{"id":1716,"date":"2026-10-16T19:24:01","date_gmt":"2026-10-16T19:24:01","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/?p=1716"},"modified":"2026-10-16T19:24:01","modified_gmt":"2026-10-16T19:24:01","slug":"kocam-beni-gelinimizle-aldatti-oglumla-dedemin-mezarinda-aldigimiz-karar","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/kocam-beni-gelinimizle-aldatti-oglumla-dedemin-mezarinda-aldigimiz-karar\/","title":{"rendered":"Kocam Beni Gelinimizle Aldatt\u0131: O\u011flumla Dedemin Mezar\u0131nda Ald\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z Karar"},"content":{"rendered":"\n\t\t<style>\n\t\t\t#gallery-1 {\n\t\t\t\tmargin: auto;\n\t\t\t}\n\t\t\t#gallery-1 .gallery-item {\n\t\t\t\tfloat: left;\n\t\t\t\tmargin-top: 10px;\n\t\t\t\ttext-align: center;\n\t\t\t\twidth: 33%;\n\t\t\t}\n\t\t\t#gallery-1 img {\n\t\t\t\tborder: 2px solid #cfcfcf;\n\t\t\t}\n\t\t\t#gallery-1 .gallery-caption {\n\t\t\t\tmargin-left: 0;\n\t\t\t}\n\t\t\t\/* see gallery_shortcode() in wp-includes\/media.php *\/\n\t\t<\/style>\n\t\t<div id='gallery-1' class='gallery galleryid-1716 gallery-columns-3 gallery-size-thumbnail'><dl class='gallery-item'>\n\t\t\t<dt class='gallery-icon landscape'>\n\t\t\t\t<a href='https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/kocam-beni-gelinimizle-aldatti-oglumla-dedemin-mezarinda-aldigimiz-karar\/bff-7\/'><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"150\" height=\"150\" src=\"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/10\/bff-3-150x150.webp\" class=\"attachment-thumbnail size-thumbnail\" alt=\"\" aria-describedby=\"gallery-1-1717\" \/><\/a>\n\t\t\t<\/dt>\n\t\t\t\t<dd class='wp-caption-text gallery-caption' id='gallery-1-1717'>\n\t\t\t\tKocam beni kendi o\u011flumuzun kar\u0131s\u0131yla aldatt\u0131. O\u011flumla birlikte verdi\u011fimiz kar\u015f\u0131l\u0131k ise ikisinin de hayat\u0131n\u0131 alt\u00fcst etti.\n\nBenim ad\u0131m Ayten. Elli alt\u0131 ya\u015f\u0131nday\u0131m. Erol&#8217;la otuz bir y\u0131ld\u0131r evliyiz.\n\n\u00dc\u00e7 ay \u00f6nce o\u011flumuz Koral, \u0130pek&#8217;le evlendi. Muhte\u015fem bir d\u00fc\u011f\u00fcnd\u00fc. Koral&#8217;\u0131n mutlulu\u011fu g\u00f6zlerinden okunuyordu. Ben de mutluluktan \u00e7ocuklar gibi a\u011flam\u0131\u015ft\u0131m.\n\nSonra Erol mesaiye kalmaya ba\u015flad\u0131. Eve \u00fczerinde kad\u0131n parf\u00fcm\u00fc kokusuyla geliyor, telefonunu benden sakl\u0131yordu. Kendi kendime kuruntu yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 s\u00f6yl\u00fcyordum. Otuz bir y\u0131l\u0131n ard\u0131ndan, her gece ayn\u0131 yast\u0131\u011fa ba\u015f koydu\u011funuz adamdan \u015f\u00fcphelenmek kolay de\u011fildi.\n\nPer\u015fembe g\u00fcn\u00fc, ortak kulland\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z tabletin ekran\u0131nda bir bildirim belirdi. Mesaj &#8220;\u0130.&#8221; olarak kay\u0131tl\u0131 birinden gelmi\u015fti. \u015e\u00f6yle yaz\u0131yordu: &#8220;Bu ak\u015fam saat sekizde. Her zamanki yerde. Koral gece n\u00f6betinde olacak.&#8221;\n\nKan\u0131m dondu.\n\nO ak\u015fam Erol&#8217;u takip ettim. \u015eehrin \u00f6b\u00fcr ucundaki bir otelin \u00f6n\u00fcnde, arabam\u0131n i\u00e7inde oturmu\u015f, direksiyonu titreyen ellerimle s\u0131k\u0131ca kavr\u0131yordum. Saat 20.07&#8217;de \u0130pek&#8217;in beyaz arabas\u0131 otelin otopark\u0131na girdi.\n\nOn dakika sonra kocam, kolunu \u0130pek&#8217;in beline dolam\u0131\u015f halde otelin lobisinden \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131. O\u011flumuzun kar\u0131s\u0131yla birlikteydi.\n\n\u00d6nce foto\u011fraflar\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7ektim. Ard\u0131ndan video kayd\u0131na ba\u015flad\u0131m. Ne ba\u011f\u0131rd\u0131m ne de a\u011flad\u0131m. \u0130\u00e7imde bir \u015fey tamamen sustu. O anda babam\u0131n y\u0131llar \u00f6nce s\u00f6yledi\u011fi s\u00f6zler kulaklar\u0131mda yank\u0131land\u0131: &#8220;O adam bir g\u00fcn seni hayal k\u0131r\u0131kl\u0131\u011f\u0131na u\u011fratacak, Ayten.&#8221;\n\nOtelin otopark\u0131ndan Koral&#8217;\u0131 arad\u0131m.\n\n&#8220;Anne?&#8221; dedi ne\u015feyle. &#8220;Her \u015fey yolunda m\u0131?&#8221;\n\n&#8220;Koral,&#8221; dedim, sesim \u015fa\u015f\u0131rt\u0131c\u0131 derecede sakindi. &#8220;Hemen dedenin mezar\u0131na gel. Ben de oraya gelece\u011fim. Sana bir \u015fey g\u00f6sterece\u011fim ve her \u015feyi anlataca\u011f\u0131m. Sonra da birlikte bir \u015fey yapaca\u011f\u0131z.&#8221;\n\n&#8220;Anne, beni korkutuyorsun.&#8221;\n\n&#8220;Sen gel yeter, yavrum.&#8221;\n\nTelefonu kapatt\u0131m, arabay\u0131 \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131rd\u0131m ve babam\u0131n mezar\u0131na do\u011fru yola \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131m.\n\n\n\t\t\t\t<\/dd><\/dl><dl class='gallery-item'>\n\t\t\t<dt class='gallery-icon portrait'>\n\t\t\t\t<a href='https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/kocam-beni-gelinimizle-aldatti-oglumla-dedemin-mezarinda-aldigimiz-karar\/hgbv\/'><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"150\" height=\"150\" src=\"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/10\/hgbv-150x150.jpg\" class=\"attachment-thumbnail size-thumbnail\" alt=\"\" aria-describedby=\"gallery-1-1718\" \/><\/a>\n\t\t\t<\/dt>\n\t\t\t\t<dd class='wp-caption-text gallery-caption' id='gallery-1-1718'>\n\t\t\t\t&#8220;Telefonu kapatt\u0131m, arabay\u0131 \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131rd\u0131m ve babam\u0131n mezar\u0131na do\u011fru yola \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131m.&#8221;\n\nDireksiyonun ba\u015f\u0131nda giderken ellerim h\u00e2l\u00e2 titriyordu. Otuz bir y\u0131ll\u0131k evlili\u011fimin birka\u00e7 dakika i\u00e7inde parampar\u00e7a olmas\u0131na m\u0131, yoksa o\u011flumun hen\u00fcz \u00fc\u00e7 ayl\u0131k kar\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n kendi kay\u0131npederiyle birlikte olmas\u0131na m\u0131 a\u011flayaca\u011f\u0131m\u0131 bilmiyordum.\n\nMezarl\u0131\u011f\u0131n kap\u0131s\u0131na vard\u0131\u011f\u0131mda Koral hen\u00fcz gelmemi\u015fti. Arabadan indim, babam\u0131n mezar\u0131na y\u00fcr\u00fcd\u00fcm. Mermer ta\u015f\u0131n \u00fczerindeki foto\u011fraf\u0131na bakarken y\u0131llard\u0131r i\u00e7imde ta\u015f\u0131d\u0131\u011f\u0131m bir pi\u015fmanl\u0131k yeniden canland\u0131.\n\nBabam Erol&#8217;u hi\u00e7bir zaman sevmemi\u015fti. D\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn\u00fcm\u00fczden \u00f6nce beni kenara \u00e7ekip, &#8220;K\u0131z\u0131m, baz\u0131 insanlar seni sevdi\u011fi i\u00e7in de\u011fil, senin sundu\u011fun hayat\u0131 sevdi\u011fi i\u00e7in yan\u0131nda durur,&#8221; demi\u015fti.\n\nO zaman ona k\u0131zm\u0131\u015ft\u0131m. \u015eimdi ise ke\u015fke s\u00f6zlerini biraz daha ciddiye alsayd\u0131m diyordum.\n\nArkamdan ayak sesleri duydum.\n\n&#8220;Anne!&#8221;\n\nKoral nefes nefese yan\u0131ma geldi. Hastanedeki gece n\u00f6betine gitmeden \u00f6nce \u00fczerini de\u011fi\u015ftirmeye f\u0131rsat bulamam\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Y\u00fcz\u00fcndeki endi\u015feyi g\u00f6r\u00fcnce i\u00e7im par\u00e7aland\u0131.\n\n&#8220;Ne oldu? Neden buraday\u0131z? Babam iyi mi?&#8221;\n\nTelefonumu \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131m.\n\n&#8220;Baban hayatta, o\u011flum. Ama birazdan g\u00f6rece\u011fin \u015fey ikimizin de hayat\u0131n\u0131 de\u011fi\u015ftirecek.&#8221;\n\n\u00d6nce foto\u011fraf\u0131 g\u00f6sterdim.\n\nKoral ekrana bakt\u0131. Ka\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7att\u0131.\n\n&#8220;Bu&#8230; \u0130pek mi?&#8221;\n\nBa\u015f\u0131m\u0131 sallad\u0131m.\n\n&#8220;Yan\u0131ndaki de baban.&#8221;\n\n&#8220;Biliyorum ama&#8230; Ne yap\u0131yorlar orada?&#8221;\n\nCevap vermek yerine videoyu a\u00e7t\u0131m.\n\nG\u00f6r\u00fcnt\u00fcler ilerledik\u00e7e o\u011flumun y\u00fcz\u00fcndeki b\u00fct\u00fcn renk \u00e7ekildi. Erol&#8217;un \u0130pek&#8217;i belinden kavrad\u0131\u011f\u0131, ard\u0131ndan dudaklar\u0131ndan \u00f6pt\u00fc\u011f\u00fc an geldi\u011finde telefonu elimden ald\u0131.\n\nVideoyu tekrar oynatt\u0131.\n\nSonra bir kez daha.\n\n&#8220;Bu ger\u00e7ek olamaz,&#8221; diye f\u0131s\u0131ldad\u0131.\n\n&#8220;Koral&#8230;&#8221;\n\n&#8220;Anne, l\u00fctfen bunun bir a\u00e7\u0131klamas\u0131 oldu\u011funu s\u00f6yle.&#8221;\n\nO\u011fluma sar\u0131lmak istedim ama bir ad\u0131m geri \u00e7ekildi. Dizlerinin ba\u011f\u0131 \u00e7\u00f6z\u00fclm\u00fc\u015f gibiydi. Babas\u0131n\u0131n mezar\u0131n\u0131n hemen yan\u0131ndaki ta\u015f banka oturdu.\n\nBe\u015f dakika boyunca tek kelime etmedi.\n\nSonunda ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 kald\u0131rd\u0131.\n\n&#8220;Ne zamand\u0131r biliyorsun?&#8221;\n\n&#8220;Bug\u00fcn \u00f6\u011frendim.&#8221;\n\n&#8220;Ne zamand\u0131r birlikteler?&#8221;\n\n&#8220;Bilmiyorum.&#8221;\n\nKoral g\u00f6zlerini kapatt\u0131.\n\n&#8220;Ben \u00fc\u00e7 ay \u00f6nce o kad\u0131nla evlendim, anne. Babam nik\u00e2h \u015fahidimdi.&#8221;\n\nBu c\u00fcmle kalbime sapland\u0131.\n\n\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc Erol d\u00fc\u011f\u00fcnde o\u011flumun omzuna elini koymu\u015f, &#8220;Kar\u0131na sahip \u00e7\u0131k, evlad\u0131m. Evlilik kutsald\u0131r,&#8221; demi\u015fti.\n\nO an bu hat\u0131ran\u0131n ne kadar korkun\u00e7 oldu\u011funu ikimiz de fark ettik.\n\nKoral aya\u011fa kalkt\u0131.\n\n&#8220;Onlar\u0131 \u00f6ld\u00fcrece\u011fim!&#8221;\n\nKolundan yakalad\u0131m.\n\n&#8220;Hay\u0131r! Hayat\u0131n\u0131 bu iki insan i\u00e7in mahvetmeyeceksin.&#8221;\n\n&#8220;Babam benim kar\u0131mla yat\u0131yor, anne!&#8221;\n\n&#8220;Ve bunun bedelini \u00f6deyecekler. Ama senin gelece\u011finle de\u011fil.&#8221;\n\nO\u011flum g\u00f6zya\u015flar\u0131na bo\u011fuldu. \u00c7ocuklu\u011fundan beri onu b\u00f6yle a\u011flarken g\u00f6rmemi\u015ftim.\n\nSonunda ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 omzuma yaslad\u0131.\n\n&#8220;Ne yapaca\u011f\u0131z?&#8221;\n\nBabam\u0131n mezar\u0131na bakt\u0131m.\n\n&#8220;\u00d6nce ger\u00e7e\u011fin tamam\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6\u011frenece\u011fiz. Sonra da hayat\u0131m\u0131zdan \u00e7\u0131karaca\u011f\u0131z onlar\u0131.&#8221;\n\nO gece eve d\u00f6nmedik.\n\nKoral benimle birlikte yak\u0131n arkada\u015f\u0131m\u0131n bo\u015f duran dairesine geldi. Sabaha kadar konu\u015ftuk. \u0130pek&#8217;in son haftalarda davran\u0131\u015flar\u0131n\u0131n de\u011fi\u015fti\u011fini, s\u00fcrekli Erol&#8217;la mesajla\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6\u011frendim.\n\nKoral, &#8220;Babamla iyi anla\u015f\u0131yorlar diye seviniyordum,&#8221; dedi. &#8220;Hatta ge\u00e7en hafta \u0130pek&#8217;e s\u00fcrpriz yapmak i\u00e7in babamdan yard\u0131m istedim.&#8221;\n\n\u0130\u015fte o zaman midem buland\u0131.\n\nErtesi sabah bir avukatla g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015ft\u00fck.\n\nAvukat\u0131m\u0131z Sevim Han\u0131m, \u00f6nce sakin olmam\u0131z\u0131 istedi.\n\n&#8220;\u0130kinizin de hukuki haklar\u0131 var. Ama \u00f6fkeyle hareket ederseniz kendinizi zor durumda b\u0131rakabilirsiniz.&#8221;\n\nOna foto\u011fraflar\u0131, videoyu ve tablette g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm mesaj\u0131 anlatt\u0131m.\n\nArd\u0131ndan y\u0131llard\u0131r saklad\u0131\u011f\u0131m tapu dosyas\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131m.\n\nErol&#8217;la oturdu\u011fumuz ev babamdan bana miras kalm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Erol her f\u0131rsatta oran\u0131n kendi evi oldu\u011funu s\u00f6ylese de tapuda yaln\u0131zca benim ad\u0131m vard\u0131.\n\nAyr\u0131ca babam\u0131n b\u0131rakt\u0131\u011f\u0131 k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck d\u00fckk\u00e2n\u0131n kira gelirini de y\u0131llard\u0131r ortak hesab\u0131m\u0131za yat\u0131r\u0131yordum.\n\nAvukat dosyalar\u0131 inceledi.\n\n&#8220;\u00d6ncelikle hesap hareketlerini kontrol etmeliyiz. E\u015finizin sizin bilginiz d\u0131\u015f\u0131nda mal varl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 elden \u00e7\u0131kar\u0131p \u00e7\u0131karmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 ara\u015ft\u0131raca\u011f\u0131z.&#8221;\n\nO g\u00fcn bankaya gittim.\n\nVe ikinci darbeyi orada ald\u0131m.\n\nOrtak hesab\u0131m\u0131zdan son alt\u0131 ayda toplam 780 bin lira \u00e7ekilmi\u015fti.\n\nParan\u0131n b\u00fcy\u00fck k\u0131sm\u0131 Erol&#8217;un ki\u015fisel hesab\u0131na aktar\u0131lm\u0131\u015ft\u0131.\n\nDekontlar\u0131 incelerken ba\u015fka bir ayr\u0131nt\u0131 dikkatimi \u00e7ekti.\n\n\u0130pek&#8217;in ad\u0131na yap\u0131lan d\u00fczenli para transferleri.\n\n\u0130lk \u00f6deme d\u00fc\u011f\u00fcnden iki ay \u00f6nce ger\u00e7ekle\u015ftirilmi\u015fti.\n\nKoral dekontlar\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcnce sandalyesine \u00e7\u00f6kt\u00fc.\n\n&#8220;Anne, bu ili\u015fki evlenmeden \u00f6nce ba\u015flam\u0131\u015f.&#8221;\n\nO an her \u015fey daha da korkun\u00e7 bir h\u00e2l ald\u0131.\n\n\u0130pek yaln\u0131zca o\u011flumu aldatmam\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Daha d\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn ger\u00e7ekle\u015fmeden Erol&#8217;la birlikteymi\u015f.\n\n&#8220;Neden benimle evlendi?&#8221; diye sordu Koral.\n\nBu sorunun cevab\u0131n\u0131 hen\u00fcz bilmiyordum.\n\nAma \u00f6\u011frenmeye kararl\u0131yd\u0131m.\n\nSevim Han\u0131m&#8217;\u0131n yard\u0131m\u0131yla gerekli hukuki ba\u015fvurular\u0131 haz\u0131rlad\u0131k. Koral da kendi bo\u015fanma davas\u0131 i\u00e7in belgeleri toplad\u0131.\n\n\u00dc\u00e7 g\u00fcn sonra Erol beni arad\u0131.\n\n&#8220;Ayten, neredesin sen? Eve gelmiyorsun, telefonlar\u0131ma \u00e7\u0131km\u0131yorsun!&#8221;\n\nSesini duyunca eskiden oldu\u011fu gibi heyecanlanmad\u0131m.\n\n&#8220;Ak\u015fam konu\u015faca\u011f\u0131z,&#8221; dedim. &#8220;Koral da gelecek.&#8221;\n\n&#8220;Neden Koral geliyor?&#8221;\n\n&#8220;\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc konu\u015facaklar\u0131m\u0131z onu da ilgilendiriyor.&#8221;\n\nTelefonu kapatt\u0131m.\n\nO ak\u015fam Erol&#8217;u ve \u0130pek&#8217;i evimize \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rd\u0131k.\n\n\u0130kisi de hi\u00e7bir \u015feyden habersiz gelmi\u015fti.\n\nErol salona girer girmez \u00f6fkelendi.\n\n&#8220;Bu ne sa\u00e7mal\u0131k? \u00dc\u00e7 g\u00fcnd\u00fcr ortadan kayboluyorsun!&#8221;\n\n\u0130pek ise Koral&#8217;a yakla\u015ft\u0131.\n\n&#8220;A\u015fk\u0131m, seni \u00e7ok merak ettim.&#8221;\n\nKoral onun kendisine dokunmas\u0131na izin vermedi.\n\n&#8220;Oraya otur.&#8221;\n\n\u0130pek \u015fa\u015f\u0131rd\u0131.\n\n&#8220;Ne oluyor?&#8221;\n\nMasaya d\u00f6rt foto\u011fraf b\u0131rakt\u0131m.\n\nOtelin \u00f6n\u00fcnde \u00e7ekti\u011fim foto\u011fraflar.\n\n\u0130pek&#8217;in y\u00fcz\u00fc bembeyaz oldu.\n\nErol ise \u00f6nce foto\u011fraflara, sonra bana bakt\u0131.\n\n&#8220;Ayten, a\u00e7\u0131klayabilirim.&#8221;\n\n&#8220;Otuz bir y\u0131ll\u0131k evlili\u011fini mi a\u00e7\u0131klayacaks\u0131n, yoksa o\u011flunun kar\u0131s\u0131yla ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131n ili\u015fkiyi mi?&#8221;\n\n\u0130pek a\u011flamaya ba\u015flad\u0131.\n\n&#8220;Bu d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn\u00fcz gibi de\u011fil!&#8221;\n\nKoral ilk kez sesini y\u00fckseltti.\n\n&#8220;\u00d6yleyse nas\u0131l? Babam seni neden \u00f6p\u00fcyordu?&#8221;\n\n\u0130pek ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 e\u011fdi.\n\nErol ellerini iki yana a\u00e7t\u0131.\n\n&#8220;Bir hata yapt\u0131k. \u0130kinizi de seviyoruz.&#8221;\n\nBu s\u00f6zleri duyunca g\u00fcld\u00fcm.\n\nHayat\u0131mda ilk kez bir insan\u0131n y\u00fcz\u00fcne bu kadar ac\u0131 bir g\u00fcl\u00fcmsemeyle bakt\u0131m.\n\n&#8220;\u0130nsan sevdi\u011fi ki\u015finin hayat\u0131n\u0131 b\u00f6yle mahvetmez, Erol.&#8221;\n\nTam o s\u0131rada \u0130pek a\u011flayarak konu\u015ftu.\n\n&#8220;Ben asl\u0131nda bu evlili\u011fi istememi\u015ftim.&#8221;\n\nKoral&#8217;\u0131n y\u00fcz\u00fc gerildi.\n\n&#8220;Ne dedin?&#8221;\n\n&#8220;Erol bana her \u015feyi d\u00fczeltece\u011fini s\u00f6yledi. Biraz zaman istedi.&#8221;\n\nOdadaki sessizlik a\u011f\u0131rla\u015ft\u0131.\n\nErol ona d\u00f6n\u00fcp ba\u011f\u0131rd\u0131.\n\n&#8220;Kes sesini!&#8221;\n\nAma \u0130pek devam etti.\n\n&#8220;Bana Ayten&#8217;den bo\u015fanaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 s\u00f6yledi. Sonra birlikte ya\u015fayacakt\u0131k.&#8221;\n\nKoral yumruklar\u0131n\u0131 s\u0131kt\u0131.\n\n&#8220;\u00d6yleyse benimle neden evlendin?&#8221;\n\n\u0130pek cevap vermedi.\n\nBen \u00e7antamdan banka dekontlar\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131m.\n\n&#8220;Belki de bununla ilgisi vard\u0131r.&#8221;\n\nMasaya b\u0131rakt\u0131\u011f\u0131m belgeleri g\u00f6ren Erol&#8217;un g\u00f6zleri b\u00fcy\u00fcd\u00fc.\n\n\u0130pek&#8217;e aktar\u0131lan paralar\u0131 tek tek g\u00f6sterdim.\n\n&#8220;Bu paralar nereye gitti?&#8221;\n\nErol konu\u015fmad\u0131.\n\n\u0130pek h\u0131\u00e7k\u0131rarak, &#8220;Bor\u00e7lar\u0131m\u0131 kapatmak i\u00e7in verdi,&#8221; dedi.\n\nKoral ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 iki yana sallad\u0131.\n\n&#8220;Demek babam sana para veriyordu. Sen de benimle evleniyordun.&#8221;\n\n&#8220;Erol bana her \u015feyin yoluna girece\u011fini s\u00f6yledi!&#8221;\n\nO\u011flumun sesi buz gibiydi.\n\n&#8220;Benim hayat\u0131m sizin i\u00e7in neydi? Bir oyun mu?&#8221;\n\n\u0130pek cevap veremedi.\n\n\u0130\u015fte o an Koral cebinden k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir kutu \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131.\n\nD\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn y\u00fcz\u00fc\u011f\u00fcyd\u00fc.\n\nY\u00fcz\u00fc\u011f\u00fc masaya b\u0131rakt\u0131.\n\n&#8220;Ben seni ger\u00e7ekten sevdim. Ama sen benim sevgimi kulland\u0131n.&#8221;\n\nArd\u0131ndan babas\u0131na d\u00f6nd\u00fc.\n\n&#8220;Sen benim kahraman\u0131md\u0131n. \u00c7ocukken senin gibi bir adam olmak isterdim.&#8221;\n\nErol&#8217;un g\u00f6zleri doldu.\n\n&#8220;Koral, o\u011flum&#8230;&#8221;\n\n&#8220;Bana o\u011flum deme!&#8221;\n\nErol oldu\u011fu yerde donakald\u0131.\n\nKoral devam etti.\n\n&#8220;Bir g\u00fcn benim de \u00e7ocu\u011fum olursa ona seni nas\u0131l anlataca\u011f\u0131m\u0131 bilmiyorum. Belki de hi\u00e7 anlatmayaca\u011f\u0131m.&#8221;\n\nErol a\u011flamaya ba\u015flad\u0131.\n\nAncak art\u0131k \u00e7ok ge\u00e7ti.\n\nSevim Han\u0131m&#8217;\u0131n haz\u0131rlad\u0131\u011f\u0131 hukuki evraklar\u0131 masaya koydum.\n\n&#8220;Bo\u015fanmak istiyorum. Mal varl\u0131\u011f\u0131yla ilgili i\u015flemler de avukatlar arac\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131yla y\u00fcr\u00fct\u00fclecek.&#8221;\n\nErol \u00f6fkeyle aya\u011fa f\u0131rlad\u0131.\n\n&#8220;Beni otuz bir y\u0131ll\u0131k evimden mi kovuyorsun?&#8221;\n\n&#8220;Hay\u0131r, Erol. Sana ait olmayan bir hayat\u0131n art\u0131k devam etmeyece\u011fini s\u00f6yl\u00fcyorum.&#8221;\n\n&#8220;Evimizi b\u00f6yle da\u011f\u0131tamazs\u0131n!&#8221;\n\n&#8220;Evimizi da\u011f\u0131tan ben de\u011filim.&#8221;\n\nBir an sustum.\n\n&#8220;Sen \u00e7oktan da\u011f\u0131tt\u0131n.&#8221;\n\nO gece Erol ve \u0130pek ayr\u0131 ayr\u0131 evden ayr\u0131ld\u0131. Erol ge\u00e7ici olarak bir otele yerle\u015fti. Sonraki haftalarda avukatlar\u0131m\u0131z arac\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131yla g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015ferek bo\u015fanma ve mal payla\u015f\u0131m\u0131 s\u00fcrecini y\u00fcr\u00fctt\u00fck.\n\nAma hik\u00e2ye orada bitmedi.\n\n\u0130ki hafta sonra Koral&#8217;a bilinmeyen bir numaradan mesaj geldi.\n\nMesajda yaln\u0131zca \u015fu yaz\u0131yordu:\n\n&#8220;Baban\u0131n sana yapt\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131 biliyorsun. Ama neden yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 bilmiyorsun. Annenin de bilmesi gereken ba\u015fka \u015feyler var.&#8221;\n\nMesaj\u0131n alt\u0131nda bir adres bulunuyordu.\n\nEski bir muhasebe b\u00fcrosu.\n\nKoral hemen beni arad\u0131.\n\n&#8220;Anne, bunu g\u00f6rmelisin.&#8221;\n\nErtesi sabah birlikte adrese gittik.\n\nBizi altm\u0131\u015fl\u0131 ya\u015flar\u0131nda, g\u00f6zl\u00fckl\u00fc bir adam kar\u015f\u0131lad\u0131.\n\nAd\u0131n\u0131n Haluk oldu\u011funu s\u00f6yledi.\n\nY\u0131llarca Erol&#8217;un muhasebe i\u015flerini y\u00fcr\u00fctm\u00fc\u015f.\n\n&#8220;Size ula\u015fmak zorundayd\u0131m,&#8221; dedi. &#8220;\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc i\u015fin i\u00e7inde yaln\u0131zca aldatma yok.&#8221;\n\n\u00d6n\u00fcm\u00fcze bir dosya koydu.\n\nBelgelerde Erol&#8217;un y\u0131llard\u0131r gizledi\u011fi bor\u00e7lar vard\u0131. \u0130pek&#8217;e yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u00f6demelerin bir k\u0131sm\u0131 da bu bor\u00e7larla ba\u011flant\u0131l\u0131yd\u0131.\n\nHaluk, &#8220;Erol baz\u0131 ticari yat\u0131r\u0131mlarda b\u00fcy\u00fck paralar kaybetti,&#8221; dedi. &#8220;Sonra sizin mal varl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131z\u0131 teminat g\u00f6stermeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131.&#8221;\n\nKalbim s\u0131k\u0131\u015ft\u0131.\n\n&#8220;Ben hi\u00e7bir belge imzalamad\u0131m.&#8221;\n\n&#8220;Biliyorum. Zaten bu y\u00fczden i\u015flem tamamlanamad\u0131.&#8221;\n\nHaluk dosyadan ba\u015fka bir k\u00e2\u011f\u0131t \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131.\n\n&#8220;Fakat e\u015finiz \u0130pek&#8217;e, sizin bo\u015fanmada y\u00fcksek bir \u00f6deme yapaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131z\u0131 ve onunla yeni bir hayat kuraca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 s\u00f6ylemi\u015f.&#8221;\n\nKoral ac\u0131yla g\u00fcld\u00fc.\n\n&#8220;Yani ikisi de paran\u0131n pe\u015findeymi\u015f.&#8221;\n\nHaluk ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 e\u011fdi.\n\n&#8220;\u00d6yle g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcyor. Ama kad\u0131n onun bor\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131n tamam\u0131n\u0131 bilmiyormu\u015f.&#8221;\n\nO an anlad\u0131m.\n\nErol yaln\u0131zca evlili\u011fini de\u011fil, gelece\u011fimizi de kumar masas\u0131na s\u00fcrm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc.\n\nBelgeleri avukat\u0131m\u0131za teslim ettik.\n\nAylar s\u00fcren zorlu bir s\u00fcre\u00e7 ba\u015flad\u0131.\n\nErol defalarca bar\u0131\u015fmak istedi. \u00c7i\u00e7ekler g\u00f6nderdi, mektuplar yazd\u0131, evimizin \u00f6n\u00fcnde bekledi.\n\nBir mektubunda, &#8220;Otuz bir y\u0131l\u0131 silip atamazs\u0131n,&#8221; diyordu.\n\nOna yaln\u0131zca bir kez cevap verdim.\n\n&#8220;Ben otuz bir y\u0131l\u0131 silmiyorum. O y\u0131llar\u0131n g\u00fczel hat\u0131ralar\u0131n\u0131 sakl\u0131yorum. Ama kalan \u00f6mr\u00fcm\u00fc ayn\u0131 yalan\u0131n i\u00e7inde ya\u015famayaca\u011f\u0131m.&#8221;\n\nKoral ise \u0130pek&#8217;le b\u00fct\u00fcn ki\u015fisel ba\u011flar\u0131n\u0131 kopard\u0131. Bo\u015fanma davalar\u0131 devam ederken yaln\u0131zca avukatlar\u0131 arac\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131yla ileti\u015fim kurdular.\n\nEn zor zamanlar\u0131m\u0131zdan birinde o\u011flum bana beklenmedik bir itirafta bulundu.\n\n&#8220;Anne, bazen kendimi aptal gibi hissediyorum. Hi\u00e7bir \u015feyi fark etmedim.&#8221;\n\nElini tuttum.\n\n&#8220;Birine g\u00fcvenmek aptall\u0131k de\u011fildir, o\u011flum. O g\u00fcveni k\u00f6t\u00fcye kullanmak utan\u0131lacak bir \u015feydir.&#8221;\n\nKoral uzun s\u00fcre sustu.\n\nSonra ilk kez g\u00fcl\u00fcmsedi.\n\n&#8220;\u0130yi ki vars\u0131n.&#8221;\n\nBir y\u0131l sonra ikimizin de bo\u015fanmas\u0131 kesinle\u015fti.\n\nOrtak hesaptan aktar\u0131lan paralar ve mal varl\u0131\u011f\u0131na ili\u015fkin anla\u015fmazl\u0131klar da hukuki s\u00fcre\u00e7te ele al\u0131nd\u0131. Erol&#8217;un bana miras kalan ev \u00fczerinde hak iddia etmesi sonu\u00e7 vermedi.\n\n\u0130pek ise ba\u015fka bir \u015fehre ta\u015f\u0131nd\u0131.\n\nErol&#8217;un onunla da ili\u015fkisinin bitti\u011fini duydum.\n\nEskiden bu haber beni mutlu ederdi belki. Ama art\u0131k hi\u00e7bir \u015fey hissetmiyordum.\n\n\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc as\u0131l zaferimiz onlar\u0131n mutsuzlu\u011fu de\u011fildi.\n\nBizim yeniden aya\u011fa kalkmam\u0131zd\u0131.\n\nKoral hastanedeki g\u00f6revine devam etti. Bir s\u00fcre psikolojik destek ald\u0131, arkada\u015flar\u0131yla yeniden g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fmeye ba\u015flad\u0131 ve hayat\u0131na yava\u015f yava\u015f d\u00fczen getirdi.\n\nBen ise babamdan kalan d\u00fckk\u00e2n\u0131 yenileyip k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir kitap\u00e7\u0131ya d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015ft\u00fcrd\u00fcm.\n\nA\u00e7\u0131l\u0131\u015f g\u00fcn\u00fc kap\u0131da Koral vard\u0131.\n\nElinde bir buket beyaz papatya tutuyordu.\n\n&#8220;Dedem ya\u015fasayd\u0131 seninle gurur duyard\u0131,&#8221; dedi.\n\nG\u00f6zlerim doldu.\n\nO ak\u015fam d\u00fckk\u00e2n\u0131 kapatt\u0131ktan sonra birlikte babam\u0131n mezar\u0131na gittik.\n\nBir y\u0131l \u00f6nce ayn\u0131 yerde, hayatlar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n bitti\u011fini sanm\u0131\u015ft\u0131k.\n\n\u015eimdi ise her \u015feye yeniden ba\u015flam\u0131\u015ft\u0131k.\n\nKoral mezar\u0131n \u00f6n\u00fcne \u00e7i\u00e7ek b\u0131rakt\u0131.\n\n&#8220;Dedeci\u011fim,&#8221; dedi, &#8220;annemi korumaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015fs\u0131n. Hakl\u0131ym\u0131\u015fs\u0131n. Ama merak etme, art\u0131k birbirimize sahip \u00e7\u0131k\u0131yoruz.&#8221;\n\nO\u011flumun omzuna ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131 yaslad\u0131m.\n\nG\u00fcne\u015f yava\u015f\u00e7a bat\u0131yordu.\n\nBabam\u0131n mezar ta\u015f\u0131na son kez dokundum.\n\n&#8220;Baba,&#8221; diye f\u0131s\u0131ldad\u0131m, &#8220;sen Erol&#8217;un bir g\u00fcn beni hayal k\u0131r\u0131kl\u0131\u011f\u0131na u\u011frataca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 s\u00f6ylemi\u015ftin. Ama bana bir \u015feyi daha \u00f6\u011fretmi\u015ftin. \u0130nsan kaybetti\u011fi \u015feylere bakarak de\u011fil, elinde kalan de\u011ferlere sahip \u00e7\u0131karak ya\u015famal\u0131.&#8221;\n\nKoral elimi tuttu.\n\nBirlikte mezarl\u0131ktan \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131k.\n\nO g\u00fcn \u015funu anlad\u0131m: Bazen en b\u00fcy\u00fck ihanet, hayat\u0131n\u0131z\u0131n sonu gibi g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcr. Oysa baz\u0131 kap\u0131lar\u0131n kapanmas\u0131, insan\u0131n kendisine d\u00f6nebilmesi i\u00e7in gereklidir.\n\nOtuz bir y\u0131ll\u0131k evlili\u011fimi kaybetmi\u015ftim.\n\nO\u011flum da b\u00fcy\u00fck bir a\u015fkla kurdu\u011fu yuvas\u0131n\u0131.\n\nAma birbirimizi kaybetmemi\u015ftik.\n\nVe d\u00fcnyada hi\u00e7bir intikam, iki insan\u0131n kendilerini y\u0131kmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015fanlara ra\u011fmen huzur i\u00e7inde ya\u015famay\u0131 ba\u015farmas\u0131ndan daha g\u00fc\u00e7l\u00fc de\u011fildi.\n\n\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc ger\u00e7ek zafer, size ac\u0131 \u00e7ektirenlerin ac\u0131 \u00e7ekmesini izlemek de\u011fil, onlar\u0131n a\u00e7t\u0131\u011f\u0131 yaralar\u0131n art\u0131k hayat\u0131n\u0131z\u0131 y\u00f6netmesine izin vermemektir.\n\n\n\t\t\t\t<\/dd><\/dl>\n\t\t\t<br style='clear: both' \/>\n\t\t<\/div>\n\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":1717,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[9],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1716","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-foto-galeri"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1716","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1716"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1716\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1719,"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1716\/revisions\/1719"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/1717"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=1716"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=1716"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=1716"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}