{"id":1704,"date":"2026-10-16T19:17:40","date_gmt":"2026-10-16T19:17:40","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/?p=1704"},"modified":"2026-10-16T19:17:40","modified_gmt":"2026-10-16T19:17:40","slug":"kocam-ihanetimi-ogrendigi-gunden-sonra-bana-18-yil-dokunmadi-ama-doktorun-ortaya-cikardigi-ameliyat-kaydi-butun-hayatimi-degistirdi","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/kocam-ihanetimi-ogrendigi-gunden-sonra-bana-18-yil-dokunmadi-ama-doktorun-ortaya-cikardigi-ameliyat-kaydi-butun-hayatimi-degistirdi\/","title":{"rendered":"Kocam \u0130hanetimi \u00d6\u011frendi\u011fi G\u00fcnden Sonra Bana 18 Y\u0131l Dokunmad\u0131, Ama Doktorun Ortaya \u00c7\u0131kard\u0131\u011f\u0131 Ameliyat Kayd\u0131 B\u00fct\u00fcn Hayat\u0131m\u0131 De\u011fi\u015ftirdi"},"content":{"rendered":"\n\t\t<style>\n\t\t\t#gallery-1 {\n\t\t\t\tmargin: auto;\n\t\t\t}\n\t\t\t#gallery-1 .gallery-item {\n\t\t\t\tfloat: left;\n\t\t\t\tmargin-top: 10px;\n\t\t\t\ttext-align: center;\n\t\t\t\twidth: 33%;\n\t\t\t}\n\t\t\t#gallery-1 img {\n\t\t\t\tborder: 2px solid #cfcfcf;\n\t\t\t}\n\t\t\t#gallery-1 .gallery-caption {\n\t\t\t\tmargin-left: 0;\n\t\t\t}\n\t\t\t\/* see gallery_shortcode() in wp-includes\/media.php *\/\n\t\t<\/style>\n\t\t<div id='gallery-1' class='gallery galleryid-1704 gallery-columns-3 gallery-size-thumbnail'><dl class='gallery-item'>\n\t\t\t<dt class='gallery-icon landscape'>\n\t\t\t\t<a href='https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/kocam-ihanetimi-ogrendigi-gunden-sonra-bana-18-yil-dokunmadi-ama-doktorun-ortaya-cikardigi-ameliyat-kaydi-butun-hayatimi-degistirdi\/ggtr-6\/'><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"150\" height=\"150\" src=\"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/10\/ggtr-2-150x150.jpg\" class=\"attachment-thumbnail size-thumbnail\" alt=\"\" aria-describedby=\"gallery-1-1705\" \/><\/a>\n\t\t\t<\/dt>\n\t\t\t\t<dd class='wp-caption-text gallery-caption' id='gallery-1-1705'>\n\t\t\t\tKocam onu aldatt\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 \u00f6\u011frendikten sonra bir daha bana dokunmad\u0131. Tam 18 y\u0131l boyunca ayn\u0131 evde, birbirini tan\u0131mayan iki yabanc\u0131 gibi ya\u015fad\u0131k. Ta ki emekli olduktan sonra gitti\u011fim s\u0131radan bir doktor muayenesinde, hi\u00e7 hat\u0131rlamad\u0131\u011f\u0131m bir ameliyat hakk\u0131nda sorular sorulana kadar.\n\nDoktorumun s\u00f6ylediklerini kocama anlatt\u0131\u011f\u0131mda y\u00fcz\u00fcndeki ifade bir anda de\u011fi\u015fti. Ard\u0131ndan neredeyse yirmi y\u0131ld\u0131r kilitli tuttu\u011fu dosya dolab\u0131n\u0131n anahtar\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131 ve hayat\u0131m\u0131 alt\u00fcst edecek o c\u00fcmleyi kurdu:\n\n\u201cNermin, sana y\u0131llar \u00f6nce s\u00f6ylemem gereken bir \u015fey var.\u201d\n\nHer \u015fey 2008 y\u0131l\u0131n\u0131n ilkbahar\u0131nda ba\u015flam\u0131\u015ft\u0131.\n\nBir sabah kahvalt\u0131 masas\u0131na oturdu\u011fumda kocam Sel\u00e7uk, \u00f6n\u00fcme yazd\u0131r\u0131lm\u0131\u015f bir e-posta b\u0131rakt\u0131. Sayfaya g\u00f6z att\u0131\u011f\u0131m anda y\u00fcz\u00fcmdeki b\u00fct\u00fcn kan \u00e7ekildi. Ba\u015fka bir adamla yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131m yaz\u0131\u015fmalard\u0131.\n\n\u201cNe kadar zamand\u0131r?\u201d diye sordu.\n\nBa\u015f\u0131m\u0131 e\u011fdim.\n\n\u201cD\u00f6rt ayd\u0131r.\u201d\n\nSel\u00e7uk hi\u00e7bir \u015fey s\u00f6ylemeden merdivenlere bakt\u0131. On d\u00f6rt ya\u015f\u0131ndaki o\u011flumuz Ozan, \u00fcst katta okula haz\u0131rlan\u0131yordu.\n\nSonra ceketini ald\u0131 ve i\u015fe gitti.\n\nBa\u011f\u0131rmad\u0131. Hakaret etmedi. Bo\u015fanmak istedi\u011fini s\u00f6ylemedi. Fakat o sabah evimizde bir \u015fey sonsuza kadar de\u011fi\u015fti.\n\nSel\u00e7uk faturalar\u0131 \u00f6demeye, bozulan e\u015fyalar\u0131 tamir etmeye, Ozan\u2019\u0131n okul toplant\u0131lar\u0131na kat\u0131lmaya devam etti. D\u0131\u015far\u0131dan bak\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131nda sorumluluk sahibi bir e\u015f ve babayd\u0131.\n\nAma benimle aras\u0131na g\u00f6r\u00fcnmez bir duvar \u00f6rm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc.\n\nOnu aldatm\u0131\u015ft\u0131m. Yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131n hi\u00e7bir mazereti olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 biliyordum. Sonraki y\u0131llarda ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131m her yaln\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131, her so\u011fuk bak\u0131\u015f\u0131 hak etti\u011fim bir ceza olarak g\u00f6rmemin nedeni de buydu.\n\n\u0130li\u015fkim Bora ad\u0131nda bir adamla ba\u015flam\u0131\u015ft\u0131.\n\nBabam vefat etti\u011finde, \u0130zmir\u2019deki aile \u015firketimizden ve baz\u0131 ta\u015f\u0131nmazlardan bana miras kalm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Ancak hesaplar\u0131 incelemeye ba\u015flad\u0131\u011f\u0131mda a\u00e7\u0131klayamad\u0131\u011f\u0131m para \u00e7\u0131k\u0131\u015flar\u0131 fark ettim.\n\nBora, mali konularda dan\u0131\u015fmanl\u0131k yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 s\u00f6yleyerek kar\u015f\u0131ma \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131. Belgeleri anlamama yard\u0131mc\u0131 olabilece\u011fini s\u00f6yledi. Sab\u0131rl\u0131yd\u0131, d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcncelerimi dinliyordu ve uzun zamand\u0131r kimsenin g\u00f6stermedi\u011fi ilgiyi g\u00f6steriyordu.\n\nBen de bu ilgiyi a\u015fkla kar\u0131\u015ft\u0131rd\u0131m.\n\nSel\u00e7uk ili\u015fkimizi \u00f6\u011frendi\u011finde Bora ortadan kayboldu. Telefonu kapand\u0131. Bulu\u015ftu\u011fumuz k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck ofis bo\u015falt\u0131ld\u0131. Onun ger\u00e7ek hayat\u0131 hakk\u0131nda sand\u0131\u011f\u0131mdan \u00e7ok daha az \u015fey bildi\u011fimi o zaman fark ettim.\n\nZaten uzun s\u00fcredir depresyonla m\u00fccadele ediyordum. Ya\u015fananlar\u0131n ard\u0131ndan ruhsal durumum h\u0131zla k\u00f6t\u00fcle\u015fti.\n\nO ilkbaharda a\u011f\u0131r bir kriz ge\u00e7irdim ve \u00e7ok miktarda ila\u00e7 alarak hayat\u0131ma son vermeye kalk\u0131\u015ft\u0131m.\n\nBeni Sel\u00e7uk buldu.\n\nHastanede ge\u00e7irdi\u011fim g\u00fcnlerden geriye yaln\u0131zca par\u00e7alar kalm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Beyaz bir tavan, psikiyatri doktorunun sakin sesi, karn\u0131m\u0131n \u00fczerindeki k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck pansumanlar\u2026\n\nSel\u00e7uk, doktorlar\u0131n i\u00e7 kanama tespit etti\u011fini ve acil ameliyata al\u0131nd\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 s\u00f6yledi.\n\n\u201c\u0130la\u00e7lardan m\u0131 olmu\u015f?\u201d diye sormu\u015ftum.\n\n\u201cDoktorlar gerekeni yapt\u0131. Sen iyile\u015fmene bak.\u201d\n\n\u201cKarn\u0131mdaki kesikler neden var?\u201d\n\n\u201cKanaman\u0131n nereden geldi\u011fini g\u00f6rmek i\u00e7in karn\u0131na bakmalar\u0131 gerekmi\u015f.\u201d\n\nDaha fazlas\u0131n\u0131 anlatmad\u0131.\n\nBen de hem yorgunlu\u011fumdan hem utanc\u0131mdan sorular\u0131m\u0131 s\u00fcrd\u00fcrmedim.\n\nHastaneden \u00e7\u0131k\u0131\u015f belgelerimle kontrol randevular\u0131m\u0131 Sel\u00e7uk takip ediyordu. Psikiyatrik tedavime devam ettim ancak ameliyat sonras\u0131 kontrollerim ertelenen randevular ve kar\u0131\u015fan evraklar aras\u0131nda unutuldu.\n\nEve d\u00f6nd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcmde e\u015fyalar\u0131m\u0131 misafir odas\u0131na ta\u015f\u0131m\u0131\u015ft\u0131.\n\n\u201cBurada daha rahat dinlenirsin,\u201d dedi.\n\nO odada tam 18 y\u0131l kald\u0131m.\n\nOzan b\u00fcy\u00fcd\u00fc, \u00fcniversiteyi bitirdi ve kendi hayat\u0131n\u0131 kurdu. Bayramlarda ailece sofraya oturuyor, \u00f6zel g\u00fcnlerde g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u00fcyor, gerekti\u011finde birlikte foto\u011fraf \u00e7ektiriyorduk.\n\nAma geceleri ayr\u0131 odalar\u0131n kap\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131 kapat\u0131yorduk.\n\nSel\u00e7uk bana hi\u00e7bir zaman a\u00e7\u0131k\u00e7a hakaret etmedi. Yine de koridorda kar\u015f\u0131la\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131zda koluma yanl\u0131\u015fl\u0131kla de\u011fmemek i\u00e7in kenara \u00e7ekilirdi.\n\nBir g\u00fcn Ozan, hen\u00fcz ergenlik \u00e7a\u011f\u0131ndayken, neden babas\u0131n\u0131n beni hi\u00e7 \u00f6pmedi\u011fini sormu\u015ftu.\n\n\u201cEvlilik zamanla de\u011fi\u015fir, o\u011flum,\u201d demi\u015ftim.\n\nY\u00fcz\u00fcme bakmadan ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7evirmi\u015fti. On d\u00f6rt ya\u015f\u0131nda olmas\u0131na ra\u011fmen bunun ger\u00e7ek bir cevap olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 anlam\u0131\u015ft\u0131.\n\nOysa Sel\u00e7uk\u2019la bir zamanlar birbirimizden ayr\u0131 kalmaya dayanamazd\u0131k.\n\nOzan\u2019\u0131 d\u00fcnyaya getirebilmek i\u00e7in y\u0131llarca u\u011fra\u015fm\u0131\u015ft\u0131k. T\u00fcp bebek tedavileri, hastane koridorlar\u0131nda ge\u00e7irilen saatler, ba\u015far\u0131s\u0131z denemeler ve g\u00f6zya\u015flar\u0131\u2026\n\nSonunda o\u011flumuza kavu\u015fmu\u015ftuk.\n\nTedavi s\u0131ras\u0131nda olu\u015fturulan birka\u00e7 embriyomuz daha dondurularak saklanm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. \u0130leride yeniden \u00e7ocuk sahibi olabilece\u011fimizi d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnerek y\u0131llarca saklama \u00fccretlerini \u00f6demi\u015ftik.\n\nAncak 2007 y\u0131l\u0131nda, uzun konu\u015fmalardan sonra embriyolar\u0131n imha edilmesi i\u00e7in gereken belgeleri birlikte imzalad\u0131k.\n\n\u0130kimiz de art\u0131k ikinci bir \u00e7ocuk sahibi olmayaca\u011f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 kabullenmi\u015ftik.\n\nHaziran 2026\u2019da, 63 ya\u015f\u0131nda emekli oldu\u011fumda, b\u00fct\u00fcn bunlar uzak bir ge\u00e7mi\u015fin par\u00e7alar\u0131yd\u0131.\n\nO g\u00fcnlerde alt karn\u0131mda ge\u00e7meyen bir bask\u0131 hissetmeye ba\u015flad\u0131m.\n\nKad\u0131n hastal\u0131klar\u0131 ve do\u011fum uzman\u0131 Doktor Aylin\u2019e gittim. Ultrason muayenesinde k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir kist g\u00f6r\u00fcld\u00fc. Doktorum ek de\u011ferlendirme yaparken ge\u00e7mi\u015f ameliyatlar\u0131m\u0131 sordu.\n\n\u201c2008\u2019de bir ameliyat ge\u00e7irmi\u015fsiniz. Ne ameliyat\u0131yd\u0131?\u201d\n\n\u201c\u0130\u00e7 kanama olmu\u015ftu. Tam olarak bilmiyorum.\u201d\n\nDoktor Aylin ka\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7att\u0131.\n\n\u201cUltrasonla y\u0131llar \u00f6nce yap\u0131lan i\u015flemin b\u00fct\u00fcn ayr\u0131nt\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131 anlayamam. Ameliyat raporunu g\u00f6rmem gerekiyor.\u201d\n\nEve d\u00f6nd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcmde do\u011fruca Sel\u00e7uk\u2019un kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131na \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131m.\n\n\u201cDoktor ameliyat raporumu istiyor.\u201d\n\nY\u00fcz\u00fc bir anda soldu.\n\n\u201cNeden \u015fimdi soruyorlar?\u201d\n\n\u201c\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc bana ne yap\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 bilmiyorum.\u201d\n\n\u201cO zaman \u00e7ok hastayd\u0131n.\u201d\n\n\u201cSel\u00e7uk, ben hangi ameliyat\u0131 ge\u00e7irdim?\u201d\n\nG\u00f6zlerini pencereden d\u0131\u015far\u0131 \u00e7evirdi.\n\n\u201cNermin\u2026\u201d\n\n\u201cDosyalar\u0131 getir.\u201d\n\n\n\t\t\t\t<\/dd><\/dl><dl class='gallery-item'>\n\t\t\t<dt class='gallery-icon landscape'>\n\t\t\t\t<a href='https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/kocam-ihanetimi-ogrendigi-gunden-sonra-bana-18-yil-dokunmadi-ama-doktorun-ortaya-cikardigi-ameliyat-kaydi-butun-hayatimi-degistirdi\/hrg-5\/'><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"150\" height=\"150\" src=\"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/10\/hrg-2-150x150.webp\" class=\"attachment-thumbnail size-thumbnail\" alt=\"\" aria-describedby=\"gallery-1-1706\" \/><\/a>\n\t\t\t<\/dt>\n\t\t\t\t<dd class='wp-caption-text gallery-caption' id='gallery-1-1706'>\n\t\t\t\t\u0130lk kez onun huzurunu ka\u00e7\u0131rmaktan \u00e7ekinmiyordum.\n\nSel\u00e7uk uzun s\u00fcre sessiz kald\u0131. Sonra \u00e7al\u0131\u015fma odas\u0131na girdi.\n\nArkas\u0131ndan y\u00fcr\u00fcd\u00fcm.\n\nDuvar\u0131n yan\u0131ndaki eski metal dosya dolab\u0131n\u0131n \u00f6n\u00fcnde durdu. \u00c7ekmecesi neredeyse yirmi y\u0131ld\u0131r kilitliydi.\n\nCebinden k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir anahtar \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131.\n\nTitreyen elleriyle kilidi a\u00e7t\u0131.\n\n\u0130\u00e7eride sararm\u0131\u015f dosyalar, banka dekontlar\u0131 ve \u00fczerinde benim ad\u0131m\u0131n yaz\u0131l\u0131 oldu\u011fu kal\u0131n bir zarf vard\u0131.\n\nSel\u00e7uk zarf\u0131 eline ald\u0131\u011f\u0131nda g\u00f6zlerini kald\u0131r\u0131p y\u00fcz\u00fcme bakt\u0131.\n\n\u201cSana yaln\u0131zca ameliyat hakk\u0131nda de\u011fil, Bora hakk\u0131nda da yalan s\u00f6yledim,\u201d dedi.\n\nArd\u0131ndan zarf\u0131 bana uzatt\u0131.\n\nZarf\u0131 a\u00e7t\u0131\u011f\u0131mda ilk g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm \u015fey, \u00fczerinde 2008 y\u0131l\u0131na ait tarih bulunan bir hastane raporuydu.\n\nSayfan\u0131n ortas\u0131ndaki t\u0131bbi ifadeyi birka\u00e7 kez okudum.\n\n\u201cSa\u011f t\u00fcbal d\u0131\u015f gebelik r\u00fcpt\u00fcr\u00fc. Acil laparoskopik sa\u011f salpenjektomi.\u201d\n\nKelimelerin anlam\u0131n\u0131 tam olarak bilmiyordum. Ama d\u0131\u015f gebeli\u011fin ne oldu\u011funu anlayacak kadar bilgi sahibiydim.\n\n\u201cBen\u2026 hamile miydim?\u201d\n\nSel\u00e7uk ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 e\u011fdi.\n\n\u201cEvet.\u201d\n\n\u201cPeki ameliyatta ne yapt\u0131lar?\u201d\n\n\u201cSa\u011f t\u00fcp\u00fcn\u00fc almak zorunda kald\u0131lar. Kanaman \u00e7ok fazlaym\u0131\u015f. Doktorlar hayat\u0131n\u0131 kurtarmak i\u00e7in hemen ameliyata alm\u0131\u015flar.\u201d\n\nMasaya tutunmasayd\u0131m d\u00fc\u015febilirdim.\n\nY\u0131llarca ila\u00e7lardan kaynakland\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 sand\u0131\u011f\u0131m i\u00e7 kanama, asl\u0131nda rahim d\u0131\u015f\u0131nda geli\u015fen bir gebeli\u011fin yol a\u00e7t\u0131\u011f\u0131 kanamaym\u0131\u015f.\n\n\u201cBunu neden bana s\u00f6ylemedin?\u201d\n\nSel\u00e7uk g\u00f6zlerime bakamad\u0131.\n\n\u201c\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc \u00e7ocu\u011fun benden olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcyordum.\u201d\n\nS\u00f6zleri g\u00f6\u011fs\u00fcme a\u011f\u0131r bir ta\u015f gibi oturdu.\n\n\u201cSeninle o d\u00f6nemde art\u0131k birlikte de\u011fildik,\u201d diye devam etti. \u201cBora\u2019yla ili\u015fkin vard\u0131. Doktor gebeli\u011fin yakla\u015f\u0131k yedi haftal\u0131k oldu\u011funu s\u00f6yledi\u011finde her \u015feyi kendimce hesaplad\u0131m.\u201d\n\n\u201cPeki bana neden yalan s\u00f6yledin?\u201d\n\n\u201c\u00d6nce seni korudu\u011fumu d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcm. Kendine zarar vermeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015ft\u0131n. Bir de bunu \u00f6\u011frenirsen dayanamayaca\u011f\u0131ndan korktum.\u201d\n\n\u201cSonra?\u201d\n\nUzun s\u00fcre sustu.\n\n\u201cSonra sana \u00e7ok k\u0131zg\u0131n oldu\u011fumu fark ettim. Ger\u00e7e\u011fi bilmeye hakk\u0131n oldu\u011funu biliyordum ama konu\u015fmak istemedim.\u201d\n\nElimdeki rapor titriyordu.\n\n\u201cYani benim sa\u011fl\u0131\u011f\u0131mla ilgili bir ger\u00e7e\u011fi, bana k\u0131zd\u0131\u011f\u0131n i\u00e7in saklad\u0131n.\u201d\n\n\u201cBa\u015flang\u0131\u00e7ta \u00f6yle de\u011fildi.\u201d\n\n\u201cOn sekiz y\u0131l ge\u00e7ti, Sel\u00e7uk. Ba\u015flang\u0131\u00e7ta ne d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn\u00fcn art\u0131k bir \u00f6nemi var m\u0131?\u201d\n\nCevap vermedi.\n\nRaporun di\u011fer sayfalar\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7evirdim. Acil ameliyat notlar\u0131, kan tahlilleri ve patoloji sonucunun bir kopyas\u0131 vard\u0131. Hastane, ciddi i\u00e7 kanama nedeniyle acil m\u00fcdahale gerekti\u011fini kaydetmi\u015fti.\n\nAncak dosyan\u0131n alt\u0131ndaki banka dekontlar\u0131 ameliyattan tamamen farkl\u0131 bir ger\u00e7e\u011fe i\u015faret ediyordu.\n\nBirinde Bora\u2019n\u0131n ad\u0131 yaz\u0131yordu.\n\n2008 y\u0131l\u0131nda Sel\u00e7uk\u2019un hesab\u0131ndan Bora\u2019ya 85 bin TL g\u00f6nderilmi\u015fti.\n\n\u201cBu para ne?\u201d\n\nSel\u00e7uk g\u00f6zlerini kapatt\u0131.\n\n\u201cNermin, onu anlatmadan \u00f6nce baban\u0131n \u015firketinden s\u00f6z etmem gerekiyor.\u201d\n\nO anda y\u0131llard\u0131r birbirinden ayr\u0131 duran olaylar\u0131n asl\u0131nda birbirine ba\u011fl\u0131 olabilece\u011fini anlad\u0131m.\n\nBabam\u0131n vefat\u0131ndan sonra aile \u015firketindeki paylar\u0131mdan gelen gelirleri takip etmekte zorlanm\u0131\u015ft\u0131m. Sel\u00e7uk, muhasebe i\u015flerinden anlad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 s\u00f6yleyerek yard\u0131mc\u0131 olmu\u015ftu.\n\nBora\u2019yla tan\u0131\u015fmam\u0131n sebebi de hesaplarda g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm a\u00e7\u0131klanamayan \u00f6demelerdi.\n\nSel\u00e7uk \u00e7ekmeceden ba\u015fka bir dosya \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131.\n\n\u201c\u0130n\u015faat malzemeleri \u00fczerine kurdu\u011fum i\u015fletme o y\u0131llarda batmak \u00fczereydi. Bankalar kredi vermiyordu. Baz\u0131 \u00f6demeleri senin miras\u0131ndan gelen paralarla kar\u015f\u0131lad\u0131m.\u201d\n\nBir s\u00fcre ne s\u00f6yledi\u011fini anlayamad\u0131m.\n\n\u201cBenden izin almadan m\u0131?\u201d\n\nBa\u015f\u0131n\u0131 sallad\u0131.\n\n\u201cGeri koyaca\u011f\u0131m\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcyordum.\u201d\n\n\u201cNe kadar?\u201d\n\n\u201c\u0130lk hesaplamaya g\u00f6re 240 bin TL.\u201d\n\nSandalyeye oturdum.\n\nDemek Bora\u2019n\u0131n incelemeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u015f\u00fcpheli i\u015flemler ger\u00e7ekten varm\u0131\u015f.\n\n\u201cBora bunu \u00f6\u011frendi mi?\u201d\n\n\u201cEvet. \u00dcstelik d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcnden daha \u00f6nce.\u201d\n\nSel\u00e7uk\u2019un anlatt\u0131\u011f\u0131na g\u00f6re Bora, mali m\u00fc\u015favir oldu\u011funu s\u00f6ylemesine ra\u011fmen bu unvan\u0131 kullanmaya yetkili de\u011fildi. \u00c7e\u015fitli i\u015fletmeler i\u00e7in gayriresm\u00ee dan\u0131\u015fmanl\u0131k yap\u0131yor, edindi\u011fi bilgileri kendi \u00e7\u0131kar\u0131na kullan\u0131yordu.\n\nBenimle tan\u0131\u015ft\u0131ktan sonra hesap belgelerime ula\u015fm\u0131\u015f, Sel\u00e7uk\u2019un yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131 izinsiz transferleri tespit etmi\u015fti.\n\nSonras\u0131nda bu bilgileri Sel\u00e7uk\u2019a kar\u015f\u0131 kullanm\u0131\u015ft\u0131.\n\n\u201cBeni arad\u0131,\u201d dedi Sel\u00e7uk. \u201cYapt\u0131klar\u0131m\u0131 sana ve yetkili makamlara anlataca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 s\u00f6yledi. Susmas\u0131 i\u00e7in para istedi.\u201d\n\n\u201cSen de \u00f6dedin.\u201d\n\n\u201cEvet.\u201d\n\n\u201cParay\u0131 al\u0131nca ortadan kayboldu.\u201d\n\n\u201cBana bir daha size yakla\u015fmayaca\u011f\u0131na s\u00f6z verdi.\u201d\n\nG\u00fclmekle a\u011flamak aras\u0131nda kald\u0131m.\n\nBora beni kullanm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Sel\u00e7uk ise kendi yapt\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131 gizlemek i\u00e7in onu susturmu\u015ftu.\n\n\u0130kisinin aras\u0131nda kalan bendim.\n\n\u201cPeki neden bana ger\u00e7e\u011fi anlatmad\u0131n?\u201d\n\n\u201c\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc seni kaybetmekten korktum.\u201d\n\n\u201cBeni zaten kaybetmi\u015ftin, Sel\u00e7uk. Sadece evden gitmemi\u015ftim.\u201d\n\nO gece misafir odas\u0131na d\u00f6nmedim. Bir \u00e7anta haz\u0131rlay\u0131p o\u011flum Ozan\u2019\u0131 arad\u0131m.\n\nTelefonu a\u00e7t\u0131\u011f\u0131nda sesimdeki de\u011fi\u015fikli\u011fi hemen fark etti.\n\n\u201cAnne, ne oldu?\u201d\n\n\u201cSeninle konu\u015fmam gerekiyor. Bu gece yan\u0131nda kalabilir miyim?\u201d\n\n\u201cTabii ki. Hemen gel.\u201d\n\nOzan beni kap\u0131da kar\u015f\u0131lad\u0131\u011f\u0131nda otuz iki ya\u015f\u0131ndayd\u0131. Ama y\u00fcz\u00fcndeki endi\u015fe, \u00e7ocuklu\u011funda evdeki sessizli\u011fi anlamaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015fan o k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck \u00e7ocu\u011fu hat\u0131rlatt\u0131.\n\nMutfak masas\u0131na oturduk.\n\nOna her \u015feyi anlatmad\u0131m. Babas\u0131yla aram\u0131zdaki eski ihanetin ayr\u0131nt\u0131lar\u0131 bize aitti. Fakat ameliyat\u0131n saklanan ger\u00e7e\u011fini ve miras\u0131mla ilgili belgeleri g\u00f6sterdim.\n\nOzan uzun s\u00fcre konu\u015fmad\u0131.\n\nSonra ellerimi tuttu.\n\n\u201cAnne, neden bunca y\u0131l orada kald\u0131n?\u201d\n\n\u201cBaban\u0131 incittim. Cezam\u0131n bu oldu\u011funu d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcm.\u201d\n\n\u201cBir insan hata yapabilir. Ama bir hatan\u0131n cezas\u0131 \u00f6m\u00fcr boyu s\u00fcrmemeli.\u201d\n\nO\u011flumun kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda ilk kez kendimi su\u00e7lu bir kad\u0131n gibi de\u011fil, y\u0131llarca kendi hayat\u0131ndan vazge\u00e7mi\u015f biri gibi g\u00f6rd\u00fcm.\n\nErtesi sabah Doktor Aylin\u2019den randevu ald\u0131m.\n\nAmeliyat raporunu masas\u0131na koydu\u011fumda dikkatle inceledi.\n\n\u201cNermin Han\u0131m, sa\u011f t\u00fcp\u00fcn\u00fcz d\u0131\u015f gebeli\u011fe ba\u011fl\u0131 kanama nedeniyle al\u0131nm\u0131\u015f. Rapora g\u00f6re m\u00fcdahale hayati \u00f6nem ta\u015f\u0131yormu\u015f.\u201d\n\n\u201cBana bu ameliyat\u0131 yapmalar\u0131 do\u011fru muydu?\u201d\n\n\u201cBelgelere g\u00f6re t\u0131bbi gerek\u00e7e var. Ancak uygulaman\u0131n b\u00fct\u00fcn ko\u015fullar\u0131n\u0131 de\u011ferlendirmek i\u00e7in tam hastane dosyas\u0131 gerekir. Size sonradan do\u011fru bilgi verilmemi\u015f olmas\u0131 ise ayr\u0131 ve ciddi bir mesele.\u201d\n\n\u201cPeki bu gebelik nas\u0131l oldu? Biz y\u0131llarca t\u00fcp bebek tedavisi g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fck.\u201d\n\n\u201cDo\u011fal yolla hamile kalma ihtimali d\u00fc\u015f\u00fck olsa da tamamen ortadan kalkm\u0131\u015f olmayabilir. Dondurulmu\u015f embriyolar\u0131n\u0131z\u0131n imha edildi\u011fini s\u00f6ylediniz. O i\u015flemin kay\u0131tlar\u0131n\u0131 da kontrol ettirebilirsiniz.\u201d\n\nArd\u0131ndan d\u0131\u015f gebeli\u011fin rahim d\u0131\u015f\u0131nda geli\u015fti\u011fini, sa\u011fl\u0131kl\u0131 bir do\u011fumla sonu\u00e7lanamayaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131klad\u0131.\n\nBu bilgi kayb\u0131m\u0131n yaratt\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u00fcz\u00fcnt\u00fcy\u00fc azaltmad\u0131, ama y\u0131llarca bilmedi\u011fim bir olay\u0131n t\u0131bbi ger\u00e7e\u011fini \u00f6\u011frenmemi sa\u011flad\u0131.\n\nKist konusunda da acele karar vermedi. Menopoz sonras\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fclen kistlerin dikkatle de\u011ferlendirilmesi gerekti\u011fini s\u00f6yleyerek ek tetkikler ve takip planlad\u0131.\n\nHastaneden \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131\u011f\u0131mda ilk kez kendi sa\u011fl\u0131k belgelerimi kendim takip edece\u011fime karar verdim.\n\nSonraki g\u00fcnlerde bir avukatla g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015ft\u00fcm.\n\nEski ameliyat kay\u0131tlar\u0131m\u0131 hastaneden resm\u00ee yollarla istedik. Belgelerde acil m\u00fcdahalenin gerek\u00e7esi ve yap\u0131lan i\u015flem a\u00e7\u0131k\u00e7a belirtiliyordu. Eski embriyolar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n 2007 y\u0131l\u0131nda imha edildi\u011fine ili\u015fkin kay\u0131t da tedavi merkezinin ar\u015fivinden do\u011fruland\u0131.\n\nFakat mali belgeler \u00e7ok daha karma\u015f\u0131kt\u0131.\n\nAvukat\u0131m, Sel\u00e7uk\u2019un yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131 i\u015flemlerin ba\u011f\u0131ms\u0131z bir mali m\u00fc\u015favir taraf\u0131ndan incelenmesini \u00f6nerdi.\n\n\u201cAradan \u00e7ok uzun zaman ge\u00e7mi\u015f,\u201d dedi. \u201cBaz\u0131 hukuki taleplerde zamana\u015f\u0131m\u0131 veya hak d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr\u00fcc\u00fc s\u00fcre sorunlar\u0131 olabilir. \u00d6nce belgeleri ve m\u00fclkiyet durumunu incelememiz gerekiyor.\u201d\n\nSel\u00e7uk\u2019un saklad\u0131\u011f\u0131 dekontlarda, bana ait gelirlerden onun i\u015fletmesine aktar\u0131lan tutarlar g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcyordu.\n\nBora\u2019ya yap\u0131lan \u00f6deme de belgelenmi\u015fti.\n\nAncak benim bir sorum daha vard\u0131.\n\nBora neden benimle ili\u015fki kurmu\u015ftu? Ger\u00e7ekten bir \u015fey hissetmi\u015f miydi, yoksa ba\u015f\u0131ndan beri beni kullanmay\u0131 m\u0131 planlam\u0131\u015ft\u0131?\n\nAvukat\u0131m, Sel\u00e7uk\u2019un dosyas\u0131ndaki eski bilgilerden hareketle Bora\u2019ya ula\u015fmak i\u00e7in hukuka uygun yollar\u0131 ara\u015ft\u0131rd\u0131. G\u00f6nderilen resm\u00ee ihtara birka\u00e7 hafta sonra cevap geldi.\n\nBora g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fmeyi kabul etmi\u015fti.\n\nArt\u0131k Bursa\u2019da k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir ticaret i\u015fletmesi y\u00fcr\u00fct\u00fcyordu.\n\nOnu avukat\u0131m\u0131n ofisinde g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcmde neredeyse tan\u0131yamad\u0131m. Sa\u00e7lar\u0131 a\u011farm\u0131\u015f, y\u00fcz\u00fc \u00e7\u00f6km\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc.\n\n\u201cNermin,\u201d dedi usulca.\n\n\u201cBana neden yalan s\u00f6yledin?\u201d\n\nBa\u015f\u0131n\u0131 e\u011fdi.\n\n\u201cBa\u015fta hesaplar\u0131 incelemek i\u00e7in yakla\u015fm\u0131\u015ft\u0131m.\u201d\n\n\u201cPeki sonra?\u201d\n\n\u201cSana yak\u0131nla\u015ft\u0131m. Yanl\u0131\u015f yapt\u0131m.\u201d\n\n\u201cBeni sevdi\u011fini s\u00f6ylemi\u015ftin.\u201d\n\nBir s\u00fcre cevap vermedi.\n\n\u201cBunu s\u00f6ylemeye hakk\u0131m yoktu.\u201d\n\nG\u00f6zlerim doldu ama a\u011flamad\u0131m.\n\n\u201cSel\u00e7uk\u2019tan para ald\u0131n m\u0131?\u201d\n\n\u201cEvet.\u201d\n\n\u201cBen hastanedeyken mi gittin?\u201d\n\n\u201cEvet.\u201d\n\n\u201cBir kere bile nas\u0131l oldu\u011fumu merak ettin mi?\u201d\n\nBu kez y\u00fcz\u00fc k\u0131zard\u0131.\n\n\u201cEttim ama aramaya cesaret edemedim.\u201d\n\n\u201cHay\u0131r, Bora. Cesaret de\u011fil, sorumluluk g\u00f6stermedin.\u201d\n\nBora, Sel\u00e7uk\u2019la yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131 eski yaz\u0131\u015fmalar\u0131n baz\u0131 kopyalar\u0131n\u0131 avukat\u0131ma teslim etti. Bunlar aras\u0131nda izinsiz para transferlerini bildi\u011fini g\u00f6steren mesajlar da vard\u0131.\n\nO belgeler, hem Bora\u2019n\u0131n hem Sel\u00e7uk\u2019un y\u0131llarca saklad\u0131\u011f\u0131 ger\u00e7ekleri b\u00fcy\u00fck \u00f6l\u00e7\u00fcde a\u00e7\u0131kl\u0131yordu.\n\nBora\u2019y\u0131 son kez g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcmde art\u0131k ondan bir \u00f6z\u00fcr beklemiyordum.\n\n\u0130htiyac\u0131m olan cevaplar\u0131 alm\u0131\u015ft\u0131m.\n\nSel\u00e7uk\u2019la bo\u015fanma s\u00fcrecini ba\u015flatt\u0131\u011f\u0131mda itiraz etmedi.\n\nBir ak\u015fam konu\u015fmak i\u00e7in geldi.\n\n\u201cSeni h\u00e2l\u00e2 seviyorum,\u201d dedi.\n\n\u201cBeni sevseydin ger\u00e7e\u011fi s\u00f6yleyebilirdin.\u201d\n\n\u201c\u00d6z\u00fcr dilerim.\u201d\n\n\u201c\u00d6zr\u00fcn\u00fc duyuyorum. Ama bu, olanlar\u0131 de\u011fi\u015ftirmiyor.\u201d\n\nSel\u00e7uk g\u00f6zya\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 gizlemeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131.\n\n\u201cBeni affedebilir misin?\u201d\n\n\u201cBelki bir g\u00fcn sana k\u0131zg\u0131nl\u0131\u011f\u0131m ge\u00e7er. Ama yeniden e\u015fin olamam.\u201d\n\nBa\u015f\u0131n\u0131 sallad\u0131.\n\nMali inceleme tamamland\u0131\u011f\u0131nda, Sel\u00e7uk izinsiz kulland\u0131\u011f\u0131 paralar\u0131n kar\u015f\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00fcncel de\u011ferler \u00fczerinden uzla\u015farak \u00f6demeyi kabul etti. Avukatlar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n haz\u0131rlad\u0131\u011f\u0131 anla\u015fmayla \u00f6deme plan\u0131 belirlendi. Sahibi oldu\u011fu bir ta\u015f\u0131nmaz\u0131n sat\u0131\u015f\u0131ndan elde edilecek gelirin bir b\u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fc de bu ama\u00e7la ayr\u0131ld\u0131.\n\nB\u00f6ylece uzun bir mahkeme m\u00fccadelesine girmeden mali uyu\u015fmazl\u0131\u011f\u0131n \u00f6nemli k\u0131sm\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7\u00f6zd\u00fck. Bo\u015fanmam\u0131z da resm\u00ee i\u015flemler tamamland\u0131ktan sonra kesinle\u015fti.\n\nBirka\u00e7 ay sonra \u0130zmir\u2019de denize yak\u0131n k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir eve ta\u015f\u0131nd\u0131m.\n\n\u0130lk gece yata\u011fa uzand\u0131\u011f\u0131mda yan odadan Sel\u00e7uk\u2019un ayak seslerini duymad\u0131m. Bir kap\u0131n\u0131n kapanmas\u0131n\u0131 beklemedim. Birinin bana dokunmamak i\u00e7in kenara \u00e7ekildi\u011fini g\u00f6rmedim.\n\nSessizlik h\u00e2l\u00e2 vard\u0131.\n\nAma bu kez se\u00e7ti\u011fim bir sessizlikti.\n\nOzan hafta sonlar\u0131 beni ziyaret etmeye ba\u015flad\u0131. Birlikte yemek pi\u015firiyor, bazen sahilde uzun y\u00fcr\u00fcy\u00fc\u015fler yap\u0131yorduk.\n\nPsikolojik destek almaya yeniden ba\u015flad\u0131m. Y\u0131llarca kendime y\u00f6neltti\u011fim su\u00e7lamalar\u0131, kaybetti\u011fim zaman\u0131 ve \u00f6\u011frenmekte gecikti\u011fim ger\u00e7ekleri konu\u015fuyordum.\n\nBir g\u00fcn terapistim bana sordu:\n\n\u201cBunca \u015feyden sonra kendiniz i\u00e7in ne istiyorsunuz?\u201d\n\nEskiden olsa bu soruya cevap veremezdim.\n\nO g\u00fcn ise hi\u00e7 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnmeden konu\u015ftum.\n\n\u201cHuzur istiyorum. Ama ba\u015fkas\u0131n\u0131n sessizli\u011fine katlanarak de\u011fil.\u201d\n\nEmeklili\u011fimin ilk aylar\u0131nda kad\u0131nlara mesleki e\u011fitim veren bir dernekte g\u00f6n\u00fcll\u00fc \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmaya ba\u015flad\u0131m. Babam\u0131n \u015firketinde \u00f6\u011frendi\u011fim muhasebe ve i\u015fletme bilgilerini gen\u00e7 kad\u0131nlarla payla\u015f\u0131yordum.\n\nBir sabah eski dolab\u0131mdan getirdi\u011fim k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck kutuyu a\u00e7t\u0131m. \u0130\u00e7inde Sel\u00e7uk\u2019la evlilik foto\u011fraf\u0131m\u0131z, Ozan\u2019\u0131n bebeklik bilekli\u011fi ve y\u0131llar \u00f6nceki t\u00fcp bebek tedavisinden kalma bir hastane kart\u0131 vard\u0131.\n\nFoto\u011frafa uzun uzun bakt\u0131m.\n\nSel\u00e7uk\u2019la g\u00fczel g\u00fcnlerimiz olmu\u015ftu. Onlar\u0131 ink\u00e2r etmek istemiyordum.\n\nAma g\u00fczel an\u0131lar, sonras\u0131nda ya\u015fanan yanl\u0131\u015flar\u0131 hakl\u0131 \u00e7\u0131karm\u0131yordu.\n\nFoto\u011fraf\u0131 kutuya geri koydum. Ozan\u2019\u0131n bilekli\u011fini ise \u00e7al\u0131\u015fma masam\u0131n \u00fczerindeki k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck \u00e7er\u00e7evenin yan\u0131na b\u0131rakt\u0131m.\n\n\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc ge\u00e7mi\u015fimin tamam\u0131ndan vazge\u00e7mem gerekmiyordu.\n\nYaln\u0131zca beni y\u0131llarca esir tutan k\u0131sm\u0131n\u0131 geride b\u0131rakmam yeterliydi.\n\nO \u00f6\u011fleden sonra sahile \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131m. Deniz sakindi. G\u00fcne\u015f, suyun \u00fczerinde k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck \u0131\u015f\u0131klar olu\u015fturuyordu.\n\nTelefonuma Ozan\u2019dan bir mesaj geldi:\n\n\u201cAnne, pazar g\u00fcn\u00fc kahvalt\u0131ya geliyorum. Bir iste\u011fin var m\u0131?\u201d\n\nG\u00fcl\u00fcmseyerek cevap yazd\u0131m:\n\n\u201cYaln\u0131zca erken gel. Birlikte uzun uzun konu\u015fal\u0131m.\u201d\n\nTelefonu \u00e7antama koyup y\u00fcr\u00fcmeye devam ettim.\n\nK\u0131rk be\u015f ya\u015f\u0131nda yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131m b\u00fcy\u00fck bir hatan\u0131n bedelini altm\u0131\u015f \u00fc\u00e7 ya\u015f\u0131ma kadar \u00f6demem gerekti\u011fine inanm\u0131\u015ft\u0131m. Oysa hi\u00e7bir pi\u015fmanl\u0131k, bir insan\u0131n kendi hayat\u0131ndan sonsuza kadar vazge\u00e7mesini gerektirmiyordu.\n\nSel\u00e7uk\u2019un beni affetmesi gerekmiyordu. Benim de onun yapt\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131 affetmek zorunda olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131m gibi.\n\nYapmam gereken \u015fey, ge\u00e7mi\u015fi de\u011fi\u015ftirmeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmak de\u011fil, kalan y\u0131llar\u0131m\u0131n sorumlulu\u011funu almakt\u0131.\n\nO g\u00fcn deniz kenar\u0131nda y\u00fcr\u00fcrken y\u0131llar sonra ilk kez gelece\u011fi d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcm.\n\nVe uzun zamand\u0131r ilk defa, gelecek bana korkutucu de\u011fil, ya\u015fanmaya de\u011fer g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcyordu.\n\n\n\t\t\t\t<\/dd><\/dl>\n\t\t\t<br style='clear: both' \/>\n\t\t<\/div>\n\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":1705,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[9],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1704","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-foto-galeri"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1704","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1704"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1704\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1707,"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1704\/revisions\/1707"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/1705"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=1704"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=1704"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=1704"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}