{"id":1570,"date":"2026-10-13T21:09:40","date_gmt":"2026-10-13T21:09:40","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/?p=1570"},"modified":"2026-10-13T21:09:40","modified_gmt":"2026-10-13T21:09:40","slug":"babam-beni-sokaktaki-o-adamla-evlendirdiginde-yikilmistim-meger-kim-oldugunu-sonradan-anladim","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/babam-beni-sokaktaki-o-adamla-evlendirdiginde-yikilmistim-meger-kim-oldugunu-sonradan-anladim\/","title":{"rendered":"Babam Beni Sokaktaki O Adamla Evlendirdi\u011finde Y\u0131k\u0131lm\u0131\u015ft\u0131m: Me\u011fer Kim Oldu\u011funu Sonradan Anlad\u0131m!"},"content":{"rendered":"\n\t\t<style>\n\t\t\t#gallery-1 {\n\t\t\t\tmargin: auto;\n\t\t\t}\n\t\t\t#gallery-1 .gallery-item {\n\t\t\t\tfloat: left;\n\t\t\t\tmargin-top: 10px;\n\t\t\t\ttext-align: center;\n\t\t\t\twidth: 33%;\n\t\t\t}\n\t\t\t#gallery-1 img {\n\t\t\t\tborder: 2px solid #cfcfcf;\n\t\t\t}\n\t\t\t#gallery-1 .gallery-caption {\n\t\t\t\tmargin-left: 0;\n\t\t\t}\n\t\t\t\/* see gallery_shortcode() in wp-includes\/media.php *\/\n\t\t<\/style>\n\t\t<div id='gallery-1' class='gallery galleryid-1570 gallery-columns-3 gallery-size-thumbnail'><dl class='gallery-item'>\n\t\t\t<dt class='gallery-icon landscape'>\n\t\t\t\t<a href='https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/babam-beni-sokaktaki-o-adamla-evlendirdiginde-yikilmistim-meger-kim-oldugunu-sonradan-anladim\/2352365y-15\/'><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"150\" height=\"150\" src=\"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/10\/2352365y-7-150x150.jpg\" class=\"attachment-thumbnail size-thumbnail\" alt=\"\" aria-describedby=\"gallery-1-1571\" \/><\/a>\n\t\t\t<\/dt>\n\t\t\t\t<dd class='wp-caption-text gallery-caption' id='gallery-1-1571'>\n\t\t\t\t\u201cZehra, baban\u0131n beni neden \u00f6zellikle se\u00e7ti\u011fini biliyor musun? \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc y\u0131llar \u00f6nce benim kim oldu\u011fumu \u00e7ok iyi biliyordu. Ama bilmedi\u011fi bir \u015fey vard\u0131\u2026 Ben de senin ailene ait \u00f6yle bir s\u0131r \u00f6\u011frendim ki, ortaya \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131\u011f\u0131nda hi\u00e7birinizin hayat\u0131 eskisi gibi olmayacak.\u201d\n\nZehra, Tufan\u2019\u0131n ellerini b\u0131rakmad\u0131. Sesi titriyordu.\u201cBenden daha ne saklad\u0131n\u0131z? Ben zaten \u00f6mr\u00fcm boyunca karanl\u0131kta ya\u015fad\u0131m. Bari sevdi\u011fim insan bana do\u011fruyu s\u00f6ylesin.\u201d\n\nTufan ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 e\u011fdi.\u201cBabamla senin baban eskiden ortakt\u0131. K\u00f6ydeki un fabrikas\u0131n\u0131 birlikte kurmu\u015flard\u0131. Babam \u00f6ld\u00fc\u011f\u00fcnde orta\u011f\u0131 b\u00fct\u00fcn bor\u00e7lar\u0131 onun \u00fczerine y\u0131kt\u0131. Annemle ben evsiz kald\u0131k. Baban, beni h\u00e2l\u00e2 o g\u00fcnk\u00fc \u00e7aresiz \u00e7ocuk san\u0131yor.\u201d\u201cPeki sen ger\u00e7ekten dilenmiyor muydun?\u201d\u201cBazen caminin \u00f6n\u00fcnde oturuyordum. Para istemek i\u00e7in de\u011fil, babam\u0131n eski \u00e7al\u0131\u015fanlar\u0131yla konu\u015fabilmek i\u00e7in. K\u00f6ye neden d\u00f6nd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm\u00fc kimsenin \u00f6\u011frenmesini istemiyordum.\u201d\n\nZehra elini \u00e7ekti.\n\n\u201cYani benimle evlenmek de plan\u0131n\u0131n bir par\u00e7as\u0131 m\u0131yd\u0131?\u201d\n\nBu soru k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck evin i\u00e7ine ta\u015f gibi d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc.\n\n\u201cHay\u0131r,\u201d dedi Tufan. \u201cBaban seni benimle evlendirmek istedi\u011finde reddettim. Sonra onun seni nas\u0131l a\u015fa\u011f\u0131lad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 duydum. Sana ba\u015fka bir \u00e7\u0131k\u0131\u015f yolu b\u0131rakmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 anlay\u0131nca kabul ettim. Ama seni tan\u0131d\u0131ktan sonra, yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131n do\u011fru olup olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 her g\u00fcn d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcm. Sana ger\u00e7e\u011fi s\u00f6ylemeliydim.\u201dZehra aya\u011fa kalkt\u0131. Kap\u0131ya kadar y\u00fcr\u00fcd\u00fc, durdu.\u201cBeni korumak i\u00e7in bile olsa, benim yerime karar vermeni istemiyorum. Bir daha asla.\u201d\n\nTufan sessizce, \u201cHakl\u0131s\u0131n,\u201d dedi.O gece ilk kez birbirlerinden uzak uyudular.\n\nSabah oldu\u011funda Tufan masan\u0131n \u00fczerine kal\u0131n bir dosya b\u0131rakt\u0131. Zehra k\u00e2\u011f\u0131tlar\u0131 g\u00f6remiyordu ama dosyan\u0131n a\u011f\u0131rl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 hissediyordu.\u201cBunlar ne?\u201d\u201cAnnenin \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcnden \u00f6nce d\u00fczenledi\u011fi belgelerin kopyalar\u0131. Bir de sana b\u0131rak\u0131lm\u0131\u015f bir ses kayd\u0131 var.\u201dZehra\u2019n\u0131n nefesi kesildi.\u201cAnnemin\u2026 sesi mi?\u201dTufan eski bir kay\u0131t cihaz\u0131n\u0131n d\u00fc\u011fmesine bast\u0131. \u00d6nce c\u0131z\u0131rt\u0131 duyuldu. Sonra ince, yorgun ama s\u0131cac\u0131k bir kad\u0131n sesi oday\u0131 doldurdu.\u201cBenim g\u00fczel k\u0131z\u0131m Zehra\u2026 E\u011fer bir g\u00fcn bu kayd\u0131 dinlersen bil ki sen d\u00fcnyaya geldi\u011finde hi\u00e7 korkmad\u0131m. Ellerini ilk tuttu\u011fumda yaln\u0131zca seni sevdim.\u201d\n\t\t\t\t<\/dd><\/dl><dl class='gallery-item'>\n\t\t\t<dt class='gallery-icon landscape'>\n\t\t\t\t<a href='https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/babam-beni-sokaktaki-o-adamla-evlendirdiginde-yikilmistim-meger-kim-oldugunu-sonradan-anladim\/op11\/'><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"150\" height=\"150\" src=\"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/10\/op11-150x150.webp\" class=\"attachment-thumbnail size-thumbnail\" alt=\"\" aria-describedby=\"gallery-1-1572\" \/><\/a>\n\t\t\t<\/dt>\n\t\t\t\t<dd class='wp-caption-text gallery-caption' id='gallery-1-1572'>\n\t\t\t\tZehra dizlerinin \u00fczerine \u00e7\u00f6kt\u00fc. Y\u0131llard\u0131r hat\u0131rlamaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131 ses kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131ndayd\u0131.\n\n\u201cBaban\u0131n sana neler s\u00f6yleyebilece\u011fini bilmiyorum,\u201d diye s\u00fcr\u00fcyordu kay\u0131t. \u201cAma sak\u0131n onun s\u00f6zlerine inanma. Sen kimsenin cezas\u0131, utanc\u0131 ya da y\u00fck\u00fc de\u011filsin.\u201d\n\nKay\u0131t burada bitmedi.\n\n\u201cBabanla aram\u0131zdaki anla\u015fmazl\u0131k b\u00fcy\u00fcyor. Ailemden kalan zeytinlikleri ve d\u00fckk\u00e2nlar\u0131 senin ad\u0131na g\u00fcvenceye ald\u0131m. Belgeleri avukat\u0131m Nihat Bey sakl\u0131yor. Bir g\u00fcn hakk\u0131n\u0131 aramak istersen onunla konu\u015f.\u201d\n\nCihaz sustu\u011funda Zehra a\u011fl\u0131yordu. Ancak bu kez g\u00f6zya\u015flar\u0131 yaln\u0131zca ac\u0131dan de\u011fildi. Annesi onu unutulmaya terk etmemi\u015fti.\n\n\u201cBabam neden bunlardan hi\u00e7 s\u00f6z etmedi?\u201d\n\n\u201c\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc o mallar\u0131 y\u0131llard\u0131r kendi mal\u0131 gibi kullan\u0131yor. Belgelerin baz\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131 da sahte imzalarla devretmeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015f.\u201d\n\nZehra, kap\u0131n\u0131n bulundu\u011fu y\u00f6ne d\u00f6nd\u00fc.\u201cO zaman gidip hakk\u0131m\u0131 isteyece\u011fim.\u201d\n\n\u201cYan\u0131nda olurum,\u201d dedi Tufan.\u201cYan\u0131mda olabilirsin. Ama konu\u015facak ki\u015fi ben olaca\u011f\u0131m.\u201d\n\n\u0130ki g\u00fcn sonra il\u00e7edeki avukatl\u0131k b\u00fcrosuna gittiler. Nihat Bey ya\u015fl\u0131 bir adamd\u0131. Zehra ad\u0131n\u0131 s\u00f6yleyince sandalyesinden kalkt\u0131.\n\n\u201cAnnenize \u00e7ok benziyorsunuz,\u201d dedi, sonra duraksad\u0131. \u201cBa\u011f\u0131\u015flay\u0131n. Onun gibi kararl\u0131 konu\u015fuyorsunuz demek istedim.\u201d\n\nAvukat annesinin vasiyetini ve tapu kay\u0131tlar\u0131n\u0131 dikkatle a\u00e7\u0131klad\u0131. Zehra\u2019n\u0131n pay\u0131na d\u00fc\u015fen m\u00fclkler h\u00e2l\u00e2 hukuken korunabilirdi, ancak babas\u0131n\u0131n y\u0131llar i\u00e7inde yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131 i\u015flemlerin mahkemede incelenmesi gerekiyordu.\n\n\u201cPeki neden beni aramad\u0131n\u0131z?\u201d diye sordu Zehra.\n\nNihat Bey utan\u00e7la i\u00e7 ge\u00e7irdi.\n\n\u201cBaban\u0131z sizin b\u00fct\u00fcn bu meselelerden haberdar oldu\u011funuzu, kendi iste\u011finizle ilgilenmedi\u011finizi s\u00f6yledi. Size ula\u015fmak i\u00e7in g\u00f6nderdi\u011fim mektuplar da geri d\u00f6nd\u00fc.\u201dZehra, bir \u00f6m\u00fcr kapal\u0131 tutulan kap\u0131lar\u0131n yaln\u0131zca evlerinin kap\u0131lar\u0131 olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 anlad\u0131.\n\nTam o s\u0131rada b\u00fcroya biri girdi. M\u00fcjgan\u2019d\u0131. Topuklar\u0131 ta\u015f zeminde sert sert vuruyordu.\n\n\u201cDemek buradas\u0131n\u0131z!\u201d diye ba\u011f\u0131rd\u0131. \u201cBabam sizi ar\u0131yor. Tufan\u2019\u0131n herkesi kand\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 biliyor!\u201dTufan aya\u011fa kalkt\u0131 ama Zehra elini kald\u0131rarak onu durdurdu.\u201cM\u00fcjgan, sen ne zamand\u0131r biliyordun?\u201dAblas\u0131 sustu.\u201cBana pazarda dilenci olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 s\u00f6yledin. Nereden \u00f6\u011frendin?\u201dM\u00fcjgan bir s\u00fcre k\u0131p\u0131rdamad\u0131. Sonunda sesi k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fcld\u00fc.\u201cBirka\u00e7 hafta \u00f6nce onu fabrikadaki muhasebeciyle konu\u015furken g\u00f6rd\u00fcm. Babama haber verdim. Babam bana susmam\u0131 s\u00f6yledi.\u201d\n\n\u201cPeki annemin bana b\u0131rakt\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131 biliyor muydun?\u201d\n\nM\u00fcjgan\u2019\u0131n cevap vermesine gerek kalmad\u0131. Sessizli\u011fi her \u015feyi anlat\u0131yordu.\n\nO ak\u015fam babalar\u0131n\u0131n evine gittiler. Zehra y\u0131llarca sakland\u0131\u011f\u0131 o b\u00fcy\u00fck kap\u0131n\u0131n \u00f6n\u00fcnde ilk kez korkmadan durdu. Babas\u0131 onu i\u00e7eri girer girmez azarlad\u0131.\n\n\u201cBen sana bir daha kap\u0131ma gelme demedim mi?\u201d\n\n\u201cDedin,\u201d diye cevap verdi Zehra. \u201cAma ben bug\u00fcn kap\u0131na s\u0131\u011f\u0131nmaya gelmedim. Benden saklad\u0131\u011f\u0131n ger\u00e7e\u011fi sormaya geldim.\u201dBabas\u0131 alayla g\u00fcld\u00fc.\u201cDilenci kocan m\u0131 \u00f6\u011fretti sana bunlar\u0131?\u201dTufan \u00e7antas\u0131ndan babas\u0131n\u0131n eski ortakl\u0131k s\u00f6zle\u015fmesini \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131.\u201cBu imzay\u0131 tan\u0131yorsunuzdur. Babam\u0131n b\u00fct\u00fcn bor\u00e7lar\u0131 tek ba\u015f\u0131na \u00fcstlendi\u011fini iddia etti\u011finiz belgeyle ilgili bilirki\u015fi incelemesi istedik.\u201dAdam\u0131n g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015f\u00fc s\u00f6nd\u00fc.\u201cBeni tehdit mi ediyorsun?\u201d\u201cHay\u0131r,\u201d dedi Tufan. \u201cArt\u0131k ger\u00e7e\u011fin ara\u015ft\u0131r\u0131lmas\u0131n\u0131 istiyorum.\u201d\n\nZehra bir ad\u0131m \u00f6ne \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131.\u201cBen de annemin bana b\u0131rakt\u0131\u011f\u0131 mallarla ilgili i\u015flemleri inceletece\u011fim. Bundan sonra benim ad\u0131ma hi\u00e7 kimse konu\u015fmayacak.\u201dBabas\u0131 birden masaya vurdu.\u201cBen olmasam a\u00e7 kal\u0131rd\u0131n! Seni kim kabul ederdi?\u201dZehra\u2019n\u0131n i\u00e7inden \u00e7ocuklu\u011fundaki o titrek ses y\u00fckseldi. Ama bu kez onu bast\u0131rd\u0131.\u201cBeni annem kabul etmi\u015fti. Tufan kabul etti. En \u00f6nemlisi, ben kendimi kabul ettim. Y\u0131llarca senin sevgini kazanmak i\u00e7in u\u011fra\u015ft\u0131m. Art\u0131k u\u011fra\u015fmayaca\u011f\u0131m.\u201dBabas\u0131 cevap veremedi. M\u00fcjgan ise ilk kez ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6n\u00fcne e\u011fdi.\n\nG\u00fcnler sonra babalar\u0131, belgelerin mahkemeye sunulaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6\u011frenince Tufan\u2019\u0131n evine geldi. Bu kez yan\u0131nda pahal\u0131 hediyeler, kal\u0131n bir zarf vard\u0131.\n\n\u201cDavadan vazge\u00e7in,\u201d dedi. \u201cAile aras\u0131nda \u00e7\u00f6zeriz.\u201d\n\nZehra zarf\u0131 eline bile almad\u0131.\n\n\u201cAile olmak, yap\u0131lanlar\u0131 saklamak anlam\u0131na gelmiyor.\u201d\n\nAdam\u0131n sesi yumu\u015fad\u0131.\n\n\u201cBen senin baban\u0131m.\u201d\n\n\u201cBiliyorum,\u201d dedi Zehra. \u201cKe\u015fke sen de benim k\u0131z\u0131n oldu\u011fumu daha \u00f6nce hat\u0131rlasayd\u0131n.\u201d\n\nS\u00fcre\u00e7 aylar s\u00fcrd\u00fc. Avukatlar belgeleri toplad\u0131, tan\u0131klar dinlendi, imzalar incelendi. Sonunda annesinden kalan mallar\u0131n Zehra\u2019ya ait oldu\u011fu resmen belirlendi. Baban\u0131n usuls\u00fcz i\u015flemleri i\u00e7in ayr\u0131ca hukuki s\u00fcre\u00e7 ba\u015flat\u0131ld\u0131. Tufan\u2019\u0131n babas\u0131yla ilgili eski hesaplar da yeniden ara\u015ft\u0131r\u0131lmaya al\u0131nd\u0131.\n\nTufan\u2019\u0131n d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015f\u00fcne dair ger\u00e7ek de o g\u00fcnlerde ortaya \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131. \u015eehirde y\u0131llarca \u00e7al\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015f, k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir nakliye \u015firketi kurmu\u015ftu. Zengin de\u011fildi; ama art\u0131k dilenci de de\u011fildi. K\u00f6ye, babas\u0131n\u0131n ad\u0131n\u0131 temize \u00e7\u0131karmak i\u00e7in d\u00f6nm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc.\n\nZehra bunlar\u0131 \u00f6\u011frendi\u011finde g\u00fcl\u00fcmsedi.\n\n\u201cDemek o eski evde kalmak zorunda de\u011fildik?\u201d\n\n\u201cDe\u011fildik,\u201d dedi Tufan. \u201cAma oras\u0131 \u00e7ocuklu\u011fumun son hat\u0131ras\u0131yd\u0131. Bir de seninle ilk kez orada ger\u00e7ekten konu\u015fabildim.\u201d\n\n\u201c\u00d6yleyse y\u0131kmayal\u0131m,\u201d dedi Zehra. \u201cOnaral\u0131m.\u201d\n\nBu arada M\u00fcjgan bir ak\u015fam tek ba\u015f\u0131na Zehra\u2019y\u0131 ziyaret etti. Elinde k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck, metal bir kutu vard\u0131. Kutuyu masaya b\u0131rak\u0131rken elleri titriyordu.\n\n\u201cAnnemin e\u015fyalar\u0131n\u0131 babam y\u0131llarca kilit alt\u0131nda tuttu,\u201d dedi. \u201cGe\u00e7en hafta dolab\u0131 bo\u015falt\u0131rken bunu buldum. Sana vermek istiyorum.\u201d\n\nKutunun i\u00e7inde \u00e7ocukken Zehra\u2019n\u0131n sa\u00e7\u0131na tak\u0131lan minik bir toka, kabartmal\u0131 harflerle yaz\u0131lm\u0131\u015f eski bir kart ve annesinin gen\u00e7li\u011finde kulland\u0131\u011f\u0131 parf\u00fcm \u015fi\u015fesi vard\u0131. Zehra \u015fi\u015fenin kapa\u011f\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131nca y\u0131llar \u00f6ncesinden tan\u0131d\u0131\u011f\u0131 bir koku duydu. Bir an i\u00e7in be\u015f ya\u015f\u0131ndaki h\u00e2line d\u00f6nd\u00fc; annesinin dizine ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 yaslad\u0131\u011f\u0131 ak\u015famlar g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn \u00f6n\u00fcnden de\u011fil, kalbinin i\u00e7inden ge\u00e7ti.\n\n\u201cBunca y\u0131l neden bana yard\u0131m etmedin?\u201d diye sordu.\n\nM\u00fcjgan a\u011flamaya ba\u015flad\u0131.\n\n\u201cBabam\u0131n sevgisini kaybetmekten korktum. Seni a\u015fa\u011f\u0131lay\u0131nca bana daha iyi davranaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 sand\u0131m. Oysa kendimden nefret etmeye ba\u015flad\u0131m.\u201d\n\nZehra uzun bir sessizlikten sonra konu\u015ftu.\n\n\u201c\u00d6zr\u00fcn\u00fc duyuyorum. Ama g\u00fcvenimi yeniden kazanman zaman alacak.\u201d\n\nM\u00fcjgan ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 sallad\u0131. Zehra ona hemen sar\u0131lmad\u0131. Bu, eskiden olsa kendisini su\u00e7lu hissettirecek bir davran\u0131\u015ft\u0131. \u015eimdi s\u0131n\u0131r koyman\u0131n da sevginin bir par\u00e7as\u0131 olabilece\u011fini biliyordu.\n\nBirka\u00e7 hafta sonra Nihat Bey, annesinin b\u0131rakt\u0131\u011f\u0131 m\u00fclklerden birinin kira gelirinin y\u0131llard\u0131r ayr\u0131 bir hesapta birikti\u011fini haber verdi. Zehra paran\u0131n bir b\u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcn\u00fc evin onar\u0131m\u0131na, \u00e7o\u011funu ise kendisi gibi f\u0131rsat bulamam\u0131\u015f \u00e7ocuklara ay\u0131rmaya karar verdi. Tufan ona bir tabela yapt\u0131rmay\u0131 \u00f6nerdi.\n\n\u201c\u00dczerine ne yazal\u0131m?\u201d diye sordu.Zehra hi\u00e7 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnmeden cevap verdi:\u201cSe\u00e7me Hakk\u0131. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc insana verebilece\u011fin en b\u00fcy\u00fck hediye, onun yerine karar vermemek.\u201dBir y\u0131l sonra kerpi\u00e7 evin yerinde, ayn\u0131 avluya a\u00e7\u0131lan k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck, sa\u011flam bir ev vard\u0131. Yan\u0131ndaki binada ise Zehra\u2019n\u0131n iste\u011fiyle kurulan bir e\u011fitim odas\u0131 bulunuyordu. G\u00f6rme engelli \u00e7ocuklar orada Braille alfabesi \u00f6\u011freniyor, sesli kitaplar dinliyor, kendi ba\u015flar\u0131na hareket etmeyi \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yordu. Zehra, y\u0131llarca kendisinden esirgenen f\u0131rsatlar\u0131 ba\u015fkalar\u0131na sunmak i\u00e7in g\u00f6n\u00fcll\u00fclerle \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yordu.\n\nBir g\u00fcn k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir k\u0131z elini tuttu.\n\n\u201cAbla, ben hi\u00e7 g\u00f6remeyeceksem b\u00fcy\u00fcy\u00fcnce nas\u0131l mutlu olaca\u011f\u0131m?\u201dZehra diz \u00e7\u00f6kt\u00fc.\u201cMutlu olmak i\u00e7in herkesin ayn\u0131 \u015fekilde ya\u015famas\u0131 gerekmiyor. \u00d6nce kendi sesini duymay\u0131 \u00f6\u011fren. Sonra ne istedi\u011fini s\u00f6ylemekten korkma.\u201dO ak\u015fam Tufan bah\u00e7ede \u00e7ay haz\u0131rlarken Zehra yan\u0131na oturdu.\u201cBiliyor musun,\u201d dedi, \u201cbabam beni sana verdi\u011finde hayat\u0131m\u0131n bitti\u011fini sanm\u0131\u015ft\u0131m.\u201d\n\nTufan elini tuttu.\n\n\u201cBen de seni kurtarmam gerekti\u011fini sanm\u0131\u015ft\u0131m.\u201d\n\n\u201c\u0130kimiz de yan\u0131lm\u0131\u015f\u0131z,\u201d dedi Zehra. \u201cBeni kurtaran senin paran ya da ge\u00e7mi\u015fin de\u011fildi. Bana sayg\u0131 duyman ve sonunda kendi yolumu se\u00e7meme izin vermendi.\u201d\n\nUzakta \u00e7ocuklar\u0131n ne\u015feli sesleri duyuluyordu. Zehra y\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc ak\u015fam r\u00fczg\u00e2r\u0131na \u00e7evirdi. D\u00fcnyay\u0131 h\u00e2l\u00e2 g\u00f6zleriyle g\u00f6rm\u00fcyordu. Ama art\u0131k kimse ona hangi kap\u0131dan ge\u00e7ebilece\u011fini, kimi sevebilece\u011fini, nas\u0131l ya\u015fayaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 s\u00f6yleyemiyordu.\n\n\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc insan\u0131 karanl\u0131kta b\u0131rakan her zaman g\u00f6rememek de\u011fildi. Bazen en derin karanl\u0131k, sevgisizli\u011fin i\u00e7indeydi. 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