{"id":1720,"date":"2026-10-16T19:25:41","date_gmt":"2026-10-16T19:25:41","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/?p=1720"},"modified":"2026-10-16T19:25:41","modified_gmt":"2026-10-16T19:25:41","slug":"babam-ciftligi-agabeyime-eski-kamyonu-bana-birakti-ekim-mevsimi-her-seyi-degistirdi","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/babam-ciftligi-agabeyime-eski-kamyonu-bana-birakti-ekim-mevsimi-her-seyi-degistirdi\/","title":{"rendered":"Babam \u00c7iftli\u011fi A\u011fabeyime, Eski Kamyonu Bana B\u0131rakt\u0131: Ekim Mevsimi Her \u015eeyi De\u011fi\u015ftirdi"},"content":{"rendered":"\n\t\t<style>\n\t\t\t#gallery-1 {\n\t\t\t\tmargin: auto;\n\t\t\t}\n\t\t\t#gallery-1 .gallery-item {\n\t\t\t\tfloat: left;\n\t\t\t\tmargin-top: 10px;\n\t\t\t\ttext-align: center;\n\t\t\t\twidth: 33%;\n\t\t\t}\n\t\t\t#gallery-1 img {\n\t\t\t\tborder: 2px solid #cfcfcf;\n\t\t\t}\n\t\t\t#gallery-1 .gallery-caption {\n\t\t\t\tmargin-left: 0;\n\t\t\t}\n\t\t\t\/* see gallery_shortcode() in wp-includes\/media.php *\/\n\t\t<\/style>\n\t\t<div id='gallery-1' class='gallery galleryid-1720 gallery-columns-3 gallery-size-thumbnail'><dl class='gallery-item'>\n\t\t\t<dt class='gallery-icon landscape'>\n\t\t\t\t<a href='https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/babam-ciftligi-agabeyime-eski-kamyonu-bana-birakti-ekim-mevsimi-her-seyi-degistirdi\/hgtg-7\/'><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"150\" height=\"150\" src=\"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/10\/hgtg-4-150x150.jpg\" class=\"attachment-thumbnail size-thumbnail\" alt=\"\" aria-describedby=\"gallery-1-1721\" \/><\/a>\n\t\t\t<\/dt>\n\t\t\t\t<dd class='wp-caption-text gallery-caption' id='gallery-1-1721'>\n\t\t\t\t\u201cYal\u00e7\u0131n,\u201d dedi al\u00e7ak sesle. \u201cSenden bir \u015fey isteyece\u011fim.\u201d\n\nA\u011fabeyimin y\u00fcz\u00fcne bakt\u0131m. Yirmi iki y\u0131ld\u0131r ayn\u0131 topraklarda \u00e7al\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015ft\u0131m ama onu hi\u00e7 bu kadar \u00e7aresiz g\u00f6rmemi\u015ftim.\n\n\u201cS\u00f6yle, a\u011fabey.\u201d\n\n\u201c\u00c7iftli\u011fi kurtarmama yard\u0131m et.\u201d\n\nElimdeki gres tabancas\u0131n\u0131 b\u0131rakt\u0131m.\n\n\u201cBunca zaman neden aramad\u0131n?\u201d\n\nR\u0131fat ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 e\u011fdi.\n\n\u201c\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc her \u015feyi kendi ba\u015f\u0131ma halledebilece\u011fimi sand\u0131m. Babam\u0131n bana b\u0131rakt\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u00e7iftli\u011fi y\u00f6netmenin bu kadar zor olaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnmedim.\u201d\n\n\u201cPeki \u015fimdi ne de\u011fi\u015fti?\u201d\n\nCebinden katlanm\u0131\u015f bir k\u00e2\u011f\u0131t \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131.\n\n\u201cBanka bug\u00fcn son uyar\u0131y\u0131 g\u00f6nderdi.\u201d\n\nK\u00e2\u011f\u0131d\u0131 elime ald\u0131m. Babam\u0131n \u00e7iftli\u011fi \u00fczerine \u00e7ekilmi\u015f iki milyon sekiz y\u00fcz bin liral\u0131k bir kredi vard\u0131. \u00d6denmeyen taksitler ve faizlerle bor\u00e7 b\u00fcy\u00fcm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc.\n\n\u201cBu nas\u0131l olur?\u201d diye sordum. \u201cBabam\u0131n b\u00f6yle bir borcu oldu\u011fundan haberim yoktu.\u201d\n\nR\u0131fat g\u00f6zlerini kald\u0131rd\u0131.\n\n\u201c\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc babam s\u00f6ylememi istemedi.\u201d\n\nTam o s\u0131rada G\u00fcl\u015fen kap\u0131ya \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131.\n\n\u201cNe oluyor burada?\u201d\n\nK\u00e2\u011f\u0131d\u0131 ona uzatt\u0131m. Dikkatle okudu, ard\u0131ndan R\u0131fat&#8217;a d\u00f6nd\u00fc.\n\n\u201cYal\u00e7\u0131n&#8217;dan yard\u0131m istemeye geldiniz ama \u00f6nce bilmemiz gereken ba\u015fka \u015feyler var gibi g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcyor.\u201d\n\nR\u0131fat derin bir nefes ald\u0131.\n\n\u201cVar. Hem de sand\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131zdan \u00e7ok daha fazlas\u0131.\u201d\n\nBabam\u0131n \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcnden iki y\u0131l \u00f6nce, kurakl\u0131k y\u00fcz\u00fcnden b\u00fcy\u00fck zarar etti\u011fini anlatt\u0131. \u00c7iftli\u011fin bor\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6deyebilmek i\u00e7in bankadan kredi kullanm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. R\u0131fat da kefil olmu\u015ftu.\n\n\u201cBabam bor\u00e7lar\u0131 kapatamadan \u00f6ld\u00fc. Ben de \u00e7iftli\u011fi devral\u0131nca her \u015feyin d\u00fczelece\u011fini d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcm.\u201d\n\n\u201cBunlar\u0131 bana neden anlatmad\u0131n\u0131z?\u201d\n\n\u201cBabam seni \u00fczmek istemedi.\u201d\n\n\u0130stemeden g\u00fcld\u00fcm.\n\n\u201cDemek \u00fcz\u00fclmemi istemedi\u011fi i\u00e7in bana yirmi iki y\u0131l \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131m topraklardan bir kar\u0131\u015f bile b\u0131rakmad\u0131.\u201d\n\nR\u0131fat cevap veremedi.\n\nG\u00fcl\u015fen koluma dokundu.\n\n\u201cYal\u00e7\u0131n, konu\u015fmam\u0131z gereken \u015fey yaln\u0131zca para de\u011fil.\u201d\n\nHakl\u0131yd\u0131.\n\nA\u011fabeyime bakt\u0131m.\n\n\u201cYar\u0131n sabah tarlaya gelece\u011fim. Ama bu kez hi\u00e7bir \u015fey eskisi gibi olmayacak.\u201d\n\nR\u0131fat&#8217;\u0131n y\u00fcz\u00fc ayd\u0131nland\u0131.\n\n\u201cNe istersen yapar\u0131m.\u201d\n\n\u201cBunu yar\u0131n konu\u015faca\u011f\u0131z.\u201d\n\nO gece g\u00f6z\u00fcme uyku girmedi.\n\nSabah hen\u00fcz g\u00fcne\u015f do\u011fmadan \u00e7iftli\u011fe gittim. R\u0131fat kap\u0131da bekliyordu.\n\nYirmi iki y\u0131l boyunca her sabah girdi\u011fim avluda art\u0131k misafir gibiydim.\n\n\u00d6nce sulama sistemini kontrol ettim.\n\nAna pompan\u0131n ba\u011flant\u0131 par\u00e7as\u0131 k\u0131r\u0131lm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Bas\u0131n\u00e7 g\u00f6stergesi \u00e7al\u0131\u015fm\u0131yordu. Elektrik panosuna su girmi\u015fti.\n\n\u201cBunu kim tamir etti?\u201d diye sordum.\n\n\u201cKonya&#8217;dan gelen ekip.\u201d\n\n\n\t\t\t\t<\/dd><\/dl><dl class='gallery-item'>\n\t\t\t<dt class='gallery-icon portrait'>\n\t\t\t\t<a href='https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/babam-ciftligi-agabeyime-eski-kamyonu-bana-birakti-ekim-mevsimi-her-seyi-degistirdi\/jkkk\/'><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"150\" height=\"150\" src=\"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/10\/jkkk-150x150.jpg\" class=\"attachment-thumbnail size-thumbnail\" alt=\"\" aria-describedby=\"gallery-1-1722\" \/><\/a>\n\t\t\t<\/dt>\n\t\t\t\t<dd class='wp-caption-text gallery-caption' id='gallery-1-1722'>\n\t\t\t\tBa\u015f\u0131m\u0131 sallad\u0131m.\n\n\u201cTamir etmemi\u015fler. Sistemi daha k\u00f6t\u00fc h\u00e2le getirmi\u015fler.\u201d\n\nArd\u0131ndan tarlalar\u0131 dola\u015ft\u0131k.\n\nManzara d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcmden berbatt\u0131. Yanl\u0131\u015f derinli\u011fe ekilen tohumlar y\u00fcz\u00fcnden baz\u0131 s\u0131ralar tamamen bo\u015f kalm\u0131\u015ft\u0131.\n\nR\u0131fat sessizce arkamdan y\u00fcr\u00fcyordu.\n\nSonunda durdum.\n\n\u201cB\u00fct\u00fcn mahsul\u00fc kurtaramay\u0131z. Ama do\u011fru hareket edersek \u00e7iftli\u011fin ayakta kalmas\u0131n\u0131 sa\u011flayabiliriz.\u201d\n\n\u201cNas\u0131l?\u201d\n\n\u201c\u00d6nce suyu \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131raca\u011f\u0131z. Sonra kurtar\u0131lamayan b\u00f6l\u00fcmleri yemlik \u00fcretim i\u00e7in de\u011ferlendirece\u011fiz.\u201d\n\nTelefonumu \u00e7\u0131kar\u0131p \u015eahap&#8217;\u0131 arad\u0131m.\n\nYar\u0131m saat sonra trakt\u00f6r\u00fcyle geldi.\n\n\u201cSonunda akl\u0131n\u0131z\u0131 ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131za toplad\u0131n\u0131z demek,\u201d dedi.\n\nR\u0131fat mahcup bir \u015fekilde g\u00fcl\u00fcmsedi.\n\n\u015eahap bana yakla\u015ft\u0131.\n\n\u201cBaban ya\u015fasayd\u0131 bug\u00fcn \u00e7ok mutlu olurdu.\u201d\n\nCevap vermedim.\n\n\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc babam\u0131n neden b\u00f6yle bir vasiyet b\u0131rakt\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 h\u00e2l\u00e2 anlayam\u0131yordum.\n\n\u00d6\u011fleye kadar eski pompay\u0131 s\u00f6kt\u00fck. Gerekli par\u00e7an\u0131n il\u00e7ede bulunmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6\u011frendik.\n\nEn erken be\u015f g\u00fcn sonra gelebilecekti.\n\nOysa hava tahminleri \u00f6n\u00fcm\u00fczdeki \u00fc\u00e7 g\u00fcn boyunca s\u0131cakl\u0131\u011f\u0131n k\u0131rk dereceye yakla\u015faca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6steriyordu.\n\nBe\u015f g\u00fcn beklersek kalan m\u0131s\u0131rlar da kuruyacakt\u0131.\n\nTam umudumu kaybetmek \u00fczereyken akl\u0131ma babam\u0131n kamyonu geldi.\n\nEski kamyonun arkas\u0131nda y\u0131llard\u0131r kullan\u0131lmayan bir tak\u0131m sand\u0131\u011f\u0131 vard\u0131.\n\nEve gidip sand\u0131\u011f\u0131 a\u00e7t\u0131m.\n\n\u0130\u00e7inde pasl\u0131 anahtarlar, birka\u00e7 ba\u011flant\u0131 par\u00e7as\u0131 ve babam\u0131n kendi yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131 metal bir adapt\u00f6r buldum.\n\nElime ald\u0131\u011f\u0131m anda tan\u0131d\u0131m.\n\nY\u0131llar \u00f6nce sulama pompas\u0131n\u0131n ba\u011flant\u0131s\u0131 k\u0131r\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131nda babam bunu kendisi yapm\u0131\u015ft\u0131.\n\nPar\u00e7ay\u0131 cebime koydum.\n\nSand\u0131\u011f\u0131n dibindeyse k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck, siyah kapakl\u0131 bir defter vard\u0131.\n\n\u0130lk sayfas\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7t\u0131m.\n\nBabam\u0131n el yaz\u0131s\u0131yla tutulmu\u015f hesaplar g\u00f6rd\u00fcm.\n\nY\u0131llara g\u00f6re giderler, \u00fcr\u00fcn sat\u0131\u015flar\u0131, al\u0131nan krediler&#8230;\n\nSon sayfada ise ismim yaz\u0131yordu.\n\n\u201cYal\u00e7\u0131n&#8217;\u0131n eme\u011fi.\u201d\n\nAlt\u0131nda yirmi iki y\u0131l boyunca yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131m i\u015flerin ayr\u0131nt\u0131l\u0131 kay\u0131tlar\u0131 vard\u0131.\n\nBabam her y\u0131l ka\u00e7 d\u00f6n\u00fcm ekti\u011fimi, ka\u00e7 hayvan\u0131n do\u011fumuna yard\u0131m etti\u011fimi, hangi makineleri tamir etti\u011fimi yazm\u0131\u015ft\u0131.\n\nEn altta tek bir c\u00fcmle bulunuyordu.\n\n\u201cR\u0131fat \u00e7iftli\u011fi bor\u00e7tan kurtarmak i\u00e7in paras\u0131n\u0131 verdi. Yal\u00e7\u0131n ise \u00f6mr\u00fcn\u00fc verdi. \u0130kisinin hakk\u0131n\u0131 nas\u0131l \u00f6deyece\u011fimi bilemedim.\u201d\n\nDefteri kapatt\u0131m.\n\n\u0130lk kez babam\u0131n da karar\u0131n\u0131n a\u011f\u0131rl\u0131\u011f\u0131 alt\u0131nda ezilmi\u015f olabilece\u011fini d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcm.\n\nAma bu d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnce k\u0131rg\u0131nl\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 tamamen ge\u00e7irmedi.\n\n\u00c7iftli\u011fe d\u00f6nd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcmde R\u0131fat beni bekliyordu.\n\nAdapt\u00f6r\u00fc g\u00f6r\u00fcnce \u015fa\u015f\u0131rd\u0131.\n\n\u201cBu i\u015fe yarayacak m\u0131?\u201d\n\n\u201cBabam\u0131n yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131 hi\u00e7bir \u015fey kolay kolay bo\u015fa gitmezdi.\u201d\n\nO g\u00fcn hava kararana kadar \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131k.\n\nNihayet pompa \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131.\n\nAncak sevinmemiz yaln\u0131zca birka\u00e7 saniye s\u00fcrd\u00fc.\n\nAna borunun birle\u015ftirme yerinden b\u00fcy\u00fck bir g\u00fcr\u00fclt\u00fc duyuldu.\n\nArd\u0131ndan bas\u0131n\u00e7l\u0131 su etrafa f\u0131\u015fk\u0131rd\u0131.\n\n\u201cElektri\u011fi kes!\u201d diye ba\u011f\u0131rd\u0131m.\n\nR\u0131fat panoya ko\u015farken ben vanaya y\u00f6neldim.\n\nAya\u011f\u0131m \u00e7amurda kayd\u0131. Yere d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc\u011f\u00fcmde omzumda keskin bir a\u011fr\u0131 hissettim.\n\n\u015eahap beni kald\u0131rmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131.\n\n\u201cYal\u00e7\u0131n, b\u0131rak! Hastanelik olacaks\u0131n!\u201d\n\nAma suyun durdurulmas\u0131 gerekiyordu.\n\nSonunda vanay\u0131 kapatmay\u0131 ba\u015fard\u0131k.\n\nOturdu\u011fum yerden par\u00e7alanm\u0131\u015f boruya bakt\u0131m.\n\n\u201cBu gece bitirmeliyiz.\u201d\n\nR\u0131fat yan\u0131ma \u00e7\u00f6meldi.\n\n\u201cYeter, karde\u015fim. \u00c7iftli\u011fi kurtaraca\u011f\u0131m diye kendini \u00f6ld\u00fcrme.\u201d\n\nG\u00f6zlerinin i\u00e7ine bakt\u0131m.\n\n\u201cSen h\u00e2l\u00e2 anlamad\u0131n m\u0131? Ben yaln\u0131zca \u00e7iftli\u011fi kurtarmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015fm\u0131yorum.\u201d\n\n\u201cPeki neyi kurtarmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yorsun?\u201d\n\n\u201cBabamdan geriye kalan ailemizi.\u201d\n\nR\u0131fat&#8217;\u0131n g\u00f6zleri doldu.\n\nO gece \u015eahap kom\u015fu \u00e7ift\u00e7ileri \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rd\u0131.\n\nKimisi kaynak makinesini getirdi, kimisi yedek boru ta\u015f\u0131d\u0131. G\u00fcl\u015fen termoslarla \u00e7ay, sandvi\u00e7 ve s\u0131cak yemek yeti\u015ftirdi.\n\nGece yar\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 ge\u00e7ti\u011fimizde sistem yeniden haz\u0131rd\u0131.\n\nMotoru \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131rd\u0131m.\n\nHepimiz sessizce bekledik.\n\n\u00d6nce borulardan u\u011fultu y\u00fckseldi.\n\nArd\u0131ndan d\u00f6ner sulama sistemi yava\u015f\u00e7a hareket etmeye ba\u015flad\u0131.\n\nBirka\u00e7 saniye sonra su, kurumu\u015f topra\u011f\u0131n \u00fczerine ya\u011fmur gibi d\u00f6k\u00fcl\u00fcyordu.\n\nR\u0131fat dizlerinin \u00fczerine \u00e7\u00f6kt\u00fc.\n\nY\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc elleriyle kapatarak a\u011flamaya ba\u015flad\u0131.\n\nOna dokunmad\u0131m.\n\nBazen bir insan\u0131n kendisiyle hesapla\u015fabilmesi i\u00e7in sessizli\u011fe ihtiyac\u0131 vard\u0131r.\n\nErtesi sabah bankadan telefon geldi.\n\nR\u0131fat&#8217;\u0131n y\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fcn de\u011fi\u015fti\u011fini g\u00f6rd\u00fcm.\n\nTelefonu kapatt\u0131\u011f\u0131nda bana d\u00f6nd\u00fc.\n\n\u201cBor\u00e7lar\u0131n yeniden yap\u0131land\u0131r\u0131lmas\u0131 i\u00e7in teminat ve ger\u00e7ek\u00e7i bir \u00f6deme plan\u0131 istiyorlar. Yoksa yasal takibe ba\u015flayacaklar.\u201d\n\nBir s\u00fcre d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcm.\n\n\u201cKooperatifle konu\u015faca\u011f\u0131m. Kurtarabilece\u011fimiz mahsul i\u00e7in al\u0131m s\u00f6zle\u015fmesi yapabilirsek bankaya g\u00f6sterebiliriz.\u201d\n\n\u201cYa kabul etmezlerse?\u201d\n\n\u201cO zaman ba\u015fka bir yol buluruz.\u201d\n\nFakat bu kez G\u00fcl\u015fen araya girdi.\n\n\u201c\u00d6nce bir \u015fart\u0131m var.\u201d\n\n\u0130kimiz de ona d\u00f6nd\u00fck.\n\n\u201cYal\u00e7\u0131n bu \u00e7iftlik i\u00e7in yeniden y\u0131llar\u0131n\u0131 verecekse art\u0131k yaln\u0131zca s\u00f6zlere g\u00fcvenmeyecek.\u201d\n\nR\u0131fat hi\u00e7 teredd\u00fct etmedi.\n\n\u201cHakl\u0131s\u0131n, G\u00fcl\u015fen.\u201d\n\nArd\u0131ndan bana bakt\u0131.\n\n\u201c\u00c7iftli\u011fin yar\u0131s\u0131 senin olacak.\u201d\n\n\u015ea\u015fk\u0131nl\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 gizleyemedim.\n\n\u201cBunu bor\u00e7lar\u0131ndan kurtulmak i\u00e7in mi s\u00f6yl\u00fcyorsun?\u201d\n\n\u201cHay\u0131r. Bunu yirmi iki y\u0131l \u00f6nce s\u00f6ylemem gerekiyordu.\u201d\n\n\u0130ki g\u00fcn sonra avukat\u0131n yan\u0131na gittik.\n\nR\u0131fat, arazinin yar\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 bana devretme karar\u0131n\u0131 resm\u00ee i\u015flemlerle g\u00fcvence alt\u0131na almak istedi\u011fini s\u00f6yledi.\n\nAvukat, banka ipote\u011finin devam edece\u011fini ve bor\u00e7 sorumluluklar\u0131n\u0131n dikkatle d\u00fczenlenmesi gerekti\u011fini anlatt\u0131.\n\nHer \u015feyi a\u00e7\u0131k\u00e7a konu\u015ftuk.\n\nBu kez kimse kimseden bir \u015fey saklamad\u0131.\n\nSonraki haftalarda hayat\u0131m\u0131z yeniden \u00e7iftli\u011fin etraf\u0131nda \u015fekillendi.\n\nZarar g\u00f6ren tarlalar\u0131n bir b\u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcn\u00fc bi\u00e7ip hayvan yemi olarak de\u011ferlendirdik.\n\nKooperatifle yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z al\u0131m anla\u015fmas\u0131 sayesinde bankadan \u00f6deme kolayl\u0131\u011f\u0131 alabildik.\n\nBor\u00e7 bitmemi\u015fti ama \u00e7iftli\u011fin gelece\u011fi i\u00e7in ger\u00e7ek bir umut do\u011fmu\u015ftu.\n\nR\u0131fat da Ankara&#8217;daki i\u015finden izin al\u0131p bizimle \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmaya ba\u015flad\u0131.\n\n\u0130lk g\u00fcn trakt\u00f6r\u00fcn vitesini kar\u0131\u015ft\u0131rd\u0131.\n\n\u0130kinci g\u00fcn \u00e7amura sapland\u0131.\n\n\u00dc\u00e7\u00fcnc\u00fc g\u00fcn \u015eahap ona g\u00fclerek, \u201cSenin sigorta poli\u00e7elerini bu trakt\u00f6re de yapt\u0131ral\u0131m,\u201d dedi.\n\nAylar sonra ilk hasad\u0131 yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131zda bekledi\u011fimiz kadar \u00fcr\u00fcn alamad\u0131k.\n\nAma \u00e7iftli\u011fi kaybetmedik.\n\nGiderleri kar\u015f\u0131layabildik, banka taksitlerinin bir b\u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcn\u00fc \u00f6dedik ve ertesi y\u0131l\u0131n ekimi i\u00e7in para ay\u0131rd\u0131k.\n\nSonbahar\u0131n sonlar\u0131na do\u011fru tapu i\u015flemleri de tamamland\u0131.\n\nBin alt\u0131 y\u00fcz yirmi d\u00f6n\u00fcml\u00fck \u00e7iftli\u011fin yar\u0131s\u0131 art\u0131k resmen benimdi.\n\nO ak\u015fam R\u0131fat&#8217;la babam\u0131n mezar\u0131na gittik.\n\nYan\u0131mda siyah kapakl\u0131 defter vard\u0131.\n\nMezar ta\u015f\u0131n\u0131n \u00f6n\u00fcne \u00e7\u00f6meldim.\n\n\u201cBaba,\u201d dedim, \u201cneden b\u00f6yle yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 h\u00e2l\u00e2 tam olarak anlayam\u0131yorum. Ke\u015fke ya\u015farken konu\u015fsayd\u0131k.\u201d\n\nR\u0131fat omzuma dokundu.\n\n\u201cBelki de o da hatas\u0131n\u0131 nas\u0131l d\u00fczeltece\u011fini bilemedi.\u201d\n\nBir s\u00fcre sessiz kald\u0131k.\n\nSonra defteri a\u00e7\u0131p babam\u0131n son c\u00fcmlesini bir kez daha okudum.\n\n\u0130kimizin hakk\u0131n\u0131 nas\u0131l \u00f6deyece\u011fini bilememi\u015fti.\n\nDefteri kapat\u0131p aya\u011fa kalkt\u0131m.\n\n\u201cArt\u0131k bunun hesab\u0131n\u0131 senin yerine biz tutaca\u011f\u0131z, baba. Ama para hesab\u0131n\u0131 de\u011fil.\u201d\n\nR\u0131fat merakla y\u00fcz\u00fcme bakt\u0131.\n\n\u201cNe hesab\u0131n\u0131?\u201d\n\n\u201cBirbirimize ne kadar sahip \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n hesab\u0131n\u0131.\u201d\n\nA\u011fabeyim beni kucaklad\u0131.\n\nOtuz y\u0131ld\u0131r ilk kez onu bu kadar yak\u0131n hissettim.\n\nEve d\u00f6nd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm\u00fczde babam\u0131n eski yem kamyonu avluda duruyordu.\n\nEldivenleri h\u00e2l\u00e2 \u00f6n konsolun \u00fczerindeydi.\n\nErtesi sabah onlar\u0131 al\u0131p trakt\u00f6r\u00fcn yan\u0131na g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fcm.\n\nBir eldiveni kendim giydim.\n\nDi\u011ferini R\u0131fat&#8217;a uzatt\u0131m.\n\n\u201cBundan sonra bu topraklar\u0131 birlikte i\u015fleyece\u011fiz.\u201d\n\nR\u0131fat eldiveni giyerken g\u00fcl\u00fcmsedi.\n\n\u201cBabam bizi b\u00f6yle g\u00f6rseydi ne derdi?\u201d\n\nUzakta, yeni ekime haz\u0131rlanm\u0131\u015f tarlalara bakt\u0131m.\n\n\u201c\u00d6nce \u015fu e\u011fri s\u0131ralar\u0131 d\u00fczeltin, derdi.\u201d\n\n\u0130kimiz de g\u00fcld\u00fck.\n\nO an anlad\u0131m ki babam\u0131n b\u0131rakt\u0131\u011f\u0131 miras yaln\u0131zca topraklardan ya da eski bir kamyondan ibaret de\u011fildi.\n\nBize \u00e7\u00f6z\u00fclmesi gereken bir k\u0131rg\u0131nl\u0131k da b\u0131rakm\u0131\u015ft\u0131.\n\nVasiyetini de\u011fi\u015ftiremezdik. Kaybetti\u011fimiz y\u0131llar\u0131 da geri getiremezdik.\n\nAma bundan sonraki hayat\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 nas\u0131l ya\u015fayaca\u011f\u0131m\u0131za kendimiz karar verebilirdik.\n\nBabam \u00f6ld\u00fc\u011f\u00fcnde bana yaln\u0131zca eski bir kamyon kalm\u0131\u015ft\u0131.\n\nBir zamanlar bunu hayat\u0131m\u0131n en b\u00fcy\u00fck haks\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131 sanm\u0131\u015ft\u0131m.\n\nOysa \u015fimdi biliyordum ki bir ailenin ger\u00e7ek zenginli\u011fi, sahip oldu\u011fu topra\u011f\u0131n b\u00fcy\u00fckl\u00fc\u011f\u00fcyle de\u011fil, o topra\u011f\u0131n \u00fczerinde birbirine uzatabildi\u011fi ellerle \u00f6l\u00e7\u00fcl\u00fcrd\u00fc.\n\nVe biz iki karde\u015f, babam\u0131z\u0131n bir t\u00fcrl\u00fc kuramad\u0131\u011f\u0131 o adil sofray\u0131 sonunda birlikte kurmay\u0131 ba\u015farm\u0131\u015ft\u0131k.\n\n\n\t\t\t\t<\/dd><\/dl>\n\t\t\t<br style='clear: both' \/>\n\t\t<\/div>\n\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":1721,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[9],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1720","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-foto-galeri"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1720","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1720"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1720\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1724,"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1720\/revisions\/1724"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/1721"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=1720"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=1720"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=1720"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}