{"id":1632,"date":"2026-10-14T22:48:44","date_gmt":"2026-10-14T22:48:44","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/?p=1632"},"modified":"2026-10-14T22:48:44","modified_gmt":"2026-10-14T22:48:44","slug":"kocamin-ihanetinden-kacip-dedemin-kulubesine-sigindim-kutudaki-buyuk-sir","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/kocamin-ihanetinden-kacip-dedemin-kulubesine-sigindim-kutudaki-buyuk-sir\/","title":{"rendered":"Kocam\u0131n \u0130hanetinden Ka\u00e7\u0131p Dedemin Kul\u00fcbesine S\u0131\u011f\u0131nd\u0131m: Kutudaki B\u00fcy\u00fck S\u0131r"},"content":{"rendered":"\n\t\t<style>\n\t\t\t#gallery-1 {\n\t\t\t\tmargin: auto;\n\t\t\t}\n\t\t\t#gallery-1 .gallery-item {\n\t\t\t\tfloat: left;\n\t\t\t\tmargin-top: 10px;\n\t\t\t\ttext-align: center;\n\t\t\t\twidth: 33%;\n\t\t\t}\n\t\t\t#gallery-1 img {\n\t\t\t\tborder: 2px solid #cfcfcf;\n\t\t\t}\n\t\t\t#gallery-1 .gallery-caption {\n\t\t\t\tmargin-left: 0;\n\t\t\t}\n\t\t\t\/* see gallery_shortcode() in wp-includes\/media.php *\/\n\t\t<\/style>\n\t\t<div id='gallery-1' class='gallery galleryid-1632 gallery-columns-3 gallery-size-thumbnail'><dl class='gallery-item'>\n\t\t\t<dt class='gallery-icon landscape'>\n\t\t\t\t<a href='https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/kocamin-ihanetinden-kacip-dedemin-kulubesine-sigindim-kutudaki-buyuk-sir\/gh-4\/'><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"150\" height=\"150\" src=\"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/10\/gh-3-150x150.jpg\" class=\"attachment-thumbnail size-thumbnail\" alt=\"\" aria-describedby=\"gallery-1-1633\" \/><\/a>\n\t\t\t<\/dt>\n\t\t\t\t<dd class='wp-caption-text gallery-caption' id='gallery-1-1633'>\n\t\t\t\t\u201cDede&#8230; Sen ne yapt\u0131n b\u00f6yle?\u201d\n\nYa\u011fl\u0131 bezin i\u00e7inden \u00e7\u0131kan eski foto\u011frafa bakarken b\u00fct\u00fcn bedenim titriyordu. Foto\u011frafta kocam Tufan vard\u0131. Yan\u0131nda, bir y\u0131l boyunca beni aldatt\u0131\u011f\u0131 kad\u0131n, Ece duruyordu. Fakat foto\u011fraf\u0131n arkas\u0131ndaki tarih tam alt\u0131 y\u0131l \u00f6ncesini g\u00f6steriyordu.\n\nDemek ili\u015fkileri yaln\u0131zca bir y\u0131l s\u00fcrmemi\u015fti.\n\nFoto\u011fraf\u0131n alt\u0131nda pirin\u00e7 bir anahtar, m\u00fch\u00fcrl\u00fc bir zarf ve k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir ses kay\u0131t cihaz\u0131 bulunuyordu. Dedemin mektubunun son sayfas\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7t\u0131m.\n\n\u201c\u0130dil, bu foto\u011fraf\u0131 g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcnde can\u0131n yanacak. Ama g\u00f6rd\u00fcklerin, bilmen gerekenlerin ba\u015flang\u0131c\u0131. \u00d6nce kayd\u0131 dinle. Sonra anahtar\u0131n \u00fczerindeki numaray\u0131 takip et. Ve sak\u0131n Tufan&#8217;a burada oldu\u011funu s\u00f6yleme.\u201d\n\nCihaz\u0131 \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131rd\u0131m. \u00d6nce dedemin \u00f6ks\u00fcr\u00fc\u011f\u00fc duyuldu.\n\n\u201cG\u00fczel k\u0131z\u0131m, belki bana k\u0131zacaks\u0131n. Bildiklerimi neden daha \u00f6nce anlatmad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 soracaks\u0131n. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc elimde kesin delil olmadan yuvan\u0131 y\u0131kmak istemedim. \u015eimdi beni dikkatle dinle.\u201d\n\nArd\u0131ndan ba\u015fka bir kay\u0131t ba\u015flad\u0131.\n\nTufan&#8217;\u0131n sesiydi.\n\n\u201cYa\u015fl\u0131 adam \u015f\u00fcpheleniyor. Tapu i\u015fini \u0130dil&#8217;e fark ettirmeden bitirmeliyiz.\u201d\n\nBir kad\u0131n kar\u015f\u0131l\u0131k verdi:\n\n\u201cMerak etme. \u0130mzas\u0131n\u0131 taklit etmek zor de\u011fil. \u0130dil zaten sana her konuda g\u00fcveniyor.\u201d\n\nKad\u0131n\u0131n Ece oldu\u011funu anlamak i\u00e7in ikinci kez dinlemem gerekmiyordu.\n\nKalbim \u00f6ylesine h\u0131zl\u0131 \u00e7arp\u0131yordu ki kul\u00fcbenin sessizli\u011finde duyulaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 sand\u0131m.\n\nHangi tapudan s\u00f6z ediyorlard\u0131? Dedemin bana b\u0131rakacak de\u011ferli bir \u015feyi olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 biliyordum. \u00dcstelik y\u0131llard\u0131r kiral\u0131k evlerde ya\u015fam\u0131\u015ft\u0131k.\n\nZarf\u0131 a\u00e7t\u0131m. \u0130\u00e7inden dedemin \u00fczerine kay\u0131tl\u0131, orman\u0131n \u00f6tesindeki y\u00fcz k\u0131rk d\u00f6n\u00fcml\u00fck araziye ait tapu fotokopileri \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131. Bir de sararm\u0131\u015f gazete kup\u00fcr\u00fc vard\u0131: \u201cYeni \u00e7evre yolu projesi b\u00f6lgedeki arazilerin de\u011ferini art\u0131racak.\u201d\n\nKup\u00fcr\u00fcn tarihi \u00fc\u00e7 y\u0131l \u00f6nceydi.\n\nMektupta dedem \u015f\u00f6yle yazm\u0131\u015ft\u0131:\n\n\u201cBu topraklar b\u00fcy\u00fckbabamdan kald\u0131. \u00c7orak san\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131 i\u00e7in kimse ilgilenmedi. Yol projesi a\u00e7\u0131klan\u0131nca \u015firketler kap\u0131m\u0131 \u00e7almaya ba\u015flad\u0131. Ben satmad\u0131m. Sana b\u0131rakmak istedim. Ama Tufan&#8217;\u0131n araziyi benden habersiz elden \u00e7\u0131karmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6\u011frendim.\u201d\n\nAkl\u0131ma bir \u015fey geldi. Tufan y\u0131llar \u00f6nce benden vek\u00e2letname istemi\u015f, banka i\u015flemleri i\u00e7in gerekli oldu\u011funu s\u00f6ylemi\u015fti. Hi\u00e7 sorgulamadan imzalam\u0131\u015ft\u0131m.\n\nMektubun devam\u0131n\u0131 okudum:\n\n\u201cBir insan\u0131n g\u00fcvenini \u00e7almak, paras\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7almaktan a\u011f\u0131rd\u0131r. Anahtar, kasaban\u0131n eski emanet kasas\u0131na ait. Belgelerin as\u0131llar\u0131 orada. Avukat\u0131m\u0131n ad\u0131 Nihat Soylu. Ona g\u00fcvenebilirsin.\u201d\n\n\n\t\t\t\t<\/dd><\/dl><dl class='gallery-item'>\n\t\t\t<dt class='gallery-icon portrait'>\n\t\t\t\t<a href='https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/kocamin-ihanetinden-kacip-dedemin-kulubesine-sigindim-kutudaki-buyuk-sir\/fdsw\/'><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"150\" height=\"150\" src=\"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/10\/fdsw-150x150.jpg\" class=\"attachment-thumbnail size-thumbnail\" alt=\"\" aria-describedby=\"gallery-1-1634\" \/><\/a>\n\t\t\t<\/dt>\n\t\t\t\t<dd class='wp-caption-text gallery-caption' id='gallery-1-1634'>\n\t\t\t\tTam o s\u0131rada telefonum titredi.\n\nTufan ar\u0131yordu.\n\nA\u00e7mad\u0131m. Pe\u015f pe\u015fe mesajlar geldi.\n\n\u201cNeredesin? Konu\u015fmal\u0131y\u0131z.\u201d\n\n\u201c\u0130dil, sa\u00e7malama. Her \u015feyi a\u00e7\u0131klayabilirim.\u201d\n\nSon mesaj ise kan\u0131m\u0131 dondurdu:\n\n\u201cDedemin kul\u00fcbesine gittiysen oradaki e\u015fyalara dokunma.\u201d\n\nBunu nereden biliyordu?\n\nPencereye y\u00fcr\u00fcd\u00fcm. Orman\u0131n karanl\u0131\u011f\u0131nda, uzakta iki far belirdi. Ara\u00e7 yava\u015f\u00e7a kul\u00fcbeye \u00e7\u0131kan toprak yola sap\u0131yordu.\n\nHemen \u0131\u015f\u0131klar\u0131 s\u00f6nd\u00fcrd\u00fcm. Kutuyu \u00e7antama koyup dedemin y\u0131llar \u00f6nce g\u00f6sterdi\u011fi arka patikadan \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131m. \u00c7ocukken mantar toplamaya gitti\u011fimiz o yol, derenin yan\u0131ndaki kullan\u0131lmayan ormanc\u0131 barakas\u0131na uzan\u0131yordu.\n\nTelefonum yeniden \u00e7ald\u0131. Bu kez cevap verdim.\n\n\u201c\u0130dil, kul\u00fcbedesin, biliyorum,\u201d dedi Tufan.\n\n\u201cBeni mi takip ettin?\u201d\n\n\u201cSenin iyili\u011fin i\u00e7in geldim. Dedenin b\u0131rakt\u0131\u011f\u0131 baz\u0131 evraklar var. Yanl\u0131\u015f anlars\u0131n diye korkuyorum.\u201d\n\n\u201cAlt\u0131 y\u0131ld\u0131r Ece&#8217;yle tan\u0131\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 da m\u0131 yanl\u0131\u015f anlad\u0131m?\u201d\n\nKar\u015f\u0131 tarafta uzun bir sessizlik oldu.\n\nSonunda, \u201cBana o kutuyu ver,\u201d dedi.\n\nSesindeki yalvarma kaybolmu\u015ftu. Yerine tan\u0131mad\u0131\u011f\u0131m so\u011fuk bir adam gelmi\u015fti.\n\nTelefonu kapat\u0131p acil yard\u0131m hatt\u0131n\u0131 arad\u0131m. Takip edildi\u011fimi, kendimi g\u00fcvende hissetmedi\u011fimi anlatt\u0131m. Konumumu payla\u015ft\u0131m. Sonra barakada sabah\u0131 bekledim.\n\nG\u00fcn do\u011farken jandarma ekibiyle kasabaya indim. Tufan kul\u00fcbeye girmi\u015fti ama beni bulamam\u0131\u015ft\u0131. \u0130fadem al\u0131nd\u0131ktan sonra avukat Nihat Soylu&#8217;nun b\u00fcrosuna gittim.\n\nAltm\u0131\u015flar\u0131na yakla\u015fm\u0131\u015f, sakin bak\u0131\u015fl\u0131 bir adamd\u0131. Ad\u0131m\u0131 duyunca aya\u011fa kalkt\u0131.\n\n\u201cR\u0131fat Bey gelece\u011finizi s\u00f6ylemi\u015fti,\u201d dedi.\n\n\u201cDedem bir y\u0131l \u00f6nce \u00f6ld\u00fc.\u201d\n\n\u201cBiliyorum. Ama siz buraya gelmeden \u00f6nce bana bir emanet b\u0131rakt\u0131.\u201d\n\n\u00c7ekmecesinden k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir dosya \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131. \u0130\u00e7inde noter onayl\u0131 vasiyetnamenin \u00f6rne\u011fi, arazi belgeleri ve dedemin ge\u00e7mi\u015fte yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131 su\u00e7 duyurusuna ili\u015fkin evraklar vard\u0131.\n\nNihat Bey, \u201cDedeniz \u015f\u00fcphelenince vek\u00e2letnamenizin bir kopyas\u0131n\u0131 ele ge\u00e7irdi. Tufan&#8217;\u0131n bununla arazi \u00fczerinde hak iddia etmeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 fark etti. Oysa arazi hi\u00e7bir zaman Tufan&#8217;\u0131n olmad\u0131. Dedeniz de devretmedi,\u201d dedi.\n\n\u201cNeden bana s\u00f6ylemediniz?\u201d diye sordum.\n\n\u201cDedeniz anlatmak istedi. Ama siz onun Tufan hakk\u0131ndaki kayg\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131 her seferinde yanl\u0131\u015f yorumlad\u0131n\u0131z. \u00d6l\u00fcm\u00fcnden sonra da size ula\u015fmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131m. Tufan, b\u00fct\u00fcn evraklar\u0131 kendisinin halledece\u011fini s\u00f6yledi. Yine de size resmi bildirim yap\u0131lmas\u0131 gerekiyordu. Adresinize giden yaz\u0131lar geri d\u00f6nd\u00fc.\u201d\n\nHat\u0131rlad\u0131m. Tufan ge\u00e7en y\u0131l postalar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 kendi i\u015f yerine y\u00f6nlendirmi\u015fti. Gerek\u00e7esi apartmandaki posta kutular\u0131n\u0131n g\u00fcvenli olmamas\u0131yd\u0131.\n\nArt\u0131k hi\u00e7bir \u015fey tesad\u00fcf g\u00f6r\u00fcnm\u00fcyordu.\n\nNihat Bey belgelerin as\u0131llar\u0131n\u0131 almak i\u00e7in benimle kasabadaki eski bankaya geldi. Anahtar ger\u00e7ekten de dedemin kiralad\u0131\u011f\u0131 kasay\u0131 a\u00e7t\u0131. \u0130\u00e7eride tapu kay\u0131tlar\u0131, mektuplar ve eski bir defter vard\u0131.\n\nDefterin ilk sayfas\u0131na \u015fu c\u00fcmle yaz\u0131lm\u0131\u015ft\u0131:\n\n\u201c\u0130dil&#8217;in kendi ayaklar\u0131 \u00fczerinde durabilece\u011fi bir g\u00fcn i\u00e7in.\u201d\n\nSayfalar\u0131 \u00e7evirdim. Dedem, y\u0131llarca yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131 k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck birikimleri tek tek not etmi\u015fti. Son sayfada arazinin sat\u0131\u015f\u0131 i\u00e7in gelen teklifler yaz\u0131yordu. Rakamlar\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcnce g\u00f6zlerime inanamad\u0131m. En y\u00fcksek teklif on sekiz milyon lirayd\u0131.\n\nAma beni as\u0131l sarsan, defterin aras\u0131ndan \u00e7\u0131kan ikinci foto\u011fraf oldu. On ya\u015f\u0131ndayd\u0131m. Dedemle kul\u00fcbenin \u00f6n\u00fcnde g\u00fcl\u00fcyorduk. Arkas\u0131na \u015funu yazm\u0131\u015ft\u0131:\n\n\u201cTorunumun y\u00fcz\u00fcndeki g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015f, sahip oldu\u011fum en de\u011ferli servet.\u201d\n\nA\u011flamaya ba\u015flad\u0131m. Nihat Bey sessizce bekledi.\n\nO g\u00fcn avukat\u0131mla gerekli i\u015flemleri ba\u015flatt\u0131k. Vasiyetin ve tapunun durumunu resmen do\u011frulatt\u0131k. Benim ad\u0131ma d\u00fczenlenmi\u015f belgelerde sahtecilik yap\u0131lm\u0131\u015f olabilece\u011fi i\u00e7in ayr\u0131ca \u015fik\u00e2yette bulunduk. Tufan&#8217;a da vek\u00e2letnamenin iptali konusunda resmi bildirim g\u00f6nderildi.\n\nAk\u015fam telefonum \u00e7ald\u0131. Ece&#8217;ydi.\n\n\u201cBulu\u015fmam\u0131z gerekiyor,\u201d dedi tela\u015fla. \u201cTufan beni de kand\u0131rd\u0131.\u201d\n\n\u201cSeninle konu\u015facak hi\u00e7bir \u015feyim yok.\u201d\n\n\u201cVar. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc R\u0131fat Bey&#8217;in \u00f6lmeden \u00f6nce neden hastaneye kald\u0131r\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 bilmiyorsun.\u201d\n\n\u0130\u00e7ime so\u011fuk bir korku yay\u0131ld\u0131.\n\nDedem kalp krizi ge\u00e7irmi\u015fti. Bize s\u00f6ylenen buydu.\n\nEce ertesi sabah avukat\u0131n b\u00fcrosuna geldi. Y\u00fcz\u00fc solgundu. Yan\u0131nda telefonundaki mesajlar\u0131n \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131lar\u0131 vard\u0131.\n\n\u201cTufan bana bek\u00e2r oldu\u011funu s\u00f6ylemi\u015fti,\u201d diye ba\u015flad\u0131. \u201cGer\u00e7e\u011fi \u00f6\u011frenince ayr\u0131ld\u0131m. Y\u0131llar sonra tekrar kar\u015f\u0131ma \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131. Bu kez bana arazi ortakl\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan s\u00f6z etti. Bor\u00e7lar\u0131m vard\u0131. Kabul ettim.\u201d\n\n\u201cPeki dedem?\u201d\n\n\u201cTufan, \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcnden birka\u00e7 g\u00fcn \u00f6nce onunla tart\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015f. Bunu bana kendisi anlatt\u0131. R\u0131fat Bey evraklar\u0131 vermeyince ba\u011f\u0131rm\u0131\u015f. Sonra ya\u015fl\u0131 adam fenala\u015fm\u0131\u015f. Tufan yard\u0131m \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 s\u00f6yledi ama o gece bana g\u00f6nderdi\u011fi mesajda hastaneye gitmedi\u011fini yazm\u0131\u015f.\u201d\n\nEce g\u00f6zlerini ka\u00e7\u0131rd\u0131.\n\n\u201cBunu saklad\u0131\u011f\u0131m i\u00e7in utan\u0131yorum.\u201d\n\nMesajlar yetkililere teslim edildi. Dedemin \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcne ili\u015fkin hastane kay\u0131tlar\u0131 yeniden incelendi. Kesinle\u015fmemi\u015f hi\u00e7bir \u015feyi ger\u00e7ek saymak istemiyordum. Ama Tufan&#8217;\u0131n dedemi son g\u00fcnlerinde korkutmu\u015f olabilece\u011fi d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcncesi bile i\u00e7imi par\u00e7alad\u0131.\n\nHaftalar s\u00fcren incelemelerin ard\u0131ndan Tufan&#8217;\u0131n sahte belgeler haz\u0131rlatmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131na ili\u015fkin \u00f6nemli deliller topland\u0131. Ece de bildiklerini anlatt\u0131. Dava s\u00fcreci ba\u015flad\u0131. Ben bo\u015fanma davas\u0131 a\u00e7t\u0131m.\n\nTufan son kez kar\u015f\u0131ma \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131\u011f\u0131nda, \u201cOn yedi y\u0131l\u0131 b\u00f6yle silemezsin,\u201d dedi.\n\n\u201cSilen ben de\u011filim,\u201d diye kar\u015f\u0131l\u0131k verdim. \u201cSen o y\u0131llar\u0131n i\u00e7ini yalanlarla bo\u015faltt\u0131n.\u201d\n\nBir daha onunla yaln\u0131z g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fmedim.\n\nAylar sonra arazi i\u00e7in yeni teklifler ald\u0131m. Ama hepsini kabul etmek istemedim. Dedemin sevdi\u011fi orman\u0131 yok edecek bir projeye imza atmak, bana b\u0131rakt\u0131\u011f\u0131 miras\u0131 anlamamak olurdu.\n\nArazinin k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck, yola yak\u0131n b\u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcn\u00fc uygun ko\u015fullarla de\u011ferlendirdim. Kalan ormanl\u0131k k\u0131sm\u0131n korunmas\u0131 i\u00e7in hukuki d\u00fczenleme yapt\u0131rd\u0131m. Elde etti\u011fim parayla bor\u00e7lar\u0131m\u0131 kapatt\u0131m, kendime k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir ev ald\u0131m ve kasabada kad\u0131nlar\u0131n meslek \u00f6\u011frenebilece\u011fi bir at\u00f6lye a\u00e7t\u0131m.\n\nAd\u0131n\u0131 \u201cR\u0131fat&#8217;\u0131n Emaneti\u201d koydum.\n\n\u0130lk g\u00fcnlerde at\u00f6lyeyi a\u00e7ma fikrimden korktum. Hayat\u0131m boyunca kararlar\u0131m\u0131 Tufan&#8217;a dan\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015f, yanl\u0131\u015f yaparsam onun beni su\u00e7layaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fcm. Bir marangozla masalar\u0131 konu\u015furken bile telefona uzan\u0131p fikrini sormak istedim. Sonra durdum. Bu kez karar benimdi. Diki\u015f makinelerini se\u00e7tim, camlar\u0131 temizlettim, y\u0131llard\u0131r kilitli duran depoyu s\u0131n\u0131fa d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015ft\u00fcrd\u00fcm. Ba\u015fvuruya gelen ilk kad\u0131n, e\u015finden ayr\u0131ld\u0131ktan sonra iki \u00e7ocu\u011fuyla annesinin evine s\u0131\u011f\u0131nm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. \u201cElimden bir \u015fey gelmiyor,\u201d dedi utanarak. Ona dedemin eski defterini g\u00f6stermedim; yaln\u0131zca bir sandalyeyi i\u015faret ettim. \u201cBurada hepimiz s\u0131f\u0131rdan ba\u015fl\u0131yoruz,\u201d dedim. Ertesi hafta alt\u0131 kad\u0131n daha geldi. Bir ay sonra kendi diktikleri \u00e7antalar\u0131 kasaba pazar\u0131nda satmaya ba\u015flad\u0131lar. \u0130\u00e7lerinden biri ilk kazand\u0131\u011f\u0131 paray\u0131 avucunda tutarken a\u011flad\u0131. Onu izlerken dedemin bana y\u0131llar boyunca vermeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131 cesaretin ba\u015fka hayatlara da ula\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 anlad\u0131m. Para t\u00fckenebilirdi, bir ev y\u0131k\u0131labilirdi, insanlar s\u00f6zlerinden d\u00f6nebilirdi. Ama bir insana yeniden ba\u015flayabilece\u011fini g\u00f6stermek, kal\u0131c\u0131 bir iyilikti.\n\nA\u00e7\u0131l\u0131\u015f g\u00fcn\u00fc kap\u0131ya ilk gelen, y\u0131llar \u00f6nce dedemle bal\u0131\u011fa \u00e7\u0131kan ya\u015fl\u0131 kom\u015fumuzdu. Bana pasl\u0131 bir termos uzatt\u0131.\n\n\u201cR\u0131fat bunu tamir etmemi istemi\u015fti,\u201d dedi. \u201cSana vermeye f\u0131rsat\u0131m olmad\u0131.\u201d\n\nTermosun kapa\u011f\u0131nda dedemin el yaz\u0131s\u0131yla k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fcc\u00fck bir not vard\u0131:\n\n\u201cG\u00fczel k\u0131z\u0131m, yolun uzunsa \u00e7ay\u0131n s\u0131cak olsun. Ama hi\u00e7bir yol seni kendinden uzakla\u015ft\u0131rmas\u0131n.\u201d\n\nO g\u00fcn herkes gittikten sonra yeniden kul\u00fcbeye d\u00f6nd\u00fcm. Sobay\u0131 yakt\u0131m, dedemin fincan\u0131na \u00e7ay doldurdum ve kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131ndaki bo\u015f sandalyeye bakt\u0131m.\n\nKocam\u0131n ihanetinden ka\u00e7arken buraya s\u0131\u011f\u0131nm\u0131\u015ft\u0131m. Oysa dedem bana saklanacak bir yer de\u011fil, yeniden y\u00fcr\u00fcyebilece\u011fim bir yol b\u0131rakm\u0131\u015ft\u0131.\n\n\u201cBir adam\u0131, onsuz da ayakta durabilece\u011fini unutacak kadar \u00e7ok sevme,\u201d demi\u015fti.\n\nArt\u0131k o s\u00f6z\u00fcn anlam\u0131n\u0131 biliyordum.\n\nDedemden kalan as\u0131l servet ne arazinin de\u011feri ne de bankadaki parayd\u0131. As\u0131l miras\u0131, hayat\u0131m\u0131 ba\u015fkas\u0131n\u0131n sevgisine ya da merhametine teslim etmek zorunda olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 hat\u0131rlatmakt\u0131.\n\nPencereyi a\u00e7t\u0131m. \u00c7amlar\u0131n aras\u0131ndan sabah \u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131 s\u00fcz\u00fcl\u00fcyordu.\n\n\u0130lk kez yaln\u0131zl\u0131k bana korkutucu gelmedi.\n\n\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc art\u0131k tek ba\u015f\u0131ma kalm\u0131\u015f de\u011fildim.\n\nKendime kavu\u015fmu\u015ftum.\n\n\n\t\t\t\t<\/dd><\/dl>\n\t\t\t<br style='clear: both' \/>\n\t\t<\/div>\n\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":1633,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[9],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1632","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-foto-galeri"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1632","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1632"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1632\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1635,"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1632\/revisions\/1635"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/1633"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=1632"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=1632"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=1632"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}