0131yordu. Bu kez zarf\u0131n \u00fczerinde g\u00f6nderen ad\u0131 vard\u0131: Ferhat Yal\u00e7\u0131n.\n\n\u201cNeden art\u0131k ad\u0131n\u0131 saklam\u0131yorsun?\u201d diye sordum.\n\nG\u00fcl\u00fcmsedi. \u201c\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc korktu\u011fum \u015fey insanlar\u0131n ger\u00e7e\u011fi \u00f6\u011frenmesi de\u011filmi\u015f. Senin benden uzakla\u015fmandan korkuyormu\u015fum.\u201d\n\nElindeki g\u00fcm\u00fc\u015f anahtarl\u0131\u011f\u0131 avucuma b\u0131rakt\u0131. Arkas\u0131ndaki silik numaran\u0131n u\u00e7u\u015f numaras\u0131 oldu\u011funu art\u0131k biliyordum.\n\n\u201cBunu sen sakla,\u201d dedi.\n\n\u201cSenin i\u00e7in \u00e7ok de\u011ferli.\u201d\n\n\u201cEvet. Ama bana art\u0131k ba\u015fka bir \u015feyi hat\u0131rlat\u0131yor.\u201d\n\n\u201cNeyi?\u201d\n\n\u201c\u0130nsan bazen b\u00fct\u00fcn hayat\u0131n\u0131 bir g\u00fcnle tan\u0131ml\u0131yor. Oysa hayat, o g\u00fcnden sonra ne yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131yla da \u00f6l\u00e7\u00fcl\u00fcr.\u201d\n\nAnahtarl\u0131\u011f\u0131 boynuma ast\u0131m. Babama sar\u0131ld\u0131m. O g\u00fcn havaliman\u0131nda herkes bir u\u00e7u\u015fa yeti\u015fmeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yordu. Bizse y\u0131llard\u0131r ertelenmi\u015f bir konu\u015fmaya yeti\u015fmi\u015ftik.\n\nVe sonunda anlad\u0131m: Bir insan\u0131n ger\u00e7ek de\u011feri, hakk\u0131nda yaz\u0131lan man\u015fetlerde de\u011fil, ba\u015fkalar\u0131n\u0131n hayat\u0131nda b\u0131rakt\u0131\u011f\u0131 iyiliklerde sakl\u0131d\u0131r.\n\t\t\t\t<\/dd><\/dl>\n\t\t\t<br style='clear: both' \/>\n\t\t<\/div>\n\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":1443,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[9],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1442","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-foto-galeri"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1442","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1442"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1442\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1445,"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1442\/revisions\/1445"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/1443"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=1442"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=1442"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=1442"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}