{"id":2071,"date":"2026-10-24T21:06:36","date_gmt":"2026-10-24T21:06:36","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/?p=2071"},"modified":"2026-10-24T21:06:36","modified_gmt":"2026-10-24T21:06:36","slug":"milyoner-adam-37-bakiciyi-kovdu","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/milyoner-adam-37-bakiciyi-kovdu\/","title":{"rendered":"M\u0130LYONER ADAM, 37 BAKICIYI KOVDU"},"content":{"rendered":"\n\t\t<style>\n\t\t\t#gallery-1 {\n\t\t\t\tmargin: auto;\n\t\t\t}\n\t\t\t#gallery-1 .gallery-item {\n\t\t\t\tfloat: left;\n\t\t\t\tmargin-top: 10px;\n\t\t\t\ttext-align: center;\n\t\t\t\twidth: 33%;\n\t\t\t}\n\t\t\t#gallery-1 img {\n\t\t\t\tborder: 2px solid #cfcfcf;\n\t\t\t}\n\t\t\t#gallery-1 .gallery-caption {\n\t\t\t\tmargin-left: 0;\n\t\t\t}\n\t\t\t\/* see gallery_shortcode() in wp-includes\/media.php *\/\n\t\t<\/style>\n\t\t<div id='gallery-1' class='gallery galleryid-2071 gallery-columns-3 gallery-size-thumbnail'><dl class='gallery-item'>\n\t\t\t<dt class='gallery-icon landscape'>\n\t\t\t\t<a href='https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/milyoner-adam-37-bakiciyi-kovdu\/23523623r-4\/'><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"150\" height=\"150\" src=\"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/10\/23523623r-3-150x150.png\" class=\"attachment-thumbnail size-thumbnail\" alt=\"\" aria-describedby=\"gallery-1-2072\" \/><\/a>\n\t\t\t<\/dt>\n\t\t\t\t<dd class='wp-caption-text gallery-caption' id='gallery-1-2072'>\n\t\t\t\t\u201cMelike\u2019nin y\u00fcz\u00fcndeki ifade bir anda de\u011fi\u015fti.\u201d\n\nO an koridorda \u00f6yle bir sessizlik oldu ki yerde k\u0131r\u0131lm\u0131\u015f cam par\u00e7alar\u0131n\u0131n aras\u0131ndan ge\u00e7en r\u00fczg\u00e2r\u0131n sesini bile duyabiliyordum.\n\nMasal\u2019\u0131n elinde tuttu\u011fu \u015fey, Suna\u2019n\u0131n hastaneye yatmadan \u00f6nce s\u00fcrekli yan\u0131nda ta\u015f\u0131d\u0131\u011f\u0131 k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck, lacivert kapl\u0131 not defteriydi.\n\nOnu aylar \u00f6nce \u00e7al\u0131\u015fma odam\u0131n kilitli \u00e7ekmecesine koydu\u011fumu san\u0131yordum.\n\nNas\u0131l olup da Masal\u2019\u0131n eline ge\u00e7ti\u011fini anlayamad\u0131m.\n\nK\u0131z\u0131m defteri g\u00f6\u011fs\u00fcne bast\u0131rm\u0131\u015f, Melike\u2019ye bak\u0131yordu.\n\nSonra dudaklar\u0131 titredi.\n\n\u201cAnnem\u2026 k\u0131zmad\u0131.\u201d\n\nNefesim kesildi.\n\nMasal aylard\u0131r iki kelimeyi yan yana getirmekten bile ka\u00e7\u0131n\u0131yordu.\n\nBen yava\u015f\u00e7a ona do\u011fru ilerledim.\n\n\u201cMasal?\u201d\n\nK\u0131z\u0131m bana bakmad\u0131.\n\nG\u00f6zleri h\u00e2l\u00e2 Melike\u2019nin \u00fczerindeydi.\n\n\u201cAnnem bize k\u0131zmad\u0131,\u201d dedi tekrar. \u201cAnnem\u2026 gitmek istemedi.\u201d\n\nCeren bir anda odaya dald\u0131.\n\n\u201cSus!\u201d\n\nSesindeki \u00f6fke hepimizi irkiltti.\n\nMasal korkuyla defteri daha s\u0131k\u0131 tuttu.\n\n\u201cCeren!\u201d dedim.\n\nAma k\u0131z\u0131m beni duymuyordu.\n\nMasal\u2019\u0131n elindeki deftere uzand\u0131.\n\n\u201cOnu bana ver!\u201d\n\nMasal a\u011flamaya ba\u015flad\u0131.\n\nTam araya girecektim ki Melike aya\u011fa kalk\u0131p Ceren\u2019in kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131na ge\u00e7ti.\n\nFakat ona ba\u011f\u0131rmad\u0131.\n\nElini bile kald\u0131rmad\u0131.\n\nSadece sakin bir sesle:\n\n\u201cDefter senin i\u00e7in \u00f6nemli, de\u011fil mi?\u201d diye sordu.\n\nCeren\u2019in y\u00fcz\u00fcndeki \u00f6fke bir anl\u0131\u011f\u0131na da\u011f\u0131ld\u0131.\n\n\u201cSen hi\u00e7bir \u015fey bilmiyorsun.\u201d\n\n\u201cHakl\u0131s\u0131n,\u201d dedi Melike. \u201cBilmiyorum. O y\u00fczden anlat\u0131rsan dinlerim.\u201d\n\nBu cevap Ceren\u2019i haz\u0131rl\u0131ks\u0131z yakalad\u0131.\n\n\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc eve gelen herkes ona ne yapmas\u0131 gerekti\u011fini s\u00f6ylemi\u015fti.\n\nKimse neden yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 sormam\u0131\u015ft\u0131.\n\nCeren g\u00f6zlerini ka\u00e7\u0131rd\u0131.\n\nSonra bir anda odadan \u00e7\u0131k\u0131p kap\u0131y\u0131 \u00e7arpt\u0131.\n\nPe\u015finden gitmek istedim ama Melike koluma dokunmadan, yaln\u0131zca bak\u0131\u015f\u0131yla durmam\u0131 istedi.\n\n\u201cBiraz yaln\u0131z kals\u0131n.\u201d\n\nOna \u015fa\u015fk\u0131nl\u0131kla bakt\u0131m.\n\n\u201cSen buraya temizlik yapmaya geldin.\u201d\n\n\u201cEvet.\u201d\n\n\u201cPeki az \u00f6nce ne oldu?\u201d\n\nMelike yerdeki k\u0131r\u0131k vazoyu toplamaya ba\u015flad\u0131.\n\n\u201c\u00c7ocuklar\u0131n\u0131z \u00e7ok uzun zamand\u0131r konu\u015fmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yor, R\u0131za Bey.\u201d\n\n\u201cKonu\u015fuyorlar zaten.\u201d\n\nBa\u015f\u0131n\u0131 kald\u0131rd\u0131.\n\n\u201cHay\u0131r. Ba\u011f\u0131r\u0131yorlar, \u015faka yap\u0131yorlar, korkuyorlar, sa\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131 yoluyorlar. Ama kimse ger\u00e7ekte ne s\u00f6ylediklerini duymuyor.\u201d\n\nBu s\u00f6z i\u00e7imde hi\u00e7 ho\u015flanmad\u0131\u011f\u0131m bir yere dokundu.\n\n\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc hakl\u0131 olabilece\u011fini biliyordum.\n\nO g\u00fcn Melike evde sekiz saat kald\u0131.\n\nAma neredeyse hi\u00e7 temizlik yapmad\u0131.\n\n\u0130lk olarak ikizlerin banyoda yere sabun d\u00f6k\u00fcp onun kaymas\u0131n\u0131 sa\u011flamaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131 fark etti.\n\nEski bak\u0131c\u0131lardan biri olsa muhtemelen ba\u011f\u0131r\u0131rd\u0131.\n\t\t\t\t<\/dd><\/dl><dl class='gallery-item'>\n\t\t\t<dt class='gallery-icon portrait'>\n\t\t\t\t<a href='https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/milyoner-adam-37-bakiciyi-kovdu\/imgon1-5\/'><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"150\" height=\"150\" src=\"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/10\/imgon1-1-150x150.jpg\" class=\"attachment-thumbnail size-thumbnail\" alt=\"\" aria-describedby=\"gallery-1-2073\" \/><\/a>\n\t\t\t<\/dt>\n\t\t\t\t<dd class='wp-caption-text gallery-caption' id='gallery-1-2073'>\n\t\t\t\tMelike ise kaymadan \u00f6nce durdu, yere bakt\u0131 ve:\n\n\u201cBu kadar sabunu yerde kullanaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131za banyoyu birlikte temizlesek daha e\u011flenceli olur,\u201d dedi.\n\nNazl\u0131 ile Nisa \u015fa\u015fk\u0131nl\u0131ktan ne diyeceklerini bilemedi.\n\nYar\u0131m saat sonra ikisi de ellerinde bezlerle aynalar\u0131 siliyordu.\n\nDaha sonra \u0130pek\u2019in sa\u00e7\u0131n\u0131 yoldu\u011funu g\u00f6rd\u00fc.\n\nElini \u00e7ekmesini istemedi.\n\nYan\u0131na oturup k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir k\u00e2\u011f\u0131t verdi.\n\n\u201cHer sa\u00e7\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7ekmek istedi\u011finde bu k\u00e2\u011f\u0131d\u0131 buru\u015ftur.\u201d\n\n\u0130pek \u00f6nce y\u00fcz\u00fcne bakt\u0131.\n\nSonra k\u00e2\u011f\u0131d\u0131 ald\u0131.\n\nAk\u015fam oldu\u011funda odan\u0131n k\u00f6\u015fesinde yakla\u015f\u0131k yirmi tane buru\u015fturulmu\u015f k\u00e2\u011f\u0131t vard\u0131.\n\nAma yerde tek tel sa\u00e7 yoktu.\n\nGizem ak\u015fam\u00fcst\u00fc koridorda nefes alamad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 s\u00f6yleyerek a\u011flamaya ba\u015flad\u0131\u011f\u0131nda Melike hemen yan\u0131na \u00e7\u00f6kt\u00fc.\n\n\u201cBenimle duvardaki be\u015f mavi \u015feyi bulabilir misin?\u201d\n\nGizem a\u011flarken etraf\u0131na bakt\u0131.\n\n\u201cPerde\u2026\u201d\n\n\u201cBir.\u201d\n\n\u201cVazo\u2026\u201d\n\n\u201c\u0130ki.\u201d\n\nDakikalar i\u00e7inde nefesi yava\u015flad\u0131.\n\nBen b\u00fct\u00fcn bunlar\u0131 uzaktan izliyordum.\n\nY\u0131llard\u0131r doktorlara, terapistlere, dan\u0131\u015fmanlara servet \u00f6demi\u015ftim.\n\nAma hayat\u0131nda ilk kez evimize giren bir temizlik g\u00f6revlisi k\u0131zlar\u0131m\u0131n yan\u0131na nas\u0131l yakla\u015faca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 herkesten daha iyi biliyordu.\n\nAk\u015fam \u00e7\u0131karken onu kap\u0131da durdurdum.\n\n\u201cYar\u0131n tekrar gelir misin?\u201d\n\n\u201cTemizlik i\u00e7in mi?\u201d\n\n\u0130lk defa aylar sonra g\u00fcl\u00fcmsedim.\n\n\u201cSan\u0131r\u0131m evin temizlenmesi gereken k\u0131sm\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm yer de\u011filmi\u015f.\u201d\n\nErtesi g\u00fcn geldi.\n\nSonraki g\u00fcn de.\n\nBir hafta ge\u00e7ti.\n\nSonra iki hafta.\n\nEvde k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck de\u011fi\u015fiklikler ba\u015flad\u0131.\n\nNazl\u0131 ile Nisa \u015faka yapmay\u0131 b\u0131rakmad\u0131 ama art\u0131k insanlara zarar verecek \u015feyler yapm\u0131yorlard\u0131.\n\n\u0130pek\u2019in sa\u00e7\u0131ndaki seyrek alanlar h\u00e2l\u00e2 duruyordu fakat sa\u00e7 yolma n\u00f6betleri azalm\u0131\u015ft\u0131.\n\nGizem geceleri kap\u0131m\u0131 \u00e7al\u0131p annesini sormak yerine Melike\u2019nin \u00f6\u011fretti\u011fi nefes egzersizlerini yap\u0131yordu.\n\nEyl\u00fcl ilk kez bir hafta boyunca yata\u011f\u0131n\u0131 \u0131slatmad\u0131\u2026.Masal ise her ge\u00e7en g\u00fcn biraz daha konu\u015fmaya ba\u015flad\u0131.\n\nFakat Ceren de\u011fi\u015fmiyordu.\n\nMelike\u2019ye kar\u015f\u0131 mesafeliydi.\n\nOnunla konu\u015fmuyor, yemek masas\u0131na geldi\u011finde odadan \u00e7\u0131k\u0131yordu.\n\nBir ak\u015fam Melike\u2019yi mutfakta tek ba\u015f\u0131na buldum.\n\n\u201cCeren senden nefret ediyor.\u201d\n\n\u201cBenden de\u011fil.\u201d\n\n\u201cNereden biliyorsun?\u201d\n\n\u201c\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc beni tan\u0131m\u0131yor.\u201d\n\n\u201cPeki neden b\u00f6yle davran\u0131yor?\u201d\n\nMelike birka\u00e7 saniye sustu.\n\n\u201c\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc di\u011fer karde\u015flerinden farkl\u0131 olarak o, annesi \u00f6ld\u00fckten sonra \u00e7ocuk olmas\u0131na izin vermemi\u015f kendine.\u201d\n\nBu c\u00fcmleyi anlamam birka\u00e7 saniye s\u00fcrd\u00fc.\n\n\u201cNe demek istiyorsun?\u201d\n\n\u201cAnnesi gidince karde\u015flerinin sorumlulu\u011funu \u00fcstlenmi\u015f. Onlar\u0131 korumaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yor. E\u011fer ba\u015fka bir kad\u0131n bu eve girerse annesinin yerinin al\u0131naca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcyor. Ve o zaman annesini koruyamam\u0131\u015f gibi hissedecek.\u201d\n\nO gece uyuyamad\u0131m.\n\nSabaha kar\u015f\u0131 Ceren\u2019in odas\u0131na gittim.\n\nKap\u0131s\u0131 aral\u0131kt\u0131.\n\nK\u0131z\u0131m yata\u011f\u0131nda uyuyordu.\n\nBa\u015fucundaki \u00e7ekmecenin \u00fczerinde annesinin foto\u011fraf\u0131 vard\u0131.\n\nFoto\u011fraf\u0131n \u00f6n\u00fcne k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir not b\u0131rak\u0131lm\u0131\u015ft\u0131.\n\n\u00dczerinde \u00e7ocuk yaz\u0131s\u0131yla:\n\n\u201cS\u00f6z verdim anne. Kimse senin yerini almayacak.\u201d\n\nDizlerimin ba\u011f\u0131 \u00e7\u00f6z\u00fcld\u00fc.\n\nBen k\u0131zlar\u0131m\u0131n ac\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7\u00f6zmeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rken en b\u00fcy\u00fck k\u0131z\u0131m b\u00fct\u00fcn ailenin y\u00fck\u00fcn\u00fc on iki ya\u015f\u0131ndaki omuzlar\u0131nda ta\u015f\u0131yordu.\n\nErtesi g\u00fcn Melike\u2019ye bir \u015fey s\u00f6yledim.\n\n\u201cCeren\u2019le konu\u015fmam gerekiyor.\u201d\n\n\u201cEvet.\u201d\n\n\u201cNe s\u00f6yleyece\u011fim?\u201d\n\nMelike y\u00fcz\u00fcme bakt\u0131.\n\n\u201cGer\u00e7e\u011fi.\u201d\n\nO ak\u015fam b\u00fct\u00fcn k\u0131zlar\u0131m\u0131 salonda toplad\u0131m.\n\nSuna\u2019n\u0131n foto\u011fraf\u0131n\u0131 sehpan\u0131n \u00fczerine koydum.\n\nCeren hemen huzursuzland\u0131.\n\n\u201cNe oluyor?\u201d\n\nYan\u0131na oturdum.\n\n\u201cSize \u00f6z\u00fcr bor\u00e7luyum.\u201d\n\nAlt\u0131 \u00e7ift g\u00f6z bana d\u00f6nd\u00fc.\n\n\u201cAnnenizi kaybettikten sonra hepinizin g\u00fc\u00e7l\u00fc olmas\u0131 gerekti\u011fini d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcm. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc ben g\u00fc\u00e7l\u00fc olamazsam bu ev da\u011f\u0131l\u0131r sand\u0131m.\u201d\n\nBo\u011faz\u0131m d\u00fc\u011f\u00fcmlendi.\n\n\u201cAma ev zaten da\u011f\u0131lm\u0131\u015ft\u0131.\u201d\n\nCeren ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 e\u011fdi.\n\n\u201cVe ben, \u00f6zellikle senden \u00e7ok fazla \u015fey bekledim.\u201d\n\nBana bakt\u0131.\n\n\u201cBen bir \u015fey yapmad\u0131m.\u201d\n\n\u201cHer \u015feyi yapt\u0131n.\u201d\n\nElini tuttum.\n\n\u201cKarde\u015flerini korudun. Ama sen onlar\u0131n annesi de\u011filsin, Ceren.\u201d\n\nY\u00fcz\u00fc bir anda sertle\u015fti.\n\n\u201cBiliyorum!\u201d\n\n\u201cHay\u0131r. Bunu k\u00f6t\u00fc anlamda s\u00f6ylemiyorum.\u201d\n\nG\u00f6zlerim doldu.\n\n\u201cSen benim k\u0131z\u0131ms\u0131n. On iki ya\u015f\u0131ndas\u0131n. Karde\u015flerinin b\u00fct\u00fcn ac\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 ta\u015f\u0131mak zorunda de\u011filsin.\u201d\n\nCeren\u2019in dudaklar\u0131 titredi.\n\n\u201cBirisi ta\u015f\u0131mal\u0131yd\u0131.\u201d\n\nO c\u00fcmleyi s\u00f6yledi\u011finde i\u00e7imde bir \u015fey k\u0131r\u0131ld\u0131.\n\n\u201cBen ta\u015f\u0131mal\u0131yd\u0131m.\u201d\n\nCeren a\u011flamaya ba\u015flad\u0131.\n\n\u0130lk defa annesinin cenazesinden beri onu b\u00f6yle a\u011flarken g\u00f6rd\u00fcm.\n\n\u201cKorktum baba!\u201d\n\nOnu kollar\u0131m\u0131n aras\u0131na ald\u0131m.\n\n\u201cBiliyorum.\u201d\n\n\u201cAnnem giderken bana onlar\u0131 koru dedi.\u201d\n\nDonup kald\u0131m.\n\n\u201cNe?\u201d\n\nCeren ko\u015farak odas\u0131na \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131.\n\nBir dakika sonra lacivert defterle geri geldi.\n\nSayfalardan birini a\u00e7t\u0131.\n\nSuna\u2019n\u0131n el yaz\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 hemen tan\u0131d\u0131m.\n\nCeren y\u00fcksek sesle okumaya ba\u015flad\u0131.\n\n\u201cCeren\u2019im\u2026 e\u011fer bir g\u00fcn ben yan\u0131n\u0131zda olmazsam karde\u015flerinin elini b\u0131rakma. Ama onlar\u0131n annesi olmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015fma. Sen de \u00e7ocuksun. Baban\u0131n da elini b\u0131rakma. Birbirinizi koruyun.\u201d\n\nCeren h\u0131\u00e7k\u0131r\u0131yordu.\n\n\u201cBen sadece ilk k\u0131sm\u0131n\u0131 hat\u0131rlad\u0131m.\u201d\n\nO anda Masal salondan seslendi.\n\n\u201cAnnem k\u0131zmad\u0131.\u201d\n\nHepimiz ona bakt\u0131k.\n\nMasal aya\u011fa kalk\u0131p Ceren\u2019in yan\u0131na gitti.\n\n\u201cAnnem gitmek istemedi.\u201d\n\nCeren k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck karde\u015fine sar\u0131ld\u0131.\n\nEvimizin i\u00e7inde ilk kez ac\u0131dan ka\u00e7madan a\u011flad\u0131k.\n\nHep birlikte.\n\nMelike salonun kap\u0131s\u0131nda sessizce duruyordu.\n\nBir s\u00fcre sonra yan\u0131m\u0131za gelmeden mutfa\u011fa y\u00f6neldi.\n\nCeren ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 kald\u0131rd\u0131.\n\n\u201cMelike abla.\u201d\n\nMelike durdu.\n\nCeren g\u00f6zlerini sildi.\n\n\u201cSen de oturabilirsin.\u201d\n\nBelki ba\u015fkas\u0131 i\u00e7in s\u0131radan bir c\u00fcmleydi.\n\nAma bizim evimizde bu, bir duvar\u0131n y\u0131k\u0131lmas\u0131yd\u0131.\n\nAylar ge\u00e7ti.\n\nMelike \u00fcniversiteden mezun olana kadar bizimle \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmaya devam etti.\n\nFakat art\u0131k ona \u201ctemizlik\u00e7i\u201d demek kimsenin akl\u0131na gelmiyordu.\n\n\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc bize yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u015fey ev temizlemek de\u011fildi.\n\nBir g\u00fcn ona y\u00fcksek maa\u015fl\u0131, resmi bir i\u015f teklif ettim.\n\n\u201c\u015eirketimde aile destek program\u0131 kurmak istiyorum. \u00c7al\u0131\u015fanlar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n \u00e7ocuklar\u0131 i\u00e7in. Ba\u015f\u0131nda sen ol.\u201d\n\n\u015ea\u015fk\u0131nl\u0131kla bana bakt\u0131.\n\n\u201cBen mi?\u201d\n\n\u201cSen.\u201d\n\nG\u00fcl\u00fcmsedi.\n\n\u201cBir \u015fartla.\u201d\n\n\u201cNedir?\u201d\n\n\u201cK\u0131zlarla ilgilenmeye devam ederim.\u201d\n\nKahkaha att\u0131m.\n\n\u201cOnlardan kurtulaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 m\u0131 sand\u0131n?\u201d\n\nO y\u0131l Suna\u2019n\u0131n \u00f6l\u00fcm y\u0131ld\u00f6n\u00fcm\u00fcnde ilk kez mezarl\u0131\u011fa hep birlikte gittik.\n\nCeren annesinin mezar\u0131na beyaz papatyalar b\u0131rakt\u0131.\n\n\u0130pek sa\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131 art\u0131k yolmuyordu.\n\nGizem geceleri daha rahat uyuyordu.\n\nEyl\u00fcl yeniden kendine g\u00fcvenmeye ba\u015flam\u0131\u015ft\u0131.\n\nNazl\u0131 ile Nisa h\u00e2l\u00e2 yaramazd\u0131 ama art\u0131k \u015fakalar\u0131n\u0131n sonunda kimse a\u011flam\u0131yordu.\n\nMasal ise mezar\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131nda uzun uzun annesine konu\u015ftu.\n\nD\u00f6n\u00fc\u015f yolunda Ceren yan\u0131ma yakla\u015ft\u0131.\n\n\u201cBaba?\u201d\n\n\u201cEfendim?\u201d\n\n\u201cMelike annemin yerini almad\u0131.\u201d\n\nBo\u011faz\u0131m d\u00fc\u011f\u00fcmlendi.\n\n\u201cHay\u0131r.\u201d\n\n\u201cKimse alamaz zaten.\u201d\n\n\u201cAlamaz.\u201d\n\nBir s\u00fcre sessiz y\u00fcr\u00fcd\u00fck.\n\nSonra elimi tuttu.\n\n\u201cAma bu, hayat\u0131m\u0131za ba\u015fka insanlar\u0131n giremeyece\u011fi anlam\u0131na gelmiyormu\u015f.\u201d\n\nBa\u015f\u0131m\u0131 sallad\u0131m.\n\nO g\u00fcn sonunda benim de anlamam gereken \u015feyi on iki ya\u015f\u0131ndaki k\u0131z\u0131m s\u00f6yledi.\n\nBaz\u0131 insanlar hayat\u0131m\u0131za kaybettiklerimizin yerini doldurmak i\u00e7in girmez.\n\n\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc ger\u00e7ek sevginin b\u0131rakt\u0131\u011f\u0131 yer zaten doldurulamaz.\n\nBaz\u0131 insanlar sadece o bo\u015flu\u011fun etraf\u0131nda yeniden ya\u015famay\u0131 \u00f6\u011frenmemize yard\u0131m eder.\n\nBen milyarlar de\u011ferinde bir \u015firket kurmu\u015ftum.\n\nY\u00fczlerce \u00e7al\u0131\u015fan\u0131 y\u00f6netiyor, milyonlarca liral\u0131k kararlar\u0131 birka\u00e7 dakikada verebiliyordum.\n\nAma kendi evimdeki alt\u0131 k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck kalbin neye ihtiyac\u0131 oldu\u011funu g\u00f6rememi\u015ftim.\n\nBunu bize, eski bir s\u0131rt \u00e7antas\u0131yla kap\u0131m\u0131zdan i\u00e7eri giren 25 ya\u015f\u0131ndaki bir gen\u00e7 kad\u0131n g\u00f6sterdi.\n\nOtuz yedi profesyonel bak\u0131c\u0131n\u0131n yapamad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 Melike yapt\u0131.\n\nK\u0131zlar\u0131m\u0131 susturmad\u0131.\n\nOnlar\u0131 cezaland\u0131rmad\u0131.\n\nOnlar\u0131 de\u011fi\u015ftirmeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmad\u0131.\n\nSadece dinledi.\n\nVe bazen bir aileyi kurtarmak i\u00e7in gereken mucize, \u00e7ok para, b\u00fcy\u00fck bir ev ya da kusursuz \u00e7\u00f6z\u00fcmler de\u011fildir.\n\nBazen gereken tek \u015fey, insanlar\u0131n davran\u0131\u015flar\u0131n\u0131n arkas\u0131ndaki ac\u0131y\u0131 ger\u00e7ekten g\u00f6rebilen birinin kap\u0131dan i\u00e7eri girmesidir.\n\nBiz Suna\u2019y\u0131 hi\u00e7bir zaman unutmad\u0131k.\n\nOnun yerini de hi\u00e7 kimse almad\u0131.\n\nAma sonunda \u015funu \u00f6\u011frendik:\n\nBirini kaybettikten sonra yeniden mutlu olmak, onu unutmak de\u011fildir. 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