{"id":1598,"date":"2026-10-14T04:37:31","date_gmt":"2026-10-14T04:37:31","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/?p=1598"},"modified":"2026-10-14T04:37:31","modified_gmt":"2026-10-14T04:37:31","slug":"ameliyatim-icin-yardim-istedigim-oglum-reddetti-ikinci-zarftaki-gercek","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/ameliyatim-icin-yardim-istedigim-oglum-reddetti-ikinci-zarftaki-gercek\/","title":{"rendered":"Ameliyat\u0131m \u0130\u00e7in Yard\u0131m \u0130stedi\u011fim O\u011flum Reddetti: \u0130kinci Zarftaki Ger\u00e7ek"},"content":{"rendered":"\n\t\t<style>\n\t\t\t#gallery-1 {\n\t\t\t\tmargin: auto;\n\t\t\t}\n\t\t\t#gallery-1 .gallery-item {\n\t\t\t\tfloat: left;\n\t\t\t\tmargin-top: 10px;\n\t\t\t\ttext-align: center;\n\t\t\t\twidth: 33%;\n\t\t\t}\n\t\t\t#gallery-1 img {\n\t\t\t\tborder: 2px solid #cfcfcf;\n\t\t\t}\n\t\t\t#gallery-1 .gallery-caption {\n\t\t\t\tmargin-left: 0;\n\t\t\t}\n\t\t\t\/* see gallery_shortcode() in wp-includes\/media.php *\/\n\t\t<\/style>\n\t\t<div id='gallery-1' class='gallery galleryid-1598 gallery-columns-3 gallery-size-thumbnail'><dl class='gallery-item'>\n\t\t\t<dt class='gallery-icon landscape'>\n\t\t\t\t<a href='https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/ameliyatim-icin-yardim-istedigim-oglum-reddetti-ikinci-zarftaki-gercek\/vs-2\/'><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"150\" height=\"150\" src=\"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/10\/vs-150x150.jpg\" class=\"attachment-thumbnail size-thumbnail\" alt=\"\" aria-describedby=\"gallery-1-1600\" \/><\/a>\n\t\t\t<\/dt>\n\t\t\t\t<dd class='wp-caption-text gallery-caption' id='gallery-1-1600'>\n\t\t\t\t\u201cSonra di\u011fer zarf\u0131 a\u00e7t\u0131m.\u201d\n\n\u0130\u00e7inden \u00e7\u0131kan \u00fc\u00e7 sayfal\u0131k yaz\u0131n\u0131n ilk sat\u0131r\u0131n\u0131 okudu\u011fumda ellerim titremeye ba\u015flad\u0131. \u0130stanbul merkezli bir lojistik \u015firketi, \u00c7orlu\u2019daki arazimi sat\u0131n almak istiyordu. Teklif ettikleri rakam 78 milyon lirayd\u0131.\n\nBir s\u00fcre rakamlara bakt\u0131m. Yanl\u0131\u015fl\u0131k olmal\u0131yd\u0131. On y\u0131l boyunca vergisini zar zor \u00f6dedi\u011fim, herkesin ba\u015f\u0131ma bela olarak g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fc toprak \u015fimdi servet de\u011ferindeydi.\n\nAncak mektubun sonundaki bir isim sevincimi g\u00f6lgeledi: Bar\u0131n Aksu.\n\n\u015eirket, araziyle ilgili \u00f6n g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fmelerin o\u011flum arac\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131yla y\u00fcr\u00fct\u00fcld\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn\u00fc yazm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. \u00dcstelik mektubun ekinde, benim ad\u0131ma haz\u0131rlanm\u0131\u015f bir \u00f6n mutabakat bulunuyordu. Belgenin alt\u0131nda bana ait olmayan bir imza vard\u0131.\n\nG\u00f6zlerimi kapat\u0131p derin bir nefes ald\u0131m. O\u011flum ameliyat i\u00e7in para bulamazken arazimi pazarlamakla me\u015fguld\u00fc.\n\nHemen eski dostum avukat Vahit Karaca\u2019y\u0131 arad\u0131m. Y\u0131llar \u00f6nce \u015firketimin tasfiyesinde yan\u0131mda durmu\u015f, herkes uzakla\u015f\u0131rken telefonlar\u0131m\u0131 a\u00e7maya devam etmi\u015fti.\n\n\u201cVahit, yar\u0131n sabah g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fmemiz laz\u0131m. Ama kimse duymayacak.\u201d\n\n\u201cSesin k\u00f6t\u00fc geliyor Turgay. Bir \u015fey mi oldu?\u201d\n\n\u201cSan\u0131r\u0131m o\u011flum beni ikinci kez satt\u0131.\u201d\n\nErtesi sabah ofisine gitti\u011fimde b\u00fct\u00fcn evraklar\u0131 masas\u0131na koydum. Vahit uzun uzun inceledi. Sonra \u00e7ekmecesinden be\u015f y\u0131l \u00f6ncesine ait sararm\u0131\u015f bir dosya \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131.\n\n\u201cBunu hat\u0131rl\u0131yor musun?\u201d diye sordu.\n\nDosyan\u0131n kapa\u011f\u0131nda S\u00fcmay\u2019la yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z mal payla\u015f\u0131m\u0131 s\u00f6zle\u015fmesinin tarihi yaz\u0131yordu. Evet, hat\u0131rl\u0131yordum. O masada hayat\u0131m\u0131n bir b\u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcn\u00fc kaybetti\u011fimi d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fcm.\n\nVahit s\u00f6zle\u015fmenin eklerini g\u00f6sterdi. Arazinin b\u00fct\u00fcn haklar\u0131, gelecekteki de\u011fer art\u0131\u015f\u0131 da d\u00e2hil olmak \u00fczere bana b\u0131rak\u0131lm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Bar\u0131n da aileye dan\u0131\u015fmanl\u0131k yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131 gerek\u00e7esiyle toplant\u0131da bulunmu\u015f, tutana\u011f\u0131 tan\u0131k olarak imzalam\u0131\u015ft\u0131.\n\n\u201cAnnenin birikimini koruyal\u0131m diye seni bu y\u00fck\u00fcn alt\u0131nda yaln\u0131z b\u0131rakan o\u011flun, \u015fimdi arazi de\u011ferlendi diye karar veremez,\u201d dedi Vahit.\n\n\u201cPeki \u015fu sahte imza?\u201d\n\n\u201cBunu ayr\u0131ca ara\u015ft\u0131raca\u011f\u0131z. Ama a\u00e7\u0131k s\u00f6yleyeyim: Sen yetki vermediysen o belgeyle arazini satamazlar.\u201d\n\nO g\u00fcn iki karar ald\u0131m. \u00d6nce hastane masraflar\u0131n\u0131 kar\u015f\u0131lamak i\u00e7in Vahit\u2019in yard\u0131m\u0131yla teminatl\u0131, k\u0131sa vadeli bir finansman ayarlad\u0131k. B\u00f6ylece Efsun\u2019un verdi\u011fi paray\u0131 ameliyattan \u00f6nce hesab\u0131na geri g\u00f6nderebildim. K\u0131z\u0131m\u0131n arabas\u0131n\u0131 kaybetmesine engel olmak i\u00e7inse hen\u00fcz ge\u00e7 kalm\u0131\u015ft\u0131m.\n\n\n\t\t\t\t<\/dd><\/dl><dl class='gallery-item'>\n\t\t\t<dt class='gallery-icon portrait'>\n\t\t\t\t<a href='https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/ameliyatim-icin-yardim-istedigim-oglum-reddetti-ikinci-zarftaki-gercek\/tyrt\/'><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"150\" height=\"150\" src=\"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/10\/tyrt-150x150.jpg\" class=\"attachment-thumbnail size-thumbnail\" alt=\"\" aria-describedby=\"gallery-1-1599\" \/><\/a>\n\t\t\t<\/dt>\n\t\t\t\t<dd class='wp-caption-text gallery-caption' id='gallery-1-1599'>\n\t\t\t\tArd\u0131ndan notere gittik. Mal varl\u0131\u011f\u0131ma ili\u015fkin vasiyetimi yeniden d\u00fczenledim. Arazinin ileride sat\u0131\u015f\u0131ndan elde edilecek gelirin \u00f6nemli bir b\u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcn\u00fcn k\u0131z\u0131m\u0131n gelece\u011fi ve maddi imk\u00e2n\u0131 olmayan hastalar i\u00e7in kurulacak bir yard\u0131m vakf\u0131na ayr\u0131lmas\u0131n\u0131 istedim. O\u011flumun kanundan do\u011fabilecek haklar\u0131n\u0131n da hukuk \u00e7er\u00e7evesinde g\u00f6zetilmesini \u00f6zellikle belirttim.\n\nVahit\u2019e ayr\u0131ca araziyi satmak i\u00e7in benim d\u0131\u015f\u0131mda hi\u00e7 kimsenin yetkili olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 \u015firkete bildirmesi talimat\u0131n\u0131 verdim.\n\nAk\u015fam Efsun geldi\u011finde beni koltukta otururken buldu.\n\n\u201cBaba, neden a\u011fl\u0131yorsun?\u201d\n\n\u201cBazen insan mutluluktan da a\u011fl\u0131yor k\u0131z\u0131m.\u201d\n\nOna araziyi anlatmad\u0131m. Yaln\u0131zca verdi\u011fi paran\u0131n hesab\u0131na geri yatt\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 s\u00f6yledim.\n\n\u201cNas\u0131l buldun o kadar paray\u0131?\u201d diye \u015fa\u015f\u0131rd\u0131.\n\n\u201cEski bir dost yard\u0131m etti. Geri kalan\u0131n\u0131 ameliyattan sonra konu\u015faca\u011f\u0131z.\u201d\n\nElimi tuttu. G\u00f6zlerindeki rahatlama, o g\u00fcn g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm b\u00fct\u00fcn rakamlardan daha de\u011ferliydi.\n\nAmeliyat\u0131m ertesi g\u00fcn yap\u0131ld\u0131. Bekledi\u011fimden uzun s\u00fcrd\u00fc. Uyand\u0131\u011f\u0131mda bo\u011faz\u0131m kurumu\u015ftu, g\u00f6\u011fs\u00fcm a\u011fr\u0131yordu ve Efsun ba\u015fucumda oturuyordu. Doktor operasyonun ba\u015far\u0131l\u0131 ge\u00e7ti\u011fini, birka\u00e7 g\u00fcn dikkatle izlenmem gerekti\u011fini s\u00f6yledi.\n\nS\u00fcmay hastaneye ancak ak\u015fam u\u011frad\u0131. \u00c7i\u00e7ek bile getirmemi\u015fti.\n\n\u201cGe\u00e7mi\u015f olsun,\u201d dedi kap\u0131dan.\n\n\u201cSa\u011f ol.\u201d\n\nSonra sandalyeye oturup telefonuna bakt\u0131. Be\u015f dakika ge\u00e7meden kalkt\u0131.\n\n\u201cBar\u0131n da \u00e7ok yo\u011fun. M\u00fcsait olursa gelir.\u201d\n\nEfsun\u2019un y\u00fcz\u00fc k\u0131zard\u0131 ama hi\u00e7bir \u015fey s\u00f6ylemedi.\n\nD\u00f6rd\u00fcnc\u00fc g\u00fcn sabah\u0131 odan\u0131n kap\u0131s\u0131 sert\u00e7e a\u00e7\u0131ld\u0131. Bar\u0131n i\u00e7eri girdi. \u00dczerinde pahal\u0131 bir tak\u0131m elbise vard\u0131; y\u00fcz\u00fc \u00f6fkeden k\u0131pk\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131yd\u0131.\n\n\u201cBaba, sen ne yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 san\u0131yorsun?\u201d\n\nEfsun irkildi.\n\n\u201cAbici\u011fim, babam yeni ameliyat oldu!\u201d\n\nBar\u0131n onu duymad\u0131 bile.\n\n\u201c\u015eirkete ihtar g\u00f6ndermi\u015fsin! Seksen milyona yak\u0131n anla\u015fmay\u0131 bozuyorsun!\u201d\n\n\u201c\u00d6nce g\u00fcnayd\u0131n demeni beklerdim,\u201d dedim.\n\n\u201cBu \u015faka de\u011fil! Ben aylard\u0131r yat\u0131r\u0131mc\u0131larla g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u00fcyorum.\u201d\n\n\u201cO h\u00e2lde benim arazim i\u00e7in neden benden izin almad\u0131n?\u201d\n\n\u201c\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc sen bu i\u015flerden anlam\u0131yorsun! Ben olmasam o toprak h\u00e2l\u00e2 be\u015f para etmezdi.\u201d\n\nKap\u0131n\u0131n yan\u0131ndaki Vahit \u00f6ne \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131.\n\n\u201c\u00d6yleyse baz\u0131 belgeleri birlikte inceleyelim.\u201d\n\nBar\u0131n ilk kez onu fark etti. Birden sustu.\n\nVahit masaya eski dosyay\u0131 koydu. \u00d6nce be\u015f y\u0131l \u00f6nce imzalanan s\u00f6zle\u015fmeyi a\u00e7t\u0131. Arazinin yaln\u0131zca bana ait oldu\u011funu g\u00f6steren b\u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fc okudu. Ard\u0131ndan Bar\u0131n\u2019\u0131n tan\u0131kl\u0131k imzas\u0131n\u0131 i\u015faret etti.\n\n\u201cBu d\u00fczenlemeyi o g\u00fcn kabul etmi\u015fsiniz. Bug\u00fcn m\u00fclkiyet \u00fczerinde hak sahibiymi\u015f gibi davranman\u0131z m\u00fcmk\u00fcn de\u011fil.\u201d\n\nBar\u0131n y\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc buru\u015fturdu.\n\n\u201cBen babam\u0131n iyili\u011fi i\u00e7in g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015ft\u00fcm.\u201d\n\nVahit ikinci belgeyi \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131. \u015eirkete g\u00f6nderilmi\u015f \u00f6n mutabakatt\u0131.\n\n\u201cPeki Turgay Bey\u2019e aitmi\u015f gibi g\u00f6sterilen bu imzay\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131klayabilir misiniz?\u201d\n\nOdadaki sessizlik a\u011f\u0131rla\u015ft\u0131.\n\n\u201cSekreterim evraklar\u0131 haz\u0131rlad\u0131,\u201d diye m\u0131r\u0131ldand\u0131 Bar\u0131n.\n\n\u201cKim haz\u0131rlad\u0131ysa haz\u0131rlas\u0131n, m\u00fcvekkilim bu belgeyi imzalamad\u0131. \u015eirkete de durum bildirildi. Gerekirse ilgili mercilere ba\u015fvuraca\u011f\u0131z.\u201d\n\nBar\u0131n bana d\u00f6nd\u00fc.\n\n\u201cBaba, sana pay verecektim. Her \u015feyi bu kadar b\u00fcy\u00fctmeye gerek var m\u0131?\u201d\n\n\u201cBana kendi mal\u0131mdan pay m\u0131 verecektin?\u201d\n\nCevap veremedi.\n\nTam o s\u0131rada S\u00fcmay geldi. Koridorda sesleri duymu\u015f olacak ki do\u011frudan i\u00e7eri girdi.\n\n\u201cNe oluyor burada?\u201d\n\nBar\u0131n aceleyle, \u201cAnnem de biliyor, bu sat\u0131\u015f ailemiz i\u00e7in \u00e7ok iyi olacakt\u0131,\u201d dedi.\n\nS\u00fcmay bana bakt\u0131. G\u00f6zlerinde \u00f6nce \u015fa\u015fk\u0131nl\u0131k, sonra hesap yapan bir ifade belirdi.\n\n\u201cDemek arazi para ediyor,\u201d diye f\u0131s\u0131ldad\u0131.\n\n\u201cEvet,\u201d dedim. \u201cAma be\u015f y\u0131l \u00f6nce bor\u00e7lar\u0131yla birlikte bana b\u0131rakt\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131z arazi.\u201d\n\n\u201cBiz aileyiz Turgay.\u201d\n\nBu iki kelimeyi duyunca i\u00e7im ac\u0131d\u0131.\n\n\u201cAmeliyat param yokken de aileydik, S\u00fcmay.\u201d\n\nBa\u015f\u0131n\u0131 e\u011fdi. Bar\u0131n ise h\u00e2l\u00e2 hiddetliydi.\n\n\u201cBenim bir gelece\u011fim var! Bu anla\u015fmaya g\u00fcvenerek baz\u0131 taahh\u00fctlerde bulundum. Sat\u0131\u015f olmazsa ciddi zarar edece\u011fim.\u201d\n\n\u0130lk kez korktu\u011funu g\u00f6rd\u00fcm. Ama korkusu beni kaybetmekten de\u011fildi.\n\n\u201cBana telefon etti\u011fim gece neden yard\u0131m etmedin?\u201d diye sordum.\n\n\u201cParam ba\u011fl\u0131yd\u0131.\u201d\n\n\u201cHay\u0131r, Bar\u0131n. Senin \u00f6nceliklerin ba\u015fka yerdeydi. Benden para isteyince kar\u015f\u0131l\u0131k beklemeyece\u011fini d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn i\u00e7in yard\u0131m etmedin.\u201d\n\nEfsun dayanamad\u0131.\n\n\u201cBen arabam\u0131 satt\u0131m abi. Babam\u0131z ya\u015fayabilsin diye.\u201d\n\nBar\u0131n ona bakt\u0131. \u201cBunu sana kim s\u00f6yledi?\u201d\n\n\u201cKimse s\u00f6ylemedi. Kendim karar verdim.\u201d\n\nK\u0131z\u0131m\u0131n sesi titriyordu ama ba\u015f\u0131 dikti.\n\n\u201cSen milyonluk anla\u015fman\u0131 kaybetmekten korkuyorsun. Ben babam\u0131 kaybetmekten korktum.\u201d\n\nBar\u0131n\u2019\u0131n y\u00fcz\u00fcndeki \u00f6fke o anda da\u011f\u0131ld\u0131. Bak\u0131\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 yere indirdi.\n\nVahit belgeleri toplay\u0131p \u00e7antas\u0131na yerle\u015ftirdi. Ona biraz zaman vermemizi \u00f6nerdi. Bar\u0131n \u00e7\u0131karken kap\u0131da durdu.\n\n\u201cBaba\u2026 Ben bu kadar ciddi oldu\u011funu anlamad\u0131m.\u201d\n\n\u201cAnlatt\u0131m o\u011flum. Sadece dinlemedin.\u201d\n\nBir hafta sonra taburcu oldum. Araziyi satmak i\u00e7in acele etmedim. Ba\u011f\u0131ms\u0131z de\u011ferleme yapt\u0131rd\u0131m, \u00e7evre raporlar\u0131n\u0131 yeniden kontrol ettirdim. Sonunda daha g\u00fcvenli ko\u015fullarla ba\u015fka bir al\u0131c\u0131yla anla\u015ft\u0131m. Sat\u0131\u015f aylar sonra, b\u00fct\u00fcn hukuki i\u015flemler tamamlan\u0131nca ger\u00e7ekle\u015fti.\n\n\u0130lk i\u015fim Efsun\u2019a yeni bir araba almak oldu. Sonra onun ad\u0131na, kendi hayat\u0131n\u0131 kurmas\u0131na yetecek bir birikim ay\u0131rd\u0131m. K\u0131z\u0131m\u0131n kar\u015f\u0131l\u0131k beklemeden verdi\u011fi sevgiyi parayla \u00f6deyemeyece\u011fimi biliyordum. Yaln\u0131zca omuzlar\u0131ndaki y\u00fck\u00fc hafifletebilirdim.\n\nS\u00fcmay\u2019la y\u0131llard\u0131r ertelenen ayr\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 sayg\u0131yla tamamlad\u0131k. Bar\u0131n ise usuls\u00fcz evrak meselesinde avukatlar\u0131n g\u00f6zetiminde sorumlulu\u011funu \u00fcstlendi; yat\u0131r\u0131mc\u0131ya verdi\u011fi s\u00f6zlerin sonu\u00e7lar\u0131na kendisi katland\u0131.\n\nSat\u0131\u015ftan ayr\u0131lan kaynakla, hastane masraflar\u0131n\u0131 kar\u015f\u0131layamad\u0131\u011f\u0131 i\u00e7in tedavisini erteleyen insanlar i\u00e7in k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir dayan\u0131\u015fma fonu olu\u015fturdum. Ad\u0131n\u0131 hi\u00e7bir yere yazd\u0131rmad\u0131m. \u0130lk destek verdi\u011fimiz ki\u015fi, ameliyat\u0131 ertelenmi\u015f iki \u00e7ocuk annesi bir kad\u0131nd\u0131. Hastaneden \u00e7\u0131karken \u00e7ocuklar\u0131n\u0131n ellerini tutup a\u011flad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6rd\u00fcm. Vahit\u2019e, \u201cDemek bu topra\u011f\u0131n ger\u00e7ek kazanc\u0131 buymu\u015f,\u201d dedim. O da g\u00fcl\u00fcmseyerek ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 sallad\u0131.\n\nEfsun bir g\u00fcn bana \u00fczerinde \u00e7amur lekeleri bulunan k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir resim getirdi. \u00d6\u011frencilerinden biri \u00e7izmi\u015fti. Resimde ya\u015fl\u0131 bir adam, yan\u0131nda gen\u00e7 bir kad\u0131n ve arkalar\u0131nda kocaman bir g\u00fcne\u015f vard\u0131. Alt\u0131na titrek harflerle \u201c\u0130yi insanlar birbirini b\u0131rakmaz\u201d yaz\u0131lm\u0131\u015ft\u0131.\n\n\u201cBunu niye getirdin?\u201d diye sordum.\n\n\u201c\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc bazen \u00e7ocuklar b\u00fcy\u00fcklerin s\u00f6yleyemediklerini s\u00f6yl\u00fcyor,\u201d dedi.\n\nO resmi \u00e7al\u0131\u015fma masam\u0131n \u00fczerine ast\u0131m. Hayat\u0131m boyunca d\u00fckk\u00e2n\u0131m\u0131n duvar\u0131nda ba\u015far\u0131 belgeleri, ald\u0131\u011f\u0131m ihalelerin foto\u011fraflar\u0131, \u015firket logolar\u0131 as\u0131lm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Hi\u00e7biri o k\u00e2\u011f\u0131t kadar i\u00e7imi \u0131s\u0131tmam\u0131\u015ft\u0131.\n\nBar\u0131n\u2019la aram\u0131zdaysa uzun bir sessizlik ba\u015flad\u0131. \u0130lk g\u00fcnlerde birka\u00e7 kez arad\u0131 ama konu\u015fmak istemedi\u011fimi s\u00f6yledim. Sonra bana uzun bir mektup yazd\u0131. Yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u015feyi i\u015f hayat\u0131n\u0131n al\u0131\u015fkanl\u0131klar\u0131yla a\u00e7\u0131klamaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. \u201cHer \u015feyi pazarl\u0131k konusu sanm\u0131\u015f\u0131m,\u201d diyordu. Mektubun sonunda, y\u0131llar \u00f6nce i\u015fim batt\u0131\u011f\u0131nda ona k\u0131rg\u0131nl\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 g\u00f6stermemek i\u00e7in nas\u0131l \u00e7abalad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 ilk kez anlad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 yazm\u0131\u015ft\u0131.\n\nMektubu saklad\u0131m fakat hemen cevaplamad\u0131m. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc bir \u00f6zr\u00fcn ger\u00e7ek olup olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 anlamak i\u00e7in s\u00f6zc\u00fcklerden fazlas\u0131 gerekiyordu. Ben art\u0131k o\u011flumun ne kazanaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 de\u011fil, neyi de\u011fi\u015ftirmeye haz\u0131r oldu\u011funu g\u00f6rmek istiyordum.\n\nAylar sonra kap\u0131m\u0131 \u00e7ald\u0131. Elinde hediye yoktu. \u0130lk defa yan\u0131nda ne avukat ne dan\u0131\u015fman vard\u0131.\n\n\u201cBaba,\u201d dedi, \u201csenden para istemeye gelmedim. \u00d6z\u00fcr dilemeye geldim.\u201d\n\nOnu i\u00e7eri ald\u0131m. Affetmek i\u00e7in hen\u00fcz haz\u0131r de\u011fildim. Ama konu\u015fmas\u0131n\u0131 dinlemeye haz\u0131rd\u0131m.\n\nBug\u00fcn h\u00e2l\u00e2 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcyorum: O g\u00fcn telefonuma cevap veren o\u011flum bana 110 bin lira verseydi, belki hayat\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n nas\u0131l de\u011fi\u015fece\u011fini hi\u00e7 \u00f6\u011frenemeyecektik. Efsun ise elinde ne varsa vererek bana sadece ameliyat\u0131n de\u011fil, ger\u00e7ek sevginin de kap\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7m\u0131\u015ft\u0131.\n\nToprak bir g\u00fcn de\u011ferlenebilir, para kazan\u0131labilir, kaybedilen mallar geri al\u0131nabilir. Ama insan\u0131n en \u00e7aresiz an\u0131nda yan\u0131nda duran ki\u015finin de\u011feri hi\u00e7bir tapuda, hi\u00e7bir banka hesab\u0131nda yazmaz.\n\nBen bunu elli sekiz ya\u015f\u0131nda \u00f6\u011frendim. Ve hayat\u0131m\u0131n geri kalan\u0131n\u0131, bana ger\u00e7ekten sahip \u00e7\u0131kan insanlara sahip \u00e7\u0131karak ya\u015famaya karar verdim.\n\n\n\t\t\t\t<\/dd><\/dl>\n\t\t\t<br style='clear: both' \/>\n\t\t<\/div>\n\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":1600,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[9],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1598","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-foto-galeri"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1598","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1598"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1598\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1601,"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1598\/revisions\/1601"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/1600"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=1598"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=1598"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=1598"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}