{"id":651,"date":"2026-09-20T21:06:03","date_gmt":"2026-09-20T21:06:03","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/?p=651"},"modified":"2026-09-20T21:06:03","modified_gmt":"2026-09-20T21:06:03","slug":"8-yasindaki-oglumun-gecenin-bir-yarisi-kapi-onunde-fisildadigi-o-korkunc-cumle-ve-evdeki-sakli-gercek","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/8-yasindaki-oglumun-gecenin-bir-yarisi-kapi-onunde-fisildadigi-o-korkunc-cumle-ve-evdeki-sakli-gercek\/","title":{"rendered":"8 Ya\u015f\u0131ndaki O\u011flumun Gecenin Bir Yar\u0131s\u0131 Kap\u0131 \u00d6n\u00fcnde F\u0131s\u0131ldad\u0131\u011f\u0131 O Korkun\u00e7 C\u00fcmle ve Evdeki Sakl\u0131 Ger\u00e7ek"},"content":{"rendered":"\n\t\t<style>\n\t\t\t#gallery-1 {\n\t\t\t\tmargin: auto;\n\t\t\t}\n\t\t\t#gallery-1 .gallery-item {\n\t\t\t\tfloat: left;\n\t\t\t\tmargin-top: 10px;\n\t\t\t\ttext-align: center;\n\t\t\t\twidth: 33%;\n\t\t\t}\n\t\t\t#gallery-1 img {\n\t\t\t\tborder: 2px solid #cfcfcf;\n\t\t\t}\n\t\t\t#gallery-1 .gallery-caption {\n\t\t\t\tmargin-left: 0;\n\t\t\t}\n\t\t\t\/* see gallery_shortcode() in wp-includes\/media.php *\/\n\t\t<\/style>\n\t\t<div id='gallery-1' class='gallery galleryid-651 gallery-columns-3 gallery-size-thumbnail'><dl class='gallery-item'>\n\t\t\t<dt class='gallery-icon landscape'>\n\t\t\t\t<a href='https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/8-yasindaki-oglumun-gecenin-bir-yarisi-kapi-onunde-fisildadigi-o-korkunc-cumle-ve-evdeki-sakli-gercek\/656565-4\/'><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"150\" height=\"150\" src=\"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/09\/656565-3-150x150.jpg\" class=\"attachment-thumbnail size-thumbnail\" alt=\"\" aria-describedby=\"gallery-1-652\" \/><\/a>\n\t\t\t<\/dt>\n\t\t\t\t<dd class='wp-caption-text gallery-caption' id='gallery-1-652'>\n\t\t\t\tSekiz ya\u015f\u0131ndaki o\u011flum Kerem, hayat\u0131 boyunca anneannesi Neriman\u2019a \u00e7ok d\u00fc\u015fk\u00fcn olmu\u015ftur. Uzun saatler \u00e7al\u0131\u015farak onu tek ba\u015f\u0131na b\u00fcy\u00fctmeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131m o zorlu d\u00f6nemlerde anneannesi onunla yak\u0131ndan ilgilenmi\u015f, \u00f6devlerine yard\u0131m etmi\u015f, okul konserlerini bir kez bile ka\u00e7\u0131rmam\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Bu y\u00fczden anneannemin kalp rahats\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131 birdenbire k\u00f6t\u00fcle\u015fip b\u00fcy\u00fck bir ameliyat ge\u00e7irmesi gerekti\u011finde, iyile\u015fme s\u00fcrecini evimizde ge\u00e7irmesi i\u00e7in onu hi\u00e7 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnmeden yan\u0131m\u0131za ald\u0131m. Kerem onun adeta k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir g\u00f6lgesi haline geldi. Ona su ta\u015f\u0131yor, ila\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131 saatinde hat\u0131rlat\u0131yor, konu\u015famayacak kadar yorgun oldu\u011funda yata\u011f\u0131n\u0131n kenar\u0131na oturup ona \u00e7izgi romanlar okuyordu.\n\nAncak bir s\u00fcre sonra evde garip bir \u015feyler olmaya ba\u015flad\u0131. Kerem, anneannemin yatak odas\u0131n\u0131n d\u0131\u015f\u0131ndaki koridorda yatmak istemi\u015fti. Her gece kendi odas\u0131n\u0131 terk edip yast\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 ve battaniyesini al\u0131yor, koridorun zeminine serilerek do\u011frudan anneannesinin odas\u0131n\u0131n kap\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n \u00f6n\u00fcnde k\u0131vr\u0131l\u0131p uyuyordu. Sabahlar\u0131 uyan\u0131p onu orada buldu\u011fumda ve kendi yata\u011f\u0131na ta\u015f\u0131mak istedi\u011fimde hep ayn\u0131 \u015feyi s\u00f6yl\u00fcyordu:\n\u2014 Yavrum, anneannem g\u00fcvende. Ben hemen koridorun kar\u015f\u0131 taraf\u0131nday\u0131m, odana ge\u00e7ebilirsin.\n\u2014 Biliyorum anne, diye f\u0131s\u0131ld\u0131yordu. Sadece ona yak\u0131n olmam laz\u0131m.\n\t\t\t\t<\/dd><\/dl><dl class='gallery-item'>\n\t\t\t<dt class='gallery-icon portrait'>\n\t\t\t\t<a href='https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/8-yasindaki-oglumun-gecenin-bir-yarisi-kapi-onunde-fisildadigi-o-korkunc-cumle-ve-evdeki-sakli-gercek\/attachment\/8147281\/'><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"150\" height=\"150\" src=\"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/09\/8147281-150x150.jpg\" class=\"attachment-thumbnail size-thumbnail\" alt=\"\" aria-describedby=\"gallery-1-653\" \/><\/a>\n\t\t\t<\/dt>\n\t\t\t\t<dd class='wp-caption-text gallery-caption' id='gallery-1-653'>\n\t\t\t\tO d\u00f6nemde, anneannemi o kadar zay\u0131f, solgun ve bitkin g\u00f6rmenin k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir \u00e7ocu\u011fun ruhunda endi\u015fe yaratt\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131, bu y\u00fczden etraf\u0131nda olmak istedi\u011fini varsaym\u0131\u015ft\u0131m.\n\nKarde\u015fim Cenk de bu s\u00fcre\u00e7te neredeyse her g\u00fcn bizi ziyarete geliyordu. Market al\u0131\u015fveri\u015flerini yap\u0131yor, evdeki bozuk i\u015fleri tamir ediyor ve i\u015flerimi halletmem gerekti\u011finde annemin yan\u0131nda kalmay\u0131 g\u00f6n\u00fcll\u00fc olarak teklif ediyordu.\n\u2014 Senin omuzunda zaten ta\u015f\u0131yamayaca\u011f\u0131n kadar \u00e7ok y\u00fck var, b\u0131rak da bu konuda sana yard\u0131m edeyim, diyordu. \u00c7ok sevecen ve yard\u0131msever bir day\u0131 gibi g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcyordu.\n\nFakat zamanla baz\u0131 tuhafl\u0131klar fark etmeye ba\u015flad\u0131m. Cenk ne zaman \u00fcst kata, anneannemin yan\u0131na \u00e7\u0131ksa, Kerem hemen arkas\u0131ndan gidiyordu. Cenk anneannemle yaln\u0131z kalmak istedi\u011finde, Kerem aniden odada kalmak i\u00e7in tuhaf bahaneler \u00fcretiyordu. Bir g\u00fcn Cenk g\u00fclerek onun sa\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131 kar\u0131\u015ft\u0131rm\u0131\u015f ve tak\u0131lm\u0131\u015ft\u0131:\n\u2014 Hay\u0131rd\u0131r k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck koruma muhaf\u0131z\u0131, ad\u0131m att\u0131\u011f\u0131m her yerde niye pe\u015fimdesin?\nKerem hi\u00e7 g\u00fcl\u00fcmsememi\u015fti. Hatta o g\u00fcn Kerem\u2019e biraz k\u0131zm\u0131\u015f, onu azarlam\u0131\u015ft\u0131m:\n\u2014 Cenk day\u0131n anneannene yard\u0131m etmeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yor, her yerde onu ad\u0131m ad\u0131m takip etmeyi b\u0131rakmal\u0131s\u0131n, o\u011flum.\nKerem g\u00f6zlerini yere dikmi\u015f ve sadece, \u201cTamam anne,\u201d demekle yetinmi\u015fti.\n\nAma o gece, ge\u00e7en Per\u015fembe sabaha kar\u015f\u0131 saat 04.17 s\u0131ralar\u0131nda koridordan gelen hafif bir f\u0131s\u0131lt\u0131yla uyand\u0131m. Yataktan kalk\u0131p sessizce koridora ad\u0131m att\u0131\u011f\u0131mda oldu\u011fum yerde dondum kald\u0131m. Kerem battaniyesinin alt\u0131nda anneannemin kap\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n \u00f6n\u00fcnde uzan\u0131yordu ama uyumuyordu. K\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck eliyle yast\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 s\u0131ms\u0131k\u0131 kavram\u0131\u015f, g\u00f6zlerini kap\u0131 koluna dikmi\u015fti.\n\u2014 Bu gece uyumayaca\u011f\u0131m, diye f\u0131s\u0131ldad\u0131 kendi kendine kararl\u0131 bir sesle.\nVe k\u0131sa bir duraksaman\u0131n ard\u0131ndan ekledi:\n\u2014 Cenk day\u0131m\u0131n anneanneme bunu bir daha yapmas\u0131na izin vermeyece\u011fim.\n\nKan\u0131m\u0131n \u00e7ekildi\u011fini hissettim. Damarlar\u0131mda dola\u015fan kan adeta buza kesmi\u015fti.\n\u2014 Kerem?\nK\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck \u00e7ocuk irkildi ve h\u0131zla do\u011fruldu. Yan\u0131na ko\u015ftum.\n\u2014 Ne demektir bu? Cenk day\u0131n\u0131n neyi bir daha yapmas\u0131na izin vermeyeceksin?\nMinik g\u00f6zleri an\u0131nda ya\u015flarla doldu. Anneannemin kapal\u0131 odas\u0131n\u0131n kap\u0131s\u0131na do\u011fru korku dolu bir bak\u0131\u015f att\u0131ktan sonra titrek bir sesle f\u0131s\u0131ldad\u0131:\n\u2014 Anne, kimseye s\u00f6ylemeyece\u011fine s\u00f6z ver. Ne olur s\u00f6z ver.\nNefes almakta bile zorlan\u0131yordum. G\u00f6\u011fs\u00fcme b\u00fcy\u00fck bir a\u011f\u0131rl\u0131k \u00e7\u00f6km\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc.\n\u2014 Ne yapt\u0131 o? \u00c7abuk s\u00f6yle bana.\nKerem elleriyle y\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc kapatt\u0131. Sonra bana do\u011fru e\u011filip kula\u011f\u0131ma hayat\u0131m\u0131n en sars\u0131c\u0131 c\u00fcmlesini f\u0131s\u0131ldad\u0131.\nC\u00fcmlesi bitti\u011finde, ellerim o kadar \u00e7ok titriyordu ki dengemi sa\u011flayabilmek i\u00e7in koridorun duvar\u0131na tutunmak zorunda kald\u0131m.Kerem\u2019in anlatt\u0131klar\u0131 kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda ba\u015f\u0131mdan a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 kaynar sular d\u00f6k\u00fcld\u00fc. Cenk, d\u0131\u015far\u0131da herkesin sevdi\u011fi o fedak\u00e2r day\u0131 maskesinin alt\u0131nda yatalak ve savunmas\u0131z durumdaki annemizi tehdit ediyordu. Anneannemin y\u0131llarca di\u015finden t\u0131rna\u011f\u0131ndan art\u0131rarak biriktirdi\u011fi gizli birikimini ve elmas k\u00fcpelerini vermesi i\u00e7in ona bask\u0131 yap\u0131yor, e\u011fer bunu kabul etmezse ya da bana s\u00f6ylerse sa\u011fl\u0131\u011f\u0131yla ilgili k\u00f6t\u00fc \u015feyler olaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 s\u00f6yleyerek ya\u015fl\u0131 kad\u0131n\u0131 korkutuyordu.\n\nKerem, birka\u00e7 gece \u00f6nce uyanm\u0131\u015f ve kap\u0131n\u0131n aral\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan day\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n anneannemi a\u011flatt\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131, de\u011ferli e\u015fyalar\u0131n\u0131 zorla ald\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 ve onu tehdit etti\u011fini kendi g\u00f6zleriyle g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc. K\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir \u00e7ocuk olmas\u0131na ra\u011fmen, day\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n anneannem her yaln\u0131z kald\u0131\u011f\u0131nda bunu tekrarlad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 fark etmi\u015fti. \u0130\u015fte bu y\u00fczden her gece kap\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n \u00f6n\u00fcnde n\u00f6bet tutuyor, uyumaya korkuyordu.\n\nO an i\u00e7imde f\u0131rt\u0131nalar kopuyordu. Kendi karde\u015fimin, can\u0131ndan kan\u0131ndan bir par\u00e7an\u0131n, hasta ve yard\u0131ma muhta\u00e7 ya\u015fl\u0131 bir kad\u0131na bunu yapabilece\u011fine akl\u0131m alm\u0131yordu. Sabaha kadar g\u00f6z\u00fcme uyku girmedi. Sabah g\u00fcne\u015f do\u011fdu\u011funda i\u00e7imdeki \u00f6fke korkumun \u00e7ok \u00f6tesine ge\u00e7mi\u015fti.\n\nCenk her zamanki gibi kahve bahanesiyle eve geldi\u011finde, maskesini y\u00fcz\u00fcnden f\u0131rlat\u0131p att\u0131m. Onu kap\u0131da kar\u015f\u0131lad\u0131m ve yapt\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131 bildi\u011fimi s\u00f6yledim. \u00d6nce ink\u00e2r etmeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131, g\u00fclerek durumu ge\u00e7i\u015ftirmeye kalkt\u0131 ama arkas\u0131ndan Kerem\u2019in kararl\u0131 bak\u0131\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 ve anneannemin titreyen sesle do\u011frulup her \u015feyi onaylad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcnce rengi soldu. Evi derhal terk etmesini, aksi takdirde polise gidip elimizdeki t\u00fcm kan\u0131tlar\u0131 sunaca\u011f\u0131m\u0131 hayk\u0131rd\u0131m. K\u00f6\u015feye s\u0131k\u0131\u015fan Cenk, arkas\u0131na bile bakmadan evimizden ka\u00e7t\u0131.\n\nBu olay ailemizde derin yaralar a\u00e7t\u0131; g\u00fcven kavram\u0131 bir anda parampar\u00e7a oldu. Ancak zamanla yaralar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 sarmay\u0131 ba\u015fard\u0131k. Anneannem eski sa\u011fl\u0131\u011f\u0131na ve huzuruna yava\u015f yava\u015f kavu\u015ftu. Kerem ise art\u0131k kap\u0131 \u00f6nlerinde korkuyla n\u00f6bet tutmuyor, kendi yata\u011f\u0131nda g\u00fcvenle uyuyor. O gece \u00f6\u011frendi\u011fim en b\u00fcy\u00fck ders, \u00e7ocuklar\u0131n sessiz \u00e7\u0131\u011fl\u0131klar\u0131na kulak vermenin ve onlar\u0131n g\u00f6zlemlerini asla k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fcmsememenin hayati \u00f6nemi oldu. Ailemiz \u015fimdi \u00e7ok daha g\u00fc\u00e7l\u00fc ve en \u00f6nemlisi art\u0131k ger\u00e7ekten g\u00fcvende.\n\t\t\t\t<\/dd><\/dl>\n\t\t\t<br style='clear: both' \/>\n\t\t<\/div>\n\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":652,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[9],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-651","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-foto-galeri"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/651","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=651"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/651\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":654,"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/651\/revisions\/654"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/652"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=651"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=651"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.denizcakmak.com\/hbr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=651"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}