{"id":1902,"date":"2026-10-21T20:23:02","date_gmt":"2026-10-21T20:23:02","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/?p=1902"},"modified":"2026-10-21T20:23:02","modified_gmt":"2026-10-21T20:23:02","slug":"gelinim-yanlislikla-beni-aradi-19-dakika-boyunca-oglumla-hakkimda-yaptiklari-plani-dinledim-ve-eve-geldiklerinde-onlara-hayatlarinin-surprizini-yaptim","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/gelinim-yanlislikla-beni-aradi-19-dakika-boyunca-oglumla-hakkimda-yaptiklari-plani-dinledim-ve-eve-geldiklerinde-onlara-hayatlarinin-surprizini-yaptim\/","title":{"rendered":"Gelinim Yanl\u0131\u015fl\u0131kla Beni Arad\u0131, 19 Dakika Boyunca O\u011flumla Hakk\u0131mda Yapt\u0131klar\u0131 Plan\u0131 Dinledim ve Eve Geldiklerinde Onlara Hayatlar\u0131n\u0131n S\u00fcrprizini Yapt\u0131m"},"content":{"rendered":"\n\t\t<style>\n\t\t\t#gallery-1 {\n\t\t\t\tmargin: auto;\n\t\t\t}\n\t\t\t#gallery-1 .gallery-item {\n\t\t\t\tfloat: left;\n\t\t\t\tmargin-top: 10px;\n\t\t\t\ttext-align: center;\n\t\t\t\twidth: 33%;\n\t\t\t}\n\t\t\t#gallery-1 img {\n\t\t\t\tborder: 2px solid #cfcfcf;\n\t\t\t}\n\t\t\t#gallery-1 .gallery-caption {\n\t\t\t\tmargin-left: 0;\n\t\t\t}\n\t\t\t\/* see gallery_shortcode() in wp-includes\/media.php *\/\n\t\t<\/style>\n\t\t<div id='gallery-1' class='gallery galleryid-1902 gallery-columns-3 gallery-size-thumbnail'><dl class='gallery-item'>\n\t\t\t<dt class='gallery-icon landscape'>\n\t\t\t\t<a href='https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/gelinim-yanlislikla-beni-aradi-19-dakika-boyunca-oglumla-hakkimda-yaptiklari-plani-dinledim-ve-eve-geldiklerinde-onlara-hayatlarinin-surprizini-yaptim\/gfgt-3\/'><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"150\" height=\"150\" src=\"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/10\/gfgt-2-150x150.jpg\" class=\"attachment-thumbnail size-thumbnail\" alt=\"\" aria-describedby=\"gallery-1-1903\" \/><\/a>\n\t\t\t<\/dt>\n\t\t\t\t<dd class='wp-caption-text gallery-caption' id='gallery-1-1903'>\n\t\t\t\tR\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc&#8217;n\u00fcn k\u0131rk y\u0131ll\u0131k dostu, emekli tapu m\u00fcd\u00fcr\u00fc ve y\u0131llard\u0131r ailemizin hukuki i\u015flerinde bize yol g\u00f6steren Mehmet Rauf Bey&#8217;di.\n\nT\u00fclay&#8217;\u0131n elindeki kalem masaya d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc. Sencer ise sandalyesinde do\u011fruldu.\n\n\u201cRauf Amca?\u201d dedi \u015fa\u015fk\u0131nl\u0131kla. \u201cSiz burada ne yap\u0131yorsunuz?\u201d\n\nRauf Bey sakin bir g\u00fcl\u00fcmsemeyle ceketini \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131.\n\n\u201cMukaddes Han\u0131m davet etti. Baz\u0131 evraklar\u0131 birlikte inceleyece\u011fiz.\u201d\n\nT\u00fclay hemen araya girdi.\n\n\u201cBiz sadece annemizin gelece\u011fini konu\u015fuyorduk. Sizi rahats\u0131z etmeye gerek yoktu.\u201d\n\n\u201cNe g\u00fczel,\u201d dedi Rauf Bey. \u201cBen de tam bu nedenle geldim.\u201d\n\nD\u00f6rd\u00fcnc\u00fc fincana \u00e7ay doldururken T\u00fclay&#8217;\u0131n g\u00f6zlerinin masadaki dosyayla Rauf Bey aras\u0131nda gidip geldi\u011fini g\u00f6rd\u00fcm.\n\n\u201cHaydi,\u201d dedim. \u201cBana getirdi\u011finiz belgeleri okuyal\u0131m.\u201d\n\nSencer bo\u011faz\u0131n\u0131 temizledi.\n\n\u201cAnne, asl\u0131nda \u00e7ok basit bir mesele.\u201d\n\n\u201cO zaman anlamam da kolay olur.\u201d\n\nT\u00fclay isteksizce dosyay\u0131 Rauf Bey&#8217;e uzatt\u0131.\n\n\u0130lk sayfada Me\u015fe Korusu Ya\u015fam K\u00f6y\u00fc&#8217;n\u00fcn tan\u0131t\u0131m\u0131 vard\u0131. Bah\u00e7eler, d\u00fczenli odalar, sosyal etkinlikler&#8230; Hepsi g\u00fczel g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcyordu.\n\nAncak sonraki sayfalarda bak\u0131m merkezine ili\u015fkin belgelerle birlikte emlak\u00e7\u0131 Necdet&#8217;in haz\u0131rlad\u0131\u011f\u0131 bir sat\u0131\u015f yetkilendirme tasla\u011f\u0131 bulunuyordu.\n\nRauf Bey belgeleri tek tek inceledi.\n\n\n\t\t\t\t<\/dd><\/dl><dl class='gallery-item'>\n\t\t\t<dt class='gallery-icon landscape'>\n\t\t\t\t<a href='https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/gelinim-yanlislikla-beni-aradi-19-dakika-boyunca-oglumla-hakkimda-yaptiklari-plani-dinledim-ve-eve-geldiklerinde-onlara-hayatlarinin-surprizini-yaptim\/benim-kadir-besalti\/'><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"150\" height=\"150\" src=\"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/10\/benim-kadir-besalti-150x150.png\" class=\"attachment-thumbnail size-thumbnail\" alt=\"\" aria-describedby=\"gallery-1-1904\" \/><\/a>\n\t\t\t<\/dt>\n\t\t\t\t<dd class='wp-caption-text gallery-caption' id='gallery-1-1904'>\n\t\t\t\t\u201cBurada ta\u015f\u0131nmaz\u0131n sat\u0131\u015f\u0131na arac\u0131l\u0131k edilmesi i\u00e7in yetki verilmesini \u00f6ng\u00f6ren bir metin var,\u201d dedi. \u201cAyr\u0131ca noterlikte d\u00fczenlenmesi gereken i\u015flemler i\u00e7in haz\u0131rlanm\u0131\u015f bir vek\u00e2letname tasla\u011f\u0131 eklenmi\u015f. Bunlar s\u0131radan bak\u0131m merkezi kay\u0131tlar\u0131 de\u011fil.\u201d\n\nT\u00fclay hemen at\u0131ld\u0131.\n\n\u201cYanl\u0131\u015f anla\u015f\u0131lmas\u0131n. Her \u015feyi Mukaddes Anneci\u011fim rahat etsin diye d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fck.\u201d\n\n\u201cBenim rahat\u0131m\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrken evimi neden sat\u0131yorsunuz?\u201d diye sordum.\n\nSencer&#8217;in y\u00fcz\u00fc k\u0131zard\u0131.\n\n\u201cAnne, o kadar b\u00fcy\u00fck evde yaln\u0131z ya\u015f\u0131yorsun.\u201d\n\n\u201cD\u00f6rt y\u0131ld\u0131r yaln\u0131z ya\u015f\u0131yorum. Bana daha \u00f6nce fikrimi sordunuz mu?\u201d\n\nCevap vermedi.\n\nRauf Bey belgeleri masaya b\u0131rakt\u0131.\n\n\u201c\u015eunu a\u00e7\u0131k\u00e7a s\u00f6yleyeyim. Mukaddes Han\u0131m m\u00fclk sahibi ve kendi kararlar\u0131n\u0131 verebiliyor. Bu taslaklar\u0131n burada bulunmas\u0131 m\u00fclkiyeti de\u011fi\u015ftirmez. Kendisi istemedik\u00e7e sat\u0131\u015f i\u00e7in yetki vermek zorunda de\u011fil. \u00dcstelik belgeleri okumadan imzalamas\u0131 beklenemez.\u201d\n\nT\u00fclay&#8217;\u0131n y\u00fcz\u00fc gerildi.\n\n\u201cBiz annemizi kand\u0131rmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015fm\u0131yoruz!\u201d\n\nO ana kadar sesimi y\u00fckseltmemi\u015ftim.\n\n\u201c\u00d6yleyse g\u00f6zl\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm\u00fc neden temizlemek istiyordun T\u00fclay?\u201d\n\nMutfakta derin bir sessizlik oldu.\n\nSencer ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 kald\u0131rd\u0131.\n\nT\u00fclay&#8217;\u0131n dudaklar\u0131 araland\u0131.\n\n\u201cNe?\u201d\n\n\u201cBu sabah saat 7.15&#8217;te beni yanl\u0131\u015fl\u0131kla arad\u0131n. On dokuz dakika boyunca konu\u015ftuklar\u0131n\u0131z\u0131 duydum.\u201d\n\nSencer g\u00f6zlerini kapatt\u0131.\n\nT\u00fclay ise bir an sonra \u00f6fkeyle aya\u011fa kalkt\u0131.\n\n\u201cBizi gizlice mi dinledin?\u201d\n\n\u201cTelefonu sen arad\u0131n. Ben de a\u00e7t\u0131m. Seslendim ama cevap vermedin. Duyduklar\u0131m\u0131 not ettim.\u201d\n\n\u201cYanl\u0131\u015f anlam\u0131\u015fs\u0131n!\u201d\n\nNot defterimi masaya koydum.\n\n\u201c\u00d6yleyse anlat. Saat 7.26&#8217;da Necdet&#8217;in evi y\u00fcz seksen bine satabilece\u011fini neden s\u00f6yledin? \u00c7e\u015fme tatilinizle teknenizin benim evimle ne ilgisi var?\u201d\n\nT\u00fclay&#8217;\u0131n bak\u0131\u015flar\u0131 Sencer&#8217;e d\u00f6nd\u00fc.\n\n\u201cBir \u015fey s\u00f6ylesene!\u201d\n\nO\u011flum k\u0131p\u0131rdamad\u0131.\n\nRauf Bey dosyas\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7t\u0131. \u0130\u00e7inden evimin g\u00fcncel tapu kay\u0131t \u00f6rne\u011fini, eski kredi borcunun kapand\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6steren belgeyi ve \u00f6nceden yapt\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131m ekspertiz raporunu \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131.\n\n\u201cR\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc Bey&#8217;le Mukaddes Han\u0131m bu evin borcunu y\u0131llar \u00f6nce kapatm\u0131\u015f. M\u00fclkiyet kayd\u0131 da a\u00e7\u0131k. Ayr\u0131ca burada yaz\u0131l\u0131 y\u00fcz seksen bin liral\u0131k bedel, g\u00fcncel de\u011ferlendirmeyle ba\u011fda\u015fm\u0131yor.\u201d\n\n\u201cNecdet \u00f6yle s\u00f6yledi,\u201d diye m\u0131r\u0131ldand\u0131 Sencer.\n\n\u201cPeki neden ger\u00e7ek de\u011ferini ara\u015ft\u0131rmad\u0131n?\u201d\n\nSencer cevap veremedi.\n\nBenim as\u0131l merak etti\u011fim sat\u0131\u015f fiyat\u0131 de\u011fildi. O\u011flumun annesini bir insan olarak m\u0131, yoksa sat\u0131lmay\u0131 bekleyen bir mal\u0131n sahibi olarak m\u0131 g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn\u00fc anlamak istiyordum.\n\n\u201cBana bak Sencer,\u201d dedim. \u201cEve her pazar saat be\u015fte telefon ediyorsun. Tam on bir dakika konu\u015fuyoruz. Bir kez olsun yaln\u0131zl\u0131ktan korkup korkmad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 sordun mu?\u201d\n\nG\u00f6zleri doldu.\n\n\u201cAnne&#8230;\u201d\n\n\u201cHasta m\u0131y\u0131m diye sordun mu? Merdivenleri \u00e7\u0131kabiliyor muyum diye d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcn m\u00fc? Yoksa bunlar\u0131 yaln\u0131zca bug\u00fcn getirdi\u011finiz belgelerde mi hat\u0131rlad\u0131n\u0131z?\u201d\n\nT\u00fclay \u00e7antas\u0131n\u0131 ald\u0131.\n\n\u201cBen bu su\u00e7lamalar\u0131 dinlemeyece\u011fim.\u201d\n\n\u201cGitmekte \u00f6zg\u00fcrs\u00fcn,\u201d dedim. \u201cAma dosyan\u0131n bir \u00f6rne\u011fi burada kalacak. Bana g\u00f6sterdi\u011finiz belgeler hakk\u0131nda ba\u011f\u0131ms\u0131z g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f alaca\u011f\u0131m.\u201d\n\nT\u00fclay kap\u0131ya y\u00f6neldi. Sencer ise yerinden kalkmad\u0131.\n\nKar\u0131s\u0131 gittikten sonra o\u011flum ellerini y\u00fcz\u00fcne kapatt\u0131.\n\n\u201cB\u00fcy\u00fck bir hata yapt\u0131m anne.\u201d\n\n\u201cEvet, yapt\u0131n.\u201d\n\n\u201cBor\u00e7lar\u0131m\u0131z var. T\u00fclay birikimlerimizi yanl\u0131\u015f yat\u0131r\u0131mlarla kaybetti. Sonra ba\u015fka krediler \u00e7ektik. Necdet evi de\u011ferlendirebilece\u011fimizi s\u00f6yledi.\u201d\n\n\u201cBenim evimi.\u201d\n\nBa\u015f\u0131n\u0131 e\u011fdi.\n\n\u201cEvet.\u201d\n\n\u201cBenden yard\u0131m isteseydin konu\u015furduk. Ama beni hayat\u0131mdan \u00e7\u0131kar\u0131p mal\u0131m\u0131 satmay\u0131 planlad\u0131n.\u201d\n\nA\u011flamaya ba\u015flad\u0131.\n\nBen de a\u011flamak istiyordum. Fakat o g\u00fcn annelik g\u00f6revimin, o\u011flumun hatas\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6rmezden gelmek olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 biliyordum.\n\n\u201cBug\u00fcn buradan gitmeni istiyorum Sencer. D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnmem gereken \u00e7ok \u015fey var.\u201d\n\nSessizce \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131.\n\nPencereden bakt\u0131\u011f\u0131mda Nermin&#8217;in mutfak perdesinin arkas\u0131nda bekledi\u011fini g\u00f6rd\u00fcm. Birka\u00e7 dakika sonra kap\u0131m\u0131 \u00e7ald\u0131.\n\n\u201cHer \u015feyi duydun mu?\u201d diye sordum.\n\n\u201cHay\u0131r. Sadece geli\u015flerini, gidi\u015flerini ve evine kimin girip \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 kaydettim. \u0130stedi\u011fin g\u00f6r\u00fcnt\u00fcler duruyor.\u201d\n\nNermin&#8217;in bu kadar haz\u0131rl\u0131kl\u0131 olmas\u0131n\u0131n nedeni vard\u0131. Haftalar \u00f6nce Necdet&#8217;i bah\u00e7emin foto\u011fraflar\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7ekerken g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015f, beni uyarm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Ben ise Sencer&#8217;in a\u00e7\u0131klamas\u0131na inanm\u0131\u015ft\u0131m.\n\nErtesi g\u00fcn Rauf Bey&#8217;in \u00f6nerdi\u011fi avukatla g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015ft\u00fcm. Sabahki notlar\u0131m\u0131 ve bana sunulan belgeleri g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fcm. Telefon konu\u015fmas\u0131n\u0131n ayr\u0131ca bir ses kayd\u0131 yoktu; bunu a\u00e7\u0131k\u00e7a belirttim. Nermin&#8217;in g\u00f6r\u00fcnt\u00fcleri yaln\u0131zca ziyaret\u00e7ilerin geli\u015f gidi\u015fini g\u00f6steriyordu. Hi\u00e7birini oldu\u011fundan farkl\u0131 sunmad\u0131k.\n\nAvukat belgeleri dikkatle inceledi. \u0130mzalanm\u0131\u015f bir sat\u0131\u015f s\u00f6zle\u015fmesi ya da verilmi\u015f bir vek\u00e2let bulunmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 do\u011frulad\u0131. Emlak\u00e7\u0131yla yap\u0131lan g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fmelerin kapsam\u0131n\u0131n ayr\u0131ca ara\u015ft\u0131r\u0131lmas\u0131 gerekti\u011fini s\u00f6yledi.\n\nBir hafta sonra Necdet&#8217;le avukat\u0131m\u0131n ofisinde g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015ft\u00fck.\n\nNecdet ba\u015flang\u0131\u00e7ta her \u015feyi s\u0131radan bir emlak dan\u0131\u015fmanl\u0131\u011f\u0131 olarak anlatt\u0131. Ancak avukat\u0131m, haz\u0131rlad\u0131\u011f\u0131 fiyat de\u011ferlendirmesinin dayanaklar\u0131n\u0131 istedi\u011finde s\u00f6yledikleri de\u011fi\u015fmeye ba\u015flad\u0131.\n\n\u201cSat\u0131\u015f i\u00e7in kesin yetki almad\u0131m,\u201d dedi. \u201cBana aile i\u00e7inde karar verildi\u011fi s\u00f6ylendi.\u201d\n\n\u201cKim s\u00f6yledi?\u201d diye sordum.\n\n\u201cSencer Bey ve e\u015fi.\u201d\n\n\u201cBenimle neden konu\u015fmad\u0131n\u0131z?\u201d\n\nNecdet ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 e\u011fdi.\n\n\u201cKonu\u015fmal\u0131yd\u0131m.\u201d\n\nToplant\u0131 tutana\u011f\u0131na bu a\u00e7\u0131klamalar ge\u00e7irildi. Necdet&#8217;in haz\u0131rlad\u0131\u011f\u0131 dosyan\u0131n hen\u00fcz bir sat\u0131\u015f i\u015flemine d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015fmedi\u011fi anla\u015f\u0131ld\u0131. Buna ra\u011fmen evime benim bilgim d\u0131\u015f\u0131nda al\u0131c\u0131 ara\u015ft\u0131rmas\u0131 yap\u0131lm\u0131\u015f olmas\u0131 beni derinden sarsm\u0131\u015ft\u0131.\n\nSonraki g\u00fcnlerde kendi hayat\u0131mla ilgili kararlar\u0131 g\u00f6zden ge\u00e7irdim. \u00d6nce bir sa\u011fl\u0131k kontrol\u00fcnden ge\u00e7tim. Doktorum ya\u015f\u0131m\u0131n tek ba\u015f\u0131na ba\u011f\u0131ms\u0131z ya\u015famama engel olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131, merdivenlerle ilgili baz\u0131 d\u00fczenlemelerin i\u015fimi kolayla\u015ft\u0131rabilece\u011fini s\u00f6yledi.\n\nEvin giri\u015fine daha sa\u011flam korkuluklar yapt\u0131rd\u0131m. Banyoya g\u00fcvenlik tutamaklar\u0131 takt\u0131rd\u0131m. Acil durumlarda ula\u015fabilece\u011fim ki\u015filerin listesini haz\u0131rlad\u0131m.\n\nBunlar\u0131 Sencer istedi\u011fi i\u00e7in de\u011fil, kendim istedi\u011fim i\u00e7in yapt\u0131m.\n\nBir ay sonra Me\u015fe Korusu Ya\u015fam K\u00f6y\u00fc&#8217;n\u00fc de ziyaret ettim. Oradaki g\u00f6revli tesisin olanaklar\u0131n\u0131 anlatt\u0131. Bah\u00e7esinde y\u00fcr\u00fcd\u00fcm, odalar\u0131 g\u00f6rd\u00fcm ve te\u015fekk\u00fcr ederek ayr\u0131ld\u0131m.\n\nBelki bir g\u00fcn b\u00f6yle bir yerde ya\u015famak isteyebilirdim. Ama o karar bana ait olacakt\u0131.\n\nSencer birka\u00e7 kez arad\u0131. \u0130lk aramalar\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7mad\u0131m. Sonra k\u0131sa bir mesaj g\u00f6nderdim.\n\n\u201cKonu\u015fmak istiyorsan \u00f6nce bor\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131 ve yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131n hatay\u0131 benimle d\u00fcr\u00fcst\u00e7e payla\u015f.\u201d\n\n\u0130ki hafta sonra elinde bir dosyayla geldi. Bu defa dosyada benim evime ili\u015fkin belgeler yoktu. Kendi bor\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131n d\u00f6k\u00fcm\u00fc vard\u0131.\n\nT\u00fclay&#8217;la birlikte mali dan\u0131\u015fmanl\u0131k ald\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131, baz\u0131 harcamalar\u0131n\u0131 durdurduklar\u0131n\u0131 ve arabalar\u0131n\u0131 satmay\u0131 planlad\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131 anlatt\u0131. T\u00fclay&#8217;\u0131n yapt\u0131klar\u0131ndan dolay\u0131 \u00f6z\u00fcr dilemeye hen\u00fcz haz\u0131r olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 da saklamad\u0131.\n\n\u201cOnun kararlar\u0131n\u0131 ben de\u011fi\u015ftiremem anne,\u201d dedi. \u201cAma yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131m \u015feyin sorumlulu\u011funu alabilirim.\u201d\n\n\u0130lk kez ger\u00e7ekten benim o\u011flum gibi konu\u015fuyordu.\n\n\u201cSana hemen g\u00fcvenemem Sencer.\u201d\n\n\u201cBiliyorum.\u201d\n\n\u201cBunu zaman g\u00f6sterecek.\u201d\n\nBa\u015f\u0131n\u0131 sallad\u0131.\n\nO g\u00fcnden sonra ili\u015fkimiz yava\u015f ilerledi. Pazar telefonlar\u0131m\u0131z art\u0131k saate ba\u011fl\u0131 de\u011fildi. Bazen be\u015f dakika konu\u015fuyorduk, bazen yar\u0131m saat. Bir daha \u00f6n\u00fcmde okumad\u0131\u011f\u0131m hi\u00e7bir evrak\u0131 imzalamam\u0131 istemedi.\n\nY\u0131lba\u015f\u0131 geldi\u011finde evimi satmam\u0131\u015ft\u0131m. Bir bak\u0131m merkezine ta\u015f\u0131nmam\u0131\u015ft\u0131m. \u00c7e\u015fme tatiline gidecek birilerinin tekne paras\u0131n\u0131 da \u00f6dememi\u015ftim.\n\nNermin&#8217;le birlikte k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir sofra haz\u0131rlad\u0131k. Sencer tek ba\u015f\u0131na geldi. Kap\u0131da durup i\u00e7eri girmek i\u00e7in izin istedi.\n\n\u201cGel,\u201d dedim. \u201cYemek so\u011fumadan otural\u0131m.\u201d\n\nMasan\u0131n \u00fczerinde R\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc&#8217;n\u00fcn eski foto\u011fraf\u0131 vard\u0131. Sencer foto\u011frafa bak\u0131nca g\u00f6zleri doldu.\n\n\u201cBabam hayatta olsayd\u0131 benden utan\u0131rd\u0131,\u201d dedi.\n\n\u201cBaban yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131n yanl\u0131\u015f oldu\u011funu s\u00f6ylerdi. Sonra bunu d\u00fczeltmek i\u00e7in ne yapaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 sorard\u0131.\u201d\n\nUzun s\u00fcre sessiz kald\u0131k.\n\nGece yar\u0131s\u0131na yakla\u015f\u0131rken R\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc&#8217;n\u00fcn eski defterini \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131m. \u0130lk sayfas\u0131ndaki c\u00fcmleyi o\u011fluma g\u00f6sterdim.\n\n\u201cBir evin de\u011feri, sat\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131nda getirece\u011fi para de\u011fildir. \u0130\u00e7inde birbirine g\u00fcvenen insanlar\u0131n ya\u015fayabilmesidir.\u201d\n\nSencer sat\u0131rlar\u0131 yava\u015f\u00e7a okudu.\n\n\u201cBu evi babamla birlikte kurduk,\u201d dedim. \u201cAma bundan sonra burada kimin bulunaca\u011f\u0131na ben karar verece\u011fim.\u201d\n\nO\u011flum ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 sallad\u0131.\n\nO gece ayr\u0131l\u0131rken bana sar\u0131lmak i\u00e7in yakla\u015ft\u0131. Bir an duraksad\u0131m. Sonra sar\u0131ld\u0131m. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc \u00f6zr\u00fcn\u00fc kabul etmeye ba\u015flamam, yapt\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131 unutaca\u011f\u0131m anlam\u0131na gelmiyordu.\n\nKap\u0131y\u0131 kapatt\u0131ktan sonra mutfa\u011fa d\u00f6nd\u00fcm. D\u00f6rt ki\u015filik masada \u00fc\u00e7 bo\u015f fincan vard\u0131. D\u00f6rd\u00fcnc\u00fc sandalyenin \u00fczerinde R\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc&#8217;n\u00fcn foto\u011fraf\u0131 duruyordu.\n\nO sabah duydu\u011fum on dokuz dakikal\u0131k konu\u015fma bana \u00e7ok \u015fey kaybettirmi\u015fti. O\u011fluma duydu\u011fum ko\u015fulsuz g\u00fcveni, ailemin beni her durumda koruyaca\u011f\u0131na ili\u015fkin inanc\u0131m\u0131, baz\u0131 eski hayallerimi&#8230;\n\nAma bana kendimle ilgili \u00f6nemli bir ger\u00e7e\u011fi de hat\u0131rlatm\u0131\u015ft\u0131.\n\nYetmi\u015f \u00fc\u00e7 ya\u015f\u0131nda olmam, hayat\u0131m\u0131n y\u00f6netimini ba\u015fkalar\u0131na teslim etti\u011fim anlam\u0131na gelmiyordu.\n\nR\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc&#8217;n\u00fcn foto\u011fraf\u0131n\u0131 elime al\u0131p g\u00fcl\u00fcmsedim.\n\n\u201cMerak etme,\u201d diye f\u0131s\u0131ldad\u0131m. \u201cBu defa her \u015feyi dikkatlice okudum.\u201d\n\nSonra \u0131\u015f\u0131klar\u0131 s\u00f6nd\u00fcrd\u00fcm ve y\u0131llard\u0131r bana ait olan evimin merdivenlerini yava\u015f\u00e7a, kendi ayaklar\u0131mla \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131m.\n\n\n\t\t\t\t<\/dd><\/dl>\n\t\t\t<br style='clear: both' \/>\n\t\t<\/div>\n\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":1903,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[9],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1902","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-foto-galeri"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1902","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1902"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1902\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1905,"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1902\/revisions\/1905"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/1903"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=1902"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=1902"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=1902"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}